In the boundless abyss, matter is constantly intertwined, mutually exclusive, and merging with each other, until there is a mutation in things, and the balance is gradually broken.

It's like the disappearance of the black mass, and its mutation comes from the copied me, which is the neutralization of the alien elements, and the formation of another me, maybe my survival has something to do with it.

It was also because of my transformation that I was harmed like this, but it may have been unintentionally and chosen by chance.

In my mind, another thing appeared that I could not accept, understand, and assimilate the general elements within me.

The upset equilibrium puts my brain in an extreme situation, as if there is a quarter of a blank space in the brain, and the rest of the brain is controlling the endgame, or it can slowly dissolve and form a new mode of operation, which is a kind of rebirth.

But it also needs an element, which is guidance, a direction to make sure that the outsider can create life, not end it.

This kind of guidance is actually not so easy, until the doctor comes and shows me my nerve map that he recorded.

In the spiritual realm, my brain was once very active, even flickering at a rate of twenty to thirty times a second.

The potential of the brain has been completely developed, but it is also the most deadly, because I am trying to accept things that I cannot understand.

This danger appeared quickly, because the threat of fear quickly left, but there was still something that was recorded.

This brings all my consciousness together to resist this powerful external factor with all my might.

"You've tried to destroy yourself, but there's a reason for it, you see!" Saying the doctor, he pointed on the screen again, "This is the core of the nerve reflex area, and it is also the center of the subconscious, and the flickering here also means that there is a real judgment in your consciousness, but the frequency of the flickering is only at the moment when you make a judgment!" ”

The place he was pointing to was like a button, and the light of the moment shone out the intricate lines of that place.

I shook my head, indicating that I didn't know why.

The other party sighed, "There are some things that you can't be sure of yourself, just like it!" As he spoke, he pointed to an area that was moving rapidly, "This is where the brain stores memories, but there's a minefield there, do you see?" They are like plasma, expanding the original space dozens of times, and this main power supply is one of the reasons why I faint, and ......" said, he pointed to the brain again, "The reason for the slowdown of the reaction here, I can see that in your own uncontrolled nerve zone, there is a big speed gap, and after the brain is running at a high speed, it is suddenly terminated by that power supply, which also destroys many places in the brain, such as the reaction speed, which is also the reason why you are very slow to recognize your friend." ”

Looking at the huge screen, countless neurons were linked together, and the huge minefield, dominated by the flickering light, continued to diffuse, and then quickly contracted, changing into different appearances.

On the screen, there was a tiny light pulsing, and soon I lost my way in it, and finally followed a line of electric light, and found it back.

"In the minefield, the damaged place may not be repaired by the repair nerve in a few seconds, just like the memory you see, and it is blank for a while, that is because someone took some content, but the repair nerve can repair this memory according to their other memories, avoiding the final break of the brain layer and leading to the collapse of the self."

Hearing the doctor say this, I looked at me in confusion, "Have you ever lost a memory?!" ”

"It seems to be so, but it should be very short-lived, as if someone blocked your eyes, made the brain forbidden, and then let go, the only thing you can detect is the difference in time, but the brain repairs it very quickly, like a dream, you see fragments of memory, neurons that are quickly repaired, and those that should not exist are eliminated."

I understood what he meant, and motioned for him to go on, I just wanted to know what it was.

The other party walked and looked at the button-like position on the screen, "It may be a test simulated by memory, testing the results of your exposure to those external factors, or perhaps because of this test, the main nerve gave the result at the moment of contact, saving your brain, and all the nerves were exempted from this disaster!" ”

It's a conjecture I can't perceive, and it's fast, because if there's even a 1 in 1000 chance, we'll have to stop exploring it for safety.

It's an area that we can't get into, so that's why we stopped there.

I smiled wryly, it turned out that these were the ones that were cleared, but this kind of thing, I'm afraid that if it is not eliminated, I can't think of such a complex structure of my brain.

"It seems that sometimes, the last thing we know is ourselves!" I sighed, and the doctor nodded, but didn't speak, staring at the screen.

"What's wrong, is there any more questions?"

"Of course, this could be a huge attempt, but we can't copy the data in your head, in whatever form, we can't do it, so you may need to stay and observe for a few days, not knowing ......"

Before the other party's words were finished, they were rejected by Baizhou, "Doctor, we are here to see a doctor, not to be guinea pigs!" ”

The other party immediately explained, "Listen to me, I know what I'm doing, and I understand the consequences of doing this, but if you don't understand and control what is in your head, I'm afraid you won't live for more than a year, and you will fall into brain death, because we don't know anything about that thing, it may swallow your nerves, or it may condense and crystallize in the center, and then constantly put pressure on the nerves in the brain, and the results are not optimistic!" ”

"That? Do you have any great ideas? To be able to make it live with me! I tried to ask.

"Perhaps we can find a breakthrough way, since it can be accepted by your main consciousness, it has been shown that you may have the ability to understand it, but this ability is limited, or it may be that you are missing, we can try to restore it, to make it a part of you, but before that, we must understand it, at least know what you have been exposed to, as if it were in a dream."

"How long will it take?"

"For about a few days, because we have compressed the whole by hundreds of times, so after the release, the moment that passes by also needs to be estimated!"

I glanced back at Baizhou, "If there is no more effective way, this may not be a good attempt, and since I can survive, and as the doctor said, I tried to contact the contents of the God King's mask, there may be a reason!" ”

"What do the results mean for you?" He suddenly asked, it had nothing to do with life, but it seemed to have another purpose.

I bowed my head and replied, "Maybe the Prophet asked you to ask this question, and I can't say it, but who of us didn't survive for the result?" ”

I looked at Baizhou, I looked at the others, and finally nodded to the doctor, signaling agreement, but when it was the turn of the family to sign, it made me worried, but the fat man stepped forward and signed a proposed name on behalf of my "family" - Qin Hai, in the name of my brother.

When I was lying on the bed alone, I looked at them and had some questions in my heart that I wanted to ask, and I opened my mouth, but I didn't know where to start.

Seeing that I agreed, the doctor happily left, and went to prepare a device that could better analyze the contents of the demon's mind.

This is a big hospital, and the doctor has a bit of a way, so if he said those words with such confidence, it is impossible to be unprepared.

I reassured them, looked up and asked about Elder Song and Li Sansi's funeral.

Baizhou shook his head helplessly, after I made such a fuss, Elder Song's funeral had been buried at night as scheduled, and the affairs of the Li family had also been arranged.

I didn't know how many of his simple things I hadn't thought about, so I just nodded.

When the fat man came back, he glanced at me, and then pulled Yin Daochang out, saying that there was something, and the other party nodded, and put the photo and my wallet back in his pocket.

When leaving, I called him if there was any problem.

I nodded, and then I saw the two of them leave.

When the nurse came to give me an injection again, she looked at me a few more times, and Liu Ran and Baizhou said, "Do you want to stay with you?" ”

Baizhou glanced at the clock, "I'm sorry, I'm afraid I can't stay long, there are other things to do!" ”

I waved my hand, "This is the hospital, don't worry!" ”

Then Liu Ran nodded, she was okay now, so she took the folder and opened a companion room next to me to explore the contents of those documents.