068 It's just you, it's not fair
The emperor's expression obviously changed, he really heard Min'er say "so cruel" without a clue, and he couldn't be sure that she was talking about herself. But he is not confident enough, he is confident in the world, but he can't be confident in a woman, and even thinks that this is Qingya made up to coax him.
"Even if you don't say it, the books compiled by Song Yuan are enough for her to read." Xiang Ye lowered his head and smiled bitterly, there was no frightening anger, only disappointment and helplessness, "Step back and go back to her." ”
Qingya said: "The emperor doesn't believe the words of the slave?" ”
Xiang Ye raised his eyebrows angrily: "I told you to get out." ”
Qingya insisted: "Your Majesty, you know the temperament of the mother, if it was the former mother, except for the old lady of Yuanzhou, she didn't care about anything at all, she didn't take anything in her eyes, and if she said something disrespectful, she didn't even take you seriously." But today's mother is different, after you left that night, she didn't speak for two days, what does the emperor think, what does this mean? ”
Xiang Ye's eyes were a little hazy, and he still didn't believe Qingya's words, and asked, "She hasn't spoken for two days?" ”
Qingya only bent her knees at this moment: "Today, I went to the Longevity Palace to accompany the Queen Mother, I almost didn't speak, I always sat alone in the water pavilion in a daze, which was completely different from before." The slave knows that the mother cares about the events of that night, she is afraid that you will misunderstand, if it is the former mother, she will not care if you misunderstand her, and she will not care what you think of her. ”
Xiang Ye frowned, feeling negative in his heart: Don't I care what she thinks of me? Since she cares, why should she alienate me, and what will she think when she reads those books written by Song Yuan?
Qingya couldn't hear the emperor's words in her heart, but she suddenly remembered something and said to the emperor: "The emperor only mentioned Lord Song's book, and it was indeed because Niangniang read those things that she chatted with the slave maid to confirm whether some things were true. And before that, Niangniang had checked with the slave maid again to see if you had read those books. ”
Xiang Ye remembered that Zhou Huai had taken those books to show him, but he didn't care about them when he flipped through them, and he thought that Min'er was too careful.
Qingya said: "When I heard that you had indeed seen it, I said with emotion that the emperor is generous and big-minded, and he is the real emperor who reigns over the world." ”
Xiang Ye was puzzled, and said elegantly: "Niangniang is not disgusted by the war and killing written on the paper, Niangniang thinks that you can let her see these things, which is your atmosphere." ”
I saw that Emperor Huo Ran stood up, didn't say anything to Qingya, and walked straight out of the door, but then turned back again, grabbed the letter on the table, and then strode out, Qingya understood, and immediately followed, and followed the emperor with Zhou Huai and others all the way.
He naturally went to the Shangyang Palace, but when Qingya came, it was still dusk and the sunset was hazy, and the sky was almost dark at this moment. The lead bridge, the emperor walked countless times, even if there was no street lamp to guide him in the night, he walked steadily, and the Shangyang Hall was already brightly lit, and the place he was going to was really in front of him.
The night was slightly cool, Min'er sat in a daze in the water pavilion, holding the strings with one hand, and the strings brought her with her, all about the memories of that person.
She didn't know what love was, but the emperor's back that night made her heart ache, these days, all the tenderness that the emperor treated her with, bit by bit in her heart, Min'er would not fall in love with the man who treated her roughly, but she remembered very clearly that the emperor's arms were so warm, and the feeling of being held in the palm of his hand......
The body is getting colder and colder, and Min'er is getting calmer and calmer, so let it go, otherwise it will be too difficult to survive in this deep palace. Originally, the Shangyang Palace was isolated in the middle of the water, it should be isolated from the disturbances of this palace, and she should not have deprived the other women of hope, who had come to the emperor's side far earlier than herself.
The emperor's love, she can't afford it.
Min'er was about to get up, only to find that his calves were numb, and when he lowered his head to beat, he heard familiar footsteps, and when he looked up, the emperor's figure appeared outside the water pavilion, the hall was brightly lit, and there was no light on the water pavilion, so he saw the tall figure, and he couldn't see his face clearly for a while.
"I told you several times not to sit here when it's cold, and if you don't listen again, I'll order someone to tear down the water pavilion, or seal it firmly on all three sides." The emperor listened to the cold words, full of distress for Min'er, he seemed to be used to it, took off his shoes very consciously, walked to Min'er's side, and took Min'er's hand domineeringly, sure enough, his fingers were cold.
The warmth of the emperor's palm made Min'er's heart tremble, and her cold body seemed to warm up because of this.
"Min'er, what did I do wrong, you tell me, is it okay for me to change?" The emperor has put himself in the lowest position, he once said to Shen Zhe that if you love a woman, you will think about everything for her, and you will give her the best in the world, Xiang Ye used to treat Ruoyao like this, and now, he wants to treat Min'er more thoroughly.
Min'er's cold and stiff fingers eased in the emperor's palm, the emperor didn't do anything wrong, how should she answer?
"Song Yuan's book, I didn't read it carefully, but I thought you were too careful, but now it seems that your caution is right." The Emperor said, "Song Yuan didn't make things up, but almost everything he wrote was his personal will and hearsay, and if you want to know everything, I will tell you slowly." What has really happened, every inch of land I have stepped on is impossible to hide, I don't regret everything I have paid, I don't care about what future generations say, and I don't care about the curse of the Zhao dynasty, as long as the people of the moment can live and work in peace and contentment, all the sacrifices, all the blood flowing, it will be worth it. ”
The night was getting deeper and deeper, and the light from behind the emperor cast a halo of light on him, and the emperor who said these words was like a heroic and mighty god.
"That night, the concubines felt that those palace people who robbed gold and silver in the palace, and even tortured the old lord to confess their loyalty to you, were too cruel." Min'er finally spoke, "It's not you. ”
This was said by Min'er herself, and Xiang Ye really believed it.
Min'er's misty eyes showed a smile: "Your Majesty, the Zheng has been repaired, do you want to listen to your concubines play the piano?" ”
Xiang Ye sat on the ground, nodded and said: "Just listen to one song, it's too cold here, before the spring warms, you are not allowed to come here again, otherwise I will really seal it or tear it down." ”
Min'er pouted slightly unconsciously, but didn't dare to resist, after adjusting her posture, she tried a few notes, then calmed down and stroked the strings, and the melodious and soothing music spread out along the water waves of the Taiye Pool, Zhou Huai and Qingya were relieved outside the door.
At the end of the song, the Shangyang Hall became more and more peaceful and quiet, and the song was over, and the emperor got up to take Min'er back to the inner hall, but Min'er's legs were numb, and her body was cold, and she tossed on the ground a few times and stumbled up, looking clumsy and pitiful, and annoyed the emperor, and couldn't help but say that she stepped forward and hugged her horizontally, Min'er's body was very cold, and he had to warn again: "Don't let me see you sitting here again." ”
Min'er looked at his domineering expression, but smiled.
"Laughing at what?" The once extravagant smile was now unreservedly displayed in front of his eyes, the emperor's heart was sweeter than eating honey, but the matter between them had not been resolved, Xiang Ye carried her back to the warm inner hall, did not put it on the chair, nor put it on the bed, as if he was holding it on purpose, and asked, "You haven't answered me, why did you suddenly alienate me, what did I do wrong?" ”
Min'er's face was buried in his chest, and she was ordered to raise her head, and she struggled slightly, and the emperor finally let go.
Standing staggeringly, it can be seen that Min'er is not wearing shoes, the emperor sighs impatiently, picks up the person and throws it on the bed.
And this time, the letter in the sleeve fell out, and Min'er was of course surprised to see that her reply to her grandmother four days ago was still here.
Xiang Ye's throat rolled, he slowly picked it up, handed it to Min'er and said, "I didn't open it to see, but I wanted to ask what you wrote, and what did the old lady write in the letter to you, you suddenly alienated me after reading your grandmother's letter, didn't you?" What did grandmother say to you? ”
The emperor couldn't wait for Min'er to answer, so he came up to her: "If you don't want to say, just say you don't want to say, don't shut up and don't speak, you are not dumb." Choo Min'er, if you don't say anything, how do I know what you're thinking, even if I do something wrong, I don't know how to change it to make you happy. ”
"Grandmother's letter, the concubine has been burned." Min'er hesitated and spoke. Once she says it, it means that she has to accept the emperor's love, of course she is not dumb, but in this almost helpless world, the only way for her to protect herself is to talk less and see more, she has no other way.
Xiang Ye asked incredulously: "What kind of letter, do you have to burn it?" ”
Once she opened her heart, there was nothing to hide, and her grandmother's worries, Min'er's own worries and uneasiness, and all the hesitations and pressures she was undergoing were all explained to the emperor. Either you just keep your mouth shut, and if you want to speak, you don't have to say half hide half and half hide.
"The emperor didn't do anything wrong, it's the concubine who can't accept your wishes, and in the future life, the concubine doesn't have the courage to face it alone." Min'er's eyes reflected the emperor's distressed expression, and she told Xiang Ye clearly, "The concubine doesn't know how to respond to the emperor's liking, and she doesn't understand what the emperor likes the concubine. Then there will definitely be better women to like, and you will soon forget about concubines. But the concubine is the only man who can give her emotions in this life, you are the only one, this is not fair, and the concubine can't afford it. ”
Xiang Ye looked at Min'er in a daze, and gradually smiled in his distressed expression, he smiled so happily, as if he had done a great thing, he held Min'er's hand and asked: "So, you know that I am good to you, you know my intentions, you know everything?" ”
Min'er nodded inexplicably, did the emperor grasp the wrong point?
Xiang Ye happily got up and walked back and forth a few times, as if he was so happy, he didn't know how to enjoy the mood at the moment.