Chapter 103: I'm sorry, I still miss you so much.
"What? Do it. If you break people up sooner or later, he will never bother with you again. You're happy, aren't you? Sun Jiayi suddenly exploded at what Liu Sihan whispered to her.
"Hey, I don't want him to ignore me, he doesn't ignore me for a day, and I'm about to collapse." Liu Sihan sighed, glanced at Sun Jiayi and said very helplessly.
"Then why did you tempt him with such a crooked idea? Is he good to you, you touch your conscience and say, what do you do all day? Can't you study hard? Sun Jiayi frowned, and glanced at Liu Sihan very angrily.
"Didn't I want to see if he cared about me? I wonder what position I have in his heart? Am I important to her? He made me run after his ass all day with a girl, and I felt so unfair, especially shameless. Why do you always ask me to take the initiative to contact him and deliberately please him, I feel so tired. I was about to be tortured by him and go crazy with such a sudden distance and approach. I want to know a result, and I feel particularly tormented by being so ambiguous all day. ”
"Nor do I have to hang himself on this crooked-neck tree and give up the whole forest for him. I just want to know if he has a place for me in his heart, and if he doesn't like me at all, then I have to force myself to leave even if I like him again. Slowly and completely disappeared into his world, no longer pestering him. It can be regarded as an end to a ridiculous crush in my own youth, and this relationship, which ended before it began, was directly strangled in the cradle. If I recall this youthful crush in the future, I will not leave any regrets, at least I was brave at that time. once loved someone wishfully and without regrets, and in the end he had to bury this relationship with his own hands. When Liu Sihan said these words, his eyes were full of sentimentality.
"Oh, you're thinking too much. You're so sensitive, but you're actually embarrassing him like this, you know? Do you say he likes you or doesn't like you? Whether he likes it or not, it has a big impact on you. Your emotions fluctuate a lot, and I know you care about him, especially the one you care about. You're always talking about him, and you don't allow anyone else to say anything bad about him. If others say that he is sometimes too harsh, you are very unhappy to tell others that he is not what everyone imagines, how good others are, and especially defend him. ”
"Everyone says that you are his fanatical brain-dead fan, and you have always regarded him as an all-powerful hero in your mind, and you worship him so much that you are hopeless. How long did you say you'd only known him? Why do you give me the impression that you have a deep relationship as if you've known each other for ten years? Do you know anything about him? Is he that important? Is he really that good? How can there be so many people in the world that you care about? Sun Jiayi felt particularly helpless about Liu Sihan's crush on Yi Muyang.
"Don't talk nonsense, you don't understand me, and you're not from that time. You don't understand him, but others are very good to me. I liked him at first sight, no matter what he did to me. I've loved him so far, and it hasn't changed. Although I sometimes say something complaining, he still occupies a very important place in my heart, and no one can replace him in my heart. I said in my heart that I would give up on him countless times, but I still couldn't give up. Some people don't know what's good, but no one can replace it. When Liu Sihan heard what Sun Jiayi said, he frowned and glared at Sun Jiayi, and hurriedly explained.
"You are really hopeless, and your IQ is zero when you fall in love. You make him very embarrassed like this, if he says he doesn't like you, you are sad and can't study seriously, thinking about this matter all day long, maybe you will do something stupid. He is now in a relationship with your identity, he just likes you again, what do you let him say? Do you remember all those gossips that circulated at school a few months ago? There is everything to say, all kinds of oil and vinegar. The principal also talked to him, which means to keep a little distance from you and pay attention to the image of the teacher. ”
"Do you think he's not stressed? He said that he was afraid of delaying your studies, and he didn't want to joke with your future. He doesn't say it, I guess he's also very uncomfortable, he's under a lot more pressure than you think. People's hearts are flesh and blood, and you are dangling in front of his eyes every day, trying to brush up on the sense of existence. Do you think that after a long time, he will not feel anything at all? Do you think he does to anyone what he does to you? Do you see other students so attentive to her? He urges you to study hard over and over again, nagging you to give you all kinds of help, and patiently answering your questions. You always complain that he cares too much about you, like your mother. But do you see him doing this to others? ”
"No, so be content. I would love to have someone who could do this to me, and if someone could do this to me, I would wake up smiling even if I was dreaming. He is so good to you, you always don't study hard, always make him angry and don't listen to him. His words are completely in the ears of the wind, do you think you are really good like this? You don't know how to cherish his dedication to you, it hurts his heart too much, and you completely live up to his hard work for you. Isn't it that he won't care about you anymore in the future, and you'll be happy, right? ”
"Actually, it's just that you don't study hard, and you still want some crooked ideas to test what he does to you? Do you still want to use other QQ numbers to add him and tease him to see if he is emotional to others? How did you come up with all these crooked things? I'm speechless to you, you say you don't study seriously and think about some messy things? If you spend all your time thinking about it studying, do you think your studies will be so bad? Sun Jiayi sighed very helplessly, looked at Liu Sihan and said softly.
"I don't know what he does to others. I don't want to test him, I just want to see if he has me in his heart. Actually, it doesn't mean anything else. Liu Sihan felt very aggrieved and said pitifully.
"Okay, isn't it clear enough in your own mind about what he's doing to you? We outsiders can see it, are you an insider really not seeing it or are you a fan of the authorities? In fact, you don't have to test him in this way, you know in your heart that he is good to you, why use such means to test him? How sad must he be if you test him like this? I guess if he knew that you were tempting him like this, he would definitely blow up your hair. Sun Jiayi glanced at Liu Sihan and said softly.
"I'm not sure he's good to me. Sometimes, he is very kind to me, very patient and gentle. Sometimes he would make a face at me and tell me that I was impatient and that I didn't study seriously. Sometimes, he still manages everything to me. Sometimes, I don't go to him for days, and he doesn't reach out to me at all. I can't even understand the feeling of hot and cold. In fact, sometimes I wonder if he treats me differently than he treats others. However, I quickly dismissed the idea. Because I'm afraid that I'm being amorous again, I'm afraid that I'm thinking too much. After all, he had always rejected me and never promised me. It was always me who chased after him and took the initiative to find him. Liu Sihan pouted, looked at Sun Jiayi innocently and said.
"Don't look at me, sometimes I will complain a few words about him, complain that he is boring and doesn't understand the mood. complained that he had an ice cube face, like someone owed him money. also complained that he cares about me, like my mother. complained that he was more harsh and so on. It's just a casual complaint in my mouth, but I actually care about him very much in my heart. I've always put him very important in my heart, and I care a lot about what he says and does. A casual look from him, a word of concern, and a very ordinary action can touch my sensitive and fragile nerves, and I will think about it a lot. ”
"Sometimes, when I think about what he says, I feel very sad and even cry silently. With a concerned look from him, I could be happy all day. I don't know why I think of him so much, but I just miss him every day, and my heart grows like weeds. When I can't see him, I wonder what he's doing now, and I'm worried about what will happen to him. In the crowd, I can search for his back for the first time. When I walk on the road and see a back similar to him, my heart will pound. When I do something, I also think of him inadvertently. He would often appear in my dreams at night when I went to bed. It's probably because I think about it every day, so I can dream at night. Liu Sihan looked straight ahead, and didn't look at Sun Jiayi, as if he was recalling the bits and pieces about her and Yi Muyang.
"Oh, you're so infatuated, it looks like you've really fallen. I thought you were just talking about it for three minutes, but I never thought you would take it seriously. In a relationship, whoever is serious first loses first, and whoever is emotional first dies. You are hopeless now, and you still have to tie the bell to the bell. I think you think you take him too seriously, care about him too much, you put too much energy into him, do you still have the energy to study? Time is really running out now, and I'm about to enter the stressful third year of high school. Your main task now is to study, you can't think about some messy things all day to delay your study, do you say? Sun Jiayi glanced at Liu Sihan and said softly.