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I watched Xiao Nan leave, she was like a little girl now, very happy.

I leaned against the tree next to the road and smoked there, I don't know when it started, I smoked more and more, it's not a good thing, I know it. When you are happy, you smoke, when you are tired, you smoke, and when you are depressed and irritable, you still smoke.

In the past, I definitely didn't have this bad habit.

Even when I was at work, I didn't smoke like this, and I felt more and more that I smoked very fiercely.

I think I'm able to think about these things almost entirely because I'm in a messy mood.

Do I love Xiao Nan?

I don't know, I really don't know.

But I know that I don't hate her, if it is about the current society and my own situation, I think I will choose Xiao Nan to accompany me for the rest of my life.

I laughed to myself, I really didn't know what I was thinking. At the very least, I once had a crush on Xiao Nan, didn't I? And now, I have the feeling I used to have at my fingertips.

In today's society, how many people can live their lives with the people they love?

I exhaled, I don't know, I don't think I need to know, I don't want to know, I don't want to know.

I remember that I once read a book, it is a fantasy type, he mentioned a few words in the book, he said that life is a tragic song, at that time I didn't understand very well, so I asked him, he is a typical Buddhism and Taoism double pass people, although there is no great achievement, but what he said is very reasonable.

He told me about the eight hardships of life, and he also explained many, many things.

In the end, there is only one conclusion, life is originally a sad song. I didn't understand it at the time, but now I don't know how, but after experiencing some things, I suddenly understand.

Each of us will have a sentence ringing in our ears in this life, that is, every family has a scripture that is difficult to read, everyone has difficulties, we will experience birth, old age, sickness and death, and all kinds of complicated and painful things, and there are too many things that are difficult to choose.

It's like, if I marry Xiao Nan, this may be a very happy thing, or maybe it is also a thing that I am not satisfied with. Isn't it? People always look up to other people and ignore those who look up to themselves.

I threw the cigarette butt to the ground, crushed it with my foot, glanced in the direction where Xiao Nan left, and I went back. After I went back, my parents also nagged about these things, and I was not the same as before, if it was before, I might be annoyed, so I just chose to listen, and they said that I was tired, and I went back to my room to rest.

When I got back to my room, a lot was still going through my head, and I took the clay figurine in my hand.

Today, I won't have anything to rely on, the clay figurine that Uncle Huang gave me has already blocked for me once, if I am so chaotic next time, I don't know how to think about this matter myself.

I asked myself in my heart, if there is really going to be another accident, then I hope this person is Xu Xiaolin or Xiao Nan?

I suddenly felt that I was quite cheap, right, I was really cheap, I couldn't even make a choice.

If I don't have a choice, that's a problem, and that's that I want to possess both, and mentally, I'm a jerk because I'm choosing to pedal two boats.

At least, mentally, I already do.

When I was just about to put the clay figurine in the drawer, I unexpectedly found a thing, the talisman was originally mixed with the clay figurine, but at this time there was a part of it separated, I opened it and found a row of words.

"If you can see the words I left, it means that your calamity is still behind, and you must learn to meditate."

I was surprised, I didn't see Uncle Huang write at all, when did this be written?

And what does that mean?

I quickly figured it out, this Uncle Huang's ability is really great, he had already expected that I would do this thing, so he asserted that he was not in Xiao but in Xu, and he specifically didn't give me a second one, so to speak.

It's about making me remember a little longer, and then learn to meditate.

I admire and helpless in my heart, how do I feel that in the eyes of Uncle Huang, I feel like I have no clothes?

Next time, next time I'm going to be on my own.

I put the clay figure away, if it weren't for this clay figure, there would have been an accident today, and Xiao Nan and my parents would have problems at that time. I lay in bed in a daze, thinking about all this and summing up all my experiences.

I need to be smarter, and I need to make some very decisive decisions.

After all the thoughts, I couldn't sleep at all. I took out the secret technique of Maoshan and studied it carefully again. There are so many things that the first time you look at them, there are always things that you can't find. If you watch it a few more times, you will gain a lot, and I feel like this now, and I have memorized the secret art of Maoshan more clearly, and I have also found a lot of methods that I didn't care about before.

It's like the kind of blood ghost before, if I master a little more Maoshan secret arts, I may not need to use the Vermilion Bird Pill Pen, and I can do it. This night I have been seeing three or four o'clock in the morning this is a daze asleep, the next morning my parents called me breakfast, they went out, I waited for a while, ten o'clock when the old soup came, one hand on the waist, step by step into the yard.

I wondered, "What's going on?" ”

While talking, I moved a chair and put it in the yard for him.

Lao Tang sat down a few times and sighed.

I didn't understand, so I asked him a few times.

Lao Tang shook his head, "Don't mention it, it's really old, I was crazy last night, paralyzed and dripping, I really lost my kidneys." ”

I still know Lao Tang's physical fitness, but it is unexpected, and I laughed for a while, "Are you as good as you?" If you fight so hard, you are not afraid of dying in bed. ”

Lao Tang sighed, "What do you know, didn't you call a door-to-door service yesterday?" Before people came, I watched those little videos over and over again, but it was irritating to me. After the wait comes, it will be even more unbearable, ***, anyway, my body is crossed. ”

I was helpless for a while, I had nothing to say about this old soup.

Lao Tang's eyes then lit up again, "But don't say it, people gave me free in the end." ”

"Damn!"

I couldn't help it, "Can you not be sneering?" ”

"Hehe, those videos are like aphrodisiacs, who can bear it."

Lao Tang smiled, "You will understand in the future, and you don't believe anything I say to you now." ”

I shook my head, and told Lao Tang about yesterday's events briefly, and also told him that the clay figure was broken.

Lao Tang almost jumped to his feet, "Damn, Ergou, what the hell are you kid doing?!" ”

I looked at Lao Tang in confusion, "What do you mean?" ”

"I was just joking with you before, just play with you, but don't take it seriously."

Lao Tang was anxious, "You don't know about her situation, as for you?" If this is true, she won't rely on you in the future? Listen to my brother, just play around, don't move your true feelings. ”

I was unhappy for a while, I saw the changes in Xiao Nan, even if I didn't marry Xiao Nan, I couldn't listen to this kind of words, so I said: "Old Tang, we are brothers, I won't say anything, I hope I won't hear this kind of thing again in the future." ”

"Damn!"

Lao Tang stood up directly, "Your kid is not sick, right?" You want that woman too?! ”

I bowed my head and lit a cigarette, "What do I have to do according to what you mean?" ”

The old soup mill chirped, and didn't speak, "Anyway, I don't think she's worthy of you." ”

I smiled, "Old Tang, how long can a person live?" ”

Lao Tang thought for a while and said to me, "If you are in better health and have a good life, you can still live to be seventy or eighty years old." ”

I said, "I'm in my twenties now, and if I'm healthy enough to be sixty-five, I'll have about forty years to go." In fact, as long as the relationship is suitable for each other, it is enough. Xiao Nan is good to me, I know, and I used to like her. ”

Lao Tang shook his head, "You kid is really a ghost, I really don't know what to say about you." ”

I smiled, "Okay, I understand your kindness, but Xiao Nan has really changed a lot, and she is no longer the person we saw at that time." You're still looking at people with colored glasses. ”

Lao Tang sighed helplessly, "Maybe, anyway, if you live your life, if you feel right, I won't say anything." However, depending on your current situation, it is really not good. After all, even if you don't see Xiao Nan, will you always meet a woman? What can I do next time? ”

I nodded, I haven't been alone with Zhao Yan and them in the Zhao family villa in the past few days, and with the situation at the time, it is impossible for me to have that kind of desire. But now it's different, and I really need to pay attention to it. We also need to think about how to solve this problem.

I looked at Lao Tang and said, "Jiang Liming is in Hong Kong...... Zhao Feng's words should not be fake. ”

Lao Tang nodded, "I don't think it's fake, and it just fits what Uncle Huang said, this is definitely not just a coincidence, all of this is telling us that Jiang Liming is in Hong Kong!" ”

I nodded, not knowing what to say.

Because......

Xu Xiaolin is also in Hong Kong!

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