Chapter 203: Heart
"Noah, you...... Got something on your mind?"
Noah raised her head slightly, a glimmer of luster flashed in her eyes, she suddenly felt that something was clenching her heart, a little weak, I don't know why she felt this way, but there should be other different feelings mixed in.
The corners of Hulse's mouth pulled out an imperceptible arc, and then said with a smile: "You don't have to tell me, I know everything about you!"
Noah stared at Huls in surprise.
"Noah, come!"
Huls waved at Noah, Noah nodded, and slowly flew over to Hulse and sat down, tea and pastries on the table, which were naturally her usual favorite food.
"These are also what Ling Yue likes to eat!"
Huls glanced at Noah, chuckled and said, "I didn't mean to say that, I just think you should try it too, and I respect you this time!"
Noah raised her eyebrows, slowly picked up a piece of pastry and took a bite.
"It's delicious!"
Noah stared into Huls's eyes, what kind of eyes they were, after the vicissitudes of life, but still maintained their inherent charm, full of incomprehensible charm.
"Do you like Ling Yue?"
Huls was stunned, although it was only for a few seconds, but it was also confirmed in Noah's heart that Huls liked Ling Yue.
"She's gone!" Noah said, without any hesitation.
Hulse shook his head: "Maybe I can take you for her, you are very similar to her!"
"Where?" asked Noah.
"A lot!" Hulse replied.
Noah raised her eyebrows, "It's true that in the Divine Domain, you are a little different from other gods, just that!"
"Hmph," Hulse chuckled, "and for a reason!"
"Huh?"
Hulse sighed, then slowly stared at Noah and asked.
"Noah, do you know the heart?"
Noah said heavily, "Is it a soul?"
"Not all right, because the soul is always there, the heart itself does not exist, the heart is born of karma, all things give birth to the soul, and the heart gives birth to all things, just as the calm water reflects the moon, if there is no moon, no matter how calm the water surface is, there will not be a moon!"
Noah thought about it for a while, and there were words in her mind: "The mind is the same as the substance, the object is the collection of causes and conditions, the heart is also the collection of causes and conditions, the mind gives birth to the law, and the mind destroys the law!"
"That's right, the whole body of man is the heart, the whole universe is the heart, the heart is essentially empty, only when the spirit enters the heart, the heart is alive, the longevity of the heart depends on whether the spirit still lives in the heart, the size of the heart depends on the energy of the spirit in and out of the heart, but this is the human heart, and I want to tell you the heart of God!"
"God's Heart?" asked Noah.
Hulse said earnestly: "God created human beings and gave them hearts, but gods have no hearts! God's hearts are stubborn stones, have no temperature, and are no different from humans and other races in terms of structure, but do you know why this gap is caused?"
"It's time!" replied Noah.
Huls didn't answer Noah and just said to himself, "Time can dilute everything, for God, a long time will not leave them with any feelings, because because their hearts are numb, God is empty, and orthodox gods have no hearts, so they have no emotions and six desires, because of this, gods are not human beings, but once God has feelings, they will become human-like creatures, but they are a little stronger than ordinary people, but it is precisely because of this that God can be above all beings!"
"What do you mean?" Noah looked confused.
Hulse slowly stood up and said excitedly: "The god who has the heart can no longer be called a god, so he deceives himself and calls it a god!"
Noah looked at Hulse suspiciously, "Why are you telling me this?"
"More than ten years ago, I got my heart from her!" Hulse tasted it with his eyes closed, as if he was incomparably intoxicated, "Ah~ What a beautiful thing!"
Huls picked up a pebble: "The heart, as beautiful as it is, is a luxury to God, it may be gained, but it is also easier to lose!"
A gentle breeze blew, and the stone in Hulse's hand immediately turned to dust.
Noah shook her head, she didn't seem to understand Hulse at all.
"Actually, you can act like you didn't see anything!" Hulse smiled softly, his voice getting longer and longer.
"What you think in your heart may not be true, what others tell you may not be true, and what you see may not be true!"
This sentence seems to hit Noah's scheming.
"What's true?"
Hulse said indifferently: "True and false, false and true, true and false, false and true, what do you think?!"
Hulse smiled through everything.
"If the heart doesn't lie, you will lie!"
Noah frowned, she remembered something, as if she understood something, something that was not right or wrong, there was no black and white distinction, there was no right answer.
If at the moment I am immersed in quiet sadness and thoughts, without any expression, and suddenly a friend comes to greet me, then I will immediately adjust my thoughts so that the answer will not let him notice my abnormality, then this is false, because the expression on my face is not from the heart, and it is not okay because someone is coming, but a pattern.
If a beggar had come at this moment, perhaps I would have turned my back, or perhaps I would have given a little money, and now my brow was furrowed, and my expression was solemn, and it was true!
If there is a beloved friend I haven't seen for several years at this moment, then I will be ecstatic to go up and hug it, then this is true! This kind of truth is the expression of true feelings, undisguised, the most direct conditioned reflex in the heart! But maybe the appearance is very calm but the joy has already jumped, then this is a cover-up! I am not very willing to reveal my thoughts that are too true in my heart, there will be a reason for cover-up, and different people will be different, if someone I despise or hate comes at this time, then I will be on guard and deal with him in a rational and thoughtful way, but my heart will turn a blind eye and avoid it, then this is a half-truth!
What is true and what is false in this world? What is right and what is wrong, what should be insisted on and what should not be insisted on? Just like tearing your throat and shouting at the sky, you can't help but mourn in your heart and burst into tears, and the hot tears that flowed into your mouth on this cool night turned into cold bitterness.
What you think is right is right, and what you think should be insisted on is insisted on" Although in the dark, it was as if an inexplicable and familiar voice was absent-mindedly replying.
"What has been done will be done again, and what has been done will be done again!"
If you don't want to think about it, you don't have to think about it, in fact, what you have been insisting on can be completely subverted in an instant, what is true is false, what is right is also wrong, maturity does not mean that you have to cover it up without care,
"I know, I don't remember, I don't see it!" Hulse smiled mysteriously, "You think it's the one?"
"None of them!" Noah breathed a sigh of relief and looked at Hulse gratefully.
"Thank you, President, for talking to me so much today!"
"Here's what I'm supposed to do!"
Noah pursed her lips and said, "I've always thought that the president is a gentle god!"
"You're not seeing the real me," Hulse said with a smile, "I wasn't like that in the past!"
"I wasn't the same as I am now!"
"I mean really," Huls sighed, "my past name was Heros Sita, the god of fire and thunder, codenamed Scorched Earth!"
"Why the past!"
"The past is the past!" Hulse chuckled and said, "The god of the abyss, Dilan, was not called Dilan in the past!"
Noah bowed her head in silence.
"If you want to hear the story of me and Ling Yue, I can tell it to you next time!"
"Forget it!" Noah shook her head, "I hope it's a good wish!"
The corners of Hulse's mouth curved.
"Okay, don't talk about this, maybe you should go back, what you have now, and what you should cherish, you should know better than me!"
With that, Noah slowly stood up.
At this time, Hulse handed over a bag of pastries.
"Take it, just say, I'll send it!"
"Thanks!"
"Come back to me tomorrow, I have something to explain!"
Noah nodded in agreement.
............
"Alright, Leah, thank you for talking to me!" Yuraia exhaled happily after taking a glass of wine.
"I feel so much better!"
"But you still can't let it go!" The green-haired girl sitting in front of Yuraiya glanced at Yuraiya suspiciously, "You can't tell right from wrong, even if you plan to follow your inner thoughts, you are slowly losing the ability to think!"
"Huh?" Yuraia was stunned, and was extremely surprised at Leah's words.
Leah said: "You are still in the stage of ignorance, you have no goal, no direction, even if you have a sound five senses, the things around you slowly affect your thinking, constantly blur your eyes, then you will lose your vision, but if you just blindly listen to what others say, then you will lose your hearing, and then you will feel sleepy, if you feel deep uneasiness around you, and further numb your nerves, you will lose your sense of taste, smell and touch one after another, and even your intuition will be lost!"
Yuraiya fell silent, as if the other party had revealed his own bottom.
"The reason for this is nothing more than the lack of soul, or the silence of the soul, your mind is still stuck in the past, and the dissatisfaction and hatred of reality have caused you to be now, and that feeling is like..."
Leah touched her lips with her fingers and smiled slightly, "You don't look like you anymore"
Yuraia replied, "I have indeed changed"
"If you think you've changed, then you shouldn't have changed, it's still your original self, you and Noah Hiltelea are really two outliers in the Divine Domain!"
Yuraia looked at Leah suspiciously, "What do you mean!"
Leah smiled and said, "In the Divine Domain, your thoughts are very dangerous!"
Yuraia was shocked.
Leah shook her head, "That's so, but it's also because I'm the god of twilight, the relationship between you and Noah is extremely complicated, and I can't explain it to you better, it's just a rift in your heart?"
"Rift?"
"Yes!" Leah smiled faintly: "You can't wait, that exact feeling has created this rift, if you want me to say, you should also have a good rest, sister, I also feel sorry for you!"
"Got it!" Yuraia stood up impatiently.
"Are you leaving, haven't you been around for a while?" said Leah, surprised.
"I'm on a mission!
"After all, I've joined Yansu!" Leah stared at Yuraiya curiously, "Can you tell me about the content of your deal with Sunstone Apollo?"
Yuraia was stunned, just shook her head, and then shouted to Amus, who was sitting next to a chair ten meters away, who was drinking.
"Gone!"
Leah looked at Yuraia's departing back, with some inexplicable emotions.
"I don't want to say it, but I know one thing, Yuraia, you really ......"
Leah opened her mouth, but only she knew what she said.
"You wait here for a while, I'll be right there!" Yuraia said suddenly.
"Oh?" Ames was stunned, and when he came back to his senses, Yuraia was already far away.
A smile tugged at the corner of his mouth.
Yuraia walked quickly towards a place, without any energy guidance, and not a route that she knew from the beginning, and Yuraia was sensed.
It's like two magnets, the same level repulses, and the negative level attracts.
"Noah......" Yuraia called out her name faintly, and Noah looked at him faintly.
"I'm sorry..."
Noah frowned, gritted her teeth gently, and walked up to Yuraia as if she had made up her mind.
It seems to be still a little angry.
"I'm not here to hear you say this!" Noah's face was a little unhappy, "You haven't been sorry for me, let alone betrayed!"
Yuraia nodded: "I may have to go, I may have to change!!"
"It's going to change, so am I" Noah nodded silently, and spit out a sentence for a long time, "Live well!"
"Yes!" replied Yuraiya with emotion.
Noah nodded and waved at him.
"Come here, I have something to say to you!"
"Oh, good!"
Yuraia stepped forward, and Noah waved her hand again, "Come closer!"
"Isn't it close enough?"
"Stupid, where is this close!"
Yuraia slowly approached Noah with a puzzled expression, until she saw Noah's face close at hand, and Yuraia's cheeks were slightly red.
Noah snorted coldly.
"How are you?"
"This angle... Just right!"
Syllable!!
Yuraia was stunned for a while, only to see Noah flick his backhand and slap Yuraiya.