Li Yue'er

Mr. Guo will hold a wedding tomorrow, and the company will naturally have a day off, but the administration department, as the logistics support department of this wedding, cannot enjoy the leisurely holiday, and is even twice as busy as usual. Fortunately, the guests from other places have basically arrived, and my mission is half completed, so I can rarely take a breath today.

On the way to work in the morning, I found that the peach blossom card that Sister Xiaojuan gave me yesterday was still in my bag. I remembered that she said that she wanted to hang on the head of the bed, but I was busy from morning to night, and I was exhausted when I got home, so I couldn't take care of these things outside my body. What's more, I have never paid much attention to the superstition of feng shui, looking at the exquisite carving of this wooden sign, I thought that it would be a good pendant, so I tied it to the bag, and swayed with walking to make a fine rustling sound, as if singing with my body; The falling tassels sway lightly in the wind, complementing the blue and white satchel pattern, adding a few wisps of antique charm.

When I walked to the door of the company, I saw Pleasant Goat and Manager Shen coming together. I stopped, looked at the two of them and smiled, the Pleasant Goat's eyes were sharp, and when he saw me first, an arrow stepped forward and held my hand, "Hey! Yue'er! It's rare to meet you at this time! He turned to a look at Manager Shen, "You go in first, I'll go with Yue'er."

I saw Manager Shen nodding to Pleasant Goat with a doting face, pursed his lips and smiled, "Yes, the administration department is busy, how can it be as idle as your R&D department!" I arrive at the office half an hour early almost every day; Today's rare task has come to an end, so that I can go to work without hurrying and meet you, a lazy worm who stepped on time to enter the company! I said helplessly, "What's more......" said with a smile to Manager Shen's Nunu mouth in the distance, "Some people are still covered, so they can naturally be unscrupulous."

"Oops, be quiet!" Pleasant Goat looked at the colleagues who were rushing in around him, and made a gesture to cover my mouth, "Didn't I tell you, now I have to keep it secret!" ”

"Confidentiality?" I turned my head and pretended to be surprised, "You two are traveling together in public, and you still want me to keep it a secret?" I thought you were stimulated by Mr. Guo's wedding and planned to send you a wedding post! Gege laughed out loud.

"Hey! You don't understand this! Shen Dazhi and I are originally in the same department, and we met two steps together on the way to work, who can say anything? Even if we say anything, we can be confident! After speaking, he looked at me and said, "I found that since I was with Shen Dazhi, you have been laughing at me for three days, why are you laughing at me?" Isn't it a little envious, jealous and hateful? While squeezing his eyes at me, "I said, girl, you are not too young, why is there no movement on personal issues?" She deliberately looked me up and down, "Look at your conditions, it's not bad; I can find a department manager with this kind of appearance, how can you find a boss level with your image, right?! ”

My heart couldn't help but chuckle, understanding that the Pleasant Goat was just a joke, but in my ears, it seemed to stir a pool of spring water, as if someone had inadvertently peeked into the privacy of my heart, and I was a little weak-hearted. "You're a nymphomaniac for a day, you're too lazy to pay attention to you." I didn't want to say more, so I glanced at her and walked forward.

"Hey, hey, wait for me, Yue'er!" Seeing this, Pleasant Goat hurried a few steps, dragged me and smiled, but was accidentally hit by something, "Hey, what is this?" It's weird. Pleasant Goat picked it up and looked at it suspiciously.

I looked at it fixedly, it turned out to be the peach blossom card, and I was about to explain, when I suddenly smelled, "Oh my God!" Why do you hang such a thing as a peach blossom chop! "The exclamation of the Pleasant Goat startled me.

"Hey, what are you doing in shock!" I hurriedly pulled her hand and motioned to someone next to me, "This is the peach blossom card, what is it to help luck, I look at it and think it is quite exquisite, just hang it casually as a pendant"

"What kind of peach blossom brand is this, this is the peach blossom chop! Specializing in chopping peach blossoms! Seeing that I didn't understand, Pleasant Goat said, "I'm absolutely not mistaken, when my cousin and my cousin-in-law divorced, it was said that my cousin-in-law had someone outside, and my cousin didn't know where to get this thing, saying that it would either be hung at the head of the man's bed, or he would try his best to give it to the little third outside, so that he could drive away the rotten peach blossoms, you see, you see" Pleasant Goat pointed to the pattern on the wooden sign and said, "Do you see the sword on it?" A sharp sword slashes away the vixen! Otherwise, how can it be called peach blossom chopping! Got it? "I'm afraid I don't understand, Pleasant Goat also deliberately made a wave of his hand and cut off his head on the word "chop", which made people feel cold down their spines.

"Hey, I mean, where did you get this?" Pleasant Goat glanced at me twice, playing with the peach blossom chop, "This is not a good thing, you are still hanging on your body" suddenly patted his head, looked up with wide eyes and said, "Are you already in love?" Is that man sorry for you?! Hey, his grandmother, how dare someone like you be disloyal to you?! Who is it? Auntie, I know, I have to pinch him flat! As he spoke, he lifted his sleeves and gritted his teeth, and suddenly froze, "No, isn't this peach blossom chop supposed to be hung on the head of the man's bed or for the junior?" Why did you put it upside down yourself? After speaking, he looked at me suspiciously, puzzled.

I was stunned for a moment, and kept repeating the words of Pleasant Goat in my head - "This is the Peach Blossom Chop, not the Peach Blossom Card!" "The footsteps are like nails that have been hammered in. If it is really as Pleasant Goat said, this is a peach blossom chop, a thing that cuts peach blossoms, and it was given to me by Chen Ran's wife, what does this mean?

Is it unintentional? Maybe, didn't she say it was a peach blossom card? Could it be that she didn't see it clearly herself, and mistakenly took the peach blossom as a peach blossom card? After all, the appearance of the two does not seem to be much different. And I don't have a holiday entanglement with her, and she has no reason to be so concerned about me. But thinking that day, she changed her face coldly and hotly, and before parting, she and Yan Qiaoyu gave me this object, but at that time I also felt a little strange and hesitant, but in the end, I couldn't excuse myself under her clever tongue. This layer after layer of dense thoughts, at this moment, it makes people get goosebumps! There was gradually water vapor in his eyes, his heart shrank and shrunk and ached, aggrieved, puzzled, all of them poured into his heart, remembering his complex feelings of helplessness or even flattery in the face of her at the beginning, and a sadness arose!

If she did it on purpose, then why? Why did she do this? Could it be that she knows my affection for Chen Ran? It's impossible! Even Chen Ran didn't know, how could she know that she was thousands of miles away? Could it be that she noticed something? It seems unlikely, I haven't said anything more to Chen Ran so far, except for the scarf I gave him before the holiday, there is nothing out of the ordinary. But even if it was that scarf, didn't Chen Ran stay in the company before returning to N City? How could she perceive it? Even the usual text message exchanges, I never bothered Chen Ran when she was with her...... I still can't figure it out over and over again, and my heart seems to be hot and cold in the dire quenching, and it is like a mess.

"Hey, Yue'er, Yue'er! What's wrong with you! Don't speak! The voice of the Pleasant Goat came again, and I woke up suddenly, and looked around me, a group of white-collar workers in suits and leather shoes were hurrying away, no different from a few minutes ago, but my heart seemed to have experienced a century of torment, leaving only a confused feeling of not knowing what to do. The sun was warm overhead, and the dappled golden light seeped through the office buildings of different heights, which made me a little dizzy, and the Pleasant Goat next to me looked at me worriedly, but lowered his voice and said: "Yue'er, don't scare me, you look like a person, and you are panicked."

I slowly turned my head and barely managed to squeeze out a smile, "It's okay, Pleasant Goat, I was just a little dizzy just now, maybe I've been too tired lately." Fu looked at the peach blossom chop hanging in the private room again, and bit his lip, "This peach blossom chop, I bought it when I was shopping, I don't understand these, and I don't know that this is a peach blossom chop, I looked good at the time, so I bought it as a pendant, and you said it was not good, so I picked it and didn't wear it." As he spoke, he cut off the peach blossom and put it back into his bag, "It's okay, these superstitions and the like, I don't believe in them anyway, I don't believe in them." ”

"Alas, okay!" Pleasant Goat breathed a sigh of relief, looked at me, hesitated for a moment and then said, "Yue'er, you are my only good friend in Kairan, I sincerely hope that you will be happy." I never believed in those so-called peach blossom luck and the like, and I don't think there was anything good about having more peach blossoms. Don't look at my usual crazy and informal, but I know that people like you and me are more reliable to find someone to live honestly, isn't there a saying, weak water is three thousand, only take one scoop, that scoop, is your fate, fate is doomed, these Rausch things, can't help! After saying that, he clapped my hand meaningfully.

I couldn't help but be stunned, Pleasant Goat rarely spoke to me so seriously, but the meaning inside couldn't be more obvious. I thought I bought it for myself, but I mistook the peach blossom chop for the peach blossom card, so I was advised not to bother too much about these ethereal objects. There was a wry smile in my heart, but I didn't want to explain. If she knows the origin of this peach blossom chop, what should she think, just misunderstand, misunderstand, my unknown trouble, helplessness and melancholy, let me continue to cocoon myself in my own world.

It's just that if this peach blossom chop was deliberately given to me by Sister Xiaojuan, then no matter whether what Pleasant Goat said about the peach blossom chop is true or not, my affection for Chen Ran beyond his brothers and sisters must be stopped. A small peach blossom chop, in fact, is a revelation, a warning, whether it is deliberately done by Sister Xiaojuan, or sent to the eyes in the darkness of creation, it reminds me so clearly and clearly, Li Yue'er, it's time to brake, one step further, it is an abyss, you will fall to pieces!

At the door of the company because of Mr. Guo's wedding pasted the big red word, colleagues are smiling on their faces, I look at this hustle and bustle, only to feel that this red dust is so far away from me, at this moment can not stand the heavy but like Mount Tai pressing. The impulsive conceit of the moths that once swore to the flames shattered to the slightest hint of reality. My secret feelings, which are contrary to the norms of the world, are so vulnerable under the scourge of morality. I overestimated myself and underestimated the impermanent power of this world, and a lifeless wooden card instantly made me like a rooster who has lost a fight.