Mi Lei turned her head and saw that the expression on her face was so determined, as if she was ready for anything.

"However, the success rate of the operation is only 20%! That's too low! Mi Lei muttered, to be honest, she was really afraid that she would never see Shiraki again after the operation.

"Let's think about it again, okay? Maybe there's a better way? Mi Lei begged.

Bai Mu shook his head, "Don't think about it anymore, it's settled." I don't want to bear this pain anymore, even if the operation fails? I've seen it all. ”

If it was before seeing Tang Xinwan's last face, Bai Mu might choose conservative treatment, even if he would suffer a lot of pain, he would not hesitate to do so.

But now that Tang Xinwan is living a good life, Bai Mu has no worries in his heart, and he is also relieved, so he decided to operate.

He really didn't want to live like this anymore, this kind of pain was too unbearable. Rather than live in pain every day, it is better to give it a go, even if the operation fails in the end, it is his fate, and he will not regret it.

Xie Mingxiang shook his head and said with a wry smile: "I knew you would make this choice..."

After a pause, Xie Mingxiang suddenly said, "Why don't you tell Xinwan about the operation?" As you know, her medical level is not below mine now, and with her help, the success rate of this operation will increase a lot..."

"How much?" Shiraki asked.

Xie Mingxiang hesitated, "Half sure..."

"Half..."Bai Mu shook his head slightly, and asked rhetorically, "Then there is a half chance that it will fail, isn't it?" If she fails, do you know how much pain Xinwan will endure? Isn't my hard work all these years in vain? ”

Xie Mingxiang was speechless.

"So be it!" Bai Mu slowly closed his eyes, at this moment, he seemed to be an old man in his twilight years, and he saw everything in the world, "Mingxiang, I believe in you, you just let it go!" Even if the surgery fails in the end, I don't blame you. I. I'm ready..."

Xie Mingxiang sighed, he knew that he couldn't say anything about Bai Mu, so he could only agree, "Okay, the time of the operation is temporarily set for a month later, during this time, you can recuperate your body first, and I am also ready to prepare, and strive to improve the success rate of the operation." ”

Bai Mu opened his eyes again, looked at the gardenia outside the window, and said softly, "Mingxiang, thank you." ”

Xie Mingxiang smiled miserably, "Here it is again, if you really want to thank me, you shouldn't leave me with such a big problem..."

Bai Mu shook his head slightly, "Mingxiang, you know me. ”

"Yes! I know you, the decisions you made, no one can change anymore. Xie Mingxiang could only smile bitterly.

Mi Lei wanted to say something, but was stopped by Xie Mingxiang.

Xie Mingxiang shook his head lightly at her, "Let's go, let him stay alone for a while..."

Mi Lei's beautiful eyes glanced at Bai Mu deeply, and she could only stop there.

The room fell silent, and only Shiraki was left. Bai Mu stared blankly at the blooming gardenia not far away, a touch of tenderness appeared in his dark eyes, but the hot tears slipped down uncontrollably, covering his entire face.

Xinwan, goodbye.

This time, maybe it's really never going to see each other again.

At this moment, Bai Mu was extremely happy, glad that Tang Xinwan didn't know this, otherwise, maybe they would have to repeat the mistakes of Bai Mu's parents back then.

He knew what a 20% success rate meant, and if there was no miracle, he wouldn't have survived. Fortunately, Tang Xinwan didn't know this. Otherwise, if the operation fails, she is likely to fall into endless self-blame and guilt, and just thinking about it, Bai Mu feels extremely heartbroken.

So let him bear all this alone!

Xinwan, I wish you happiness, I'm sorry, I can't protect and love you like before, I hope you can find someone who loves you like me, and be happy forever.

If there is an afterlife, I will definitely compensate you well.

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At the same time, in a certain corner of another city, Tang Xinwan suddenly had a severe pain in her heart, she didn't know why, but now she couldn't make up her mind and signed her name on the invitation in front of her.

Tang Xinwan's right hand holding the pen kept trembling, and tears couldn't stop flowing, wetting the invitation in front of her.

"What? Are you thinking about him again? Tang's mother shook her head, patted her daughter's back, and comforted: "The two of you can't go together." Isn't it good to have another person who loves you dearly now? Marriage is a girl's top priority, and being with someone who loves you is not the same as being with someone you love. I believe Mom, your life will be very happy in the future, after all, the two of you are just fated, don't force it..."

On his side, Tang's father kept smoking cigarettes, the ashtray in front of him was already full of cigarette butts, and his eyes were also bloodshot.

He had quit smoking for a long time, but this time, he couldn't control himself. When this moment happened, it was as if only nicotine could dilute his troubles.

Seeing his daughter like this, why is he not sad as a father? But he couldn't do anything, in his ears, he could still vaguely hear Bai Mu's original words, and he didn't know what to do.

Tang's father sighed, snuffed out the cigarette in his hand, and then walked to his daughter's side and changed the invitation in front of her.

"Daddy!"

Tang Xinwan raised her head, tears had already cried her makeup, her voice was so miserable, it was so painful.

Tang's father slowly closed his eyes, not letting his daughter see the struggle in his eyes, and after a long time, he said softly: "Wan'er, let it go..."

Tang Xinwan's heart was completely dead at this moment, and a kind of despair appeared in her eyes, she knew that it was time for her to accept her fate. There are some things that can be achieved without forcing them to come to fruition...

The pen in her hand gradually fell, each stroke was so heavy, and her heart, which was only fiery for one person, was also completely sealed in this invitation with the handwriting.

"To, Shiraki..."

This invitation is written to Shiraki, so it's different from other invitations. This time, the pen is particularly dignified. Tang Xinwan believed that if Bai Mu saw this invitation, he would understand his thoughts.

Tang Xinwan didn't know where Bai Mu was now, so she could only send the invitation to the welfare home, hoping that Bai Mu would see it.

The invitation was closed, and a glimmer of hope rose in Tang Xinwan's heart for the last time.

She is still looking forward to the fact that Shiraki will appear at her wedding, and he will appear in front of her like in a movie and snatch himself away from the wedding scene.

Her gaze looked into the distance.

Shiraki, will you show up?