Illusion
"Brother Lingyun, do you want me to light the lamp?"
"No... No need to order! It's late, go to bed, and get up early tomorrow to meet the master! ”
"Okay!"
When he returned to the room and found that the lights in the room had been extinguished, Xingji was stunned for a moment, and then deliberately applied to light the lights, but was stopped by Ling Yun's slightly hurried voice.
Starmark pretended not to care, and went to sleep directly, even omitting washing and the like......
Although he had said before that washing his face and the like was to preserve a few human habits, but now his mentality has undergone many changes, and even the human mind, he himself does not know how much is left.
Not to mention the fact that these habits are only nostalgic for meaning......
I closed the door, walked straight to the bed, sat down on the bed, took off my shoes, and turned around and lay down on the bed.
Feeling the sparse sound on the bed next door, Starmark smiled slightly.
Looking at the dim ceiling, Starmark's thoughts drifted away.
From the very beginning of meeting Ling Yun and discovering that he was actually a player, Starmark instinctively wanted to avoid him.
But for some reason, Ling Yun suddenly invited him to go up the mountain with him.
At first, he thought that Ling Yun was just using his fabricated false identity to cover for himself, so he also decided to use Ling Yun's equipment to cover for himself!
This kind of thing, this is the kind of trick that people often use.
But later, he realized that he was wrong again......
Ling Yun himself can go up the mountain to learn art, there is no need for his cover!
Star Scar doesn't know why Ling Yun takes such good care of himself, maybe Ling Yun may be the legendary chivalrous hero, maybe Ling Yun has a chivalrous heart in his body!
But these are no longer important, he just takes a fancy to one point, that is, Ling Yun actually cares about him! And Ling Yun's concern is not fake!!
That's all he needs to do......
Thinking of everything today, the corners of Xingji's mouth have risen slightly unconsciously.
This is the river and lake he wants, and this river and lake is not the only one he has!
Starmark's requirements for his own rivers and lakes are very simple, just as simple as laughing at people's requirements for their own rivers and lakes!
Senior Brother Xiao only asks for his own rivers and lakes, and Starmark's request is even simpler, his request is just that he doesn't want to play a single-player game alone......
As long as it's not just one person's rivers and lakes, he can have a team that combines the book, and this is already satisfied!
He was able to join this sect, and he also had a master, and he also had a Lingyun senior brother who took great care of himself!
He is very satisfied with his current rivers and lakes!
He closed his eyes with a smile, and Starmark's consciousness slowly fell asleep......
Even in a dream, the corners of Starmark's mouth still rose slightly.
In his dreams, he also dreamed of the rivers and lakes that he had always longed for the most.
……
Starmark has fallen asleep peacefully. But Ling Yun on the bed next door was tossing and turning and couldn't sleep.
Ling Yun's mood at the moment was quite uncalm, for some reason, since he met this person on the bed next to him, his state of mind had begun to be uncalm!
Gently turn sideways and move your gaze to the person on the next bed.
Looking through the dimly lit space of the room, I saw the man's vague face.
The dim face, as well as a black dress and black hair, blended in with the dark room.
The starry glimmer of the sky illuminated his pale face.
When he saw the slightly raised corners of his mouth, Ling Yun's heart didn't come again!
At some point, he suddenly felt the urge to punch him in the face again!
"It's all because of this person that worship makes my mood always fluctuate!" Ling Yun inadvertently glared again!
At this moment, Star Scar suddenly turned over, and this sudden action frightened Ling Yun, who was staring!
The moment he saw someone turn over, Ling Yun hurriedly closed his eyes and tried to pretend to be asleep!
When Ling Yun closed his eyes, he vaguely saw in his mind that this person was looking at him with a smile!
"Knock... Knock...! ”
Ling Yun was inexplicably a little flustered, he could clearly feel that his heartbeat was getting faster and faster, and his voice was getting louder and louder.
Sensing his abnormal changes, Ling Yun was suddenly stunned!
Ling Yun faintly found that he was thinking too much, and this person had already fallen asleep at all!
What the hell is going on today?
After just a while, Ling Yun slowly calmed down and slowly opened his eyes......
Ling Yun saw it again, this person still looked like a pig's head sleeping dead!
For no reason, Ling Yun was annoyed again!
Tonight's insomnia was all caused by this man, and this bastard slept like a dead pig!
Just when Ling Yun was annoyed, he saw the corners of this person's mouth slightly raised.
Just for a moment, for some reason, his anger dissipated unconsciously......
Looking at the vague figure, Ling Yun knew that the person in front of him was a strange person, a person who could call him a brother and sister just after meeting.
Go up the mountain with him to apprentice, eat at the same table together, and sleep in the same house!
Thinking of this, Ling Yun suddenly felt his little face heat up slightly......
Looking at the vague outline of his smile, his thoughts drifted to the morning when the two had just met......
When meeting this person, Ling Yun's first reaction was to encounter someone who was blocking the road and robbing him.
But then he realized that he was wrong, he was just a person who stood in the way and asked for directions.
After several contacts, the most impressive thing about this person was that this person's smile was fake!
When he saw this person's smile for the first time, Ling Yun inexplicably had the urge to punch him hard!
There was no smile in this man's eyes, but he could smile brightly!
It's just that when he really saw this person's eyes clearly, the idea of punching was dispelled by himself......
Because he suddenly found that this person was the same as him, and his eyes were full of inexplicable loneliness.
The loneliness in this man's eyes is even deeper than his own!
At first, Ling Yun thought that he was a similar person to himself, so he instinctively wanted to contact this person......
But later, he realized that he was wrong again!
In his eyes, there is not only loneliness, but also infinite tenderness in his eyes that he has never had......
If it was the loneliness in this person's eyes that made Ling Yun feel concerned, then the tenderness in this person's eyes made him yearn for it.
Because he once fantasized about the gentleness that he himself never had......
This person has his own hometown, his own family, and even more people to care about.
These people are the gentleness in this person's eyes, and they are the gentleness that Ling Yun feels yearning for.
It's just a pity that he is a native of this world......
His hometown, his family, even the people he cares about, and the loneliness and tenderness in this person's eyes, are just an illusion given by this world.
Just like his own face, it is an illusion given by this human world!
These are all false, illusions that will cease to exist without this world......
Ling Yun stroked his soft face, and with inexplicable thoughts, he once again drifted back to the past he didn't want to remember.
A long time ago, Ling Yun's original name was Lin Yun'er.
Lin Yun'er's face was completely destroyed in a fire when she was twelve years old, and not only that, but most of her upper body was also destroyed by this fire!
But at this moment, an even more terrible nightmare came to her at the same time.
She was diagnosed with a condition that would have led to her death if she had not consumed a large amount of medication.
Her family was originally a single-parent family, and her father finally couldn't afford the huge medical expenses and left her ruthlessly.
Because of her appearance and illness, she has been disliked by the world in her life.
So much so that in the future, she will either spend her time in medical treatment or in virtual online games.
The only good thing is that the technology of this era has made the rapid online game the theme of our time.
She can support herself without having to come into contact with too many humans.
Although life is not easy, she still relies on her firm heart to overcome the difficult life of being a human being.
Until the opening of this world, she chose to enter this world without worry.
Knowing that she couldn't fit into the human world in the first place, she didn't want to care about the tattered human body anymore.
When she first entered this world, she suddenly found that her original tattered appearance was completely restored by this world!
The scars on her body were gone, and her countenance was beautiful......
She still vividly remembered that when she touched her face, it was only for a moment that she burst into tears.
After that, she had a stunning appearance, which made countless human beings in Italy yearn for it!
But Lin Yun'er, who once saw through the cold state of the world, no longer believes in the authenticity of this face!
She chose to go incognito and survive alone in this realm, in order to cover up the many adverse effects of her appearance, but also because she didn't want to use this false appearance to survive.
Lin Yun'er's firm heart cultivated since she was a child made her resolutely bring the high-level incarnation props in this world.
Since then, Lin Yun'er has changed her name to Lingyun!
Ling Yun decided to spend his life in this realm as a man.
She didn't admit her face, she didn't want to admit the illusion she had been given!
Because she thinks it's all fake......
But now, she realized that she seemed wrong.
After entering this fantasy-like game world, she has already discovered that she was wrong.
If she doesn't admit her face, then she will deny everything in this world.
Because everything in this world is just an "illusion" created by it, and the natives of this world, they are all "illusions" given by this world!
Just like the person in front of him, his existence itself is such an "illusion......
But even if everything in their past is just an illusion, their hearts are extremely real.
Because they, like her, have the soul consciousness of being human, and have a human heart.
Perhaps because of this, Ling Yun would take him up the mountain with him, and then take him with him to apprentice.
Even if he was in a daze and confused by the false confusion given, Ling Yun still went to eat with him and asked him to come back to sleep.
"Illusion...... Who am I to say that they are all illusions? ”
Ling Yun smiled bitterly inexplicably, if you want to talk about illusions, the "humans" in this world are actually just like her, they are just real "illusions" given by this world!
False bodies, real souls, they all have the conscious soul of being human, what right does she have to deny these natives?
Maybe that's the wonder of this world, just like what it said about the world that created it.
"It's a real world that exists in fantasy."
When she heard it in the real world, she already believed what it said.
Not because there is evidence, just because there is no need to lie.
Until the moment she entered this world, she was already convinced.
"That's fine......" Ling Yun smiled and muttered inexplicably.
Even if the world is an illusion, what's so bad about that?
Wouldn't it be nice if she just melted herself into the illusion of this world?
She's a person full of illusions, wouldn't it be good for her to integrate herself into this world full of illusions?!
She is even more of a lonely person, but now that she has found a person with the illusion of loneliness, she can practice with him, eat together, and sleep in the same room together!
Wouldn't that be great!?
At least she will no longer be alone, what's so bad about that!!
From the moment Ling Yun saw these eyes, she saw that the loneliness in this person's eyes was even stronger than herself, and the smile was so strong that it still couldn't hide it all!
"To be able to smile naturally in the despair of loneliness, should I say that he is strong, or should I admit that he is more pitiful than I am?"
"What kind of destiny are you given by this world here, and what role should you play?"
Thinking about it, Ling Yun suddenly found that he seemed to be thinking too much again......
As a result, she still has to blame the person in front of her, otherwise she can't lose sleep tonight!
"Hmph, no matter how pitiful it is, you can't die anyway!"
If it weren't for this person, she wouldn't have slept in the middle of the night!
She was already going to sleep, but she found that this person had run outside again, and he hadn't come back in the middle of the night, so she had to ask someone to find him!
This man makes people scream when he eats, and he makes people scream when he sleeps!
It's just a nerd who can only be in a daze, or a fake nerd who can only smirk!!
Ling Yun knew that although her appearance was just an illusion similar to a man, she was still a girl after all!
Now there is a man sleeping in the next bed, even if he is just a local man, but no matter how firm her girlish heart is, she still can't help but mess up!
Her face still couldn't help but heat slightly......
Finding that he seemed to be thinking cranky again, Ling Yun quickly gathered his thoughts and stabilized his state of mind.
After calming down, he looked up at the blurred face on the other side.
She had thought through a lot of things tonight, and no matter what kind of identity she decided to live in this world in the future, she would never deny her face again......
She now regards herself as a person in this world, with a sect, a master, and a senior brother who needs her attention at all times.
Ling Yun suddenly found that she had begun to like life here, because she seemed to be a little tired of living alone for a long time......
Maybe it created this world to give them people to come here for a vacation.
"Hmph, although it's a little annoying, I can't leave you alone!"
"Good Night ......"
After smiling slightly and muttering softly, Ling Yun immediately closed his eyes.
She also likes this kind of life, even if there are many illusions, she likes it very much......