PS：

I apologize first, because of some things, it has been delayed for a long time, and I have not changed the article for a long time.

And because this chapter is a little tangled, I have been brewing for a long, long time......

To be honest, it's very distressing to write.

It's kind of an extra, describing modern things.

I can say that Mo Yan loved Guo Xiaojia.

But not everyone will be so lucky and have a first love for a lifetime.

A touch of sweetness, a deep memory......

I love you, who likes SHE very much, will accompany this song to experience this chapter in detail.

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When evening falls, the beach is free of the hustle and bustle of the day, leaving only the sea breeze.

He walked alone on the beach, his black pupils flickering, as if looking back at something, sighing at something, and remembering something...... There is no hustle and bustle of the city, just the fading tide. Although the beach is shrouded in the afterglow of the sunset, it still can't escape the fate of "the sunset is infinitely good, but it is just near dusk".

Suddenly there was a shout from the beach, and he looked not far ahead. "Mommy, Dad!" It was a boy about five years old, almost jumping into the arms of his parents, sweetly coquettish, looking innocent and cute.

The couple is very young, the husband wears glasses, and his whole body exudes the bookish atmosphere unique to readers, and he is warm and gentle. The wife has long shawl hair and light makeup, but she is also extremely beautiful.

"Well, let's go home." The father picked up his son with one arm, kissed his little face, and took his wife's hand with the other hand, and the beautiful wife gently rubbed her son's hair, smiled at her husband, and strolled on the beach.

The three of them walked farther and farther, and the figures of different heights gradually became smaller until they disappeared. His eyes have been fixed on this happy family, and the sea breeze has ruffled his black hair, but it does not affect the temperament of this handsome young man in the slightest.

Slowly close your eyes and face the gentle sea breeze...... Memories are rewinding, and the laughter of the past is still lingering in my ears. Under the sunset, the two sat on the beach, she snuggled up to him, she was rare and docile, and said with Jiao'er: "In the future, we will watch the sea and the sunset together!" Kindness...... And with our children! Okay, Hyoka? Isn't it good? ”

He took advantage of the situation and grabbed her shoulders, obviously a domineering action, but he did it as gentle as a gentleman, his chin was against her long silky hair, she liked to comb a simple ponytail at that time, he once told her, I just like your hairstyle, naturally cute. But I never thought of it...... After that, she would cut her hair.

"Yes, okay." He pursed his lips and smiled, it was just a good word, but it had become an oath between the two.

"That's what you said! No repentance! She gently pushed him away and stretched out the little thumb of her right hand, and he chuckled, and the doting in it was self-evident, "I really can't help you." He also stretched out his little fingers, pulled each other's little fingers and hooked each other's little fingers, turned their thumbs up and next to each other, wrapped their fingers, promised each other, and said in unison: "Hanging on the hook for a hundred years is not allowed to change ......"

"Ahh You...... What are you doing so close? He approached suddenly, and she was a little overwhelmed by such a handsome face, and her eyes kept blinking, and she turned her gaze away, trying to avoid his hot gaze.

"What? Kiss you. He put his arms around her neck, with a faint smile on the corner of his mouth, and kissed her softly on the lips, while he was kissing, he didn't forget to teach her a lesson with his teeth, and when he saw her frowning and wanting to resist, it immediately turned into a romantic and affectionate kiss.

The sunset by the sea that day was really beautiful, but it was also like a beautiful and fragile bubble, so easy to burst, so vulnerable. A lot of memories between him and her suddenly appeared in front of him, one by one appeared in the bubbles, and then blew farther and farther away with the wind, he reached out to grab those bubbles, but he couldn't catch them, he knew that he couldn't catch them at all, but he still had a glimmer of hope in his heart, and now he didn't even let go of the illusion? I miss her so much because I ...... Love her?

"Guo Xiaojia, it was you who ruined the love between us with your own hands, so, I hate you, you are as hateful as that man. I hate you, I hate you! The last words she left behind were like a sharp sword, stabbing him in the internal organs. If a person is wounded, it can be bandaged, but what if it is love for a person? Can that invisible wound also be stopped by an ok bandage? Answer...... Yes, you can't.

At seven o'clock in the evening, night hits, and the beach can finally rest quietly after a long day, and the lighthouse shines its light on the sea, accompanying it to wait for the next dawn.

In the end, he glanced at the entire beach again, hoping to use this glance to remember everything before in the deepest part of his heart, even if it was in exchange for a heartbreaking price, he would choose to accept it silently.

The back of turning away, how much is it lonely and melancholy? Perhaps only he knows best.

If the timing is not wrong, as soon as he walks to the station, the car will come. He stood by the stop sign and counted in his heart, ten, nine, eight...... Three, two, one...... Sure enough, there were lights shining in front of me.

"Huhu...... Good thing it caught up! Almost, I missed the last train. Let's go up! "A girl took another boy's arm and ran all the way from the other side.

When the girl found herself pulling his arm, she immediately blushed, let go of her hand, and said, "Yes...... No...... Rise! But the boy didn't listen, took her hand, and got on the bus.

The girl's face became redder, but she also smiled sweeter. A girl who is in love for the first time, that's it, with an innocent heart.

He followed them, got into the car, threw coins, and took their seats. He chose a lower seat, and the man and woman sat in the first few rows, and if you include the driver, there were only four people in the car at this time, so even if he didn't want to hear their conversation, it was too quiet in the car to hear the conversation.

"Well, blow the sea breeze, walk around the beach, watch the sunset, and ...... Catch up with the last train. This kind of life is indeed good. The boy said with a smile.

"If only you liked it." The girl lowered her head slightly, very shy.

"You're hungry, aren't you? That's okay, I invited you to dinner, is it a reward for bringing me to the beach? ”

"Huh? No need. ”

"You have to think about your stomach, how uncomfortable is it to be hungry? Okay, I'll just say yes. ”

"Alright then, ......," the girl nodded in agreement.

He leaned weakly against the back of his chair, his head tilted back, and the faint light hit his face, and the whole face looked pale, and like his heart, it was so unspeakable.

One day, a girl said to him, I want to take you to see the sea and the sunset, I want to ...... Go and see it with someone I like.

How could he not remember? He remembers, he remembers everything!

How could he forget? He didn't forget, he didn't forget anything!

It's just that things are not people, and they will be remembered in vain......

Bars will always be a place where the lights are all over the place.

Shaking wine glasses, dimly lit spaces, seductive perfumes, ambiguous words, and a variety of different customers......

Drinking, pickling girls, kissing, chatting, etc......

These are very common in bars and have become an essential part of almost every clubber.

But for him, he came here for a single person at first. And this habit is no longer able to quit, and of course, there is also the feeling for her, if you think about it carefully, it is really ridiculous.

"Sir, sir!"

A sudden call came from his ears, and this brought his thoughts back. He curled his lips and laughed self-deprecatingly. Oh, Guo Xiaojia, since when did you start to like to be in a daze?

"Sir, your Long Island Iced Tea, please enjoy it slowly."

"Yes, thank you." He was about to take money out of his wallet, but was stopped by a pair of hands, "Sorry, sir." I never take tips from guests who are in a bad mood. ”

Hearing this, he chuckled, and then replied lightly, "Oh? I'm in a good mood. ”

"Sir doesn't seem to like Long Island Iced Tea very much?"

He was stunned, because it was really uncomfortable to be told about his heart. He was in a bad mood, and he wasn't really a fan of Long Island iced tea, but he remembered that she loved it.

"Then I won't bother Mr."

He picked up his glass and tasted it slowly. Am I acting really obviously? Why can even a stranger see it? obviously said that he wanted to let go, but now he is just falling deeper and deeper, and he can't extricate himself. He had to admit that he had always loved her, and he was, was, and probably ......

"This is a new singer? It's pretty good, I don't know how it will be to sing. ”

"Won't we find out later...... Why did you suddenly change singers? Didn't the original one sing very well? …… Excuse me. Didn't you have a student singer here? ”

"Did Mr. mean Mo Yan?"

"That's right! That's her! ”

"Oh, it's her. She resigned two months ago, and I heard her say that she was admitted to the Shangnan Conservatory of Music, and her studies were important, so naturally she had no choice but to resign. ”

"Shangnan Conservatory of Music? Is that the very famous conservatory? Called the 'cradle of singers'? ”

"Yes, yes. I was shocked when I heard it. It's a great school, and many of the top singers have graduated from this school. However, the admission requirements are also the strictest in the country. ”

"She sings very well, and it is natural for her to be admitted to this school, very good! Hey, it's a pity that I can't hear her sing, if she really becomes a star in the future, how will she come back here? ”

"No, Mo Yan said before leaving, if he has a holiday in the future, he will definitely continue to come here to sing."

"You don't like people, do you? Want old cows to eat tender grass? You're not afraid of your wife? ”

"Fart! How could I do something sorry for my wife! Besides, it's true that she sings well, and her level is no worse than those professional singers, you haven't heard of it, I'll express my thoughts, it's not okay? ”

"Okay, okay! I'm kidding, ......."

"Two gentlemen, if it's all right, then I'll go first."

He half-knelt on the table and moved his mouth, "It's noisy." ”

He has always liked to be quiet, and the bar is a noisy place, so he doesn't come to the bar very often, only occasionally.

No, this is simply an unconvincing and very contradictory reason.

Why do you think those people are very noisy, it's nothing more than mentioning the word Mo Yan?

So why did you come here, because you once saw her sing here?

He asked himself over and over again, yes, why is that......

At the end of the day, there is only one reason, and that is that he loves her.

And still...... An irreplaceable and one-of-a-kind love.

Before I knew it, the singer on the bar stage had finished singing a song, and a round of applause suddenly rang out, which was neither warm nor cold.

"Although I don't know much about music, I think she really doesn't feel good when she sings, although her voice is not bad, she always feels that something is missing, compared to Mo Yan before, it is really much worse. As soon as Mo Yan leaves, the business of this bar will be much less, and I hope I can see her singing in the future. ”

Would she be glad to know that someone was so sure of her? She must have been smiling happily.

He always loved the person who liked to sing and always laughed.

He knew that his love for her had never changed, but he also knew that there could be no future between them.

After checking out, he left the bar.

The phone rang at this moment, he picked up the phone, looked at the screen, it was an unfamiliar number, he didn't hang up, but picked it up, "Hey? You are...... Dean? ……”

His face changed instantly, and he immediately stopped a taxi, "Trouble go to the airport!" Please hurry! ”

It's half past eleven, and we're still half an hour before we're in the morning.

The hospital building, as always, is brightly lit.

With a "tick", the elevator door opened, and out of it came a handsome young man, who ran out of the elevator room, looking for the ward mentioned on the phone.

In front of the door of ward 1202 stood an old woman who looked to be over half a hundred years old, and when she heard the footsteps, she turned to the young man in front of her and said, "Xiaojia...... There you are? An almost vicissitudes of life, with even a hint of tiredness.

"Well...... Dean, how is she? He tried to keep his breathing steady, trying not to make his breathing too rapid. That's because as soon as he got off the plane, he stopped a taxi and rushed to the hospital, and it was needless to say that he was anxious.

"I haven't woken up until now...... The doctor said that Ah Yan only suffered some skin trauma and some minor fractures, and nothing else, but as for why he didn't wake up, the doctor couldn't answer, and said that this was the first time he had seen it...... Maybe she can wake up in a week, or maybe she will never wake up...... "The more the old woman spoke, the more sad she became, and she couldn't help crying, in her eyes, Mo Yan has always been a good girl and should be favored by God, but fate always has to play a joke on her, she really shouldn't let her travel alone, so that she won't lie on the hospital bed......

"Dean, don't cry. She respects you so much, she appreciates you so much. Will definitely wake up. He tried to comfort the weeping old woman, and looked through the glass window into the ward, where there was a young girl with her eyes closed, her face so pale that there was no trace of blood, and the bedside was full of all kinds of instruments, still functioning.

"Xiaojia, did something happen between you and Ah Yan? The well-wisher who took her to the hospital said that she was heard shouting in the mountains, and that it seemed to be a name...... This kid, it can't be that he can't think about it...... Why did God do this to her? What a good girl, how did she become like this......"

She was afraid that the old man would be sad, so she didn't want to tell the truth. So, could it be herself who she called? Thinking of this, his heart couldn't help but chuckle, "Dean, I want to accompany her alone, is it okay?" ”

"Well, stay with her more. Maybe she'll wake up. The old woman sat down in a seat beside her, closed her eyes and folded her hands, silently praying that she would wake up soon.

He walked into the ward, sat on the chair next to the bed, held the girl's hand in the palm of his hand, and pushed her body again, "Silly girl, I'm here." ”

She didn't react, still asleep.

"Mo Yan! Did you hear that? ”

The ruthless indifference he deliberately disguised, so far, deceived everyone, and her. But no matter how good his acting skills are, he still can't avoid sincere interrogation.

"I'm sorry...... I'm sorry...... I'm sorry."

"I shouldn't lie to you...... I never loved her at all, and the person I loved was always you. I was engaged to her just for my father's company, long before I returned to Shangnan, the company was almost bankrupt, for the sake of my parents, for the sake of my family, I chose to agree to the engagement, what I didn't expect was that the engagement partner turned out to be your half-sister......"

"Watching you cry makes my heart twist, but I know that I can only do this. But if I know that such a consequence will only bring you to sleep, then I would rather not. ”

"Wake up, okay? As long as you wake up, can we still be the same as before? ”

"As early as when you and I met, it was destined that the person I loved would be you."

"Mo Yan, I love you."

"Yan'er, did you hear that? I said, I love you......"

The only thing that answered him was the sound of the instruments working.

A tear slowly rolled down on his hand, and there were two tear stains clearly on his handsome face.

Kissed her hand, "I'll wait for you to wake up." I won't leave again. ”

"I promised you that we would watch the sunset by the sea together."

"I promised you that we were going to have a very lovely child."

"I promised you that we would be together until we were old...... There are more, more futures that have not yet been experienced together, you said that you want to sing songs for the rest of your life, you said that you really want the children in the orphanage to have a warm home, you say that you have to take care of your most beloved director, and you also said that you want to recognize your father and let him know that for so many years, your mother and daughter are not easy...... You haven't done so many things, and you're just asleep all the time? ”

"Mo Yan! I don't! ”

…… After that, he fell asleep on the edge of the bed, and in his dream, he returned to that clear sunny day. She walked up to him and handed him the menu, "Sir, what do you want?" He turned his head, his black pupils reflecting hers, and his lips moved slightly: "A glass of Cappuccino"

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I love you, I want to go, unknown to any fate.

I love you, let me listen, your exhaustion and fear.

I love you, I want to kiss, your stubborn heart to the limit.

Go anywhere together, look up at the stars together, go out of the forest together, and savor memories together.

Misunderstanding and jealousy together, raining and sunny together, understanding yourself better together, and finding meaning together.

I love you, I don't want to live without you, I can't live without you, I can't live without you.

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