We went out of the hilly training ground, and my sister-in-law said to Uncle He: Let Yujia send something over, I will stop and soak in the hot springs, Uncle He nodded and said:

You go first, and Xiaosheng will arrange it. Uncle Mu said: Okay, great, you just let Yu Jia come over, and we will have supper at the training ground.

Uncle He thought about it, and raised his left wrist and operated it a few times on his watch.

After a while, Yu Jia pushed a huge cart and slowly landed in front of us in the alien membrane, Uncle He pointed to a bag of lobsters caught by Uncle Mu, and said:

Let's go to the hot springs first, and please get ready for a late-night snack.

Yu Jia still bowed her head and replied: Yes.

So we went to the hot springs, which were actually open-air baths in the volcanic terrain barrier training ground, with wooden changing rooms for men and women.

There were hot spring clothes in the changing room, and we went out directly after we changed, and the two uncles had already changed their clothes and went to the nearby hot springs.

My sister-in-law glanced at me and explained: They both knew that I had something to say to you, so they avoided it, come on, this is my favorite hot spring.

While talking, my sister-in-law had already gotten out of the hot spring, and walked towards the opposite side in the water, so I folded the bath towel, put it aside, and followed.

"Auntie, you say this is a hot spring? Can it relieve sorrow? ”

"yes, that's why it's called that."

"What is the function of the hot springs that the uncles go to?"

"I don't know, eighty percent of it is a kidney tonic hot spring."

"Poof, auntie, don't be funny."

"No, that's exactly what I guessed."

"Auntie, do you always soak in this hot spring?"

"Yes, life is less than 100, and I often have a thousand years of worries."

"Why?"

My aunt stared at me for a while and said, "It will be the Mid-Autumn Festival in a few days, and you will know at that time, I want to talk to you about being an onmyoji today."

"First of all, I have to make one thing clear to you, in this world, all people are mortal beings in the flesh, and they have seven emotions and six desires.

No matter what profession he does, no matter what reincarnation he is, no matter what positive results he has cultivated, as long as he does not die, then he is a mortal fetus in this world, and no matter how powerful the spell is, it is limited by the body's ability to bear it.

As an onmyoji, you can do a lot of things that ordinary people can't do, and it will make you think that you are special compared to others.

Sometimes because of the nature of the Onmyoji's knife licking blood, he is fatalistic, and he longs for immortality.

Or, if someone important dies, you hope to bring him back with the power of Onmyoji. In any case, the immortal body, the resurrection of the dead, is an illusion.

This is the first commandment you will remember in your life. ”

I thought that my sister-in-law would tell me that I can't fall in love with boys in the future or something, but I didn't expect her to tell me that this is actually the case, I'm surprised, this is common sense......

My sister-in-law saw my confusion and continued to tell me that the onmyoji itself is a profession that steps on yin and yang, and will witness many things beyond common sense, and after a long time, he will develop the habit of not following the common sense of the world.

However, our physical body will also be destroyed, even if we lose too much blood, it will also cause the brain to die due to lack of oxygen, and the brain damage is irreversible.

If it hurts the heart, surgery is generally not recommended, the heart is the ancestor of a hundred veins, if the heart is changed, even if all the previous memories are retained, the person's temperament will change drastically, and it will only hurt himself and the people around him.

Speaking of which, the only privilege of being an onmyoji is that you can seal the flesh, slow down the speed of the lesion, and wait for the organ transplant.

In my 20 years as an Onmyoji, I have witnessed countless talented and upright Onmyoji, for one reason or another, take risks in an attempt to reverse Yin and Yang and bring the dead back to life.

Therefore, the vast majority of people who go crazy and cannot die well, so the more talented they are to surpass others, the more they must have a humble heart and abide by the order of yin and yang. This is more important than anything else.

I nodded and said, "Auntie, don't worry, even if my father and you are dead, I won't think about resurrecting you!"

My sister-in-law listened to my assurance, knew that I was playing with her, and reluctantly squeezed out a very bitter smile, and then said:

The second thing is that you can choose whether you want to be an onmyoji or give up.

I never thought that I had any other path to go than to be an onmyoji, and I was born in such a family, and I was exposed to all these things.

I never thought that I would have a second career, even if I studied medicine, because Jue's career would be helpful for becoming an onmyoji in the future.

The life of Onmyoji has long been a part of my life, and I have been doing this psychological preparation for nineteen years.

So I looked at my aunt and said seriously: I am willing to be an onmyoji who steps on the two worlds of yin and yang and maintains the balance and order of yin and yang, without complaint or regret.

My aunt looked at me and said softly: It's good that these two things are confirmed, and you can learn the others slowly.

I've only experienced a small part of the things in the Yin and Yang Realm, and I'm just throwing stones and asking for directions, but there's no way, human life is too fragile and short.

I asked curiously: Auntie, when you first became an onmyoji, how did your godgrandmother teach you?

I said before that my father and sister-in-law worship the same "fairy" as godmothers, and I call that "fairy" godgrandma.

My sister-in-law listened to my question, tilted her neck and squinted, and began to recall the past, perhaps because she recalled the events of her youth. A faint smile tugged at the corners of her mouth.

"Your godgrandma, with your Uncle Mu's father and Uncle He's master, they are busy wiping our buttocks for the three of us, we are in trouble, and they don't have time to teach us anything."

When I heard it, I thought it was very interesting, and I pestered my aunt and told me, and my aunt said: I'll tell you when I have time, it's really interesting.

What I mean by this today is that you can also do things boldly in the future, don't look ahead and backward, be timid, and try everything else boldly except for not pursuing immortality and resurrection.

If it's for the common people, we should be more bold to do it, if there is really something, we are still here. They all came from a young age, and no one is less than anyone else.

I soaked in the hot springs and listened to my sister-in-law say these words to me, and it felt like some ambiguous words that my dad said when he was packing up for me the night before I left home for college, and I was in a trance for a while.

Maybe it's because my dad hasn't been an onmyoji, but he knows that I'm going to be an onmyoji, and he wants to say something to me, but he doesn't know where to start.

Anyway, I also know what my dad means, and it's the same as my aunt's meaning, as long as you keep your heart, you can just let go of other things, and when the sky falls, they will stand on it.

The warmth of my heart and the hot springs are mixed together, I feel very happy, and very inspirational, and I silently hope that one day, when I have a successor, I can also tell her with confidence:

Let it go, the sky will fall and there will be me.