Call your parents? I was pushed by my grandfather and staggered, but my mind was chaotic, because of the words "parents", I didn't have a chance to call them since I was a child.

Although the town is less than three hours away from our village, they have never seen me once, and when I was a child, I was ignorant, and I often argued with my grandmother that I was going to the town to find my parents.

At that time, my grandmother always said that she would take me when I grew up.

Now that I'm older, I don't have any feelings for those two strangers, and I don't want to live with them.

As long as I think of them, I feel cold, no matter how patriarchal I am, I am also their flesh and blood, how cold-blooded I have to be to do it for more than ten years.

"I don't fight." I said through gritted teeth.

Grandpa was stunned for a moment, and then raised his hand at me: "Why, when I grow up, my wings are stiff, and I dare to talk back to my grandfather, and now there is no stop from your grandma, I will kill you believe it or not." ”

Grandpa said as he went looking for a stick.

The village doctor who was present hurriedly grabbed my grandfather, saying that now was not the time to be angry, and that I should hurry up and handle the aftermath of the funeral, and my grandfather glared at me, and then immediately walked towards the phone in the living room.

Just picked up the phone, he hesitated for a long time, after all, he hadn't been in touch for more than ten years.

However, after much hesitation, my grandfather still dialed the phone, and as soon as the person on the other end of the phone answered the phone, my grandfather immediately became a person I didn't know at all.

Usually he can be said to be in this house, he will always be arrogant, whether it is talking to me or grandma, it is like giving an order.

But now, I saw my grandfather talking softly on the other end of the phone, smiling vigorously, I pursed my lips and no longer looked at my grandfather, but at my grandmother who had been covered with a white cloth.

Grandma was lying on the sofa, and Doctor Liu asked Grandpa to hurry up and rent a coffin first.

Now cremation is also practiced in rural areas, and coffins are generally used for three days, so everyone rents them.

"Really, I'll come tomorrow, it's good, it's really lucky, well, okay, you guys be careful on the road, I'll take care of it at home." Grandpa grabbed the phone at the moment, nodded vigorously, and there was still a smile on the corner of his mouth.

I stood aside coldly, my body twitching because I had been crying for too long.

When my grandfather hung up the phone, I kept a calm face and said while choking: "You don't have to let them come, grandma must not want to see them." ”

For so many years, it doesn't matter if they ignore me, they (they) haven't even greeted their grandparents, so what's the use of such daughters and sons-in-law coming.

When my grandfather heard this, he glared at me fiercely, but it was obvious that his mood was much better now, so he didn't care about me according to what Doctor Liu said, so he went to rent a coffin.

When those people carried the coffin into the door, I was still sitting on the edge of the sofa and looking at my grandmother, always thinking that she was asleep and would wake up in a while.

It's just that it wasn't until my grandmother lay down in the coffin that I began to cry again because the last glimmer of hope in my heart was disappointed.

Grandpa asked me to go back to the room because there were more and more people coming to help in the house, and it was not easy to repair me, but I refused to stay in the living room, so he was angry and drank with those who came to help.

As for me, I stayed by the coffin for a night, and the next morning, my grandfather began to change his clothes, and then went to the village entrance to pick up people.

I stayed at home with Heiwa's mother and other aunts in the village, and Heiwa came to me after class, seeing that I was in a bad mood, and deliberately made me happy.

It's just that at this time, how can I be happy?

"Little rhino, I heard my mother say, your parents are coming back today?" Heiwa looked at me and asked casually, because he knew that I didn't like my parents.

I didn't answer, just kept my head down and didn't say a word.

"Quick, come in."

At this time, grandpa's voice came from the courtyard outside, Heiwa immediately ran to the door of the living room, and after glancing outside, he said to me excitedly: "Little rhino, come and see, is that your parents?" ”

Actually, when Heiwa said this, I did have the urge to stand up and go over to take a look.

However, thinking about all these years, they (they) have never seen me in the future, so they bit their lipes again and turned their heads stubbornly, as if they didn't hear what Heiwa said.

"Lin Xi, hurry, come out, your parents and sister are here." Grandpa called my name, but I kept my face composed.

After a while, I heard footsteps enter the living room, and it was only then that I raised my eyes to look at the people who had come.

Behind Grandpa was a tall, sven-eyed man, whose hair was a little gray, and he looked like he was almost fifty.

And he was holding a thin woman with a bulging abdomen and a somewhat pale complexion.

The woman was accompanied by a seventeen or eighteen-year-old girl, who was supposed to be my sister, and her pink skin seemed to be able to pinch out water.

"Little rhino, why don't you come over and call Mom and Dad." Grandpa smiled and beckoned to me.

I turned my head resolutely, unwilling to deal with them.

Although I longed for the love of my parents, they were no different from strangers to me.

"No need, she grew up in this country, she must be wild." My mother's voice was not loud, but it was like an ice blade piercing my heart.

"Yes, I'm a wild girl, what are you doing here, grandma has passed away, so you came." I glared at her with red eyes.

My mother was a little surprised to see me staring at her, but this surprise was soon replaced by a contempt.

"Dead girl, how can you talk to your mother?" Grandpa glared at me viciously, and I shook my head and walked towards my room.

Heiwa also followed, saying that he went back first, I nodded indifferently, and Heiwa added: "Xiaoxi, your parents may have come to pick you up to live in the town this time, so don't be tough, be obedient." ”

I didn't squeak, and the black baby left.

Not long after Heiwa left, my door was pushed open again, and this time it was my grandfather and my sister who came in.

"Little rhino, this is your third sister calling Didi, and she will sleep with you." Grandpa said and let my sister in.

My sister smiled at me, her smile was very warm, revealing a row of white teeth, which made people want to be close.

She is different from my mother, she gives me a very special feeling, even though it is the first time we met, I feel as if I have known each other a long time ago, maybe this is family affection.

But I'm too embarrassed to speak.

My grandfather arranged it and left, while my sister closed the door, pulled her luggage open, took out a doll from the suitcase and handed it to me.

"Little rhino, my sister bought this for you." She was still smiling at me, and stretched out her hand to stroke my cheek without any emotion, and said with a smile: "On the way here, I have been thinking about what my sister will be like, but I didn't expect it to be such a cute girl." ”

"Sister?" I let out a low cry, and my affection for her was overflowing.

When my sister heard me call her, she said to me softly: "Little rhino, although we haven't met for so many years, we will always be a family, don't hate your parents, they just want a son, and this time they want to get their wish." ”

"There's no way they're going to get their way." I said without hesitation.

"What?" Because I was too sure of what I said, my sister looked at me with some surprise.

Actually, my grandmother told me this.

She said that in terms of the fate of the father and the mother, the two of them have no sons, so no matter how many children the mother has in this life, it is impossible to give birth to a son.

My mother is now in her forties, and the child in her womb should be the last.

"I know, you must be blaming your parents for saying that, but this time we're going to take you back to town anyway." My sister looked at me gently, and her eyes were very firm.

"Take me back to town?" Although I just heard Heiwa say this, but now when I hear my sister say this, it is a different feeling.

"Yes, living together, we are a family." My sister said happily.

I felt dizzy because I never thought that my parents, who had been non-existent for so many years, would take me back to live with them.

"I'm not going." I put the doll on the table and said.

My sister was stunned for a moment, and then sighed: "This matter, let's talk about it in a few days, I'm too tired today and want to rest first." ”

I raised my eyes and saw that my sister was indeed tired, so I hurriedly laid the quilt for her, she touched my head, praised me for being good, and then went to bed.

I also turned off the lights in the house, for fear that it would affect my sister's rest.

"Dad, you can clean up this house again, how can you sleep when it's so dirty." Mother's cold voice faintly came from outside the door, and grandpa answered it repeatedly.

This feeling made me feel very uncomfortable, so I turned sideways and faced my sister who was lying inside, and I simply liked this sister.

The next day, I got up early in the morning, and after going to see my grandmother in the hall, I diligently fetched hot water for my sister, and I happened to meet my father who had washed up and came out of the bathroom.

My father looked very gentle, and his eyes were not as cold as my mother's, and he would smile at me.

"Little rhino, are you up so early?" As he spoke, he reached out and tried to touch my head.

My instinctive body was crooked and I dodged, my father withdrew his hand a little embarrassed, his eyebrows frowned slightly, and he muttered in a low voice: "In the countryside, there are really no educated children to teach." ”