I was sitting in the gazebo, a dazzling light came, I unconsciously closed my eyes, the moment I turned my head, a familiar and anxious voice whistled from a distance of a few meters from me, like a spring thunder forcing through the quiet dusk, with unprecedented surprise and excitement - "Yue'er, I finally found you!" Finally found you! ”

Looking up, a majestic and upright figure appeared in front of me, wrapped in wind and dust all the way, as if coming through the frost and haze, between the eyebrows and eyes are full of affection like the sea of the past, but there are dazzling stars jumping. I got up slowly, and with tears in my eyes, I saw that Chen Ran's face was as clear as yesterday, with the rush of running and the indescribable fear faintly, but I was surrounded by greater relief and gratitude. I don't understand why he is here at this moment, but I feel that in the twilight of March, after suffering humiliation and misfortune, Chen Ran's appearance is like a light through the layers of ink haze, shining directly into my heart that has already lost blood, saving my life.

Unexpectedly spoke, "Brother Chen......", the next second, but was suddenly embraced into his arms, that embrace, warm as spring, longed for a long time, his breath came to his face, with a heavy cold coolness, his heart fluctuated sharply, as if containing huge throbbing and energy. He hugged me so tightly, so tightly, as if even my bones ached. I felt like I was in a dream, and only the pain made me feel that his embrace was so real. My face was against his chest, and his heartbeat was solid and sure, sending me a steady stream of strength. His chin was on my forehead, and his breath only called my name repeatedly, and the warm breath came from the top of his head, along with the compassion and tenderness in his voice: "Yue'er, Yue'er, where have you been, I can't contact you, I, I almost thought I was going to lose you......" His voice was hoarse, he closed his eyes slightly, only the great pity and incomparable happiness that seemed to be lost after the haggard exhaustion dissipated.

"Big brother, I, my bag was robbed...... I choked up in his arms, as if I couldn't tell all kinds of grievances, "The phone, wallet, and keys are all gone...... I couldn't get in touch with anyone, so I just walked back...... I can't even go home......"

"You were robbed?!" Chen Ran's voice suddenly increased because of nervousness, and he stroked my arms, rarely flustered, "Are you hurt?" Yes? Have it?! I shook my head desperately with tears welling up, "No, no," finally I no longer had to endure my helplessness and weakness, "Big brother, I'm just scared of ......"

"Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, I'm here" Chen Ran hugged me tighter, as if he wanted to rub me into his body, as if this was the only way to soothe the loneliness and fear in my heart and the surging turmoil in his heart. "It's okay, it's okay...... it's okay," patted me on the back, I seemed to hear him sigh, slowly let go of the hands that surrounded me, lifted my face, and wiped away tears from my cheeks, indescribable love and compassion. There was a colorful light in his eyes, firmly fixing my figure, as if there was an endless bitter tenderness circulating, and even my figure was reflected beautifully. Taking a deep breath, as if he had made up his mind, his voice was low and thick, and every word rolled down into his heart like a mountain spring, splashing and echoing "Yue'er, I don't want to be just your big brother," holding my hands, he looked at me firmly again, "I want to take care of you for a lifetime, is that okay?" ”

Something shone brightly before my eyes, scrambling to blossom, and the flowers, purple and red, bloomed one by one, so bright that people could not open their eyes, only full of beautiful swaths of spread and growth. The air around them seemed to stop flowing, the world was so quiet that only each other's breath could be heard, a cool wind blew through, the Xiuhe River in the distance shimmered, and only the sound of oars and lights swayed in the years. His heart was at a loss and I didn't know the joy and sorrow between the big opening and closing, my heart was full of Chen Ran's words and only floating and looping, he said that he didn't want to be my big brother, he said that he wanted to take care of me, with a lifetime of time, at this moment, he said such words to me, gentle and firm, as if using all the strength of a lifetime, after I experienced the sadness of falling to the bottom of the valley and the loneliness of flying disasters, in the recklessness of the sky with the fading golden glow and the first appearance of the bright moonlight, in the meandering of the Yinyin embroidery river and the gaze of the grass and trees beside me, He said such an oath to me, not on the spur of the moment, nor without self-deception, but like a traveler on a hike finally met the scene in his dreams, as if caring for a rare treasure, he asked you sincerely, with a tentative tone, respecting your wishes, but also expressing his deep affection, with the delivery and patience of "I am fortunate, not my life", he looked into my eyes again, held my hands and kissed me lightly on the lips, "Let me take care of you, okay?" ”

I don't know how to answer, as if one second ago I was still immersed in the sorrow and despair of thinking that I had to endure the pain of love, and the next second Chen Ran broke through the vast sea of people and walked in front of me, telling me that nothing has changed, or everything has changed, he no longer wants to be my big brother, he has always had the same affection as me, just wants to be closer to me, and get closer, until he walks into each other's lives and comes to the end of the years. May I? May I? Can we? I don't know, I don't dare to think about it, I don't want to think about it! At this moment, I only know that the man I love has the same heart for me as I do, and my tossing and turning for so many days and nights is not a person who is self-pitying, there is really a sense in this world, there is really a doom, and there is really a chance to be together! I am surrounded by a great sense of happiness, I no longer want to care about the world, I don't want to care about the eyes of others, I don't want to think about the future, at this moment, right now, let me be selfish, let me follow my heart once, let me live for myself, I only want to tell my beloved man, his delivery is not a lonely palm, in so many years of streamers, my shadow has been carefully behind him, Just waiting for the day when he once thought he was out of reach could fly with him.

Chen Ran looked at me with eyes as bright as the sea, and my appearance was reflected in the dark pupils, shining like stars on the sea, swaying and swaying. My tears were like water opening the floodgates, no matter how they flowed, I looked at the man in front of me who was as strong as jade in the world, and nodded: "Okay."

I saw Chen Ran smile with joy and excitement like a child, tears flashed in his eyes, and he let out a long breath of relief, but he was so excited that he didn't know what to do, so he took me into his arms and kept repeating: "Okay, good...... Yue'er, I'm so happy, I'm so happy......"

Leaning on his arms again, but no longer as a little sister, this makes me feel inexplicably grateful and throbbing. The man I am leaning on in front of me, his chest is so broad, his arms are so warm, he is my lover, he is the person I have thought about thousands of times, and now, I am really in his arms and in his heart, he is so affectionately embraced, he is so tender, I can really have this love!

I stretched out my hands and slowly wrapped my arms around his waist, and I felt his body shake as he wrapped his arms around me tighter. Imprinted a kiss on my forehead, he whispered, "Yue'er, I love you, I love you......" His voice came from a misty time and space, but it was clearly buzzing in my ears, "From the first time I saw you, no, I have never seen you, I have been tempted by you, you know, Yue'er, I never dared to hope that we can have today, I can really have your ......"

I buried my head in his heart, listening to him choke with emotion, my heart was like steaming and burning in a hot fire, it turned out that we were so similar, it turned out that we were all thinking about each other before we met each other, is this a fatal entanglement? Could it be that there is really a predestined fate in the dark, so that he and I, even after such a long time and such a long distance, still cross the far end of the world and meet in this vivid and real moment. I closed my eyes and nodded constantly, "Chen Ran, I understand, I understand everything, because I am the same......"

"What did you just call me?" Chen Ran let go of me and stared into my eyes in disbelief, "What did you say?" “

"Chen Ran, can I call you that?" For the first time, I stared into his eyes so bravely.

"Of course, of course, Yue'er, you don't know how happy I am to hear you call me by name" His face was rarely ecstatic, like a young man in his first love, "Every time you call me Brother Chen, I silently say in my heart, I don't want to be your big brother, I want more, Yue'er, I finally waited for this day......"

I looked at him with a smile, a little tear glistening in my eyes, "I said, I am also like you, I have my heart for you before I met you......" My hand touched his face, touched the eyebrows that had made me dream, his contours were resolute and clear, his eyebrows were as black as ink, and the slightly rough skin lines were full of vicissitudes of life, and I even felt the stubble rubbing on his cheeks, the first time I touched him so closely, only the tender veins flowed in my heart, "Chen Ran, The first time I heard your name, I had a familiar feeling, as if we had known each other a long time ago, and then we met and even became your little sister, you were good to me, everything you did for me, I remember every bit of it, I want to tell you, but I'm afraid to tell you...... I ......".

There was a warm breath that engulfed me in an instant. Chen Ran's kiss is like the most beautiful and brightest glow in the spring dusk, falling on my lips, face, body, heart, soft and long, I closed my eyes in the huge stunned and earth-shaking touch, and let the deep and tactful love of each other's different paths and the floating love that has gone through such a long time drown in this verdant world.