Ten days later, under the dedication of the palace attendants, and the use of medicine and food, Mo Yan's body recovered well. The queen gave birth to the emperor's eldest son, and the people in the palace were more private speculations in addition to their due service. Even if the imperial physician decree announced that the queen was born prematurely, the eldest son of the emperor and the queen needed to recuperate without disturbing. Therefore, except for the delivery that day, the imperial doctor's order, the queen's marrying maid Chunyi, the maid Yuniang given to the queen by His Majesty, and His Majesty's occasional visits, the rest of the people have never seen the newborn prince up close, whether it is the "premature baby" mentioned by the imperial doctor's order, and the people in the palace have only heard of it.

Mo Yan is the queen, she could not have taken care of the emperor herself, but she still chose to take care of the children herself, she was tired, but she was not tired.

Fortunately, there is enough breast milk on the body, and the child can drink the mother's breast milk. At noon, Mo Yan just fed the child, holding Liu Cheng to sleep in the house, these days, the child opened his eyes, a pair of beautiful little eyes looked at his mother in a daze, when he was full, he was no longer noisy, his little eyes gradually closed, he was going to take a nap.

"Cheng'er sleep, sleep...... Little baby go to sleep quickly \ I will be with you in my dreams \ Laugh with you and be tired with you \ I snuggle up \ Little baby go to sleep quickly \ How many times will you dream of me \ I am the most beautiful in my dream \ Wake up and comfort \ Flowers follow the flowing water \ The sun hugs spring back \ The powder face is smiling slightly \ The corners of the mouth are lovesick tears...... ①”

"The little prince is asleep?" Yu Niang walked lightly to Mo Yan's side and took over the sleeping prince. "Your Highness, let's go sleep too, the newborn baby doesn't understand anything, only crying, His Royal Highness takes care of the little prince himself, it's not free."

Mo Yan stretched, loosened his muscles, yawned, and prepared to rest for a while. Since giving birth to Cheng'er, she really hasn't slept peacefully, Cheng'er often cries in the middle of the night, either hungry or "convenient", Mo Yan has to take care of him mentally and coax him to sleep. Whenever this happens, Mo Yan always unconsciously thinks of her mother, who takes care of her from a baby to an adult, and she feels sorry for her mother.

"Tired is tired, but when I see him next to me, I feel that everything is worth it." Mo Yan thought of Cheng'er's appearance, her eyebrows, eyes and the corners of her mouth were slightly raised, it was a happy smile from the bottom of her heart. It was a world away from when she first learned that she was pregnant.

"Poof" Yu Niang laughed, "Your Highness has changed a lot, I don't know if it's because of the little prince or Your Majesty?" Yu Niang's words seemed to remind Mo Yan, she didn't say anything more, and retreated with the prince in her arms.

Mo Yan looked down at the purple jade pendant on his waist, and suddenly felt slightly cold when his fingers touched it. If she wants to leave behind her flesh and blood for her own selfishness, what is the difference between her Mo Yan and her former biological father? In addition to the flesh and blood that is difficult to give up, there is another person that Mo Yan can't let go. If she used to find reasons for herself to fulfill him and her red face, but now that he has lost his red face and flesh and bones, can she still be as firm as ever? After doing such a thing, Liu Xie's indifference and unfamiliarity were all her own faults, but when she saw his gentleness and thoughtfulness again, she even wanted to ruin the "Xie" proposal. She really wanted to tell Liu Xie that she liked him, but she had lost her qualification to say this.

If she stays with Liu Xie, she will never see the world in a thousand years, and if she finds the opportunity to go back, she will never see Liu Xie and Cheng'er...... Sleepiness hits, and troubles are temporarily suppressed, but she has to make a choice in the end, and escape is not the way.

Mother and son are connected, Mo Yan and Liu Cheng woke up almost at the same time. Not long after Mo Yan woke up, he couldn't wait to hold Cheng'er and tease back and forth. Yu Niang stepped forward at this time and informed: "Your Highness, Song Guiren is here, do you see it or not?" ”

"See, Du'er is simple-hearted and won't speculate."

Mo Yan believed that Song Du came to Jiaofang Hall just to see the emperor's eldest son, and he would not wonder if she was "born prematurely". After getting Mo Yan's permission, Yu Niang brought Song Du into the house.

After Yu Niang left, only Mo Yan, Song Du and Liu Cheng in her arms were in the same room. Song Du saw that she was holding the newborn emperor's eldest son in her arms, and her curious head couldn't help but step forward, Mo Yan chuckled: "How do you look at him if you don't sit next to me?" Don't be inhibited, you won't hurt him. ”

"Is it okay?"

"Of course."

Song Du sat next to Mo Yan, she touched Liu Cheng's face with her fingertips, but she didn't expect this action to amuse him, he smiled at Song Du, and he looked so cute.

He smiled! The little prince is so cute. Sister Yan, are these newborn children so well-behaved and quiet? ”

"Well-behaved and quiet? That's because he was full of food and sleep. If he is hungry and sleepy, it is torturous to cry. "When he cries, it's quite a headache. But as soon as I saw him smile, my heart was even warmer, and the fatigue of taking care of him disappeared in an instant.

"Du'er is so envious of Sister Ayan...... can give birth to a child for His Majesty's brother. Song Du lowered his eyes and looked lonely.

"Du'er?" Mo Yan was a little worried when he saw her like this. I don't know if it reminds her of Dong Lin, or does she seem to be ignorant of the world, but she actually cares about Liu Xie's favor?

"Sister Ayan, can I hug him?" Song Du raised his head and looked at Mo Yan with sincere eyes, as if Fang Cai's loneliness had never existed at all.

"No problem, come on."

Song Du carefully hugged the emperor's eldest son into his arms, her seriousness and caution at this time was the first time Mo Yan had seen it, Liu Cheng looked at the person holding him with a pair of clear little eyes, and bit his little hand from time to time.

"Sister, Du'er doesn't have 'that' thing, and she can't have children in this life." Song Du's tone was very calm, as if she was talking about something that had nothing to do with her, but her expression couldn't deceive people, she cared about it.

"What?" Song Du's words surprised Mo Yan very much, and she obviously couldn't understand what she meant.

"My parents didn't let me tell His Majesty's brother, saying that I would keep it secret for the rest of my life, and it was a matter of my own honor and favor. But Du'er didn't want to deceive His Majesty's brother, so he told His Majesty's brother. But he said he didn't mind, and said that there was no 'that', and that he was a nobleman in the palace. Du'er doesn't understand the government, he only knows that he is very relieved to be by His Majesty's brother's side, and Du'er has never heard the phrase 'can't give birth to a woman in vain' around him anymore. Being by His Majesty's brother's side, Du'er is really happy and happy, but he always feels that there is one less person who can talk to His Majesty's brother, Du'er used to think that person should be Sister Dong, but after seeing Sister Ayan, Du'er thought that person was her sister. His Majesty's brother treats Du'er like a relative, and Du'er regards His Majesty as an elder brother. Du'er knows that Sister Dong has gone far, far away, and it is very likely that she will never come back, and the only one who can make Your Majesty's brother happy is you, sister. Du'er wants his sister and His Majesty's brother Bai Shou to live for a lifetime, and he wants the emperor's eldest son to grow up safely. Ah, just now Du'er said that he envied Sister Ayan, just because he thought that his sister could give birth, so don't get me wrong. ”

Mo Yan listened to the story of Song Du, she felt sorry for Song Du, the ancients attached great importance to the succession of ancestors, if a woman could not have children, she could imagine how difficult it was in this day, but fortunately, the person she met was Liu Xie, so she became the most innocent nobleman in this harem. When Song Du mentioned Dong Lin's matter, her heart sank even more, even if she didn't say it, Song Du could guess the reason, in order not to make everyone sad, Song Du was even more euphemistic. She remembered the "Snow Red Line" that day, in fact, the naïve Song Du saw it more clearly than anyone else, knew what family affection was and what love was, she knew that she and Liu Xie were just emotions between relatives, so when she saw what Liu Xie was thinking, she was trying to use her method to save the clutch between them, as the so-called "bystander Qing", is Mo Yan the one who can't wake up? Was what she did really ridiculous?

Mo Yan reached out and touched her head to show relief. "Du'er, I don't know what your parents told you. But in my opinion, a woman's inability to have children is not representative of her life, and it is not impossible to come to 'that' at the age of twenty. Besides, 'that' is a very troublesome thing, wouldn't it be better to save the troublesome thing? Also, in order to give birth to a child, I endured more pain than you can imagine. Even if you don't come to 'that' for a few more years, you still can't have children. Your Majesty and I are still treating you as before, and when this child grows up, I will have to call you 'Aunt Song'." Maybe ......" was swallowed by her, if she was not in the palace, Liu Xie would only have a noble person in Song Du by his side, then Song Du would be Liu Cheng's stepmother, and he should be called "mother".

"Yes! Du'er knew that Sister Ah Yan and His Majesty's brother were the same, and they treated Du'er well. Song Du smiled, and then whispered in Mo Yan's ear: "This is Du'er's secret, sister must keep it secret!" And on that day, Du'er made a wish under the tree that 'Your Majesty's brother and Sister Ah Yan will be together forever'. Du'er doesn't matter, the most important thing is that His Majesty's brother likes Sister Ayan, Du'er has seen His Majesty's brother looking outside his sister's Jiaofang Hall several times, but His Majesty's brother didn't let Du'er tell his sister. Sister Ayan, sometimes it's not good to think too much. ”

When Song Du teased Liu Cheng, Mo Yan looked at them silently, Song Du's secret was indeed surprised, but it was not as deep as Song Du's last words, like a glimmer of light shining on the abyss, even if it was bottomless, but because of this glimmer of light, there was a slight change, the so-called abyss is just a barrier set up in her heart, if there is a day apart from the barrier, where is there any abyss?

Concentrate:

(1) Choose the song "Lullaby", sung by Xiangxiang.