Back at home, there is no doubt that a group of us didn't go home for two or three days, and Uncle Ga Zi was so anxious that their buttocks were smoking.

Yangyang's whole person was haggard, and when he saw me get out of the car, he stood stunned and looked at me for two seconds, and then his eyes widened and his face raised.

Every time he was sad and wanted to cry, he would do this to stop the tears from coming out, he was an emotional and sensitive child.

I stepped forward and patted him on the shoulder and pretended to be relaxed and asked, "Hey! Young man, do you miss your beautiful sister? ”

Yang Yang tilted his neck again, and seemed to control his emotions before looking at me again, and his voice was still a little hoarse: "Sister, where have you been these days?" ”

I pointed to Lili and the others: "A few of us have encountered some small things, and it is not convenient to come back." ”

Uncle Ga Zi didn't ask immediately, but just beckoned: "Come on, let's all go into the house and say when you enter the house." ”

A group of people entered the house, and after Lili scalded Xuanxuan some milk and fed her, she put the sleeping Xuanxuan in the upstairs room before returning to come down.

The peach disappeared for a few days, and Zhou Wen's whole person lost a lot of weight, and when he first saw the peach, the moment he rushed up and hugged him, his whole hand was trembling.

Yang Yang privately told us that Zhou Wen was quickly promoted to an excellent student because of his excellent performance, and he would be assigned to various actual combat teams at any time.

Things in the mall are suppressed very tightly, and not many people know what happened inside, but the villa area is the family of insiders, Xu Shu and Uncle Ga Zi have been asking around together in the past few days, and they also roughly know what happened that day.

A group of people talked a little, but fortunately no one was in any situation, and no one was hurt, and after chatting for a while, it was almost time for the power to go out, and we simply went back to the house.

Recently, I have been a little neglectful of Yangyang, or maybe I am too anxious to let him be strong and stand on his own, so some seem to care too much about him, which suddenly disappeared for a few days, making Yangyang's whole person look a little sluggish, when I returned to the house with Suotian, he followed in without a word: "Sister, I want to talk to you." ”

After packing up my clothes and going into the bathroom to take a shower, I pulled Yang Yang on the sofa next to me and asked, "What do you want to talk about?" ”

Yang Yang hesitated for a while, and his eyes flashed a few times before he spoke: "I think... Go to the U.S. to find your parents. ”

"What?!" After listening to the whole sentence, I couldn't help but exclaim: "To the United States? ”

"Yes." After saying it, Yang Yang was pestle: "The two of us can live until now, and our parents will live until now, let's go find them, I miss them so much." ”

I tightly twisted my brows and said to Yang Yang: "But... Do you know what's separating China from the United States? If nothing else, can you find a ship, or an airplane, that can take us there? Even if it's over, can you find where your parents live? Even if they could find them, would they still be there now? ”

Yang Yang hung his head and didn't squeak, I wanted to reach out and pat him, but I was dodged, looking at the empty hand, I was a little stunned, and I was stunned for a while before I spoke: "If I have the opportunity, I also want to go to them, but if you look at the current reality, it is not easy for us to survive." ”

Yang Yang still lowered his head, stretched out his hand towards him again, and was immediately dodged again, his nose was sour almost instantly, and a sense of grievance hidden in his heart was immediately ignited: "Looking for my parents!" Find Mom and Dad! Chen Yang, can you not always give me this kind of undoable problem?! I know what you're thinking, you think I ignore you, don't care about you, don't care about you anymore! But have you ever wondered why I'm like this? For whom?! I want to go to my parents when I have a grievance in my heart, do you think we are still the same as before? You can fly over with a ticket for a few thousand dollars, right?! The more he talked, the more excited he became, his voice unconsciously began to rise, and in the end, tears flowed uncontrollably, and his throat trembled violently.

Yang Yang moved his body slightly, but he still didn't respond, I felt like a heavy punch on the cotton, and I instantly felt weak, and the sense of grievance that was originally stimulated quickly subsided as quickly as it appeared.

sighed deeply, turned his back to Yang Yang and wiped the tears on his face: "I love you very much, there will be no one in this world who loves you more than me, but after so many things, I know how incompetent and insignificant I am, I don't even know how long I can survive, so I can only let go as much as possible to make you stronger, I hope you can be like a man, not to mention standing up to the sky, at least you can protect yourself." ”

"Compared to me, you care more about Brother Suotian." Yang Yang's voice was soft, but he finally responded to me.

Squatting in front of him, I tried to calm my voice: "That's different, I love him, that's love, I love you, that's blood relatives, Yangyang, you listen to my sister's words, this time, it's this time I'm trapped in that shopping mall, I'm hardly sure that I'll get out alive, but I'm not afraid, because I think you're strong enough, even if I die, you can live well, I have no worries, but now I'm glad I didn't die, because you didn't grow up at all, you are still the same Chen Yang as before, If you encounter grievances, you have to find your parents. ”

After hanging his head and thinking for a while, Yang Yang wiped his face with his sleeve fiercely, looked up at me and said, "I'm sorry sister, I'm too ignorant." ”

Yangyang in some ways, I brought him up, and my love for him is always full of the psychology of being a sister and a mother, which will listen to his apology, and I am immediately relieved, and I stepped forward to hug him and patted him on the back: "Good boy." ”

When Suotian came out of the bathroom, Yang Yang just went out and stood by the door, Yang Yang glanced at Suotian, hesitated for a moment and said, "Brother-in-law, be kind to my sister." Then, without waiting for an answer, he turned and ran downstairs.

After staring at the door for a while, Suotian went over and closed the door, wiped his hair and walked to me to sit down, and asked as if unintentionally: "As long as Yangyang can be good, you are not afraid of death, right?" He looked up at me, and his black and white eyes were calm: "What about me?" ”

It seems that he just heard the conversation between me and Yangyang.

After being stunned for a while, I turned around and took out a clean towel and found my pajamas: "You won't have a problem, you are invincible, nothing hurts you." ”

I was just about to bypass the lock and walk towards the bathroom, but he dragged him back, slammed down on the sofa, and before he could come back to his senses, he attached himself and stared at me for a while before he slowly spoke: "Chen Yang, I am also a human being, I will be sad and sad, and I will also die." ”

After Suotian's words, I was stunned.

For so long, I profess to love him, so many of us claim to treat him as family, but in the end, in the eyes of so many of us, he is like an endless wishing pool, as long as there are problems, difficulties, come to him to solve, but in the heart, no one has really paid attention to his heart, including me, and rarely care about whether he is happy, whether he is sad, we unknowingly, the extraordinary ability he has is filled into a series of copper walls and iron walls to wrap his heart, guess and can't see through, I don't pay attention to it.

Moved his arm slightly, looking at the face in front of him, there was an inexplicable sense of disappointment and exhaustion in his expression, and he had learned complete grammar sentences in Chinese for so many years, but he didn't know what to say for a while.

At this moment, there was a sudden chaotic sound of footsteps downstairs, and he was running up to the third floor, and a few seconds later there was a knock on the door, and the middle-aged man's deep voice immediately came: "Boss, something happened." ”

Suotian looked at me twice more and then turned around and stood up.

When I opened the door, there were at least a dozen people in black standing outside the door, which was the uniform of Team C.

The middle-aged man whispered a few words to Suo Tian, and after hearing this, Suo Tian frowned sharply, signaling them to wait downstairs, and then turned around and began to get dressed.

I hurriedly took out my clothes from the cupboard, handed them to him, and asked, "Are you going out so late?" What happened? ”

After quickly changing clothes, he looked at me twice and didn't answer the question just now, stepped forward and kissed me on the forehead and left a sentence: "Sleep by yourself, don't wait for me." He dodged and went out quickly.

When they chased downstairs, their group had already driven away, leaving only Xu Shu, who had gone downstairs to open the door before, looking at me a little strangely: "It's so late and you still come to find a lock to go out?" Did something happen? ”

Looking at the headlights that were fading away in the night, he shook his head at Xu Shu: "I don't know, he didn't say it." ”

"Yes." Closing the door, Xu Shu turned around and patted me: "Even if there is something to deal with, don't worry, it's late, go back and wash and sleep." ”

After Xu Shu's words were finished, I was stunned again when I turned around and went upstairs with her, and my steps were subconsciously stagnant.

Noticing the movement, Xu Shu turned around and asked strangely, "What's wrong?" ”

"It's nothing...", waving his hand at her, forced a smile: "You go back to sleep quickly, I suddenly want to drink a glass of water." ”

"Well, then I'll go back first, you remember to go to bed early."

"Okay."

Watching Xu Shu return to the second floor room, I took two deep breaths and walked towards the top floor.

Just when I stepped up to the top floor, it happened to catch up with the power outage, and the lights in the entire area went out.

But fortunately, the moonlight was very bright, and it was not as dark everywhere as the night before, so I sat quietly on the top floor and blew the wind, feeling that my brain was much clearer, and then I got up and returned to the room.

There was still a remnant of the breath of locking the sky in the room, walking to the sofa he was just sitting on, and lying down in his clothes, the faces of Yang Yang and Locksky kept flashing in his mind, after a gust of wind just now, it would seem to be more transparent.

(The meaning of our existence in this world sometimes comes not only from ourselves, but also from the love and dependence of those who are indispensable.) ）