Chapter 12: Platonic Love
After playing basketball, a group of people went to buy milk tea outside the school, and after returning to the dormitory to change their clothes, they went to the second floor of Fanghuayuan to take a bath.
You happened to come out of the bathhouse with your roommate on the way, what a coincidence! Seeing your face turned red just after taking a shower, I was really moved, and I wanted to hold it in my hand and take a good look.
You are so mysterious, sometimes it makes me want to pamper you, and sometimes it makes me feel unapproachable. Always when I feel close to you, I realize that there is a huge gap between me and you, sometimes I think you are kind to me, but sometimes I feel that you are kind to everyone. This feeling of imminent separation is so distressing!
I always feel that I am not as important to you as I think, and you say that you don't believe in friendship, so why are you always so friendly to other people? Friendly enough to make me jealous. You say you don't believe in love, can you accept the love I gave you? Are you afraid that you won't be able to go to the end and don't dare to try? Are you so sure you can't make it to the end? Am I too bad to get into your eyes? Why can't you give me an affirmative answer. It doesn't accept me, but it keeps me a glimmer of hope. Give me a positive answer, even if it is a refusal, it will make me sad for a while and lick my wounds alone. has been dragging on like this, but what has given me endless gains and losses!
In my dream, I have the smile you put on for me, and the reality is that you have the same smile on everyone. I've often wondered, is there a slight difference between you smile at me and you smile at someone else?
I've made it clear what I like about you, I'm willing to wait for the day when you're willing to let me give you love, but my love isn't groveling, if one day I really think I've waited enough, and find that I've really hurt enough, and you don't have an answer, I'll leave silently. Reason is the worst I've ever had, and it's certainly the only option I've ever had when I'm broken.
I don't have to say anything, I drop all the routines, I chat with you naturally every day, and I look forward to it, I long for such a dullness to last for a long time.
Just as sweetened coffee is too delicious and can always be drunk quickly, unsweetened bitter coffee can make people slowly taste the unique burnt taste. If I really get together, I won't say too much love to you, and I won't give you too much meticulous care. This kind of blandness is the longest, I think, even if I look at you, you smile at me such days are worth savoring slowly and aftertaste! Is this platonic love? In fact, I also want to be able to pull your hand when walking, help you carry your bag and hug your coat when you go out, and I also want to tell you when you are unhappy and accompany you to vent your bad temper. In fact, I just want to stay by your side all the time, be the one who can always be with you, and let my world be full of you.
I liked you when I knew what I liked, so I had to try to catch you. Otherwise, thanks to that!