Chapter 91: The Reason for Like
After wiping Lang Xingchen's medicinal oil, Zhong Jin Yun wrapped the blanket next to the bed around Lang Xingchen's body, "Okay, take two more painkillers before going to bed for a while, it shouldn't hurt too much tomorrow morning, but you still have to rest in bed for a few days, and you must take care of your body before going to filming." ”
Lang Xingchen's face was full of apologies, "I'm sorry, I didn't want you to get involved in this matter, but it still affected you." ”
Zhong Jinyun tugged at the corners of his mouth, "If you had affected me earlier, we wouldn't have come this far." ”
"It's me who I'm sorry for you." Lang Xingchen's voice was hoarse in his crying.
Zhong Jinyun sighed: "Don't say anything I'm sorry, I'm also responsible for this matter, I was too busy filming to find out about your emotional changes during those days, and I didn't care enough about you." ”
Lang Xingchen shook his head, "It has nothing to do with you, you don't need to blame yourself at all." ”
Zhong Jin Yuncong put the medicinal oil in the medicine box, then took out two painkillers from the medicine box, and then went out to pour a glass of water, and watched Lang Xingchen eat the painkillers.
Lang Xingchen obediently took painkillers.
"Are you feeling better?" Zhong Jin Yun asked softly.
Lang Xingchen's mood was a little more stable than before, "It's much better." She paused and continued, "I'm fine, you should go back early." ”
Zhong Jin Yun helped Lang Xingchen lie down and covered Lang Xingchen with the quilt, "I see that you are asleep, I will go back, you can sleep peacefully, and I will come back to see you tomorrow after I finish dealing with your affairs." ”
Lang Xingchen nodded, "Okay." ”
But as soon as the words fell, Zhong Jinyun's mobile phone rang, Zhong Jinyun took out his mobile phone from his coat pocket and looked at the electric display, which showed - my little sun.
It's Gu Xizi.
Zhong Jin Yun's expression was as awe-inspiring as if five thunders had hit the top, a trace of surprise flashed in his clear eyes, and he quickly picked up the phone after a little hesitation.
"Hey, Gu Xizi." Zhong Jin Yun deliberately raised his tone, hoping that his voice would not sound like something unusual to Gu Xizi.
Gu Xizi's urgent voice came from the other side of the phone, "Xiao Zhong, it's almost twelve o'clock, what are you doing?" ”
Zhong Jinyun also panicked for a while.
After he received the call from the gangster, he didn't have time to tell Gu Xizi because he was in a hurry to go out, if he let Gu Xizi know that he was with Lang Xingchen, with Gu Xizi's fiery temper, it was estimated that he would be so angry that he would directly kill and tear up with Lang Xingchen.
Lang Xingchen's current state is not good, if he starts with Gu Xizi, it will definitely be Lang Xingchen who suffers.
Zhong Jinyun felt that it was better for him not to let Gu Xizi do this matter first.
After all, Gu Xizi knew that he would also be angry, and Lang Xingchen would not rest well if he came over to make trouble, Lang Xingchen had suffered enough trauma today, if Gu Xizi came to make up for it again, it was estimated that Lang Xingchen would really collapse.
"I have a friend who suddenly encountered something, and I came over to help him, but it happened suddenly, and I didn't have time to tell you." Zhong Jinyun replied with a smile on his face.
Hearing the word friend, Lang Xingchen's heart hurt like a pinprick.
has been a lover for five years, but now she can only be called a friend by strangers in his mouth.
She can be regarded as self-inflicted.
After all, she was the one who chose to give up this relationship at that time.
When Zhong Jin Yun didn't know the pain and entanglement in her heart.
She chose to take care of things alone, of course, she also thought that Zhong Jin Yun would be with other women, but she didn't expect that her heart would be so uncomfortable when Zhong Jin Yun was with other women.
From the moment her father's company declared bankruptcy, she was already disqualified.
She shouldn't be jealous.
Shouldn't.
Gu Xizi on the other side of the phone sighed with a little doubt, "I took a shower and came out to see that you were gone, I thought that you are still stewed with white fungus and pear soup, why is it gone, and you don't come back after waiting for you for a long time, I am a little scared, by the way, is your friend okay?" ”
Gu Xizi's voice was full of worry, hearing Gu Xizi's voice, Zhong Jinyun's heart was full of apologies, knowing that it was wrong to deceive Gu Xizi, but this was his only choice now.
It will neither make Gu Xizi sad, nor will Lang Xingchen be hurt.
This is a white lie.
Zhong Jinyun replied with a smile: "It's okay anymore." ”
"Then when will you come back, I'll wait for you at home." Gu Xizi's voice was slightly tired, and he yawned.
Zhong Jinyun tugged at the corners of his mouth, "Fool, what are you waiting for me to do, go to bed early, I may have to deal with things for a while." ”
"Am I not worried about you, then?"
"Don't worry about me, it's not me who has an accident?" Zhong Jinyun replied.
"But I'm still worried about you." Gu Xizi said uneasily.
"You go to sleep, and when you wake up, I'll be back, okay?" Zhong Jinyun was like coaxing a child, and his voice was full of doting.
Gu Xizi sighed in frustration, "Okay then, I'll sleep first." ”
Zhong Jinyun was just about to pick up the phone, and Gu Xizi's coquettish voice came from the other side of the phone, "If you don't come back, I always feel unsure." ”
"Good boy, sleep well and wait for me to come back." Zhong Jinyun's voice was very soft.
"Then you have to be careful outside."
"Got it, good night." Zhong Jinyun replied with a smile.
"Good night." Hearing Gu Xizi reluctantly say the word good night, Zhong Jinyun also felt deep apologies and nostalgia in his heart.
Hearing that Gu Xizi's voice was finally absent on the other side of the phone, Zhong Jinyun put away his phone and sighed subconsciously.
After putting away the phone, Zhong Jinyun looked at Lang Xingchen lying on the bed again, but saw a faint melancholy and melancholy in her eyes, which seemed to contain many particularly complex emotions.
Finding that Zhong Jinyun's gaze turned to him, Lang Xingchen reluctantly pursed the corners of his mouth, "Gu Xizi called you?" ”
Zhong Jinyun felt that there was nothing to avoid, so he nodded directly, "Hmm." ”
"In a hurry?"
Zhong Jinyun was a little embarrassed to be asked, "I didn't tell her when I went out, I came out for a long time, and Gu Xizi was a little worried so I called me." ”
Lang Xingchen's voice was weak, "You guys...... Lived together? ”
"Yes." Zhong Jinyun didn't want to deceive Lang Xingchen, after all, he knew very well in his heart who the person he loved now was.
Lang Xingchen's heart trembled fiercely, and he seemed to have not expected Zhong Jinyun and Gu Xizi's progress to be so rapid, she and Zhong Jinyun have been together for five years, and their development has been reckless, at most they are limited to hugs and kisses, but Gu Xizi's girl has only been with Zhong Jinyun for a few months, and they have already lived together, which has given Lang Xingchen a lot of blows.
"Your relationship looks ...... Very good. Lang Xingchen's voice was a little choked.
"It's really good." Zhong Jinyun replied honestly.
Lang Xingchen nodded, his eyes were sour, and his sockets were covered with a faint crystal color, "Then don't let her worry, go back, I'm going to sleep too." ”
"It's okay, I've already told Gu Xizi that I'll go back later, I'll just go back when I see you fall asleep." Zhong Jin Yun's voice was soft, and there was care in his tone, but it made Lang Xingchen feel a taste of alienation.
When it came to Gu Xizi, Lang Xingchen immediately felt that she and Zhong Jinyun seemed to be separated by a ravine that could never be crossed, and the long distance made Lang Xingchen try hard to stretch out his hand but still could only look at each other from a distance.
He was already another woman's, and she was the one who pushed him to other women.
Thinking of this, Lang Xingchen only felt that his body was heavy and his heart was like ashes, so he slowly closed his eyes.
"Xiao Zhong, why do you like Gu Xizi?" Lang Xingchen closed his eyes and asked softly.
Zhong Jinyun, who was sitting on the edge of the bed, looked up at the ceiling above him, thought hard for a long time, and then replied in a deep voice: "I don't know either." ”
After saying these five words, the corners of Zhong Jinyun's mouth suddenly unconsciously raised a trace of arc, a melodious smile that even he couldn't detect.
It seems that as long as I think of Gu Xizi, my heart will bloom sweetly.
Her smile, the way she looked when she was angry, the way she looked quirky, the way she looked when she was coquettish, the serious look on her face when she said she liked him all came to his mind. When you think of someone, you will unconsciously giggle, then you should like it.
Sometimes fate is like that.
When Zhong Jinyun first met Gu Xizi, he didn't think that the girl who was shameless and holding up the big sign I want to sleep with you would become the most important person in his life.
There is no love at first sight in the story of him and Gu Xizi.
There is only fate in the story of him and Gu Xizi.
It was destined that day was the day he and Lang Xingchen broke up.
He was destined to notice her in the crowd holding a big sign.
The place where she was destined to climb the stairs was the changing room.
It was destined that he would be surrounded by those paparazzi, and in a panic, he would push her into a corner and kiss her.
It was destined that he would promise to go to dinner with her.
The first day of the encounter was already doomed for the future.
"Although I know you'll be upset if I say that, she's just a girl who doesn't grow up and will only get you into trouble, and you two don't seem to be a good match." Lang Xingchen said silently.
Zhong Jin Yun nodded and replied: "Well, it may be true in the eyes of others, but Gu Xizi has Gu Xizi's unique charm, so do you think Gu Xizi and I don't seem to be compatible, and Shu Aohan, the young master of the Zhuqing Gang, it seems that there is a bigger gap in terms of family affairs and identity, right?" ”
"That's right." Lang Xingchen replied.
"Shu Aohan has been chasing Gu Xizi, when he first told me that he liked Gu Xizi, I was surprised, I asked him how he liked that kind of girl, at that time he replied to me I still remember the clear Zhong, he said that if you really like someone, that is, you like it, you don't need any reason, maybe she doesn't have the same way you imagine the other half should be, but you are just tempted by him, this is love, there is no need for any reason at all, there is no need to think about whether it is suitable or not, and there is no need to think about other people's opinions, If there's a reason, it's not love...... For Gu Xizi, although I realized it later, at least I didn't miss it. ”
Zhong Jinyun's tone was soothing.
Lang Xingchen listened to it sincerely, but the more he listened, the more sad he became.
Obviously, he wanted to sleep hard with his eyes closed, but every corner of his mind was Zhong Jin Yun.
She missed Zhong Jinyun, and she may not have a chance in her life.
didn't have the courage to continue asking, so Lang Xingchen tried to organize his thoughts.
And Zhong Jin Yun sat quietly on the edge of the bed and guarded Lang Xingchen, Lang Xingchen didn't speak, he didn't speak.
Minutes and seconds passed.
Seeing that Lang Xingchen was lying quietly on the bed for a long time without speaking, he should have fallen asleep, Zhong Jin Yun gently called Lang Xingchen's name, and seeing that Lang Xingchen still did not react, he could finally be sure that Lang Xingchen was asleep.
Zhong Jinyun pulled the quilt up for Lang Xingchen, and sighed worriedly.
What happened today really caught Zhong Jinyun off guard, although he finally understood the reason why Lang Xingchen broke up with him, it was better not to know if he knew.
After knowing the truth, Zhong Jin Yun was even more sad.
Lang Xingchen didn't choose to break up because he didn't love him and was tired of him.
At that time, she chose to break up because she cared too much about him and didn't want to drag him down because of the arrears.
She chose to face everything alone, but he didn't know it.
The gears of fate kept turning, and time diluted the wound in his heart, because he didn't know the truth about Lang Xingchen breaking up with him, he was in pain alone, but he didn't delve into the reason.
He felt that since she didn't want to be with him, it would be better for her to be fulfilled.
If only he had insisted a little more.
If only he had cared more about her in the first place.
If he thought about his relationship with Lang Xingchen carefully.
He and Lang Xingchen wouldn't have come this far.