139 Chen and Xu

Forgetting to kiss each other, in fact, my kissing skills are not high, the first kiss was avoided by Chen Ling'er, and I have received three kisses so far, one is to kiss Chen Ling'er in the closet, one is to kiss Lin Meng'er on the street, and one time is now, so I actually kiss very domineering, not gentle at all, it is a kiss, it is better to say that it is like gnawing.

Lin Meng'er obviously kissed worse than me, Mu Na leaned on the sofa like a piece of wood, and didn't know how to respond, basically I was leading her, and gradually she let go a little, and took the initiative to cooperate, wrapping her hands around my neck and not letting go, constantly asking, it seemed that she was more inclined to kiss a little more intensely.

After kissing for a while, my hands climbed up dishonestly, in fact, many men kissing is just an excuse, the most important thing is to touch some objects that I think about day and night, Lin Meng'er doesn't wear much, as long as I unbutton the top of the pajamas, there are basically underwear left, but when my hand touched Lin Meng'er's waist, she suddenly trembled, and stopped kissing, let go of my neck with both hands, and after exhaling with her head, she pressed my empty hand with both hands.

I looked at her a little puzzled, it's all this time, and she is still playing cat and mouse with me, isn't this forcing me to death?

My face is a little hot, I guess the body reaction is a little big, I want to tear it apart, now at this time, I don't want to mention anything to me, that thing is not reliable at all, once the fangs are really exposed, I will not be willing not to eat the prey, men are this kind of creatures that like to conquer, I don't need to quibble, this is the instinct of the body, and I resist.

But Lin Meng'er seemed to be fighting with me, his hand just didn't let go, and he was getting harder and harder, I hadn't reached the point of madness, and I was afraid of hurting him, so I raised my head and wondered: "Meng'er, what do you mean by this?" ”

Lin Meng'er puffed up her mouth and said to me: "Chen Rang, let's be clear, I can't hand over my body unclearly, what kind of relationship are we now, you have to give me an accurate answer, if you can satisfy me, you will let go of your hand immediately." ”

This is a naked temptation, in fact, I just need to say some sweet words, Lin Meng'er will definitely be able to win it tonight, but I was calmed down by this sentence all of a sudden, it is like a bucket of cold water poured on my head, and there is no fire.

I let go of Lin Meng'er, returned to my seat, picked up the hand cup on the table, poured a glass of cold water, drank it in one gulp, and then exhaled a long breath, which was completely suppressed by the beast in my heart that was about to break free.

Lin Meng'er also got up and tidied up her clothes, and then looked calm, didn't even look at me, and said, "You don't like me?" ”

I shook my head, then lit a cigarette, rubbed the cigarette butt with my thumb and index finger, and then put it in my mouth and took a hard puff, a big puff, smoked until my eyes hurt, then let go and spit out a big mouthful, and finally flicked the cigarette ash and said: "If I had put it a day ago, I might have really gotten it, but this wouldn't work, I don't want to play with you, and I don't want to be Chen Shimei, you may not know, my dad is a Chen Shimei, she hurt my mother, I don't want a few years later, there is another girl like my mother, guarding the glory and wealth, but Ran to a certain city to suffer, gave birth to a wild seed who didn't have a father since childhood, and was finally crushed to death because of the pressure of life, I had enough hard life, but at least my juniors can't, I don't want to be resented. ”

"You're thinking a little far, you're only 15 years old, and if you meet a girl, you really can't marry her?"

Lin Meng'er smiled bitterly: "Other boys can't wait to sleep with girls more, so that they can have the capital to brag with their peers, you are good, I am a big beauty in front of you, you are so stupid that you refuse to speak, are you stupid or am I stupid?" ”

I looked at Lin Meng'er and said: "I'm a person who does things like this, if you want to take a step, you have to see at least three or four steps behind before you dare to walk, think far, this is all caused by the environment, you talk about my poor boy who has nothing, if you want to mix up a little bit of a dog in this city, you must not be cautious, or you will be careless, just go back to your original shape, you may not have a small life, I am not Yan Qingqing, there is no good uncle who wipes my ass at any time, I can only rely on myself." ”

After Lin Meng'er listened, she suddenly asked, "Since this is the case, why did you save me?" Don't tell me that you expected there would be rescuers, in that case, if you don't have a small life, don't you still go? ”

"If you retreat from some things, then you won't be like moving forward for the rest of your life, and you can't even protect the girl you like, so you're not a man."

I gave an answer that was not an answer, and Lin Meng'er smiled slightly: "Then why are you coming tonight, why are you kissing me?" Since you have a heart, then you shouldn't provoke me, but the hug that should be hugged, the kiss that should be kissed, provoked me, but in the end you pretended to be a righteous gentleman, who do you think of me? ”

I looked at Lin Meng'er's almost lifeless face and said: "I just made mistakes that most men make, Lin Meng'er likes you, I still have the courage to admit this, I also want to fall in love with you, but not now, maybe I can open my mind in the future, but now I really can't be sorry for a little girl who sulks at home, besides, how are you a goddess, you definitely can't share a man with other women, you can have a man in your heart, and your man can only have you in his heart, and any more will be flooded, You can't stand it, I have a guilty conscience, why bother to ask for hardship? ”

"What if I say I don't mind?" Lin Meng'er tilted her head and threw out an answer that any man would gladly accept.

I looked at her and said seriously, "Then I'll immediately change my attention to and crying about you now." ”

Lin Meng'er laughed, laughing without a bit of a goddess at all, she said softly: "Chen Rang, I thank you a lot for your consideration, but it's really unnecessary, I, Lin Meng'er, haven't been upside down yet, how to be cheap, you have a partner, I naturally want to bless you, but I just want to know, who can make you feel a heart to her?" ”

The cigarette in my hand burned out, then it was extinguished, and one was re-lit and said: "Xu Anran, you have seen her, I took advantage of her on impulse in the afternoon, and it was my fault that I couldn't care about the things in the crotch, but I don't regret it, if I do it again, I will still be on it, but since you asked, I will answer you honestly, if I hadn't confirmed the relationship with Xu Anran in the afternoon, I'm afraid we would have been in bed by now, but not now, everything has to come first and come first, I don't want to hurt the two girls I like at the same time, It's not worth hurting others and hurting yourself like that. ”

Lin Meng'er forced a smile and said, "Xu Anran? I didn't expect to be the first to be her, after listening to your explanation, it's really a little uncomfortable, you're right, I'm a girl with a spiritual cleanliness, if you don't confess to me tonight, but say some sweet words nonsense, I'll let it, but you can never get my heart when you get my person, put a long line to catch a big fish, Chen Rang, you are a lot more villain than I imagined! ”

I got up and said: "At least I won't lie, this is also a point that is different from other men, I really have a girlfriend, absolutely not her, I have always been disgusted with Cao Cao's set, I would rather I bear the world, Hugh let the world bear me, for me, the real people around me are only her share of my responsibility, not my share of him." ”

After saying that, I asked Lin Meng'er to rest early, and then left the room without looking back.

“……”

The moment the door closed, Lin Meng'er looked at the disappeared back dementedly, and after ten minutes, the tears naturally flowed, she stretched out her hands to wipe away the tears on her face, and finally began to cry bitterly, crying heartbreakingly, the second man in her life who really liked her, as a result, one hurt her deeper than the other, Yi Wenhua was at least a tepid soft knife, and Chen Rang was a sharp dagger pierced directly into her heart, it hurt to death, but she couldn't bear to pull it out.

Lin Meng'er cried so much that she couldn't breathe, she didn't know what she was crying about, she was robbed by someone? Can't this be said, ruthlessly being compared to other women? It's not counting, after this man forcibly kissed himself, he got mixed up with other women? That's not to mention.

Besides, didn't Chen Rang do anything excessive to himself?

Chen Rang didn't owe herself anything, she gave him the opportunity to get her, but he gave up and was taken advantage of by him, but she felt as if she had taken advantage of herself, she didn't regret giving her first kiss to such a man, and even if she hadn't given it to him, she would have regretted it for the rest of her life.

She just envied that girl, how much sanity does a man have to be and how much love does a girl have to refuse the initiative of another beautiful girl for the sake of a girl?

That alone was enough to make her jealous.

Playboy Lin Meng'er has seen a lot, and Lin Meng'er has seen a lot of men who drill at the seams, she even hopes that Chen Rang can give a hand, and then after she knows the truth, she will give him a few slaps, and from then on, she will forget about each other in the rivers and lakes, and she will find a reason to completely forget this man.

But he didn't, he used another way, and completely made Lin Meng'er lose the right to forget him, on the surface, it seemed that Chen Rang was losing, but in fact, she earned, didn't get the body, but completely got a true heart, Lin Meng'er knew that she was completely fallen tonight, it was like a quagmire, the more she struggled, the more she would fall.

It's just that she never thought that she didn't lose to Yan Qingqing, who likes to be in the limelight in everything, but lost to Xu Anran, who is not inconspicuous at all, just like more than ten years ago, the man who was scolded by Chen Rang was Chen Shimei, there are many girls around him, but the only thing that can make Chen Shimei miss it for the rest of his life is only one girl.

Chen and Xu, it seems that there will always be a bad relationship that makes other girls jealous.