Chapter 225: Backfired
I seemed to see something, and tried to search my brain for the source of these eyes, which were a pair of men's eyes.
No, it's not, that look, although it has gone through too many years of precipitation, but there are still some tenderness in it.
It was a woman who had experienced too many setbacks and pasts, and had been changed, a bit like Liu Ran, but definitely not her, although I hadn't looked closely, but I was sure that it was an intuition.
Then I found another person, a person who seemed to me to be related to this woman, and that was the masked man I had met in the clan tomb.
Because of the mask, my observation and perception of this person are basically determined and denied through the eyes, so I am more sure of this now.
At this point, I finally thought of a possibility, and when I thought of it, I felt relieved and said to Dr. Meate, "I think I've found it!" ”
"I've also noticed that your nerves have calmed down, and we've already tested the results based on your brain responses, but before you say your guess, you should take a break!"
I ignored her words, but hurriedly replied, "I have seen this person, actually, I have thought about the possible identity of this person, but I am not sure, it is because I can't be sure, but it was determined in this way......"
The masked man was the person in the photo, and the computer extracted material from what I was familiar with to create the face that might appear under the mask.
If I add a mask to the photo, then this person will become another person I know.
And I was familiar with him, except for the mask, it was his eyes, but I didn't expect that after removing the mask and rendering it with that photo, it would turn him into this.
That photo was meant to cater to my heart, and it worked, because the computer created a comprehensive set of characters, including the parts that I had "missed".
Because the time when this photo was taken must have been more than ten years ago, when this woman did not have the eyes of the masked man, nor was she the current masked man.
The familiarity and strangeness between them are due to the difference in time, and now they are fused by the computer; Actually, it's what I think in my heart, but if I find out how the computer works, I know what I'm ignoring.
Speaking of this, I felt my head shake, as if a gust of wind was blowing, blowing away the thoughts that I had built up with great difficulty.
Time seems to be a stream, flowing rapidly between the sand and stones, and the expression on the face of the masked man appears little by little, through the mask, the two people are combined at both ends of time.
And this process of calculation is that I am imitating the computing mode of the computer, and I am counting what happened in the past.
With many combinations and quick attempts, each character was able to construct a gigantic individual, but in the end, they all disappeared, nothing remained, and even the image in my mind disappeared.
After falling asleep here, I didn't seem to have anything, I didn't dream, I didn't think about anything, but it wasn't a light, pleasant thing, it was empty, nothing was presented, nothing was left, and my body and mind had nowhere to put it.
I am only an empty shell, and I don't think about the reason, and I don't think about what I've lost. This is rest, what you think of as rest.
In this case, I have no concept of time, I only know that I am resting, as for how long I have rested and when I have rested, I can only understand when I wake up.
But when I woke up, I immediately felt that I almost had a splitting headache, and the moment I opened my eyes, I saw that the doctors standing outside the glass had solemn faces, until the barn was opened, and I was pulled out groggy.
"What's wrong! What is the result? I asked them, but I didn't hear an answer, and after a while, Dr. Chang was the first to break the oppressive silence and said, "We can't be sure of what you have in your head, it's of a quality that has long exceeded our imagination, unless it's ......."
"Unless what?" I felt uneasy, but I wasn't sure where it came from.
"Unless, being able to copy your brain, we find that it is possible for your own brain to interpret it, but it lacks something perfect, and if we can replicate it completely, we will be able to fix the missing parts."
Dr. Meese interrupted him suddenly, "This is crazy, if with our current technology, we can completely replicate a human brain, then how can our vision stop here?!" ”
"There's no better way?" I looked up at them, and my heart slowly fell silent, but somehow, I didn't have that sense of crisis, maybe because they were hiding something from me.
Dr. Meese shook his head, "We can't understand those contents, they are beyond our knowledge, maybe the only one who can save you is yourself, you have to believe that what you see is the truth, you have to believe in yourself no matter what, and you can only believe in yourself!" ”
"Like that picture?" As I looked at the men's frustrated looks, Duck shook his head, said something one last thing, and left with his assistants.
I asked him what he had said, and Dr. Meese translated, "He hopes to see you again, and will definitely try to find other treatment options before then." ”
I nodded and asked Dr. Meese for the picture, but she said, "You've already made up your mind, but looking at it will only add a lot of burden to you, so what you need more is to believe what you see." ”
At this time, she seemed to be like the indifferent doctor I saw before, and she suddenly became a teacher.
"Maybe being able to affirm my own thoughts makes me more sure that what I see and my memory is not wrong, which ......"
"No!" Dr. Meese interrupted me harshly, "Intelligent beings never doubt what they have done, but should worry about what they are doing now and what will change in the future, go ahead!" You still have a lot of possibilities! ”
I was taken aback by the sudden change in her tone, and then I nodded, not insisting.
She had a point, but it was hard for me to control myself.
After Dr. Meate finished speaking, he left with another doctor, leaving Dr. Zhang and me behind?
Regarding the results in my brain, Dr. Zhang didn't seem to have anything to say, and when he pushed me back, he left another phone number and said that there was something wrong, but he could call him at any time.
I asked him if he had any reservations about my question. The look on the other party's face froze, "Listen to Dr. Meath!" She is a wonderful psychologist! ”
I didn't know how to proceed with such an answer, and I always felt that they didn't say all my questions.
Of course it's a feeling, like what Dr. Meese said before, from my own heart, what I think is familiar, it's not actually a physical thing.
Is this mistake because I often ignore something? Is it because of my lack of observation? But if I look closely, the result may be even worse, because I will think too much, and my mind will be like a tree, divided into many branches and going in different directions.
Rubbing my head, I went back to my hospital room, and Dr. Zhang took me another bottle of medicine, and explained that it is not necessary to eat it every day, on time and on time, but only to soothe the nerves.
I nodded, looked at the text on the medicine bottle, and found that it was all in foreign languages, and when I looked up and asked Dr. Zhang for advice, he had already left.
I reluctantly put the bottle back down, looking out the window and remembering Dr. Meate's question.
After that photo flashed in front of my eyes, I unconsciously followed it and thought about it again.
There are also the words of the doctor yesterday, if he had been there, what would have been the difference today?
I can read these foreign things myself, but this ability is not complete, which is why I am in this situation.
When I thought about it, I sighed, and I didn't know what I could do to make things better, or what I should believe, believe what I was thinking, or what I was told.
I don't know why I have this, I don't know what I'm missing, I just know I can't die.
After a while, the door was opened again, and a little nurse came over with a medicine bottle, saying that Dr. Zhang had ordered me to give me a few days of fluids to stabilize my consciousness.
As I spoke, I felt a needle in my arm, and I felt a cold liquid flow through the veins of my arm.
The little nurse looked up at me and asked me how I felt, and I answered truthfully, and the other man nodded, looked at me again, and dropped a sentence, "About three hours, you can ring the bell and call me when you're ready!" After that, he left.
In the room, I was left alone, I stared at the window blankly, and finally prepared to read a book for a while, but as soon as I picked it up, the door was pushed open again, and Liu Ran came over from outside with lunch.
"How's it going?" I immediately asked.
The other party looked up at the bottle next to the bed, "This is the result of the doctor's consultation?" ”
I shook my head, "It looks like my problems are not small, they also indicate that they are helpless, and they are only used to calm their minds!" ”
Liu Ran frowned and said, "Perhaps, I should call Baizhou over, he inherited Lingkui, he may know more about these, or inform the people in Beijing to find a better doctor!" ”
I waved my hand, "I can't die, don't make a fuss, I'm not good!" ”