Squatting down and touching Xiaohu's head, I glanced at Shen Feng before I asked Xiaohu, "Why are you running here alone?" Grandpa Gazi is in a hurry to find you, do you know? ”

Hearing this, Xiaohu hung his head: "The big bad guy who stopped the clouds beat me." As he spoke, he pointed to his head: "That's it." ”

I couldn't laugh or cry: "Then you tell Grandpa Gazi, or tell your sisters and brothers, we will teach Xue Yun a lesson, so that she can't beat people indiscriminately, and you say that you are a little boy, and you are so serious with other people's little girls, or are you not manly?" ”

When he heard the word manly, Xue Yun straightened his small chest, thought for a while and said, "But it really hurts for her to beat someone." ”

Shen Feng also squatted down: "Then let's go back and say first, let Xue Yun tell you I'm sorry." ”

Hearing this, I stood up from the ground, nodded to the two of them, and then pulled Xiaohu with Shen Feng and turned back.

After walking a few steps, I looked back at the walking corpse lying on the door, and asked the two team members, "Why didn't this walking corpse be cleaned up?" ”

One of them responded: "As long as the orders of the head of the house are not particularly many, you don't have to pay attention to them." ”

nodded, looking at the walking corpse across the door, he still felt uncomfortable, but since it was ordered by the locking sky, it was not good to say anything, so he had to drag Xiaohu to go back first.

Uncle Gazi specified that he was worried about it.

When he went out, Shen Feng lowered his head and asked Xiaohu: "Those things outside just now... I mean, aren't you afraid of the people outside the door? ”

Xiaohu was held by the two of us by one hand, which would be lifting his feet from time to time to play floating, and when he heard this, he looked up at Shen Feng: "Don't be afraid." ”

I couldn't help but look down at him: "Why aren't you afraid?" They can bite. ”

Xiaohu grinned: "They can't reach me." ”

Hearing this... I frowned slightly, and Shen Feng then asked, "Don't do this next time, if you see it, you must hurry home to find us?" Far away from them. ”

"Okay." Xiaohu nodded obediently, and after a while, he raised his head and repeated: "They can't reach me, and the uncle with the gun killed them all." ”

Shen Feng finally furrowed his brows.

Along the way, Xiaohu was entertaining himself, and Shen Feng and I were thoughtful.

I don't know if Shen Feng thought of going with me, but in short, Xiaohu's words made me suddenly realize a serious problem.

Although they are still young, they are surrounded by us too tightly, and they always revolve around the children as a family, and we protect them tightly, so that they are ignorant of the dangers of the outside world, although this has certain benefits for their growth, but this benefit is based on a distorted worldview, and their consciousness has a certain definition of these walking corpses, knowing that they are terrifying and dangerous, but recently they seem to have almost disappeared from their fear of the walking corpse.

They would only appear scared when the adults around them showed signs of panic, otherwise, they would have the idea that these things would not threaten them in the face of the walking corpse.

It's weird that a kid can say something like smashing his head so sparsely and ordinarily.

Even if the world in front of me has indeed been distorted and changed as a whole, I don't want them to change with this crooked world, I don't want them to panic with adults all day long and create a safe environment for them as much as possible, but I didn't think that I would leave them with such thoughts, it's okay... There will always be someone to protect me.

When we walked to the park, we saw Uncle Ga Zi and a group of them, rushed forward, Uncle Ga Zi hugged Xiaohu, with an expression on his face for the rest of his life, I told Shen Feng about finding him, Uncle Ga Zi let go of Xiaohu again, and slapped him on the head: "How many times has Grandpa told you!" Can't run away on your own! You can't run away on your own, do you know? ”

Xiaohu was suddenly kind and suddenly slapped for a while did not understand what Uncle Ga Zi meant, rubbed his head and looked at him stunned, seeing this, Uncle Ga Zi raised his slap again, before we had time to stop it, he took it back by himself and slapped it on the thigh: "What's the matter!" What about you two! It's so honest, I'll be an old man and I can watch you both for a few years! What will happen if I don't have you in the future?! ”

Xiaohu naturally didn't understand, this would be protected by Han Xue behind him, and he chattered at Uncle Gazi for some reason: "Grandpa Gazi, Zhiyun hit me, she hit me the head, it hurt a lot." ”

Uncle Ga Zi was still patting his thighs with a helpless face, but he couldn't cry or laugh even more when he heard Xiaohu's words.

He couldn't do anything about these two children.

After this incident, we didn't dare to let Uncle Ga Zi go out alone with the child.

Even if you go out to play, you have to watch at least two people.

As soon as the month came by in a flash, we thought it was time to go to the shelter, but we all said goodbye to the few people we had been friends with on a daily basis.

As a result, Suotian didn't propose to leave for a long time, I asked Suotian, and he only said that he would stay here for a few more days, and there was no life in the shelter recently.

I can only sigh, the most terrifying and unfathomable thing in the world is the human heart, how can you live in peace where there are people.

But it's better not to go, at least here we can find a sense of a big family, everyone is up and down, regardless of you and me, visiting the door all day long, discussing and discussing whose child is knocking, discussing and discussing that there has been no walking corpse in front of the door for two days, and the life is very comfortable.

Looking at myself in the mirror, I was injured so much, I should have been thin into a skeleton, but I did the opposite, my body was no longer skinny, red, although I was not fat, but obviously much stronger.

The few sets of maternity clothes he wore were brought out of the shelter last time by Suotian, I didn't expect him to think of such a trivial matter, and I was so moved that I praised Suotian for a long time and finally had the consciousness of becoming a father.

It's just that in the face of those cartoon patterns, I still feel speechless, I really didn't expect the taste of locking the sky... That's right.

Cheng Yang could only agree to stay with her wishes under Meimei's persuasion, but Sun Simiao could only agree to stay with a bitter face.

I am very happy, Cheng Yang and I can talk very well, not only the names of the two of us are more similar, but even our personalities and views on things are very similar.

For that Meimei, when I see her, I always think of Song Meijing, I really can't mention any emotions I like, but I don't hate it, I can only say that I don't feel it, Cheng Yang and I are getting closer and closer, she doesn't seem to be very happy, she followed at first, and then she stopped appearing, I also asked Cheng Yang privately about her relationship with Meimei, and even said that she didn't discriminate... Gay circles, after all, we still have a team of Zhou Wen and Peaches in our team.

Cheng Yang looked at me with wide eyes, surprised at how I could think so, but then he smiled bitterly again: "No wonder you think so, those who are not with us must think the same way." ”

"Haha... Maybe I misunderstood, but it's really rare to see a woman stick to another so tightly..."I smiled wryly and changed the subject.

Cheng Yang looked outside the door and said to me: "She has no sense of security, the two of us grew up together, she didn't do this before, but from the first day I saw those walking corpses and was almost bitten, I cut down the walking corpses to save her, and she has been like this since that day." I probably think I can protect her, so I rely on someone of the nature of a lifesaver. ”

nodded clearly, it can be seen that Cheng Yang is a soul-like figure in their team, and I was even more surprised after asking Cheng Yang's profession, she is also a primary school teacher, but she teaches physical education, and her body is already strong.

And so, in the infinite comfort, I began to die again......

I suffer from prenatal depression... That's right, you read that right, a pregnant woman who is four months pregnant... I suffered from prenatal depression at an early age.

In this regard, Shen Feng gave me an incisive definition: 'The worries of the world are worried. ’

But no matter what they say, that's what I suffers from.

I don't know if it's the same as the previous definition, after all, we don't have a psychiatrist, and I set myself up with such a situation based on my feelings.

When Lili inadvertently asked me about the fact that I didn't know that there was no caesarean section, I suddenly remembered that this child was going to be born!

I immediately recalled the picture of Lili's production in my mind, to say that this shadow was left at that time, the picture was too beautiful, I didn't dare to look at it at all, but after all, I was helping on the side, it was impossible not to see it, just Lili's continuous call for several hours was enough to make my legs weak.

Then I asked Lili about the places that should be paid attention to when giving birth, and she somehow told me about a series of painful mountains that need to be crossed after the beginning of labor pains.

Finally, when she said that she would also be incontinent when she urinated and urinated, I was completely depressed.

I'm depressed...

It should be said that I regretted getting pregnant.

even pulled Cheng Yang and Han Xue to find the maternity area of the hospital, and found the delivery room and waiting room left over from before.

After trying to lie down on the bed in the waiting room for a while, I looked up at the ceiling, imagining that no one could bear the pain for me on the day of childbirth, and my heartbeat immediately soared to one hundred and eighteen, and I got up from the bed with a grunt and gasped for two breaths.

Then I went into the delivery room and tried to lie down on the delivery bed... As a result, in a second, I rushed off the bed with a whimper.

It's so scary......

Since that day, I have been unable to sleep at night, sighing all day long, I can't eat, I don't want to fight the landlord with everyone, and I don't want to go to Zheng Yiyi anymore, I feel that my future is dark.