"You ......"

The person in front of him was also dressed in a happy robe, riding a tall horse to block the front, which made Murong Xi a little confused. Su Xianzhi only took a deep breath and looked deeply into Murong Xi's eyes.

He's doing something crazy.

Something I don't dare to do in reality.

Murong Xi looked at the person in front of him in a daze, and saw that he was dressed in red and flying wantonly, standing alone in the middle of the team on a tall horse, his figure looked so lonely, but his eyes were full of light.

"You ......"

"I'm going to propose to you before you marry Mu Qing." Su Xianzhi's voice was fixed, and he only looked firmly at the person in front of him, and a warm heart in his chest was pounding.

It was a sudden and bold decision, it seemed like a sudden one, but it drained his courage. He couldn't allow himself to let her go again and again, even if it was just a dream, he wanted to be with her once.

"Don't, stop making trouble." Murong Xi's eyes had something in her eyes that Su Xianzhi couldn't understand, she only said slowly, her white hand holding the threshold of the float stiffly.

"I like you."

It seems to be a cry from the bottom of my heart with all my might.

Su Xianzhi only shouted loudly at the person in front of him, and he felt a pain in his heart, almost causing him to fall off the horse.

He likes her.

Su Xianzhi really likes Murong Xi.

The person in front of him lowered his eyes, gritted his teeth and did not speak. Mu Qing only slowly took Murong Xi's hand and brought her back to the float, and Su Xianzhi only quietly looked at the sedan chair that hung down the curtain.

Everything in front of me turned black.

The sedan chair passed by him smoothly.

Mu Qing didn't say anything, but he defeated him completely.

Murong Xi didn't do anything, but he hurt him to the bone.

He struggled to grasp the reins in his hand, straightened his back and gritted his teeth, and stood where he was, turning his head sideways not to look at anything, as if a cold air was about to swallow him up.

Su Xianzhi took a deep breath and tried to contain the tears in his eyes.

He finally understood why he didn't dare to rob his relatives in reality.

Because...... In reality, it will hurt even more than it does now. The kind of heart-wrenching pain is like a poisonous snake trying to burrow into the bone marrow. But he should have known about it a long time ago.

Murong Xi has lived two lives, and in each life he loves the same man.

But even so, he wanted to tell her that he liked her. He chose such a time, casually covering up the panic in his heart, putting away all his pride, and only expecting her to have a moment of hesitation.

To tell the truth, Su Xianzhi wanted to rush forward, beat up the person carrying the sedan chair, snatched the woman inside, and then rode his horse to a place where Mu Qing couldn't find only the two of them.

But he never had that courage.

He's afraid.

Afraid of Murong Xi's refusal in his eyes.

I'm afraid she will say to herself: Let me go.

Su Xianzhi only smiled bitterly and shook his head, there was a fishy sweetness in his throat, he frowned and covered his lips, turned his horse's head and left. He didn't want the man to see his embarrassed face.

Murong Xi only sat in the sedan chair in a daze, his hands entangled together, and his eyes were full of trance. The scene just now seemed to be imprinted in my mind, and I couldn't get rid of it no matter what.

Mu Qing suddenly raised his hand and wiped away the tears on Murong Xi's cheeks, and the man was stunned for a moment, only to look at him blankly. Mu Qing's throat choked for a while, and he couldn't say anything at all, only reached out and hugged him into his arms.

There are eight sufferings in the world, birth, old age, sickness, death, love and separation, unwantedness, resentment, and five extractions.

When you integrate into the world, experience all the sufferings in the world, and sink into greed, hatred, and ignorance, the nightmare will begin, and the yellow sorghum will only be a dream after all.

……

Murong Xi was dressed in a red wedding dress, sitting in the Cherry Blossom Palace, and what lingered in his mind was the scene when Su Xianzhi came to rob his relatives. Such desperate and stubborn eyes make people's hearts inadvertently touched.

I will probably never forget it for the rest of my life.

There was once a man like the wind and the moon, wearing a fiery red wedding dress, standing in front of her wedding procession and saying to her: I want to propose to you before you marry Mu Qing.

What a fool.

Do you want to use this clumsy method to make her remember him forever, it's a pity that love has something that comes first and comes first...... Murong Xi only smiled bitterly and shook his head, hearing the sound of the door opening, Murong Xi hurriedly raised his hand to wipe away the tears that suddenly appeared on his cheeks.

Mu Qing looked over in a daze, held her cheeks with both hands, and looked deeply at her with a pair of eyes: "Ah Xi." ”

"It's not reality, is it?" Murong Xi's voice was flat, he only gritted his teeth and said slowly, Mu Qing was stunned for a moment, and did not speak, but the person in front of him suddenly grabbed his hand, "We will be happy, right." ”

There is no outward strife, forever sinking into fantasy.

Mu Qing looked at him in a daze, and before he could answer, his lips were sealed by a pair of soft lip flaps, and the woman's warm tropical fragrance greeted him, only tempting to peck his lips.

She reached out and hugged Mu Qing's cheek: "Kiss me." ”

Murong Xi is a coward, she is afraid to face everything in her previous life, so she chooses to believe in the man in front of her again. She was afraid that Ah Ci would leave her again, so she chose to completely forget about the man in front of her. She was afraid of getting hurt again, so she chose to sink into her dreams.

Maybe Murong Xi only needs a courage to face all the gloom in front of him. And that courage can only be given to the person in front of him.

Mu Qing only got up and pressed her down on the bed, and hugged the person in her arms tightly with her solid arms, they all needed courage.

"Ah Xi, don't be afraid."

"Ah Xi, I'm here."

……

When Mu Qing woke up and saw Murong Xi sleeping in the crook of her arm, she only felt that there was some kind of emotion brewing in her heart, and she only reached out and gently touched her eyebrows.

Back in reality, he must hug her again.

Suddenly, the sky outside became pitch black, making it impossible to see clearly. Mu Qing was stunned and only looked back, his heart was full of nervousness, and he only felt a pain in his heart, as if something was suppressing and devouring him.

He covered his heart and only frowned and looked out the door.

The black-clothed young man covered his face with half a silver mask, his eyes were full of dullness, as if he was being manipulated, and he only looked at everything in front of him in a daze.

"Su Xianzhi!" Mu Qing yelled, turned around to look at Murong Xi, and saw a huge black hole suddenly appear under her, and the sleeping girl fell into it, Mu Qing hurriedly stepped forward to pull the man's hand.

"Ah Xi!"

"Ah Xi!" Mu Qing yelled, but found that the bed that was close at hand became very far away, and the darkness swallowed Murong Xi's face and swallowed her body, Mu Qing tried her best to touch it, but only touched the Jinpa in her hand, and couldn't help but be stunned again.

"This dream is a nightmare for two people and a nightmare for one person."

"When sorghum turns into a nightmare, all dreams become nightmares."

The cold words that barely had any ups and downs spit out from Su Xianzhi's mouth, Mu Qing was stunned for a moment, knowing that he had secretly swallowed yellow sorghum and was controlled by the nightmare because of the fruitless robbery, which led to everything in the present.

"Su Xianzhi, be sober!" Mu Qing looked over with a low roar, and saw that the man's gaze was still dull, and he couldn't help but feel angry. Su Xianzhi's body slowly retreated, and Mu Qing was stunned and wanted to chase but was tightly locked by the iron chain.

They can only leave if there are more sorghums than nightmares.

And the only one who can save Su Xianzhi is Murong Xi!

……

When Murong Xi woke up again, he found himself in total darkness.

There was nothing but black around her, she frowned, her heart beating in her chest, and she only bit her lower lip to look at everything around her.

"Black ...... It's so dark. ”

Su Xianzhi's voice choked from the side, Murong Xi couldn't help but be stunned, and hurriedly looked for the voice to lift the hem of his skirt and left, and saw a person in the dark hugging him tightly, with only dullness in his eyes.

"Su Xianzhi!"

Murong Xi hurriedly walked over, Su Xianzhi should not be, as if he didn't realize it.

Murong Xi gritted his teeth, only clasped his shoulders vigorously, held his cheeks with one hand, looked directly into his chaotic eyes with one hand, and said loudly: "Su Xianzhi!" ”

"Brother String!"

Su Xianzhi still didn't react, only dodged in the dark and wanted to hug himself, painfully wanting to retreat and escape, as if he wanted to block everything around him and endure everything in front of him alone.

Murong Xi fiercely hugged the man into his arms, only gritted his teeth to hold back his tears, his weak body trembled, but he endured everything in his heart and hugged him gently.

"Brother of the Strings...... Don't be afraid. Murong Xi's voice was soft, trembling, so that the person in his arms couldn't help but be stunned, a pair of dull eyes only glanced over slowly, and his lips buzzed but he didn't say anything.

Murong Xi gritted his teeth and lowered his head.

"Ah Xi...... Why ......" The man paused suddenly, only choked up and lowered his voice, "I'm sorry." ”

Murong Xi's tears suddenly fell.

"Ah Xi...... I still want to hear you sing. Su Xianzhi opened his mouth suddenly, only revealing a quiet smile, and only the person in front of him was left in his eyes, looking as well-behaved as a docile cat.

"The dark sky was low, and the bright stars followed. Insects fly, insects fly, who is missing whom? [Lyrics of "Insects Fly"]"

Murong Xi's voice was tactful, only gently echoing in his ears, bringing the slightest relief to his heart full of pain, but the tears rolled down uncontrollably.

"The cold wind blows, the cold wind blows, as long as you accompany me. Insects fly, flowers sleep, a pair of beautiful pairs, not afraid of darkness but only heartbreak, no matter whether you are tired or not. ”

"What should I do......"

"If I don't have you, what will I do when I am afraid of the dark in the future."

Murong Xi was stunned, and only lowered his eyes silently. The person in front of him suddenly raised a smile, and his white fingers poked into his eye sockets, and blood jumped out and splashed on Murong Xi's cheeks.

Murong Xi looked at the pale boy in front of him in a daze, and suddenly felt a suffocating pain in his heart.

"If you can't see the night, you won't be afraid."

Murong Xi was dumbfounded, only involuntarily distorted her face, I don't know what emotion was at work, the pain in her heart was mixed with the pain in her eyes, so she couldn't help but want to cover her cheeks and cry bitterly, but she endured it and showed a smile.

Even if the person in front of you can't see it.

"Don't be afraid."

Su Xianzhi's voice came softly.

"I have engraved your appearance in my heart, and I can see it every day."

"Don't be afraid, I'm still here."