I let go of my hand, if it wasn't for the events of the past few days, could it be because of something else?

When I thought of this, my hands shook involuntarily, because another name appeared in my mind - Li Sansi.

Corresponding to this name, it is the box of documents, could it be that those were intercepted by Li Sansi?

So who knows all this but me?

If there is no certainty, how can the Investigation Bureau rashly check the archives, Lao Zhong has been working here for more than ten years, and he should have his own methods, otherwise he would not have been able to do it for so long.

When I thought about this, I felt even more headache, thinking about Lao Zhong's personality, but I didn't understand that if there was a problem with the archives, it should have been found out back then, because the prophet said that there were things that happened inside the archives that I didn't know.

Among them, some top-secret files have been artificially destroyed, this kind of thing, can be safely hidden for such a long time, there is no reason why it has only been found out now?

Does it have to be my problem? Could it be that someone is dealing with me and using these as a lever to control me, or the archives!

But this place is an inconspicuous department, so who cares so much?

In the end, I thought of Li Sansi again, and a person subconsciously popped out of my mind, that is the World Snake, after this organization is separated from the clan, will it infiltrate into other aspects?

And the materials in Li Sansi's hands are likely to be the materials in the archives that have been destroyed, so they can't be found in the archives at all, and then the competition in Sichuan may also make them link these archives with me and the archives.

In the end, they secretly contributed to the trouble, just so that we could hand over those files!

I sighed, I really don't know if this is a blessing or a curse, but whether the disappearance of the old clock is the same as my disappearance, it is to protect us.

But who are these people who protect us? What is their purpose, and is it for the lost files?

Perhaps! I rubbed my eyes and looked out the window, just as the autumn breeze was coming in and the leaves were falling.

"Can you try to contact Lao Zhong through other channels?"

"It's impossible, everything related to Lao Zhong has been blocked at present, and if he hadn't been caught, he might have been protected, but you ......" Chen Haidong shook his head again, "I'm afraid we won't be able to protect it for long, the people from the Investigation Bureau will come over soon, you have to be prepared!" ”

I nodded, "I probably already know who's dealing with us, get me a phone, I'm going to make a call!" ”

Chen Haidong hesitated, but still asked, "Who are you going to ask for help?" ”

"Help?!" I waved my hand in surprise, "I don't have any backstage, I want to call Liu Ran and ask her to send the file back!" ”

"What, you really know about the disappearance of these files!" Chen Haidong said, and immediately lowered his voice again, "What the hell have you done, do you know what you are doing?!" ”

Seeing that he was so excited, I hurriedly explained, "No, how could I steal the archives, I have only entered them once, and those archives are copies that were intercepted many years ago, but they are just ......" I also lowered my voice, "It's just that I suspect that those originals have been destroyed by the old clock for some reason."

"We also all know that the archives department is not only a leisurely errand, but also a dangerous place, especially in such a high-level archives management room, nothing will happen when there is nothing to do, and once something happens, it will be extraordinary!"

Chen Haidong naturally understood the meaning of my words, and nodded, "About these, it's just speculation, it's not good to say more!" ”

"Of course I know that, so I'm just telling you now!"

"Then who intercepted these copies! And how did you find it? ”

"I can't say who this person is, but when I was in Sichuan, I found a mysterious organization, they came from the clan mausoleum I investigated in Sichuan, which is a kind of branch existence, and they are also robbing those archives."

Hearing me say this, Chen Haidong fell silent, "It seems that things are getting more and more complicated, those people want to use the power of the Investigation Bureau to force you to hand over those documents?!" Have you looked at it carefully before? What is important in these documents that deserves to be destroyed by the old bell? ”

I shook my head, "It's hard to say, I was hospitalized at the time, so naturally I didn't look at those things systematically, but Baizhou and Liu Ran have seen almost the same." ”

"It's too risky to do this, we should inform Lao Zhong first, in case there is more important content in the file that is transferred to someone else's hands, wouldn't it be ......"

I interrupted him, "I can't care so much now, if there is important content, it will be Lao Zhong himself, otherwise how could he destroy them?" ”

My sentence was a bit heavy, Chen Haidong didn't answer immediately, just looked up at me, "Regarding the old clock, as well as the responsibility of this archive, you have too little contact!" ”

I didn't answer, but I still wanted to ask, what would be the result if I didn't hand over the file now?

I know best that I am no better than the old clock, protected by someone, who can keep my composure, but as far as the experience of these days is concerned, that despair has penetrated through my heart.

With nearly ten days of confinement, what can I do for myself, if I don't hand over my files and continue to hide in that basement where I don't know how many years or months I have passed?

Rather than this, it's better to hand over something, anyway, I have a clear conscience, and I have never done anything wrong.

I thought like this, but there were a lot of things that were inconvenient to say to him directly, and the other party seemed to know this, so he didn't ask any more, only patted me on the shoulder, "Since this is the only way, I don't have anything to say, you stay here well, and think about it again to see if there are any other clues, I will try my best to help you contact people from other aspects, as much as possible There will be a lot of friction!" ”

After saying this, Chen Haidong turned around and was about to leave, but I lay here in a daze, looking at the white walls and lights in the room, but my mind was thinking about the problem of the old bell over and over again.

I remember hearing that there was a trial going on outside, could it be that the old clock? What did he ever do, and only those destroyed archives can tell us all?

Maybe he may have done something wrong, but is he worthy of doing it now?

Thinking about it, I was very entangled, but when I thought of my experience these days, I smiled bitterly, maybe this is my choice.

What are we afraid of? And what are you going to do? Everyone is in a different position, so everyone's survival method is different.

And what's in these files? Maybe this is a kind of judgment for Lao Zhong!

Maybe, there is another question, that is, the purpose, I closed my eyes, and then thought about it, what is his purpose, those destroyed files, maybe it is really for security reasons, it will be destroyed, if it is really handed over, it may bring more trouble to him, and to himself.

When I thought of this, I hammered my fist on my chest again, when has it been, I have already crossed the river with a mud bodhisattva, and it is difficult to protect myself, I still think about it so much, is it useful?

In order to survive, all despicable choices are okay, why not? Why can't you choose to survive? Ridiculous! Lamentable.

I used to think too much, so I couldn't control myself for a long time, and I was stuck in the same place, but now at this juncture, I still have so much time and energy, doing this?

Gritting my teeth, I used my pain these days to convince myself, love is what it is, I just want to live.

Looking back on those days before, my heart is also more determined, coupled with the disappearance of Lao Zhong, I understand that it is better to ask for others than for yourself.

After a while, Chen Haidong brought my mobile phone, which had been flushed, but it was not turned on.

After handing me the phone, Chen Haidong said one last time, "Have you really thought it through?" If Lao Zhong wants to destroy those files, it may not only be for his personal reasons, but I am afraid that there are other reasons among them. ”

I took the phone, I wanted to answer, and I wanted to regret it, but I still couldn't control it, and said, "I'm not him, I can't care so much, in that basement, I've had enough, who knows, this damn world, what's going on, but I just want to take a break, I don't think about anything, I don't do anything!" ”

I couldn't control my emotions and eventually said what I really thought, but then I apologized to him, "I'm sorry, I just felt ...... Led by the nose! There are so many things that make people feel depressed! ”

The other party sighed, "I understand your thoughts, but you are not alone, Lao Zhong's departure may be a escape, not the protection of others, if he is safe now, he will definitely call us!" ”

I'm not answering, what is going on, I don't care about it now, I just want to fix it as soon as possible.

The call was called, and after it was connected, I tried to calm down my tone and asked Liu Ran to come back and bring back those files.

After listening to the other party, I subconsciously asked the reason, I looked up at Chen Haidong and told her the reason, after the other party listened, he didn't say anything, but when he hung up, he suddenly asked, "What did you cry just now!" ”

I was stunned, completely oblivious to the tone of my voice later, but when I asked again, the other party had already hung up the phone.

After putting down the phone, Chen Haidong was about to leave, but when he walked to the door, he stopped again, turned around and said, "You appear now, I'm afraid that the people from the Investigation Bureau will come over soon, I will now go to inform your direct boss, the Inspectorate, I hope that through their strength, the current situation can be coordinated, if there is any problem, you can call me at any time, if there is any news from Lao Zhong, I will also inform you." ”

I nodded and asked Qiu Xian about the situation, but the other party didn't answer again and left directly.