2 Cruel world

My mind was empty at this time, I only nodded knowingly, Aunt Lin stretched out her hand and touched my head, and then said gently: "Good boy, so now, kneel down and serve Auntie well." ”

Got on your knees? What does this mean, before I could react, Aunt Lin pushed me to the ground, I subconsciously raised my head, and then I saw Aunt Lin stepping on my face with a foot wrapped in black silk and said, "Good boy, you know what you should do, right?" I'm so good to you, at least you have to know how to repay, in this way, I will be even better to you! ”

Aunt Lin's words are very explicit, although I have no experience in any aspects, but I have watched a lot of romance movies in island countries, so I know that some women like to play with young boys, but I didn't expect Aunt Lin to be so good.

How good she was to me, she adopted me and took care of me, it turned out that she had a purpose for a long time, she wanted me to be his little wolf dog!

Although I am cowardly and cowardly, I know that there are some things that I can't do, although Uncle Chen treats me badly, I can survive, no more, no less because I rely on him to make money to support my family, how can I do that kind of rebellious thing with Aunt Lin.

Thinking of this, I came back to my senses, got up from the ground and said in a panic: "Aunt Lin...... I was tired and wanted to go back to my room to rest. ”

After speaking, I quickly turned around, but at this time, Aunt Lin stepped forward and grabbed me and said, "Chen let you think about it, I am the only one in this family who treats you as a person, if you don't listen to me, do you know what will happen?" ”

Treat me as a human being? This is really ridiculous, if I used to think she was a good person, but now she clearly wants me to be her wolf dog, I turned around, just wanted to speak, but at this time the door retreated, and then I heard Uncle Chen's voice, he asked Aunt Lin if she was not at home.

At this moment, Aunt Lin's eyes changed, no longer affectionate, but very sharp, and then she raised her hand and slapped me and said: "What qualifications do you have to look at me, if you look at me again, I will gouge out your eyes, Chen Rang, you are really good, I am kind enough to adopt you, you actually want to plot against me!" ”

This slap and these words made me completely blind, and it took a while to react, Aunt Lin was acting in front of Uncle Chen, sure enough, as soon as Uncle Chen heard Aunt Lin's voice, he immediately ran in with an angry face, and when he saw me, he scolded angrily: "You little brute, since you dare to do such a thing, I will kill you!"

Uncle Chen rushed forward as he spoke, came over and grabbed my neck, pressed me on the sofa, before I could explain, his fist fell on my face, he usually beat me and never softly, let alone at this time, I only felt that my face hurt badly, my nose was sore, it seemed to be bleeding, I don't know how many punches he punched, and finally I couldn't stand it and could only beg for mercy: "Uncle Chen, it's none of my business, don't hit me!" ”

Uncle Chen gritted his teeth and said, "You fucking fart, what I saw with my own eyes is fake, I have to beat you to death today!" ”

As he spoke, one hand pulled me and dragged me from the ground, I thought I was dragged by him like a dead dog, Aunt Lin was crying on the side, but I noticed that the corners of her mouth seemed to hook up a vicious smile, as if I was bullied like this, she would feel very happy.

What kind of mentality is this, I later learned that Aunt Lin's behavior is a psychological problem, she just wants to see how pitiful I can be, and deliberately treat me, just to appreciate my ridiculous appearance when I was toyed with by her later.

Uncle Chen pulled me to the toilet, picked up the kitchen knife and posed as if he was going to cut me, I was so scared that I could only crawl over and hug Uncle Chen's leg and say, "Uncle, don't kill me, don't cut me, I won't dare in the future, you let me go this time!" ”

Uncle Chen kicked me away and sneered: "You look like your dead ghost father, you really have a father than a son, it's just a pair of wretched, you don't pee to take care of yourself, you dare to do that kind of thing like this, I believe in your evil!" ”

I really didn't dare to refute his humiliation, because I was really afraid that he would hack me to death with the knife in his hand, but he didn't, and I guess he also knew that he would be legally responsible for hacking me to death, so he just beat me up.

This time the hand was particularly hard, and I was temporarily unconscious, and when I woke up again, I was still lying on the ground, and there was no place in my body that was not painful, and after getting up from the ground alone, I went to the living room.

Uncle Chen and his family were eating, and when they saw me, Chen Ling'er threw the bowl in his hand at me and smashed it directly on my head, and then I heard her scold: "You little bastard, you dare to beat my mother's idea, I usually feel disgusted when I see you pretending to be honest, I didn't expect you to really let me down, do such a heartbreaking thing, just like that, how can you still have the face to live in my house for nothing?" Having a dog is more pleasing to the eye than you, at least it won't bite the owner! ”

I lowered my head, blood dripped down my cheeks and fell to the ground, I didn't dare to look up, I was very aggrieved, it was obviously Aunt Lin who seduced me, but I had to suffer such a dumb loss, what did I do wrong, why can anyone bully me in this family?

I wanted to cry a little, but I tried to hold it back, this is my last dignity, I don't want to leave a tear in front of this group of bullies of me.

Seeing that I didn't speak, Chen Linger took a pot of soup from the table, ran over angrily and poured it directly on my head, as soon as the hot soup touched my face, I felt a hot pain, but the physical pain was not as good as the psychological one, I knew that in their eyes, I was a dog, a dog without any dignity, they wanted to abuse me, I could step on me, I didn't have any right to resist!

I bit my lip directly, biting my lip to the blood, and I didn't say anything, Chen Ling'er saw that I didn't react, and I guess I was tired of playing, so she kicked me in the stomach and told me to get out!

Uncle Chen asked Chen Ling'er to come back, leave me alone, and said that if I hadn't eaten a lot at their house and I hadn't signed my mother's deed transfer contract, he would have swept me out of the house a long time ago.

And Aunt Lin took a look at me and didn't care about me anymore, I knew that I disobeyed her, and it would only be more uncomfortable in this family in the future.

Chen Ling'er snorted and spat in my face, then returned to the table and cursed me with Uncle Chen.

I know that everyone in this family hates me, they are all malicious, they want to turn me into a wreck, they have been bullying me, and they want to take away the only inheritance left by my mother, the house!

They never treated me as family, I was just a dog that could be played with, trampled on at will, and left at will!

My family, only those two people who died, they are no longer there, no one needs me, I have no family, no friends, just this cowardly self.

Why should I live? For whom? For what? It's like living in this world, as if I'm proving that I'm more pathetic than anyone else.

I lowered my head, walked to the toilet, cleaned up the blood and soup residue on my body, and looked at myself in the mirror with a cowardly self, I suddenly smiled, thinking to myself, how funny would it be if I went crazy like this?

After laughing, I knelt down in the bathroom and, as usual, cried out all my grievances.

When I was crying, Chen Ling'er kicked the door outside and said: "Dog mongrel, hurry up and open the door, what are you doing grinding and chirping inside, could it be that you are hungry and eating shit, haha!" “

I was already angry, Chen Linger insulted me, and the anger came up all of a sudden, I picked up the shaver that Uncle Chen often used in the toilet, and opened the door angrily!

The moment I opened the door, I thought that if Chen Ling'er dared to humiliate me, I would be ruthless, anyway, they treated me as a dog in this house, then I would bite them to death, and tell them that dogs would bite people if they were forced to hurry!

I was indeed a little impulsive at the time, and I thought in my head, if she bullied me, she would fight with him, but I didn't expect that as soon as I opened the door and saw Chen Linger's face, I was instantly stunned.

Chen Linger is very good-looking, with delicate facial features and fair skin, both in terms of facial features and figure, she belongs to the goddess level.

It's just that I, who have been used to being oppressed by her for most of the year, have a natural fear of this face, and I admit that I am cowardly in my bones, so when I see Chen Ling'er again, all my previous terrible thoughts are gone, and on the contrary, I am afraid that she will see my knife and subconsciously hide it.

At that time, I was trying to smoke myself with a big mouth, why was I so cowardly, maybe it was my mother's teaching all the time, which led to her life creed subconsciously transferred to me, instead of hurting others, it is better to become a person who is hurt by others, my mother told me this since I was a child, as long as gentle and kind people are like this, they will be very happy.

So I didn't dare to hurt Chen Ling'er, I didn't know at that time that pretending to be tolerant of others was actually my own incompetence, because I didn't dare to hurt others, so I was cowardly and pale to interpret it as forgiveness.

Chen Ling'er looked at me impatiently and said, "What are you grinding in there, you little bastard, get out, I want to go to the toilet!" ”

She pushed me as she spoke, I could only walk out with my head down, and I took the opportunity to put the razor in my pocket when I got it, for fear that Chen Ling'er would see it and find a reason to bully me.

As soon as I walked outside the door, Chen Ling'er suddenly asked me to wait, I chuckled in my heart, she couldn't see anything, I turned my head, tried to look at her with a flattering expression, and said, "Sister, what's wrong?" ”

As soon as I finished saying this, Chen Linger raised her hand and slapped me and said, "Who asked you to call me sister, I don't want to have a cowardly brother like you, didn't I tell you last time?" If you want to call the master, do you understand? ”

To be honest, I'm already numb, Chen Ling'er will find excuses to give me a few slaps every day, so I don't have any anger in my heart.

The most terrible thing is not that others bully you, but that even you feel that others should bully you.

I lowered my head in humiliation and didn't answer, Chen Ling'er raised her hand again and said, "Don't you understand?" Do you want me to teach you one more time? ”

Being beaten by a woman is already a very hurtful thing to self-esteem, but what can I do, Chen Ling'er is a little sister, I offended her, not only at home, but also outside by her.

I clenched my fists, and my bite hurt before I spat out the two names that had completely lost my self-esteem.

Chen Ling'er said a good word, then put her hand down, and then looked me up and down and said, "I remember that you studied in Lingxi Middle School, is there a girl named Wu Ruoxue in your school?" ”