He was dazed because he couldn't remember it for a while, and he was afraid because he seemed to remember something when he mentioned it.

Xia Yanyin did not have a deep impression of the events of his childhood, because life at that time was originally monotonous and boring, and every day was repetitive things such as eating, practicing, and sleeping.

However, a fragment of a memory from a very early age came to mind, and he was not sure if he had started to remember it at that time. There is no plot in this clip, just a very monotonous picture - the pattern on the ceiling of the bedroom.

It was where he had lived since he was a child, so he wasn't sure when it was, after all, he woke up every morning and saw the pattern.

If anything, it may be that the image gave him a flat and boring feeling, as if he had been staring at that place for a long, long time. If you think about it, there seem to be a few shadows dangling in his afterglow.

Xia Yanyin never suspected anything, he only felt that it was either the servant who served him or the shadow of the tree outside the window, or it was just an illusion.

However, when this man mentioned the serious illness that left him with no memory, this was the image that came to his mind.

Now he was sure that it was not an illusion, but a memory that had actually existed, only because it had been too long and he was too young to be extraordinarily vague.

A key clue was identified, and several "unrelated" things immediately appeared in Xia Yanyin's mind, which were penetrated by this clue almost at the same time, re-outlining a lost truth.

For example, when he was very young, the servants around him seemed to take special care of him. It's not the kind of care that comes from the heart, but the care that makes it like a fragile object.

Could it be that it was because he had been seriously ill that people were worried that he would die at any time?

For another example, the other princes would test their talents to decide whether to cultivate after their seven-year-old divine souls were completely stabilized, but he had been cultivating since he could remember. He once asked him about the offerings that taught him, and it was said at the time that the offerings were for healing.

Of course, it wasn't clear what illness he had, and he didn't take it to heart as a young man, and soon forgot about it.

Later, several people were taught to worship him, and the servants also came and went, and the first group of people who served him did not know where they had gone.

At that time, he didn't care because he was busy cultivating. The stronger the strength, the more independent he became, Xia Yanyin was immersed in the identity of a monk, and the less he communicated with the servants around him.

But in retrospect, these things seem to be suspicious.

Why didn't anyone tell him about his illness?

Why have the original servants and offerings been replaced?

Why were those who came after him so estranged from him?

Was it just because he was busy cultivating that he ignored them? Or was it because those people were ordered by whom did they keep silent about him?

The more Xia Yanyin thought about it, the more confused his mind became. In fact, what really frightened him was not the incident itself, but the discovery that his memory was clouded!

The people around him were deceiving him, which made him feel like he was living in a conspiracy, and he couldn't help but wonder if there was something wrong with his other memories, if he had forgotten anything else.

The most important thing is that the other party must have their purpose in bringing up this matter again at this time. But no matter what his illness was, he was no longer bothered by it, could they still dig out anything beneficial from this matter?

Xia Yanyin's silence was unsurprising, and the calm voice continued: "At that time, you could only lie in bed every day, and the imperial doctors were helpless about your condition, and they said that you would not live to be three years old.

"Later, the patriarch of the worship hall found out the reason, it is actually your congenital constitution problem, which cannot be made up by external objects. The only way for you to survive is for you to take the initiative to improve your physique, which is why the emperor allowed you to start cultivating early.

"Later, it turned out that this method really worked, and your illness slowly improved......

As this voice slowly narrated, Xia Yanyin trembled more and more under the coercion.

He gasped and thought in disbelief, could it be that the people of his mother's family had not never ignored him, but had been secretly observing?

These bastards!

Could it be that they watched themselves fall seriously ill and die like that, but never wanted to save him? If it weren't for the royal offerings showing him a way to live, would they have watched him die?

Oh, too, it's just a chess piece, if it's not useful, it can only become an outcast.

But why do they use themselves as pawns?

Xia Yanyin has never been so angry, he doesn't think that he owes anyone to the point where he has grown to the point where he is now, everything he has is earned by his own hard work.

Why should you be discarded at will when you are useless, and use it for them when you are useful?

Is it because their mother is their person, because they have the same blood in their veins?...... If this assumption is true.

"But, do you really think that, since then, it's gone forever?"

The narrator's voice was still calm, but Xia Yanyin, who was in anger, felt a basin of cold water pouring down from his head, and shivered unconsciously.

The other party was already ready to defeat him, and while exerting pressure with words, he did not forget to shroud Xia Yanyin under the pressure of the sea.

Under high pressure, people will blindly look for a way to live, just like the truth of rushing to the doctor when they are sick.

But Xia Yanyin is more tenacious than they imagined, if he wants to fall, he must really have a problem with himself, he will never allow himself to be defeated by other people's words!

Trying to recall how he felt when he cultivated on weekdays, since he came to the Qingning Sect, his cultivation path had been almost smooth sailing, and even the Nine Turns Body Forging Technique, the most risky exercise, had never been caught in any way because of his own reasons.

Even if he was under high pressure and was deliberately guided to become suspicious, Xia Yanyin didn't think of anything wrong.

The other party seemed to be able to see what he was thinking, and continued in a calm voice: "I can't think of it, can I? It's very simple, both of your parents have special bloodlines, and two equally powerful bloodlines coexist in your body, so there will naturally be conflicts.

"Your body is their battlefield, and the two are constantly fighting and stalemate, both at the expense of your life. Therefore, your 'illness' back then was not something that could be cured by mortal medicine, and the royal worshippers advised you to cultivate in advance, and it was precisely because of this that you saw this clearly.

"When you start to practice the exercises of the Zhongyuan Dynasty, it is equivalent to helping the Qilin bloodline, as your cultivation grows, the Qilin bloodline begins to completely suppress the other bloodline, 'disease', and it will naturally be cured. ”