Chapter 129: Inner Demon
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The pear blossoms, which were still budding before departure, have withered today, leaving only wisps of shriveled stamens, still surrounded by fresh green leaves. 35xs
It's obviously the time when you should be in a hurry. Yuan Sui occupied the empty aisle alone, tilted his head and leaned lightly against the small suitcase, looking out the window.
The sky was just dawning. On a normal day, this would be the busiest time in the dormitory. Familiar and unfamiliar young faces begin a new day of laughter, and as they walk through them, they create an illusion of warmth.
Unexpectedly calm, Yuan Sui honestly examined himself at this time against the window glass.
She didn't seem to be as sad as she had just shown in front of Ling Shucheng.
For this kind of sudden event, she can already deal with it skillfully and naturally. There was even a moment when she had begun to imagine what her next "father" would look like.
Is this what is called "growth"? Yuan Sui didn't know.
On the screen, Lu Chuanxu's message contains a wave of violent emotions. Yuan Sui carefully chewed on the extraordinary performance of this younger brother, who had always had extremely poor writing skills, and deduced with little effort how Lu Da's state had "improved slightly" in the operating room again and again in the past twenty-four hours, and then "fell into danger" again and again after a while.
Yuan Sui closed his eyes slightly, imagining that Lu Chuanxu went from being at a loss, to hysteria, to schizophrenia, and then to schizophrenia, starting to make various assumptions, until he was cranky.
Just like she used to be.
I don't know if it's lucky or unfortunate, but her stepfather has not been officially pronounced "dead" or "survived" until now. But for someone like her, who never dared to have a glimpse of fate, the waiting for little hope was always a prolonged pain.
But if you really want to investigate, what is she suffering for?
Her relationship with her stepfather is far from the level where she can talk about "feelings". 35xs asks herself, she has never really regarded Lu Da as a father, so she never expects to be another "child" in this family.
This point, in addition to Lu Chuanxu, who has always had naΓ―ve expectations, the other two adults in the family are also clear. The two don't owe each other - at least in terms of emotional giving, Yuan Sui has always thought so.
The last one who would seriously treat her as a child, embracing all her waywardness, anxiety and even shadowiness had disappeared forever a few years ago. Yuan Sui flicked the headband in his ear, and his face was only full of self-deprecation.
Even if you boast that "you will never end your life by yourself", it is really tiring to live.
Looking at Lu Chuanxu's lengthy message as if asking for help, it was like seeing the overwhelmed self back then, it was really ridiculous and pitiful.
You're looking for the wrong person. Yuan Sui thought. The sister you want to rely on is at the same heart as her mother, a selfish ghost who doesn't pour any extra affection into people.
Because I never had any expectations, no matter how bad the outcome was, there seemed to be nothing difficult to accept.
If people can live alone in the world without worries, maybe it is the best.
"I, it's really ......" Yuan Sui raised a hand and covered his face, making a voice that seemed to be crying in a low voice, and like laughing intermittently.
In the end, the only one of her kind in the world was her mother, whom she had always scoffed at.
"What a hypocrisy...... "Motosui leaned wearily against the wall, letting himself slip a little bit on the cold ground.
Without giving her a chance to sort out her complicated emotions, a phone call with only her last name was noted.
Yuan Sui scribbled his eyes, only to realize that there were indeed no tears on his face. However, she still coughed, cleared her throat, and said calmly: "Hey? Yes, I'm alone now, it's convenient...... Well, the team leader released me again, he has always been overly considerate in these aspects, or maybe he still feels from the bottom of his heart that my assistance is not necessary...... I already know, don't worry, I'm fine...... Yes, I'm still in the dorm...... There is no particular reason, after all, it is not convenient to go to the hospital now, and I am thinking about whether to wait a little longer or go home first...... Well? Is that what Team Leader Ling is going to do? Rationally, there was nothing wrong with his decision......"
"Don't be angry yet," Yuan Sui struggled to gather all the divergent energy into his work, and slowly stood up against the wall, "If you can't use the conventional means of capturing you alive to get information, it's understandable that Team Leader Ling would take such a risky move." After all, 35xs has been doing so much lately that we've been passive for too long...... Do you want the team leader to be solely responsible for the finishing touches? It's really hard for him...... Well? I'm fine, there's really nothing wrong with that. Do you have any urgent tasks to explain to me at this time? It doesn't matter, except for being a little sleepy, I don't think there's anything wrong with my state, after all, it's not the first time I've had an accident at home. β
Her eyes were more obscure than the spring weather, she answered twice flatly, and replied, "Understood, I'll pass it soon, but ......" took a deep breath, Yuan Sui's eyes looked out the window without focus, as if admiring this huge pear tree, and as if he was just in a daze, "...... Recently, I have really made me feel a little tired. As she spoke, she took a few steps forward and simply leaned against the window in an idle posture, "You also know that under the influence of the bloody experience, I have never had the idea of working hard in the army, and this time I entered the second group directly by chance, and every day is still too exciting." What's more, after Han Yue's death, too many trivial things were piled up on me, and I didn't have the ability to handle them one by one. If it goes on like this, to put it mildly, sooner or later, if I don't let me watch Ling Shucheng die again, or I have even worse luck and die in front of him. β
ββ¦β¦ This incident really sounded the alarm bell for me, and mixing this line of work is licking blood on the head of a knife. No matter how many great achievements have been made in the past, one day is unlucky, and the person is gone...... I haven't been able to find a clear reason yet, but I still want to live well. You can interpret it as an afterthought mistake. Yuan Sui stretched out his hand and gently brushed it on the withered flower branches, startling the last few calyxes, "No, it's not his problem." To be honest, this time with him was much happier than I expected. But because of this, in order not to infect this person who means a lot to our ship, it is better to stay away from him...... No, it's not superstition, it's just me ......"
Suddenly caught a glimpse of a flashing figure, Yuan Sui hung up the phone abruptly, and asked lightly: "Team Leader Xu?" β
Xu Zhiyuan scratched his head, walked out of the corner with a complicated expression, and explained dryly: "Passing by, just passing by." It's a coincidence that I'm still here to meet you, so why don't you evacuate? β
"I'll go back to the dormitory and get something, besides, the official team members weren't among the 'refuge' in the first place, you forgot? But you, how did you end up here now? Are you here to inspect the evacuation? Rest assured, it's just you and me in the area. Yuan Sui's voice paused, and a smile that did not spread into his eyes squeezed out of his face, and asked playfully, "Or, did you take advantage of the lack of this person to come here to carry out some secret mission?" β
The atmosphere froze for a long time, Xu Zhiyuan put his hands in his pockets, and replied incomparably: "You are still a little cuter when you are with your team leader." β
"Being able to adjust the personality of different people is one of the basic skills of being a human being." Yuan Sui glanced at the id on his wrist and said politely, "Then, I still have something to do, so I'll go first." Please be careful, too. β
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"Evacuate according to the regulations, I don't need your help here." Ling Shucheng stopped in front of the students, staring intently at the girl who had just been thrown out by an over-the-shoulder struggling to get up.
She's just too light. This physique is completely unqualified as a killer. If it weren't for her outstanding talent, Ling Shucheng had no doubt that any healthy young man in the boat would be able to put her down with one hand. When he grabbed her shoulders and exerted force, Ling Shucheng was even a little worried that his hand strength would directly crush her bones.
Closing the door leading to the public hall behind him, Ling Shucheng breathed a sigh of relief, and quickly experienced the chaotic feeling brought about by the moment of paralysis of consciousness in the rumor.
Reaching out and grabbing the girl who had already passed him and tried to open the door, Ling Shucheng vaguely caught a hint of surprise in her eyes, and then activated his ability.
The feeling of floating was once again experienced in the hands of different people, and the preparation for hitting the ceiling again in advance did not come in handy. The young man who had been killed halfway did not let her experience a strong killing intent, and the girl lowered her head and looked at his vaguely familiar face.
The chatter of the students in the background suddenly stopped, and the girl held the still Ling Shucheng's shoulder and somersaulted forward at the moment of falling, and at the same time pulled out the dagger and sent it to his heart.
But the young man suddenly moved.
Ling Shucheng grabbed the blade with his backhand, followed by an elbow blow, and the hammer hit the girl's heart, directly shocking her to fly.
There was a subtle stinging pain from the scratch on his shoulder, and Ling Shucheng glanced at it. It seems that the degree of recovery of self-healing ability is indeed not ideal.
"Don't do it." A leisurely male voice came from the headphones, "You know how to fly a kite, right?" Just like that, give her a chance to escape, and follow her not too far and not closer, to see which direction she will run. β
It's just too risky. Ling Shucheng frowned, feeling the faint buzzing in his brain again.
Even if he has far more resistance to all mental attacks, when he comes to his senses, the girl is gone. So Ling Shucheng concentrated slightly, catching her heavy breathing.
It looks like I'm going up the stairs. Ling Shucheng maximized the field of listening and followed unhurriedly.