Water, the whole world is water, and those who have never fallen into the water will never realize what kind of despair it is when your whole person is submerged, and everything powerless around you will strangle you and suffocate you.

The turbid river was flowing so fast that I was almost completely submerged the moment I fell into the water, and immediately my body was moved rapidly under the water in an unknown direction by an irresistible force.

I kept fluttering trying to find even a trace of something that I could grasp in this current that seemed to fill the whole world, but I would not have such good luck, God seemed to want my life this time, and I fluttered in the water for a long time, only when I felt that my lungs were about to explode, I finally showed my head slightly in the current, but before I could breathe, the whole person was submerged again.

At the moment of showing my head, I saw the situation I was in now, the water flow did not need to look, I could feel it, very fast, this is different from the previous few times in the rapids, although the two times were shocking, but I always had a strong sense of perception that I could survive, but this time in the wide Yangtze River, this momentum alone made my whole person lose half of my strength, in the river water, in the moment I looked around and knew my own insignificance and powerlessness, The mountains on both sides of the river and I are separated by those rushing rivers, as if separated by a world.

I was terrified of being alone, and that feeling of being forgotten by the world could drive me crazy.

Despair to despair, fools want to die, I still flutter in the water, after all, I have fallen into the water twice, so I have some experience, although the surface of this river is wide, but the speed of the flow is not faster than the rapids, I quickly found the feeling, at least I can barely keep my head on the water to breathe.

The sun had already tilted to the west, and it would soon be dark, and he gritted his teeth fiercely, and if he couldn't go ashore before dark, he would really die!

May the Lord save your children from the dire suffering of this day, and may the Father of Charity lead the way out of the difficult situation and show the way of light, thanks to the Lord, Amen.

After praying, my heart really settled down a lot, I said before that I am a faithful Christian believer, in fact, it is quite paradoxical, I look down on those cowards who rely on their hearts with all kinds of evil beliefs, and I also hope that the Lord Jesus can save me when I encounter suffering.

When I saw a small boat floating slowly on the shore of the river and watching me from afar, and I instantly realized that our beliefs are fundamentally different, harming and loving others, and this is the biggest difference in our beliefs.

The man seemed to have noticed me a long time ago, trying to see clearly, and I shouted at him: "Help, help me, please help me!" ”

The moment the words were shouted, the man immediately heard it, and began to turn back to look for something in the hull, then got up with a large ball of rope in his hand, waved it at me, and shouted, "Catch it!" ”

"Good!" When I answered his words, I don't know if it was because of excitement or what, in short, I wanted to cry without any hope, and rubbed my eyes twice in the water, and finally I could understand why those who fell into the water would be desperate to die when they caught the person who saved them, so that the person who saved them also drowned, that is because the sense of despair given by the water is really very bearable, as long as there is the slightest hope, I want to leave completely.

When I drifted to a place slightly in front of the angle with the person, the man threw the rope towards me suddenly, his strength was great, the rope landed a little further in front of me, desperately pulled a few times into the water, and tried to control his body to approach, but the current also drove the rope to float forward, I was terrified, for fear that the only life-saving rope in front of me would disappear in front of me, and gritted his teeth and jumped forward, when he really held the rope in his hand, I was so excited that I didn't know whether to cry or laugh, and I shouted.

Seeing this, the man immediately shouted, "Hold on." "He began to pull me towards the shore, the man's strength was very great, I was almost pulled to the shore by him at an incredible speed, when he was close to the river, the water was really slow, and at the same time he saw clearly the person who had gone down to the side of the land, surprisingly a very young face, sharp and angular, different from Suo Tian slightly with a clear facial features that did not match the character, the person in front of him gave people an indescribable real feeling.

Pulled me out of the water, and when the whole person was lying on the shore and gasping violently, the man slowly put away the rope, but when the rope was just closed, the man suddenly spoke: "That's your friend?" His voice was hoarse.

"What?" I looked in the direction he was looking in, and sure enough, in the river relatively close to us, Xu Shu showed her head rising and falling in the river, she should have seen us on the shore, but she didn't shout, just turned her head to look this way.

"Hurry up, that's my friend, throw the rope to her." After finishing speaking, I shouted at the river again: "Xu Shu! Grab the rope! We'll pull you up! ”

As soon as the words were shouted, the man threw the rope in his hand violently, this time it was very stable, and it was thrown directly on Xu Shu's head, she hesitated for a second before reaching out and grabbing the rope, I immediately stepped forward and pulled the rope with the man, during which he turned his head to look at me, and when he swept to his stomach, his eyes paused, and asked, "Are you pregnant?" ”

I was stunned for a moment, then nodded, and increased the force of pulling the rope on my hand.

When Xu Shu was pulled ashore, there was no joy on her face to be rescued, it seemed that the stimulation given to her by Xiaopu had not passed, and she would sit on the ground and the whole person was very depressed.

The man put the rope away again before he opened his mouth to me and asked, "Is there anyone else in the back?" ”

I was stunned and shook my head: "No." Turning to face him, he bowed sincerely and spoke: "Thank you so much, if it weren't for you today, we would both have to be water ghosts in this Yangtze River." ”

Hearing this, the man glanced at the river and made a joke at me: "My part-time job is to catch ghosts." ”

With a chuckle, I stretched out my hand to him and introduced, "My name is Chen Yang, and this name is Xu Shu." ”

The man raised his eyebrows when he heard this, and stretched out his hand to hold it: "Sun Simiao." ”

Now it was my turn to raise my eyebrows, and I said with some surprise: "Sun Simiao? You also took the name of the medicine king, which is domineering enough. ”

After introducing myself, I began to turn my head to look at the surrounding environment, the so-called apes on both sides of the strait in the ancient text can't stop crying, the light boat has passed the Wanzhong Mountain, which is probably here, the endless mountains one after another, almost no gaps.

We were on a small platform at the foot of the mountain, which extended on a gentle slope, so it could be used as a land station on the edge of the water.

There is a small fishing pond on the left, and when I looked around, I saw that there were a lot of fish in it.

After looking around again, he found that he couldn't find the way, so he asked the man, "There is no road here, how did you get here?" "I looked up at the mountain wall almost perpendicular to the river, unless it was a gecko, otherwise it was not realistic to come down from here.

Sun Simiao pointed to the boat on the river and said, "Sit on that and walk by the riverbank." ”

After nodding, Sun Simiao found a bamboo basket in the boat, jumped into the fishing pond and began to catch the fish with his bare hands.

I took this opportunity to walk to Xu Shu, who was still sitting on the ground, and muttered for a while before speaking: "Are you okay?" ”

It took a while for her to turn her head to look at me, and it took a long time for her almost white lips to move slightly and speak to me, "I'm sorry." ”

It is definitely impossible to forgive Xu Shu for a while, after all, I am a person who holds grudges, and I was beaten up so much by her, and it is impossible for this anger to disappear for the time being.

Seeing that I didn't answer, Xu Shu sighed heavily, stared at Jiang Mian and looked at the stunned mouth: "I have lived with Xiaopu for fifteen years, just like Yangyang is to you, he is also the only relative in this world for me, the irreplaceable kind, since I know that he has done something wrong, my thinking has been a little extreme, since I was discovered by you, I heard Suotian say that he would kill him at any time, my whole heart is out of control, I want to prove to everyone that he has learned well, and he will not make mistakes." ”

Nodding, I didn't answer, motioning for her to continue.

"But Chen Yang, your defense of him is too obvious, you are really not a person who can act, everything I stand aside and watch, I feel powerless to change your perception of him, over time, Xiaopu really didn't make any more mistakes, but your defense against him is still there, I am like a ghost, absurdly attributing all the faults to you, after being suppressed for so long, Song Meijing and Xiaopu acted in such a bland, which can make me fall into it instantly."

After listening to Xu Shu's explanation, I tried to empathize with it, if I were Xu Shu and Chen Pu was Yangyang, in the same situation, I really couldn't guarantee that I would do better than Xu Shu.

It has been said countless times that in this apocalypse, everyone needs to rely on and feel safe.

I am naturally happy, with Suotian, children, and a younger brother, but other people are different, everyone can only pin their sense of security on the collective, so when Xu Shu found that the people in this group didn't seem to trust the people closest to her, she couldn't let herself continue to be calm.

Sighing, I patted Xu Shu on the shoulder, and in the end, it was just one sentence: "If you care, you will be chaotic." ”