Chapter 24: Face and Accept

Mo Yan, who grew up in an orphanage, is accustomed to the crying of babies and children, and she often comforts these children, and the people who abandon these children, Mo Yan feels unforgivable, but the dean told her mother that maybe many people have unspeakable secrets, or maybe for other reasons, no parents are willing to be wicked people from the beginning, even if they make the worst decisions, of course, there are parents who are condemned because of their conscience and come back to find their children, and there are also couples who are willing to adopt orphans, Mo Yan will face them with a kind smile and good wishes, she has always believed that if she has a child in the future, she will treat her child well and be a good mother like her mother. Fate always played tricks on people like this, and her first child appeared in this way.

She was still in a coma, and she heard the baby's cry, and she couldn't stop for a long time. Mo Yan was tortured to the point of holding his head and crying, "Don't cry anymore!" Don't cry anymore! Please, stop! "No matter how much she begged for mercy, the baby was still crying and couldn't stop at all." Your Highness! Your Highness! Your Highness! Chunyi's voice was clear in her ears, Mo Yan woke up in a nightmare, she looked at Chunyi in front of her, and then she realized that she was just dreaming.

The candles in the house were flickering, and the fire shone on Chunyi's face, and Mo Yan looked at her before gradually calming down. There was also Yu Niang by the bedside, and when she saw that people woke up, she patted Chunyi's shoulder, signaled her to take good care of His Highness, and went out. Mo Yan hugged the spring mood, and his voice was still full of crying, "I don't want to hear it anymore, don't cry anymore." Chunyi patted her on the back gently, "Your Highness, don't be afraid, Chunyi is here to accompany you, no one is crying, no one will come to disturb you." After a while, Mo Yan returned to her usual state, she had just had a nightmare, and the source of this nightmare - stroking her lower abdomen, there was a small life in her abdomen, but this little life made her unacceptable. Chunyi thought that His Highness was hungry, "Your Highness is hungry?" Yu Niang went to cook hot porridge, and she could send it to His Highness to drink in a while. She didn't know what the two of them were talking about in the house, only that there was a quarrel, and when she entered the house, she saw that the food had been spilled and the bowl was shattered, and His Majesty covered the bedding for His Highness by the bedside, and then asked her and Yu Niang to take care of her. In fact, as a soft-spoken maid, she is not qualified to criticize her master, but this time she has the mind to blame His Highness, Chunyi believes that His Majesty has taken care of His Highness, gentle and careful, what is His Highness's dissatisfaction?

Seeing that His Royal Highness was almost recovered, Chunyi hesitated repeatedly, and just wanted to speak, but was interrupted by Yu Niang who pushed the door, Yu Niang seemed to see that she had something to say, and only gave a look, Chun Yi swallowed the words, made room for Yu Niang and got up to leave. Yu Niang held the hot porridge and blew the heat to dissipate the air, wanting to blow and blow cool. "Your Highness, are you hungry? Drink some hot porridge pads. In the middle of the night, it was not easy to be hungry. Mo Yan pouted, but he refused to drink porridge. Yu Niang scooped up the porridge and brought it to her mouth, "Drink it quickly, even if you are not hungry, the child in this belly will be hungry." "Yu Niang, you know?" "Well, Your Majesty has already told the slave."

Mo Yan took the bowl in Yu Niang's hand, you Liu Xie doesn't seem to have a big mouth, but your mouth is really fast. Pretending that this bowl of porridge was his Liu Xie himself, she quickly had an appetite, and drank to the bottom, wiped the corners of her mouth and handed the empty bowl to Yu Niang, "Thank you, Yu Niang." Yu Niang put the bowl aside, "The person you want to thank is not me, it should be Your Majesty." Stretched out his hand to wipe the tears from her face, "Your Majesty is not here at the moment, Yu Niang and His Royal Highness are both women, if you have anything to say, just tell me, don't hold it in your heart." ”

No matter how strong a person is in the face of this situation, he will take off his guard, Mo Yan can no longer control his emotions, and hugs Yu Niang to tell everything she has encountered. "I was killed by a traitor, I didn't kill me if I didn't obey him, if it wasn't for Yu Niang's rescue, I wouldn't be here." "Cry, cry, Yu Niang knows that she can't stop you at this time, otherwise it will only be worse."

“…… I hate him! If I could, I'd love to kill him to vent my hatred! "So who ......? You can tell Yu Niang, or you can tell Your Majesty and let Your Majesty make decisions for you. ”

"I can't say...... But I will not forget this incident as a lifetime of humiliation, so this child cannot be kept, absolutely not kept. "Okay, His Royal Highness doesn't want to say that Yu Niang won't ask again. But has Your Highness ever thought that you insisted on having an abortion, but in fact there was no difference between that person, it was the same as killing people, and it was an unborn human life. This child has been two months old, if the dosage of the abortion pill is not well controlled, His Royal Highness and the child are very likely to die in Huangquan, Yu Niang knows that His Royal Highness is for his own dignity, but since he has lived, why should he risk his life? What's more, did His Highness ask the opinion of the child in his womb before making a decision? ”

"I ......" Yu Niang's words and deeds were still as cordial as usual, but every sentence and every word pierced her heart deeply, making her lose her direction all of a sudden, but her originally firm heart was shaken. She was right, if she insisted on having an abortion, she would be a murderer herself, and with the medical level of this era, this medicine would not protect her life, and even if she returned to modern times, it would be a burp. If you don't beat the child, is it really necessary to give birth to the child?

"Yu Niang has overpassed, please let His Royal Highness blame the slave maid, but the slave maid's words are all worried about His Royal Highness." As soon as Yu Niang finished speaking, when she wanted to kneel down and apologize, Mo Yan grabbed her, "Yu Niang doesn't have to be like this, there are no outsiders here, you don't have to abide by so many rules, don't be slaves and slaves in front of me, I don't like to hear it." ”

Yu Niang held her hand tightly, and her gratitude was overflowing, "Your Highness said so, then let Yu Niang dare to say another word." "Say it."

"No matter what His Highness has experienced before, but since His Highness has married His Majesty, it is after the Great Han. If His Highness loses his virginity and lets others know, even if His Majesty wants to protect His Highness, I am afraid it will be difficult to recover. His Majesty did not pursue this matter, which is the greatest mercy, if His Royal Highness wants to have an abortion, it is difficult to guarantee that this matter will be leaked, and His Highness, Chunyi, and General Fu are inseparable from everyone in their mansion. ”

What Yu Niang said is not unreasonable, in ancient times, she didn't know how important a woman's chastity was, if something happened to her, everyone would be implicated...... But Liu Xie was not angry with her because of this, and even chose to send abortion pills instead of obeying her opinion. This Liu Xie, he doesn't care that his new wife is not perfect? Or even have a child in the womb? Could he be so kind...... Mo Yan, what are you thinking, who is his wife, Fu Shou is his wife! I'm Mo Yan, not Fu Shou!

"Your Majesty has a decree, Your Highness will have to recuperate for a few days after suffering from the wind and cold, and no one can disturb it." Yu Niang instructed the palace people of Jiaofang Hall in this way, and at the same time gave her five days to think about it, and Liu Guild asked her choice after five days. That night, she slept very unsteadily, for fear that she would hear the cry again when she fell asleep. And in the past five days, no one really came to disturb her, and even the two nobles Dong and Song wanted to visit, but they were politely rejected by Yu Niang.

Five days is very fast, on the night of the fifth day, Mo Yan really couldn't hold back, begged Yu Niang to let her go out for a walk, so that she could say that she left Jiaofang Palace, and she felt that the air along the way was fresh and smelly, and Spring followed closely behind, "Your Highness, your body has not recovered yet...... Mo Yan turned his head, his eyes stared at her, as if to say "Be quiet", Chun Jue closed his mouth.

She came to the palace garden, the night was beautiful, and the cicadas were singing. She chose a good place, then lay flat on the ground, looking at the starry sky, the starry sky here is really beautiful. "The spring breeze blows and blows into my heart, I miss your heart, I can't sleep, why are you, you don't know the intention of falling flowers, I can only look at the bright moon outside the window, the moon hangs high, bent like your eyebrows, I miss your heart, I only want to move forward, I don't want to retreat, I say you, you know that the flowing water is not ruthless, carry you to the palace in the sky, just spend a good moon on this night of the full moon / love each other and love each other \ spend a good moon night here / there are lovers in pairs...... (1) "Mo Yanwan's melodious singing voice actually caused the cicadas to chirp more intensely, but there was a sound of clapping hands, she sat up and stopped singing, looking at the person sitting next to her, the spring around her has long been gone.

"It's so nice to sing, why did you stop?" Liu Xie stared at her, her singing voice was the most moving he had ever heard, even if he didn't understand what she was singing.

"I'd love to. Your Majesty isn't sleeping at this time, why are you here here? Don't you go to Du'er and Dong Guiren? As soon as these words came out, she regretted it, why is this tone quite like a resentful woman in the deep palace, and there is a strange vinegar smell." Ahem, Your Majesty, you didn't say the second half of my sentence. ”

"You're not resting either. Five days have passed, do you have a choice? ”

"I ...... I do not know. Mo Yan didn't know how to answer him, in fact, what Yu Niang said that day had already shaken her, and she was in a dilemma as if she was in prison. Touching her lower abdomen, the child who shouldn't have come came came out with a multiple-choice question that was most difficult for her to answer.

"Would you like to hear a story from me?" Liu Xie saw her embarrassment, so he didn't continue, but told the story.

"Okay, I'd like to hear about it." As soon as he heard the story, Mo Yan put on a curious baby appearance and looked at him with his cheeks raised.

"Once upon a time there was a beautiful woman in the former palace, she was beautiful and stunning, intelligent and kind. At that time, the Son of Heaven loved her very much, but the wife of the Son of Heaven did not want to see her, she was jealous, and everyone in the palace was afraid of her. One day, Wang Meiren found out that she was pregnant, and she was worried that the queen would poison her, so she took an abortion pill to kill the fetus. As a result, after drinking the medicine, the fetus was as stable as ever, she thought that this was God's arrangement, and the child's life should not be extinguished, so she decided to give birth to the child. ”

Wang Meiren...... The person Liu Xie said was his mother, and that queen was Liu Wei's mother, He. These things are recorded in history, but I didn't expect to be able to say these recorded things from his mouth, Mo Yan felt helpless and sad about this, in ancient times, women were like grass mustard, even if they were the favored people of the Son of Heaven, they couldn't help themselves, maybe good and evil were rewarded, He and Liu Wei were both poisoned by Dong Zhuo. Liu Xie is about the same age as himself, but he has experienced so much at a young age, Mo Yan has always felt that his childhood was not happy, but compared to him, he is really happy. Mo Yan pretended that he didn't know the story he was telling and deliberately asked him, "What about after that?" ”

"The child was born, but the queen was afraid that Wang Meiren would threaten her status after she had a son, so she instructed someone to poison her to death." Liu Xie noticed that her eyes were flowing, this look didn't seem to be a sign of ignorance, what was she thinking?

"What a vicious queen, what about later?"

The Queen's incriminating evidence was revealed, but she was pardoned. The Son of Heaven took the child to the Queen Mother to raise him. Liu Xie also lay down like Mo Yan and looked at the starry sky. Karma, the queen and her children were poisoned. ”

"Your Majesty, what do you want to tell me?" Mo Yan looked at him and remembered that when Dong Zhuo forced Liu Wei to drink poisonous wine, he was about ten years old, what could he do with a ten-year-old child, was all this too cruel for a child? I don't know if she was emotional or pregnant with a child that caused her motherhood to be big, her nose was sore, and she almost cried, in order not to be discovered by Liu Xie next to her, she quickly raised her head and pretended to look at the sky. "It's a beautiful night tonight."

"I am the son of Wang Meiren, the abortion pill that my mother drank was replaced by Yu Niang with a fetal pill, if there was no Yu Niang, there would be no Liu Xie in this world, I am a person who almost can't be born. I don't know what you've experienced outside the palace, but you don't want to say that I won't persecute you, you give birth to the child, and I'm willing to raise it as my own child. ”

"What did you say?" Mo Yan couldn't believe his ears, Liu Xie said that if she gave birth to a child, she was willing to raise her as her own child? Shocked, Mo Yanma rushed to his side and looked down at his face.

Liu Xie didn't expect her to be so sudden, but he quickly concealed his surprise and said with a smile: "I said that I am willing to raise your child as my own." Because you and I are husband and wife. ”

Mo Yan heard it right, is he Liu Xie stupid, and there are still people who are willing to be fathers? What's more, he is still an ancient emperor.

"Ah Yan, if you do this again, I will consider ......" Liu Xie tilted his face and kissed him lightly.

This time she was dumbfounded, she covered her face, her face flushed.

This night, Liu Xie called her for the first time, Ah Yan.

The relationship between the two of them also underwent subtle changes this night.

Concentrate:

(1) Selected from the song "Flower Good Moon Night", sung by Ren Xianqi and Miriam Yang.