Chapter 439: Doubts in my heart

Under a large tree, Xiao Nai saw the Eagle King disappear into the sky, and walked with the angel and the wind in the direction of his mother's graveyard.

Although it is common to encounter humans who come here to pay homage to their relatives during the day, Xiao Nai has already hidden the extra tail with the invisibility ability, and the angel's small flesh wings have also been retracted, as long as those people don't look closely, they can't recognize them as demonic beasts.

Xiao Nai's body shape is not much different from ordinary cats and dogs, even if humans see it from a distance, they will only think that they are ordinary stray cats and dogs that have wandered here.

This is a cemetery, often people will bring sacrifices here to pay tribute to their relatives, and those who can be buried here are rich people who naturally will not do such a thing as taking away those sacrifices, so in this remote place will also attract those stray cats and dogs to come here, many people have seen no wonder.

So along the way, the three of them had no intention of hiding their figures, and they just flew away in this place where the graves were located.

The grass on the side of the road began to turn yellow because of the beginning of winter, and the ground was covered with all kinds of dead leaves, making the whole world seem to exude a kind of bleak beauty.

As it got closer and closer to where its mother was, Xiao Nai's mood became heavier and heavier, and even the angels and the wind became quiet after feeling this atmosphere, silently following behind it.

The memories of the human time in his heart are constantly playing back in Xiao Nai's mind, as if he is watching a movie, and those pictures that he thought he had forgotten began to appear in his mind at this time.

The mother's smile, the stern or gentle face seemed to appear in its eyes again.

Mom, are you okay?

Not far from it, on a small slope, rows of neatly lined cemeteries sit. But it didn't need to look closely, its eyes were locked on one of the tombs. When it was a human, it came here a lot, so it was very familiar with it.

But when it saw a new grave appear next to its mother's grave, its eyes sharpened, and its figure scurried towards the place.

It turned out that the cemetery next to its mother was originally empty, and when it buried its mother, it had bought the piece next to it, which it had left for its irresponsible father.

Because his mother never forgot his father when she was alive, Xiao Nai wanted to bury him with his mother if his father died, and keep him if he didn't die. His father owed his mother so much that he would be buried together when he died, so that he could pay for what he owed.

Now seeing that this cemetery is actually occupied, it naturally makes it angry. It's just that after getting closer and seeing the names and photos on the tombstone, Xiao Nai's expression couldn't help but be stunned.

The tombstone turned out to be its name, which made Xiao Nai's spirit can't help but be in a trance. Seeing the name of Cheng Xiaoxue next to him, Xiao Nai already figured out what was going on.

After Xiao Nai died, his mother's sister came to Liuyuan City to deal with his funeral. Thinking of this aunt who looked exactly like his mother, there was a very complicated look in its eyes.

Then he realized that his human body was buried in it, and for a moment he felt that his heart was empty. It was as if an invisible and unspeakable sadness had surged into its heart, and even Xiao Nai didn't know how to express that complicated mood like a world away.

Meow!

At this time, Xiao Nai felt something touching it, and it turned its head to see that it was an angel who was looking at it with caring eyes. It said with a sad expression, "I want to stay here alone for a while, and you don't have to worry about me." ”

After saying this, Xiao Nai walked towards its mother's tombstone with a blank expression, looking at its mother's last photo, it seemed to have returned to its mother's side, and its body, which began to become cold, seemed to feel a burst of warmth at this time.

It leaned against its mother's tombstone without the angels and the wind, cowering and its mind drifting toward the distant past.

Seeing the sad and inexplicable Xiao Nai, although the angel and the wind did not understand its mood at this time, they already understood that the human beings buried here must be very important to Xiao Nai. They didn't bother Xiao Nai, the angel and the wind looked at each other and found a place to lie down around, and quietly stood guard for Xiao Nai.

The cold wind howled by, rolling up a few fallen leaves and dancing with the wind. Except for the occasional sound of birds and insects, this remote corner began to become quiet. Occasionally, stray cats and dogs come from afar, and they can't help but avoid this place after seeing the threatening gaze of the wind and the angel.

In the distance, the caretaker of the cemetery passed by at intervals, but he only glanced at the place from a distance, and he did not pass by here at all.

Time passed in this peaceful atmosphere, Xiao Nai closed his eyes and thought about the past, but also looked at the present, and realized everything at this time. As it returned, all the doubts in its mind seemed to begin to clear, and the vague answers became clear.

The spiritual world is silently undergoing some changes, the invisible shackles in the bottom of the heart seem to be beginning to disintegrate, and the soul is like getting real freedom, making it feel more relaxed than ever.

The body seems to have received some kind of opportunity to become more connected with its spirit, as if it is only now that it is truly becoming one.

In fact, since becoming a cat, Xiao Nai has always had a doubt. Was it really reborn in the first place? Is it the Nine-Tails or Xiao Nai? Why does it become more and more animalistic in nature over time after it has acquired human consciousness, except at the beginning?

When all of Xiao Nai's wishes were fulfilled during his lifetime, he had a clear answer in his heart.

Many strong human beings have conducted in-depth research on the soul, because they have found that no one or the demonic beast awakens the ability to be exactly the same, even if it is two people who awaken the fireball technique in the same way, their fireballs will be different.

Using the same amount of dark energy to emit fireballs, one of the abilities may be a little hotter, the other may be a little larger, and even the color of the flame will be somewhat different.

Just as it is absolutely impossible for this world to have two identical leaves, some Adepts have forcibly discovered two different life-awakened fireball spells, and their rune construction is also somewhat different. Same words, but written by different people.

At first, some people thought it was because of their constitution, but later research found that everyone's constitution was the same before the awakening ability, and it was only after the awakening ability that the constitution began to show attribute-like differences.

Therefore, in the end, it is believed that the awakening of the ability is related to the spiritual consciousness of a creature, and the soul of each creature naturally has attributes that are biased towards one aspect or another, so the awakened ability will be different. When a creature's spirit is combined with that dark energy, the dark energy will transform the body according to the bias of the soul's attributes, and then give birth to the ability rune.

Xiao Nai's original ability was speed, but after becoming a cat, he awakened a snaketail ability with devouring attributes. Theoretically, even if he did reincarnate, he wouldn't have awakened the Snake Tail. Because with Xiao Nai's soul attribute bias, no matter how good it is, it is impossible to awaken the snake tail ability.

Now that it had returned with his father's corpse and fulfilled all of Xiao Nai's wishes, all his doubts had been answered. It's the black cat called Black Bean, and in some respects it can also be Xiao Nai.

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