Chapter 717: Self-reflection
The Red Leaf Hotel, nestled among hundreds of high-rise buildings on the Fourth Ring Road, is so unremarkable. And at this moment, such an inconspicuous hotel can just become a place for Mo Niannian.
She needed a place to hide herself from anyone.
In fact, it's all like this, who else will look for her? Ji Ran wouldn't look for her at all, he had already given her an ultimatum to stop going back to that home.
How could he look for her again? That home has become another woman's home.
Thinking of this, tears came out of her eyes again and washed her face.
"Don't cry anymore, baby Niannian, you cry like this, it makes people feel so distressed!" Fang Jin kept looking at her worriedly, she refused to say anything, she didn't dare to ask again, and she didn't know how to persuade her, seeing that she was crying, she immediately panicked.
"No, no one will feel sorry for me anymore!" Mo Niannian couldn't stop the tears in his eyes, as if he couldn't stop the pain in his heart.
"How could it not be? Isn't there still me? And your parents, grandpa and a few cousins from your grandpa's family, aren't they all very nice to you? Even if Niannian refuses to say it, she can probably guess that this matter must be related to Ji Ran, and the person Niannian said would not feel sorry for her is Ji Ran.
Even if Ji Ran really doesn't hurt, doesn't she still have her and those relatives? They all love her as always! She will not lose everything in her life because of Ji Ran.
"Yes, they are very good to me, and you ......" Mo Niannian stopped sobbing and nodded back, his gaze suddenly paused when it fell on Fang Jin's face.
Speaking of her, I won't say anything more, it can be seen that the thorn in Niannian's heart has not really been pulled out.
"Yes, I'm not as good as they are to you. I'm sorry, I shouldn't have betrayed you, I actually did something like that, and I quickly regretted it, I know I shouldn't have done that. Fang Jin explained urgently, but found that she couldn't seem to excuse herself for anything.
If it weren't for her advocacy and doing things that shouldn't have been done, maybe Mo Niannian and Ji Ran wouldn't have gotten to this point. blames her for not succeeding enough and failing more than she does, not supporting her sisters when they need her, and leaving a thorn in her sisters' hearts.
"What's the use of me doing that? I can't change anything at all, but I end up hurting others and myself, I'm really a ...... to hurt others," Fang Jin said with self-reproach and lowered his head.
"Jin'er, don't talk about yourself like that." Mo Niannian wiped the tears from his face, reached over and held Fang Jin, "Didn't you apologize to me yesterday?" You don't need to apologize anymore. ”
"But didn't you forgive me yesterday?" Fang Jin asked in a low voice, not daring to look up at her.
She felt that Nian Nian didn't forgive her, otherwise Nian Nian wouldn't have run into the house soon and ignored her.
"No, in fact, as soon as I got home, I already forgave you." Especially when she saw the picture of their brother and sister arguing through the window, she regretted her death.
If she could have been generous at that time and made it clear that she had forgiven Fang Jin, their brother and sister would not have quarreled. It's just that at that time, when she woke up, Ji Ran had already returned home, followed by a very unpleasant conversation.
By the time Ji Ran slammed the door and left, when she had time to call Fang Jin again, the phone was already out of line. She hated herself so much! usually thinks that she is not stupid, but she doesn't know how to deal with the marriage relationship with Ji Ran, nor does she know how to deal with the sisterhood relationship with Fang Jin.
People like her are simply stupid and stupid, and there is no cure. Fortunately, Fang Jin was not really angry with her, otherwise she would have really lost her husband and sisters.
Fang Jin was not only angry with her, but still wanted to apologize to her, which really made her ashamed of herself, what face did she have to hold on to such a trivial matter?
If she was so calculating, even if Fang Jin forgave her, she wouldn't be able to forgive herself.
"Are you serious? Niannian, are you really not angry with me? Fang Jin looked at Mo Niannian with blank eyes, as if he didn't believe that he had been forgiven.
"You don't believe me? That is to say that I am really too much, I am in a bad mood, and I want to hurt my sisters to be in a bad mood too. Mo Niannian hung his head in shame.
In fact, what does this matter have to do with Fang Jin? It's just that as a good sister, Fang Jin can't bear to see her miserable, so he just wants to help her save her marriage. Instead of appreciating it, she blamed Fang Jin, she was the one who was really wrong, and she was the one who should apologize.
"No, no, no, it's not like that, Niannian, it's me who is selfish and thinks I've done a good deed. In fact, I just think about the problem from my own point of view, and I don't really think about you from your point of view. Fang Jin hurriedly shook his head and said.
didn't stand in the perspective of a good sister, to seriously imagine for a good sister, I don't know what a good sister needs, how can she say that what she does is a good thing? It was nothing more than her self-righteous thoughts, and now that she thought about it, she felt annoying.
"Of course you are thinking about me, you want me to reconcile with Ji Ran, don't you want me to lose my marriage, how can you be selfish?" Mo Niannian stopped her, she had already decided to believe Fang Jin in this matter.
"Even if you're really selfish, it's in the case of helping me, and being selfish once by the way, it's nothing."
Even if Fang Jin wanted to sell favors to Ji Ran, it was based on wanting to help her, and she believed that Fang Jin's intentions would not be for the purpose of harming her.
"No, Niannian, you don't know, I'm really selfish, in fact, there is another reason why I did this." Fang Jin hesitated for a while, but decided to say it.
If at this moment, she still can't be honest with Mo Niannian, how can she really cherish Mo Niannian, a good sister?
"You know, the Han family has always disagreed with me and Han Jun, thinking that I am too ordinary and not worthy of Han Jun at all. Han Jun and I have quarreled several times over this, and we have rarely seen each other recently, but I really don't want to break up with Han Jun like this, so I thought of a somewhat despicable approach. ”
Fang Jin said this, and after a pause, he continued: "I think if my brother and I can look better at the end of the year, we may be able to have a bright future." When the people of the Han family saw it, they would no longer think that I was just a vase with an empty appearance, and I could also make a difference, and they should no longer object to me being with Han Jun. ”
"I see?" After listening to Fang Jin's explanation, Mo Niannian was really a little surprised.
"I'm sorry, Niannian, it's me who is not good, I shouldn't take advantage of my sister's feelings......" Fang Jin was afraid that Mo Niannian would be angry with her again, so after letting go of those words, he hurriedly apologized.