Chapter 1004: If Life Is Only as First Seen (1st Update)
Han Ziqin hurriedly went over to help Liang Duoduo to sit down in front of the sofa, she also heard some in the bedroom, and the tears kept flowing at this time, how could a good person say that it was gone?
Liang Duoduo seemed to have been stripped of his muscles and bones, and sat on the sofa limply, without shedding a single tear from beginning to end.
Han Ziqin looked at Liang Duoduo, who was unbearable, and wiped the blood on the corner of her mouth with a tissue: "Duoduo, let's cry if it's uncomfortable, don't bear it." I feel a little better when I cry. ”
Liang Duoduo's eyes were sluggish, and he slowly turned back after a long time: "Aunt Han, am I dreaming?" ”
Han Ziqin kept crying, and she thought that all this was a dream.
Liang Duoduo couldn't get an answer, lowered his head and looked at the little blood stains on his chest, motionless.
It wasn't until Ruyi's cry came that Liang Duoduo got up and went to the bedroom to hug Ruyi and coax him stiffly.
This night, Han Ziqin was afraid that something would happen to Liang Duoduo, so she kept staying by Liang Duoduo and Ruyi's bedside.
After taking a nap, the mother and daughter disappeared from the bed.
Startled, she was in a cold sweat, and hurried out of the bedroom, only to see Liang Duoduo standing in front of the balcony with Ruyi, looking at the cold moonlight outside the window.
I breathed a sigh of relief in my heart, and walked over gently, but I was still shocked that the balcony window was opened by a crack more than a foot wide! At this moment, the cold wind was pouring into the house. Hurriedly hugged Zhengxiang's Ruyi, who was sleeping in a small quilt, and glared at Liang Duoduo: "You are crazy!" ”
Liang Duoduo went over and closed the window, blinked vigorously with his face up, and said in a rough voice: "I think I'm crazy, why does it hurt so much to live?" So tired? If it weren't for me, Su Yang would definitely be fine, right? ”
She wanted to jump from this tall building, and never have any more pain, and she was gone.
She opened the window and stepped out of her legs, and she wanted to stay in this world alone, and she would be an orphan from now on, who would be good to her?
Why don't you take her with you?
It's too tiring and painful to live in this world.
Just when she stood in front of the window with Ruyi, she hesitated again, looked down at Ruyi, who was sleeping in her arms, and her small mouth kept squirming, as if she had eaten something delicious.
She was shaken, she was not a good wife, she was not a good mother, and when the pain came, she just wanted to escape.
Have you ever worried about the feelings of your lover and children?
Han Ziqin cried and slapped Liang Duoduo's shoulder with one free hand: "...... You're crazy, what's wrong with Ruyi? What does Su Yang's sacrifice have to do with you? Do you want to leave ruthlessly and wishfully? ”
Liang Duoduo stood in place and let Han Ziqin beat him silently, and he was also glad that he didn't do anything stupid with Ruyi at the last moment.
Han Ziqin looked at Liang Duoduo, who was so stubborn, and cried and said, "Why don't you cry?" It's good to cry out. Don't be so stubborn, Ruyi doesn't have a father anymore, do you still want her to have no mother? ”
Liang Duoduo shook his head: "...... Not anymore, never again. ”
"Don't cry, if you cry, Su Yang won't come back, never again." As he spoke, he turned around and went back to the bedroom.
Lying motionless on the bed.
This trip is three days, as if I am asleep, no one should shout, no one should eat, drink or go to the toilet.
Concubine Tao and Zhong Yuanyuan came to see it a few times, and no matter what they said, Liang Duoduo just didn't move.
On the fourth day, Liang Duoduo slowly got up from the bed, and the whole person was like a ghost crawling out of hell, haggard.
With a calm expression, he asked Han Ziqin what he wanted to eat.
Han Ziqin wiped her tears and hurriedly went to heat the porridge, the porridge in the pot was boiled and poured, and it was poured and boiled again, just waiting for Liang Duoduo to be hungry and ready to eat.
Liang Duoduo drank two bowls of porridge in one go, as if he had strength, turned to look at Ruyi lying in the stroller, reached out and touched her little face, the corners of his mouth tried to rise, revealing a smile that was more ugly than crying.
From now on, happiness and peace are only you!
On the fifth day, the coffins of Su Yang and six other heroes were taken back to China.
Concubine Tao and Zhong Yuanyuan were afraid that Liang Duoduo would not be able to stand it, so they asked for leave to accompany her to the airport in the western suburbs.
When Concubine Tao saw Liang Duoduo's ponytail tied high, wearing a white short-sleeved T-shirt, washed white jeans, and white canvas shoes that had been worn with raw edges, but they were white.
immediately understood that this was the dress that Liang Duoduo was dressed when he first saw Su Yang.
How good it would be if life was only as it first appeared!
At the beginning of November, although the sky was clear, there was already a taste of winter, and there were already many people wearing down jackets on the street, and Liang Duoduo's dress looked a little out of place.
Zhong Yuanyuan was wearing a black coat with red and swollen eyes, and suggested that Liang Duoduo wear a coat: "If you catch a cold, there will be no one to take care of Ruyi." ”
Liang Duoduo shook his head insistically: "No, he will protect me." ”
Her heart was colder than the howling wind.
Concubine Tao and Zhong Yuanyuan didn't insist anymore, and drove Liang Duoduo to the western suburbs airport.
The airport tarmac was already full of queues to welcome the heroes home, and several heroes' family members stood in the queue crying silently.
Song Lanxun was also dressed in black, holding a handkerchief to hide her face and crying, and there was a little aunt next to her.
Liang Duoduo refused the support of Concubine Tao and Zhong Yuanyuan, and walked to Song Lanxun's side with firm steps and stopped.
His eyes faintly looked at the direction in which the plane might fly.
Concubine Tao's tears rolled in her eyes, at this time, she still had a trace of fantasy, if she brought back ashes, maybe there would be a miracle.
The blue sky finally appeared white silver birds, slowly skimming the sky and landing in the distance, running into the tarmac.
The crying at the scene gradually became louder, and Liang Duoduo was expressionless all the time, straightening his waist and staring at the falling plane with his eyes.
The rear cabin door opened, and the honor guard walked out slowly with neat steps and sounds.
Then the procession carrying the coffin slowly walked out.
Each coffin is covered with a brightly colored national flag, and in front of it there is a picture of the leading warrior holding the hero.
Liang Duoduo's eyes swept over everyone, and he saw Su Yang's photo at a glance, in the photo, he was still so vivid and heroic.
She couldn't hear the crying in her ears, and she couldn't see anyone else.
Zhou Cangnan appeared at the end of the team, his expression solemn and cold, and his eyebrows covered with frost.
He also had a fluke heart, hoping that it was not Su Yang, but he saw the corpse with his own eyes, saw the DNA test report with his own eyes, and Su Yang's relics.
made him have to be convinced that Su Yang had really sacrificed.
The coffins of the heroes were arranged to be placed in the memorial hall of the martyrs' cemetery and a memorial service was held together.
In the morgue, Liang Duoduo ignored everyone's dissuasion, entered in short sleeves, and looked at Su Yang, who was lying in the coffin and wearing a crisp military uniform.
Tears rolled in his eyes.
At this moment, he was sleeping peacefully, as if he needed a good night's sleep after being sleepy for a long time.
Liang Duoduo walked over gently, for fear of disturbing Su Yang's dream, and stood by the coffin for a long time before reaching out and gently touching his cold face, drawing his eyebrows and eyes little by little.