Chapter 91: Impermanence (1)

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Li Yue'er

Chen Ran came back quickly this time, and in less than 24 hours, he had already dialed my phone for the second time, "Yue'er, I'm already at the airport, I'll be in City C in three hours, you can pick me up." ”

This is the first time Chen Ran offered to let me pick up the airport, his voice has an unconcealable excitement and joy, like a child's clear and bright words from the mobile phone, listening to my heart as if in the bright spring hula open the window, bees and butterflies flying, flowers and plants are fragrant, full of wind and scenery wash away the cold winter ice and snow.

Presumably this trip went very smoothly, otherwise he would not have been so eclectic, who has always been steady. Although I don't know how he and Sister Xiaojuan have cherished each other in the past 24 hours, his current appearance at least shows that their breakup is friendly and peaceful, and they are not as unbearable as Guo Xin and his wife. And I, who stood out in this unintentional and silent competition for love, was about to walk to his side as a winner. Heh, I can't help but breathe a sigh of relief, and even the guilt and apology for Sister Xiaojuan earlier have been quietly hidden in the deepest corner of my heart, and I don't want to take the initiative to turn it up.

At this moment, listening to Chen Ran's steady and powerful breathing in the noisy background sound on the phone, looking at the blue sky outside the window without a trace of clouds, I seemed to see that the clear future that belongs to us was striding towards me, and without hesitation, I said loudly into the phone, "Okay." ”

Standing in the crowd of people at the pick-up gate, I suddenly remembered this season last year, I was still immersed in the imagination of Chen Ran, inexplicable joy and sorrow, at that time I had never even seen a person who had never met in less than a year into my life into my life, maybe it was really as the grandma said that I and he were a husband and wife thousands of years ago, so there was such an infatuation and entanglement, even if it was so late, we still met after all, fell in love, and came together.

Chen Ran gave me a big hug when he came out, I still remember the first time we met here, he greeted me politely and shook hands politely, and quickly separated with a light touch, and now he can finally turn a blind eye to others, and do the natural thing for a couple in love, sighing in his heart, he couldn't help hugging him back, closing his eyes, and showing the happiest and satisfied smile.

When I got out of the airport, I was about to hail a taxi, but Chen Ran held my hand, "Yue'er, let's take the bus today." ”

I couldn't help but be stunned and asked, "Why?" ”

"It's inconvenient for me to go over at my uncle's house, so the bus is going slower," Chen Ran whispered in my ear with a smile, "so that I can stay with you longer." ”

When he spoke, the tip of his nose brushed my cheek, and there was a fine itch, I couldn't help blushing, but I was also moved in my heart, and nudged him, "So many people are watching."

"What are you afraid of" Chen Ran dismissed, "You're about to really become my wife, what do you care about these eyes that you don't recognize?"

My heart shook, although I had imagined such a picture countless times, and I had expected that Chen Ran's trip should have been arranged, but at this moment, when it really came out of his mouth, there was still a moment of heart-shaking in my ears. I raised my head and met his gaze, there was a gentle calmness and relief in his eyes, "Yue'er, I have already agreed with Xiaojuan, when she returns to H City after a business trip next week, we will go through the divorce procedures." After a pause, he stroked my hair and felt a lot of feelings, "We can finally be together without worries, happy?" ”

Happy? Of course! How could I not have a meeting! Chen Ran and I, despite our hard love, stumbled and finally came to this point, he used practical actions to create possibilities for us little by little, and gradually turned many impossible into reality. I used to think that the rest of my life would only be a shadow behind him, but I didn't think that he would try to pull me to my side from the beginning and give me a round of the sun's rays.

So when I stroked his face and opened the tiredness between his eyebrows and eyes for him, his fine stubble spread in my palm, and the hard lines were the stars and moons that were bright and extinguished, but they all turned into the tenderness under my smile at the moment, "Happy, I'm very happy, Chen Ran, thank you." Then I heard him breathe a sigh of relief, and held me tightly in his arms, smiling like a child.

There were a lot of people on the bus, and Chen Ran and I were squeezed into the corner, and he let me inside and used his body to block the crowding on the outside. I curled up in his arms and began to enjoy his pampering naturally. I suddenly realized that I had never been as willing to sacrifice and endure as I thought, and once I was sure that love was above board, I would not hesitate to ask my lover for such favor and granted.

"I haven't taken the bus for many years" Chen Ran looked at the rickety crowd in the carriage and sighed, "The last time I took the bus seemed to be when I was working at the N City Research Institute" and immediately smiled, "Actually, it's not bad to take the bus, as long as you don't hurry, except for more people, everything else is very good, environmentally friendly and economical." ”

I couldn't help but sneer, "You big bosses who are not diligent have become a rare thing to take the bus, so I will take you to experience the hardships of the people in the future, and you won't be able to live the hard life of our people when you can save time." ”

"Where, I'm not a common man?" Chen Ran sighed, and then deliberately sighed, "Anyway, your husband and I are almost out of the house this time, and most of the family property is gone, and I have to apply to Guo Kai for a salary increase when I turn around, otherwise how can I have the money to support my wife." He smiled wickedly at me as he spoke.

I couldn't help but be stunned, although I knew that he was joking with me, even if he wasn't Kai Ran's boss, how could the two of us be hungry, but his words made me faintly uneasy, and I couldn't help but wonder if the difference between him and Sister Xiaojuan was not as easy as he appeared, so I looked at him and asked, "Chen Ran, Sister Xiaojuan, is it okay?" ”

"It's okay, what can I do" Chen Ran gently patted me on the shoulder and looked out the window, "The problems between me and Xiaojuan are not just because of you, many of them are accumulated over a long period of time, not overnight, and we also broke up very calmly this time, we are all adults, and we have been husband and wife for so long, we all know each other, rest assured, it will definitely not be like Guo Xin and his wife," looked back at me and smiled, "Don't think too much, ah?" By the way, how is my uncle's health now? I'm wondering, should I visit him these two days? ”

Seeing him ask about his father's condition, he couldn't help but feel dark. After my father was discharged from the hospital, although he was more relaxed with me on the surface, his words were still cold, and I tried to open the topic with him several times in vain, and I was afraid of making him angry again, so I was also very discouraged, so I shook my head and said, "Forget it, Chen Ran, I think it's better to talk about it later." At the moment, although his body has basically recovered, he is still angry with us, and I am afraid that something will not be right and stimulate him again, and he can no longer withstand the toss. Biting his lip, he raised his head and looked at Chen Ran apologetically, "I'm sorry."

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Ah, I'll find a chance to talk to him during this time, and hopefully he will agree to us. If you endure it any longer, will you? ”

"Heh, it's okay" Chen Ran raised his eyebrows, smiled slightly, patted my face and said, "Let's come to Japan for a long time, and we are not in a hurry in the next few days." Let my uncle take care of his body first. After thinking about it, he nodded, "It's okay, when I finish all the formalities and visit him cleanly and without hindrance, you and I will be more confident." As he spoke, he squeezed my hand and leaned closer to me and whispered, "It's just that you've worked hard for you this time, wife."

I pursed my lips, I don't know when, I have begun to get used to Chen Ran's affectionate title, and even like it very much, even if my face is red at the moment, it is difficult to hide the sweetness in my heart, I raised my eyes to look at him, I smiled slightly, and called for the first time, "Husband, I don't feel hard." ”

Then I saw the bright stars in Chen Ran's eyes, his body involuntarily got closer to me, but because someone was present and couldn't hug me into his arms, he only coughed twice to hide his inner excitement, he smiled at me, although he didn't speak, but it seemed that there were countless tenderness and honey rippling between his lips and teeth, and the whole person seemed to be dyed with the most dazzling summer gold outside the window, shining in the crowded crowd.

I feel so happy.

The days that followed were uneventful, and I took care of my father while thinking about how to talk to him. My mother's death day is coming soon, and at this time in previous years, I have to take leave to go back to County D, and this year I must have to worship in City C. I used to hear my father say that if you can't be there in person, you should at least set up a table at home, prepare incense wax paper money, and pray for your deceased relatives. I remember that there was something in the store at the entrance of the community, and I stopped by to buy it on the way home from work.

As soon as I finished settling the bill, I heard a familiar voice sound, "Boss, do you have any money to sell fragrant wax paper?" Turning my head to see that it was my father, I knew that he must have come for my mother's death, so I hurriedly shouted, "Dad, I have already bought it." ”

When my father saw me, he was stunned for a moment, and his face was a little embarrassed, and finally he said, "Do you know how to buy this?" ”

My heart was relieved, my father was finally willing to talk to me, and I couldn't help but step forward and take his arm, and said with a smile, "Of course, Dad, you forgot?" You've told me that before. We won't go back to County D this year, so let's worship Mom here. ”

My father moved the corners of his mouth, exhaled, and looked at me, "I thought you had forgotten." ”

"How so!" I took him and walked back slowly, "How could I not even remember my mother's death day!" Don't you want to put a table of wine and food? I'll send you back before I go out grocery shopping. Let me try my hand at you tonight! ”

"No need, I've already made the dishes." My father glanced at me disdainfully, "When you buy it so late, the daylilies will be cold." ”

"Dad," I said with joy in my heart, deliberately disgusting him, "you always don't give me a chance, my skills are no worse than yours." ”

"Oh, really?" My father looked at me suspiciously, "I remember that you didn't cook every time you came home, so why did you talk about your skills?" Better than me? How can it be. ”

I looked at him and smiled slyly, hanging his arm and winking, "Of course, don't you often say that blue is better than blue?" ”

My father couldn't help but be stunned, looking at my forced appearance, and finally couldn't help laughing, "You actually played tricks on me!" ”

"Playing tricks can make you smile, and I am also immeasurably meritorious" I tightened his arm, embarrassed, "Dad, you finally laughed, you don't know, you are not in good health during this time, and you always have a tight face towards me, I feel really sad in my heart" I shook his hand and said softly, "Dad, don't be angry with me anymore, okay?" ”

"Alas" The father was silent for a long time, sighed, and then spoke, "Daughter, Dad is not angry with you, Dad is worried about you!" ”

"I know, Dad," I bit my lip, "I'm sorry"

He turned his head and looked at me worriedly, "I know you want to talk to me about Chen Ran, but no matter what you say, I still say the same thing, he is a married man, and I don't want my daughter to be a third party!" Sighing, he shook his head and said, "Yue'er, you are my daughter, others don't understand you, don't I understand yet?" You have always been delicate and sensitive, and you are kind to others, and I believe that you and Chen Ran really love him together. But you don't know that people in this world are terrible, my old Li family's daughter has always been innocent and upright, why do you want to go to this troubled water to destroy her future. What's more, have you ever thought about it, if you and Chen Ran, if he doesn't divorce, you are so unclear by his side, what is it? If he divorces, what will his wife do to you if she finds out about you? Alas, what kind of people in this world don't have, what kind of strange things don't, your father and I, I've seen too much......"

The father's words were frank and to the point, and his love for his children was unobstructed, and I couldn't help but redden, and said softly, "Dad, I understand, you are all for my good"

"It's good if you understand," my father patted my hand, "I know that Chen Ran is a good person, although he hit him angrily that day, I can still see one or two from the previous few contacts." I heard that my illness was due to his initial first aid measures, which bought the doctor a lot of time, and I still have to thank people. What's more, I also saw his love for you that day, if he is single, you have such a boyfriend, I am too late to be happy as a father, how can I stop you. Sighing, the father said, "Maybe you are destined, daughter, I hope you don't blame me." After saying that, he looked into the distance and said nothing.

My heart sank slightly, and I blurted out, "Dad, Chen Ran had already filed for divorce with his wife last weekend, and his wife also agreed, and they will go through the formalities soon." ”

As if not believing his ears, my father slowly turned his head and stared at me for a long time, "What did you say?" ”

"I said," I bit my lip, thinking about the few words I heard from Chen Ran, and only thought about how to say it more tactfully, "Chen Ran, he and his wife parted peacefully and amicably...... He left most of the family property to his wife, and it can almost be said that he left the house cleanly. I don't think his wife will do anything to me," I boldly continued, looking at my father's look, "and she doesn't know my ...... yet."

My father seemed to listen very carefully, seeing that he didn't look angry, I gritted my teeth, my heart was horizontal, and I simply told it all, "Dad, although it makes you angry, I still want to say that Chen Ran has done enough for me, and he is willing to give up so much for me, because he really wants to be with me, unlike those bad men in society." I've grown up so big, it's the first time I've loved someone so wholeheartedly, I've never wanted to stay with someone for the rest of my life, you asked me why I wanted to be a third person, and I asked myself, but if I even be a third

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I want to love this person so much. Dad, Mom has been gone for more than ten years, and you still can't let go of her, can you not marry her, so I want to say, Chen Ran is different from you to Mom in addition to being a married person? How can feelings be controlled if they want to be controlled, and they will be cut off when they are cut off? You asked me to break up with him, I really can't do it. What's more, he is about to get divorced now, and he is about to resume what you called singleness, didn't you just say that if he was single, it wouldn't stop us? If so, Dad, can you try to accept him? Accept us? The more I spoke, the more excited I became, my voice choked a little, wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes, and I continued, "Look, aren't there many people around us who are happy after remarrying? Like Uncle Qian, your old classmate, remarried and married Aunt Wang, haven't you come over happily for decades? There is also Aunt Lu, who married that Uncle Zeng after the divorce, and the old couple often go out for self-driving trips and have a good life, and that ......"

"Okay, don't say it," my father interrupted me with a wave of his hand, but he didn't say anything, and when he saw that he had already walked to the door, he motioned for me to open the door, "Worship your mother first"

There was no expression on my father's face, but I was very worried in my heart, for fear that a word would touch his sore spot and make him angry. When I opened the door, and with my father I lit incense wax on the balcony, and when I had poured food and wine on the table, and bowed to the throne, I heard my father seem to murmur something, and his voice was so low that it was not clear even when he was near, and I had to kneel and wait for him to finish before I got up.

"Yue'er" was sitting at the dinner table at the moment, but his father was not in a hurry to move the chopsticks, he supported his knees, thought for a long time, and seemed to say with some difficulty, "You are now grown up, and you have reached the age of talking about marriage, I am not an enlightened father." He paused, "As you just said, since Chen Ran has taken this step for you, I believe he really wants to be with you." However, you must know that this road is not easy, and you must be mentally prepared for the criticism and criticism you may suffer in the process. Sighing, my father looked out the window, "The world is impermanent, you are so young, you choose this path, I only hope you don't suffer any harm......"

"No, Dad, Chen Ran is very good to me, he won't let me get hurt." Raising my head suddenly, I looked at my father in surprise, "Dad, what do you mean...... Don't oppose us anymore? ”

My father smiled to himself, turned his head, raised his chopsticks and put a piece of meat in his mouth, and didn't look at me, "You tell him that he can't come to see me until he has completed all the divorce procedures." ”

There are huge surprises and unbelievable swept the whole body, just like a traveler who has been trekking through a lot of hardships and finally came to the top of the mountain, the moment he saw the sun, swallowed the mountains and rivers, the scenery was picturesque, so that the difficulties and obstacles along the way became small and worthwhile. At this moment, looking at my father who was eating his meal with relish, tears welled up in my eyes, but I only knew that I couldn't stop nodding with a smirk, "Thank you, Dad, thank you......"

After dinner, I told Chen Ran the good news as soon as possible, and his surprise came quickly with a text message, no less than me before, "Really, Yue'er, great!" That's great! I will definitely go to see him as soon as my uncle said, I will tell him that I will definitely treat you well and love you well, please rest assured, Yue'er, I am so happy! It's true! I'd love to see you right away, but it's too late...... Forget it, it's okay, I'll pick you up from work tomorrow morning. ”

Looking at the words in his text message, imagining his incoherent appearance with joy, I couldn't help but say, "No need, Dad will go back to County D tomorrow morning, and I have to send him to the train station." ”

"Oh? Uncle is going back so soon? Is the body okay? ”

"Well, his body is basically fine, as long as he pays attention to his diet and rest on weekdays and controls his emotions, there is no big problem. I don't have any relatives or friends here, and he is bored after living for a long time. ”

"Oh, that's true. Do I need to deliver it? ”

"Of course...... No way! Have you forgotten what my dad said? ”

"Oh, okay then. I'll see you soon, anyway, so I'm not in a hurry. ”

"Then I'll ask the boss for a leave of absence, and I'll be at the company later tomorrow?"

"Hehe, it's not okay to ask the boss for leave, it's okay to ask for leave with your husband."

"Oops, you badass"

"What should I do, you're going to marry a bad guy as a wife"

……

Chen Ran and I laughed like this, I haven't been so relaxed and unrestrained for a long time, such a long-lost feeling is so beautiful, and we can't finish the love words, but we just can't help but have a lot of witty words, alas, how can this be good, and there is still a lifetime...... But why don't I have a helpless expression at all, my face, eyes, and heart are full of tender smiles......

The next day, I saw off my father, and when I arrived at the company, it was ten o'clock in the morning, and before I got into the elevator, Chen Ran's phone called, "Wife, where are you?" "He is really fearless and unscrupulous now, and his wife is ashamed to call him wherever he is, but I can't use it well, alas.

"It's here, it's here, it's time to get into the elevator," I said as I pressed the 19th floor, watching the numbers on the screen jump in front of me one by one, like a bird flapping its wings and about to send me to him, the excitement in my heart spread like a tide and was huge and intense. Maybe it was Chen Ran's marriage that was about to end that gave me the courage to fall, or maybe it was my father's approval that allowed me to finally break through the last heart barrier and fly with him, in short, after last night, between me and Chen Ran, it seemed to have entered a new world, no more lightning and thunder, no more wind, clear sky, the sky was far away, we soared to our heart's content, let out a cry of joy, just like the sound of love, composing all the longing and yearning for a better future......

The corners of his mouth couldn't help but smile, I listened to his kissed whispers on the phone, and couldn't help but happily report the floor to him, "Soon, it's the 6th, 7th, 8th floor,......"

"Bang dang", as if hit by something, the elevator stopped suddenly, I stumbled, fell heavily on the wall, the lights went out, the surrounding was pitch black, a violent shaking made people stand unsteady, suddenly dizzy I seemed to hear the cry of the mountain and the tsunami, from the reinforced concrete forest, I held the phone and was at a loss to freeze in place, completely unaware of what was happening, only to hear the mobile phone Chen Ran suddenly became anxious shout, "Yue'er! Yue'er! ......", and then there was the busy sound of the beet, and the empty beside him, dead silence.

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