Chapter 199: Favoring One Over the Other
I wasn't sure where the idea came from, and I couldn't be sure right now, so I went straight to the idea and thought about it.
Sometimes, you have to be quick to do whatever you want or do it, or you're likely to miss something important.
But because I didn't make a definitive judgment, that could have made things worse for me.
But now I can't care so much, after I think about it, my eyes move slightly, if I don't know their previous conversation, and I don't understand the hint that the mask man left for Baizhou, why can't I just wait for work and use the mask man's thoughts to restore the conjecture? It's as if he came up on his own, eliminated all thoughts, and concentrated on what the masked man should do, and he might be able to find a useful clue along the way.
After giving up my clues, I boldly took action, feeling as if I had found the direction in the labyrinth, and my thoughts were gradually linked.
I tried to calm myself down, and after emptying my thoughts, I looked around intently, completely turning myself into a masked man.
My purpose, my purpose! I admonished myself and walked into the darkness, and the first person to come here looked around curiously, and found the stone walls, and the general situation, but there were still many uncertainties.
As I was about to go somewhere else, my heart moved again, and I immediately stopped my steps, looked along the stone wall around me, and looked overhead, where I found a stone wall with a mask carved into it.
The mask was different from everyone around me, but I didn't have time to look for the difference, and looked elsewhere.
Again, on the edge of the mask, there is a circular border that seems to completely surround the mask.
And the reason why I was able to see those in the dark was because the color of the round edge was so heavy that it stood out compared to the surrounding places.
I didn't dare to think about it at a glance, but my heart was shaking, like a person stuffed in a box, desperately eager to leave, and my eyes were leaping in the dark.
Intuitively determine the situation around you and simplify your thoughts to a large extent.
I saw the stone walls and wondered what I was looking for, maybe the Masked Man had found it, just because he ......
Damn, I scolded myself to calm myself down, but staring at the dark stone wall and the mask seemed to distract me.
The masked man, the thing on it was his face, and I had no choice but to use such an immature idea to concentrate and not distract myself.
He found it, and I can't find it for no reason! Thinking to myself, I walked forward again, and finally in one place, I found a clue.
It was a relief on the stone wall, and when I saw it, I immediately walked over and made quick observations and judgments about it.
It was also a human face, which also made me subconsciously think of the masked man, and then I was about to turn back, but I was able to control it.
No, this face is not it, maybe that's what the masked man has been looking for, and then what he did.
I shook my head and shook off the responses from all directions, no matter what he did, now I had to try again.
After barely figuring out what the mask was for, he reached over it and fumbled for its outline to determine if it had any mechanism.
But I didn't find anything other than the little things above, and the poison around me began to rush at me again.
I immediately withdrew my hand, only to feel a flicker of consciousness, and inexplicably felt as if something was missing in front of me.
But when I looked around, I realized that I didn't know how long I had been walking, and I couldn't remember why I came here.
Holding my head, I fixed my thoughts and looked at them, but my thoughts were uncontrollable, and I vaguely saw a human face, and when I looked at it, it was as if I was staring at the bright light.
The more I try to fix myself, the more I lack reasons and ideas to fix myself, so I go back and forth in this cycle.
But I don't know how I did it, it's like when I look back, I can't remember what my last thought was and why I came here.
The situation was terrible, it seemed like the door was at hand, but the key was missing.
The more I thought about the key, the more complicated it became, so I casually followed my inner thoughts, because I believed that I was looking for and recalling the content related to me, and it was best to choose a fulcrum of the problem from the details I thought.
The mixed thoughts were broken down by me little by little, but when I got up again, I suddenly realized that my body was out of control.
Maybe you can control it, but because you ingest too much floating poison, it seems to have become a balloon, and your whole body floats, and the consciousness that controls your body also floats.
I hadn't taken a few steps before I turned back, and my thoughts about the mask had begun to blur.
It's a terrible situation, so I had to shorten my thoughts and identify two core things out of those thoughts.
Masks, keys!
After these two words, I whispered to myself, and tried to crawl forward, because the control of the body was already very weak, and when I was concentrating on controlling my thoughts and fixing on those two words, I could no longer try to walk, so I had to rely on that weak consciousness to restrain myself and move forward little by little.
I repeated it quickly, with the only little consciousness I had left, I was repeating those two words, but now I didn't know what was behind these two words, why did I keep repeating them?
My consciousness is getting weaker and weaker, I don't even understand who told me these two words, but I am dominated by a strong consciousness, constantly repeating,
The distance was so long that I had forgotten how to go on, as if everything around me had disappeared.
I don't know why I'm here or what I'm going to do, it's like a repeater running out of power, repeating those two simple words with that little bit of awareness.
But at this moment, I suddenly felt some light, and then there was a sound, but my consciousness no longer knew how to tell what it was.
I don't even know where the light comes from and what it means.
I only felt another voice coming from slow to fast, followed by a pair of shoes, but in the darkness, I couldn't tell whose it was, and I didn't have time to tell it, only a subjective consciousness, still trying to drive all the power, telling the master of the light what I had been repeating.
When I said it, it seemed to be very loud, I just thought it was very loud, because I couldn't hear it, and my arm was subconsciously grasping at that shoe, who was that?
I don't know if I'm like the Mask Man, I can't sleep, or if no one here knows about it, and we can't leave with his initial prompt.
When I closed my eyes, my consciousness became more and more blurry, but my sense of touch was not gone, but my hearing was already very weak.
Barely a little vocal, but soon forgot who was speaking, corresponding to the voice, only picking out a blank name.
After saying a few words, it seemed to slowly lift me up and let me lean against the stone wall, but when it was about to leave, my heart was suddenly filled with a kind of fear, like a babbling child, afraid of being abandoned, afraid of being alone in the dark.
I tried to hold on to its arm, but I was only mentally trying to stop it, but I still didn't feel any results.
It was as if I saw hope and despair, and they mixed together and swallowed me up.
Like a lonely crying child, or like a puppet discarded in the dark, we lose ourselves, the whole weight of our bodies is broken down, and I can even see my own thoughts, like a messy ball of yarn, but there is a vague figure inside.
The figure dangled and floated in front of me, and when it came to me, it became two again, and after it left, it became four again.
When I chased it, it became eight again, surrounding me, and I thought it was someone else, that was what I was looking for, but when I got closer, I realized that it was me, and they were shadows scattered from me.
They include my habits, intuition, thoughts, judgments, and an infinite number of inner guesses.
It's about the laws of life, about the memories of the past, and about everything I'm experiencing now.
Finally, in my confused search, I found a self and slowly put it away, which was my "subjectivity"
After finding it, I came to my senses again and found that the scattered selves were nearby, just because I hadn't paid attention to it just now.
After I found them, I saw that those people were also doing their own things, and it seemed like I was now, so confused and overwhelmed.
I tried to walk towards them, but suddenly I heard a gentle voice, and when I looked back at the voice, I saw that I was smiling, learning to laugh at a person in my memory.
It asked me, why do you want to find another version of yourself, wouldn't it be nice to stay here?
I didn't know how to answer, so I just stared at it.