Chapter 629: One Last Indulgence
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Ji Weiran turned off his phone, and turned it off after sending a WeChat message to Yang Lan saying that he wanted to get some sleep.
For a whole day, she didn't go anywhere, just kept sitting on the ground, bent her legs, and hugged herself.
Motionless.
It wasn't until the room was falling into darkness that she slowly came back to her senses.
Oh.
It turned out that it was dark.
Time flies so fast, without a trace.
Perhaps, many things are like time, and slowly, there will be no traces.
All she needs is time.
Her feet were numb, but she still stood up and walked out with a pout.
When she touched the doorknob, her fingers trembled violently, like electricity rushing through her.
Ji Weiran lost his mind.
But this mood only lasted for a few seconds.
Taking a deep breath, she opened the door.
No one.
Nothing.
Unable to tell whether she was disappointed or rejoicing, clenching her fingers, she walked to the elevator and pressed the underground parking lot, where she remembered that she had a scooter parked.
The car sped straight out.
She didn't close the window and let the wind blow in, as if only in this way could she be more awake.
But......
She still didn't know where she was going, or where she could go.
drove aimlessly all the way, until a red light stopped, and the corner of her eye unexpectedly found that she unknowingly drove the car to the vicinity of the high school where she went to high school with Wanwan and Gu Yan.
Her eyelashes fluttered, very unproductive, and the tip of her nose was a little sore.
Those three years, the three years when her heart was throbbing, were also her happiest time.
As if out of control, at the next intersection, she changed lanes and turned around.
She remembered that there was a snack street nearby, when they were in school, the three of them would come to eat almost every day, Gu Yan was older than them, even if he went to college in other places, as long as he came back from vacation, he would still pull them to eat.
There, there is so much singing and laughing.
She couldn't help but stop the car, put on her sunglasses and walked over.
When I walked to the intersection, the excitement inside came out.
At first glance, they are basically young faces.
Ji Weiran habitually walked inside.
She remembers that there was an authentic skewer shop in the innermost part of the house, and they would eat it every time they came.
I just don't know......
Suddenly, Ji Weiran's footsteps stopped.
It's gone.
Sure enough, things are not people.
At this moment, she couldn't tell what she was feeling in her heart.
After a while, she turned around and walked into a hot pot restaurant next to her mechanically and casually, and then she sat mechanically by the window and ordered a hot pot to eat alone.
Can......
As if he had lost his sense of taste, Ji Weiran couldn't eat it.
The taste is the same as chewing wax.
But even so, she forced herself to eat all the food she ordered.
When I left, my stomach was full, but my heart was ...... but it is empty.
Suddenly lost interest in continuing shopping, Ji Weiran wanted to leave.
However, standing at the intersection, watching people come and go, she was confused.
Where should she go?
She didn't move.
Untilβ
"Would you like to have a drink together?"
Ji Weiran suddenly raised his head.
Half an hour later.
The car stopped by the river.
Ji Weiran sat silently on the chair.
"Give." Jiang Yuchen handed her the beer.
Ji Weiran took it.
Without hesitation, she opened it, then tilted her head back and drank most of it.
Jiang Yuchen didn't persuade her, just silently drank with her.
Neither of them spoke, as if they were about to drink together.
The moonlight shrouded and a breeze hit.
Ji Weiran seems to be sober and slightly drunk.
"Jiang Yuchen."
"Hmm."
Another can of beer was opened, Ji Weiran took a sip, turned his head, and his eyes were shining: "Can I ...... A question for you? β
"Hmm."
"You love Jiang Manqing so much, have you thought about it...... Give up? Will you give up? β
The air seemed to fall silent.
"I ......"
Jiang Yuchen also turned his head.
"Nope." He interrupted her lightly, and for the first time, he replied frankly in the face of this feeling, "I won't give up, I'm very selfish and possessive, I can't watch her belong to someone else." β
He spoke very calmly, as if he was saying something very ordinary, but in his eyes, there was a clear sparkle of imperative that could not be ignored.
So strongly.
Somehow, Ji Weiran's chest suddenly felt very tight, and those emotions that had been suppressed seemed to be hooked out at once.
She couldn't resist it.
The hand holding the beer unconsciously exerted force, and the can was slightly deformed, and some beer flowed out.
Ji Weiran couldn't feel it.
She just had a heartache.
"Jiang Yuchen," lowered her head, she tried her best to endure it, but she couldn't, "I gave up...... I couldn't help but ask myself, is it because I'm not loving enough? Or am I too selfish, or ...... Too timid? β
Her eyes were already red.
At this moment, she was weaker than she had ever been.
After taking a sip of wine, she pulled her lips and laughed at herself: "I'm ...... today He...... I couldn't get past that hurdle in my heart, but at the same time, I hated myself, I felt like a third party, almost ruining other people's feelings. They...... I can't see the future, so ...... I selfishly chose to end. β
She looked up, tears shining in her eyes: "So, compared to you, I'm really ...... Maybe it's not enough love, but I think my choice is right, I won't regret it, I won't ......"
Jiang Yuchen looked at her quietly for a moment.
"It's decided?" He asked.
"Hmm."
"Want to hear what I think?"
"Okay." Ji Weiran tried to smile, but he didn't succeed.
"Even if there is no such thing as today, Gu Yan ...... Not necessarily for you. β
Ji Weiran's movements as he held the beer stiffened.
She suddenly remembered what Mrs. Gu had said to her that day, and she said that she and Gu Yan were not suitable.
Square peg......
Jiang Yuchen simply handed her another can of beer: "Once you make up your mind, it will be difficult to change it, Gu Yan may not be, although he doesn't know what happened between you, he probably won't give up." If you need my help, just let me know, huh? β
Ji Weiran looked at him in a daze.
Long.
She spoke, her voice was low and deep: "Jiang Yuchen, thank you......"
Sip after sip, Ji Weiran didn't know how much wine she had drunk, what she knew was that she knew very well what she was doing and what she was going to do.
Tonight, let her indulge once.
Last ......
At the same time, the Gu family villa.
"Bang!"
The door was slammed into the sky.
Gu Yan didn't seem to hear it, he just had a pair of scarlet eyes, staring at the gentle mother sitting on the sofa angrily and incredulously.
The more he looked, the more rapid his breathing became.
"Mom!" He almost gritted his teeth, squeezing a word out of his teeth.
And the moment the words fell, his heart hurt as if he had been torn apart by five horses.
Gu Mu seemed to have just discovered his existence.
"Words?" Looking up, she glanced at him and frowned slightly, "Why aren't you lying in the hospital?" Didn't you say that you should take care of your injuries? You don't know that you have been injured for 100 days? β
Gu Yan didn't move, and the whole person seemed to be surrounded by anger.
Gu's mother's brows furrowed even tighter, but when she spoke again, she smiled again, her tone was full of helplessness: "Okay, okay, don't say it, don't say it, I know you don't like to listen, but your legs are your own, although there is no big problem, you still have to pay attention." β
After a pause, she seemed to think of something, and said with a smile: "It's just right to come back, just come over and see, how many auspicious days are there for the zodiac, which one do you choose?" If you don't want to get engaged, get married directly, it's ......"
The words came to an abrupt end!
"Words!" Gu Mu stood up suddenly, and looked at Huang Li, who was thrown to the ground by him, "You ......"
Her expression was no different from her usual expression.
But Gu Yan looked at it, but he only felt as if she had been pricked with one stitch after another.
He couldn't accept it.
"Is the show enough?!" Anger turned into hatred, and he stared at the person in front of him, "From beginning to end, my son is in your heart, is he a fool?!" Am I still not your son?! Why are you doing that to me?! Why?! β
His roar was so loud that the whole villa seemed to tremble.
And his eyes ......
Uncontrollable, Gu's mother panicked, and subconsciously wanted to shake his hand: "Yanyan, you ......"
"Smack!"
The hand was thrown away.
"Don't touch me!" Word by word, Gu Yan at this time was like a lion who couldn't express his sadness, "Don't touch me!" β
Gu's mother's breath stagnated.
"Words ......"
Gu Yan looked at her and couldn't stop sneering: "Do you still want to pretend?!" What did you do to hide from me, say those things in front of so many reporters, and take me for it?! Am I your puppet?! β
His eyes were getting redder and redder, and one of his hearts was in great pain as if it had been torn apart.
No one knows how much hatred he felt in his heart when he saw that video.
I hate this family, and I hate myself.
He wanted to go to Weidye to explain, but she didn't see him, and the phone was turned off, he was afraid, afraid that she had also seen the video, but he knew very well in his heart that she must have seen it.
She's such a proud person......
Finally, I didn't hold back, and a tear flowed down the corner of my eye.
Gu's mother saw it and mourned.
"Words ......" she subconsciously wanted to say something.
However, thinking of that decision, the words on her lips changed abruptly, and even her expression became indifferent and resolute: "Since you have seen it, then you should know that it is impossible for you and Weiran to be together, whether it was in the past, or now, or in the future." Put away your impulses, if you blindly want to explain, want to be with her, you will only ruin her future, is that what you want to see? Or is it something that micro-dyeing is willing to bear? β
After a pause, she continued: "I said a long time ago that you are not suitable, even if you are barely together, you will still be separated, and now, it is the best for both of you. Words, Mom...... It won't hurt you, do you understand your mother's hard work? β
As if his body couldn't bear it, Gu Yan took two steps back.
He looked at her in disbelief as if he had never known his mother.