Chapter Ninety-Seven: I Love You But It Has Nothing to Do with You

"Yes, you are indeed not young, you will understand something when you are a year older. In terms of studying, you should work harder. Your age is the golden period of learning, and you will soon be in your third year of high school, and it will be too late to regret it if you don't work hard now. Yi Muyang said to Liu Sihan on the other end of the phone receiver.

"Oh, why did you come to teach me an ideological and political lesson again? Why are you like my mother all day long, you are studying and learning when you open and close your mouth, and my head is big when you say it. Can we talk about something other than studying? Now that it's all on vacation, you're still urging me to study all day long, can you still chat happily? As soon as Liu Sihan heard what Yi Muyang said about her study, she felt very helpless.

"Well, that's just advice. If you want to listen to it, you can listen to it, and if you don't want to hear it, then I didn't say it. You don't listen to me at all, and I have a lot of headaches for you. I don't want to worry about some things, you can do whatever you want, as long as you're happy. Yi Muyang frowned and said very helplessly.

"Are you angry? I'm sorry, I'll listen to you, and I'll listen to you in the future. Whatever you say is what you say, don't be angry, okay? When Liu Sihan heard what Yi Muyang said, she thought that Yi Muyang was angry in her heart, so she quickly apologized to Yi Muyang.

"What's angry? It's as if I'm bad-tempered and angry. I was talking to you seriously, and you suddenly said that I should not be angry, you made me speechless like this. I don't know what to say next? ”

"Actually, sometimes you make me very helpless, and you don't like to hear anything about you. Say you're too direct, and I'm afraid you won't be able to accept it. It's a tact, and you don't understand it. Before I say anything about you, I'm thinking about which way to say you, so that you are more receptive and we don't have to communicate so hard. Say something about you that you don't like about. You don't like to talk about other aspects of your problems. I don't even know what to do with you? Yi Muyang sighed and said very helplessly.

"I'm not afraid that you will be angry, I am afraid that you will ignore me if you are angry. Before I talk to you, I have to think about how I should talk to you, for fear that something is wrong and will make you angry. I care about everything you say and all the things you give me. I never forget every bit of help you have ever given me. Friends say that I take you too seriously and care too much about you, are you really that good? They advised me not to talk about you anymore, and to treat you as air, okay? It's okay to act like I've never known you? Forget about you, okay? If you let it go, will you let yourself go? How can there be so many people in the world who deserve my attention, why do I always have to pester you desperately? ”

"However, I found that I could not laugh in front of you today, and tomorrow I would turn around and throw myself into the arms of others, and I would never leave without a trace of nostalgia. I can't do it, I really can't do it. Sometimes, I hate myself for being so unproductive, and I swear in my heart that I will never pay attention to you again. But with one look in your eyes and a word, I became unprincipled and bottom-line, and the oath I made didn't count at all. It's as if you're in control of everything, and my mind wanders between heaven and hell all day. Sometimes, I wonder if my feelings would stop with a single click like an alarm clock, so that I wouldn't be so tired, my heart wouldn't be so tormented, and my heart wouldn't hurt so much. ”

However, the emotion is really inexplicable, and it can't stop at the touch of an alarm clock like an alarm clock. I'm a very emotional person, and I don't fall in love with someone easily because I'm afraid of being hurt. If I fall in love with someone, I will take it very seriously and will never be half-hearted. The one who can hurt me must be the one I care about and love the most. I feel like I care about you too much, I've fallen completely, and I'm crazy like a little fan all day long. Your words and deeds, every move can affect my sensitive nerves and affect my mood throughout the day. Emotional things, really the first serious and first emotional people, lost at the beginning. I've already lost, lost in a mess, humbled to the dust. ”

"I have imagined the future scene with you countless times in my heart, but then I realized that I always show you my whole world, and your whole world has never arranged for me. Countless times in my sleep, you walked into my dreams, in which I was either coaxing you not to be angry, or begging you not to leave me. When I woke up, the scene in the dream was still so clear, and I felt empty in my heart. I don't even know why I dream about it, but I dream about you so often. Maybe I care too much about you, I think about it every day and dream at night. You've rejected me, and I don't know why I'm so persistent? Just think that I love you but have nothing to do with you, and I can only comfort myself like this. Some people really don't know what's good, but no one can replace him in my heart. ”

Yi Muyang listened to what Liu Sihan said, and was immediately silent, and didn't know how to answer Liu Sihan for a while.

"Don't think about this mess now, and don't put too much energy into me. You pay more attention to yourself and study seriously, okay? Time is really running out now, except for winter and summer vacations, statutory holidays, and Saturdays and Sundays. If you calculate how much time you have to study, I really don't want to delay your future, and I don't want you to joke about your future. I don't ask much of you, so you just settle down and study hard, don't think nonsense, okay? May I? Can you listen to me once? Yi Muyang frowned, very headache and helplessness for Liu Sihan.

"Alright then, I'll listen to you." Liu Sihan swore to Yi Muyang and said.

"You, listen to me every time you say it. However, you don't want to listen to what I say every time. Whatever you want, I don't want to worry about this with you. Yi Muyang sighed heavily, feeling very helpless in his heart.

"I really listened to everything I said in the future, I actually listened to what you said, I don't know why you always say that I am disobedient?" Liu Sihan felt particularly aggrieved when he heard what Yi Muyang said.

"Alright, don't explain. Stop talking about this topic and don't talk about it anymore. Let's get down to business, where did we just go? Now I'm completely off topic with you, and I've forgotten what I just said? Yi Muyang frowned and said a little unhappily.

"Oh, I remembered. We just talked about whether or not to prepare a place for you to prepare a New Year's gift, but in fact, this is a long story. Yi Muyang scratched his head and said with some embarrassment.