Chapter 56 Nana's Thoughts
"So you usually have a broken mouth from a young age?" "Omoni, who is often teased by Leo to talk about things, thinks he has found the source of the problem.
"But you don't seem to be as bad as your mother. Little Paul thought about Leo's past actions, although he was ruthless, but he was still a good person.
Seeing Leo glaring at him drunkenly, little Paul quickly changed his words and said, "Oh, I mean straightforward. ”
Leo shook his glass and recalled, "Thanks to Oster, the two years of confinement at Fort Dukes have made me a little more tempered. ”
"But how did you get this drunkenness?" Ent, gesturing to the empty bottles that were lying on the floor.
"This one. Leo burped, propped his temple with his left hand, and poured down the swirling liquor with his right hand: "Hiccup, don't you think this is a manly gesture?"
"You may have some misconceptions about manhood..."
"Whatever. ”
"And what are your plans for the future?" asked Izenas.
After a few glasses of drinks, Esenus switched to sparkling water, so most of the wine bottles on the ground were Leo's results.
Leo closed his eyes, leaned back in his chair, and sorted out his thoughts: "I thought that there was some great treasure hidden in the demon dragon and the Excalibur, so I desperately wanted to get the scabbard of Bugati. But now that they have walked out of the dead end, they find that their parents are painstakingly exploring their mysteries, all in order to eradicate the demon dragon. I think I'll continue to finish my mother's career. ”
"That's good, the goal has changed a little bit, but it's still the same thing. Isenas agreed with Leo's idea.
Leo poured another glass of wine, raised it high, and shouted, "I'm so sorry, my friends, for putting you in danger this time because of my selfishness. ”
With that, Leo poured all the wine into his mouth, and the overflowing wine trickled down the corners of his mouth and onto his clothes.
Before everyone could raise a glass in celebration, Leo had fallen backwards, lying unconscious on the floor of the tavern.
Everyone looked at Leo who was covered in wine stains with tears and laughter.
It was Ormoni who pulled out his wand and extravagantly used a cleaning technique to make him look a little more decent, and Entre was willing to send him back to his room.
Given that Leo really didn't have any extra energy except for sleep, the usual task of sending Nana back to her room had to be done by Omoni.
"Are you eating well?" Omoni asked Nana to grab his wide-sleeved robe and walk slowly in front.
"Very nice. ”
"That's good, no one at the dinner table today takes care of you, I'm afraid you won't have enough. ”
"Leo was patronizing and forgetting to eat something, and I ate all the things on his plate. ”
Saying this, Omoni couldn't help but laugh.
When he first started drinking, Leo still took a sip of wine and a mouthful of food, but when he got excited, Leo only cared about pouring it into his mouth one bite after another, completely forgetting the food on his plate.
Occasionally, I cut a piece of meat and put it on my plate, but I often forgot to eat it there.
That's when Nana's nose came into play, and she followed the taste to put the food on Leo's plate to herself.
When Leo wanted to take a bite of something, he found that his plate was empty, and Leo, who had drunk too much, cut off a piece of meat and put it on his plate while doubting his memory.
The whole process was repeated three or four times, and Nana was full.
"Your room is here, do you need me to help you to bed?" Omoni asked politely, pushing open Nana's door.
"No, thank you, Old Mo. Nana groped her way into her bed and lay down under the covers.
Seeing Nana go to bed, Omoni was about to close the door and leave.
However, when Omoni turned around, a voice muffled under the covers came from behind him.
"Old Mo. ”
Omoni turned his head and looked at Nana, who was hiding under the covers: "What?"
"Can you talk to me?"
"Of course. Surprised by this, Omoni walked over to the table and lit the candle.
"What do you want to talk about?"
Nana peeked her head out of the quilt and said, "You don't need to light a candle, I can't see it anyway." There's no need to do that, it makes me feel like I'm still a normal person. ”
Omoni carefully placed the lampshade over the candle and said, "You don't need it, but I do." ”
"Do wizards need mortal lights too?"
"Magic can help me deal with danger, but light illuminates my body even more. Omoni said this meaningfully.
Although she hasn't officially entered the topic yet, Omoni already knows a little about what Nana is struggling with.
Nana was silent, and only continued to speak after half a sound: "Old Mo, am I dragging everyone back?"
"How could you think that. Omoni took out his pipe, put it to his lips and blew it.
What could be a hard battle next, and without this old fellow, Omoni's train of thought would be messed up.
In the shadow of the candle flame and moonlight, Nana's expression was a little blurred, but Omoni still felt Nana's pain.
"It's not that I think so, but that's what it is. ”
"Everyone has to think about my safety first every time, even when looking for food in the wilderness, and when fighting monsters. Starting from Tonya Falls to the kingdom of the god of waterfalls, although everyone did not say it explicitly, I did share a lot of energy among everyone, and even little Paul, a child, is much better than me, at least he can walk on his own. ”
"Have you forgotten that if it weren't for you, we would all be mummified in it. Omoni tries to get Nana to find the value of her existence, but Nana is so absorbed in her own train of thought that she doesn't listen to it at all.
"Even without me, Isenus would have figured out the laws of that world, wouldn't he? just like he did in the kingdom of God. And it's also because of my drag that everyone is in a hurry to rush out of there. If it weren't for me, you could have ignored the toxins in the sea of flowers and sat there and found a way out without hurrying, wouldn't you?"
Omoni sat at the table and lit the tobacco in silence by the candle.
This was true, but Nana forgot that if it weren't for her, Leo wouldn't have been able to get the fruit that gave him spatial abilities.
He can understand Nana's feelings, in such a long adventure, they have experienced large and small crises together, but he has rarely helped the team substantially, and even dragged down the team. Especially when she had just gone to the kingdom of the goddess of wisdom, everyone even left her outside.
It's a silent rejection. How frightening it was for her to wait in the dark for news from her companions in the midst of a strange crowd. Feeling guilty, Omoni took a long puff of tobacco.
"I came out of Yorktown with Leo and you, and I thought it was a wonderful adventure, and I could do what I could in my daily life. But this adventure was so wonderful, even too exciting, that I just knew that Leo was still carrying her mother's wishes, and that I was going to stop from making Leo stop from the more exciting adventures around the world? ”
Omoni smacked his pipe, and he finally understood the girl's mental journey.
A little inferiority fascinated her soul's eyes, ignoring the true feelings of her companions.
"Do you know why Leo cares so much about you? ”
"I don't know. Nana touched the corner of her eye, feeling a slight wetness.
"Remember Leo's story just now, in the story, his mother also took him on adventures outside since he was a child, but his mother was not restrained by Leo's safety. This is Lady Eliza's responsibility to Leo, and it is also Lady Eliza's confidence in herself. ”
"There is a subtle resemblance between you and Leo, between Leo and Lady Eliza. Leo believes that he has had an irreparable impact on your life, so taking responsibility for your life is something he must do, and he, like Lady Eliza, has a strong sense of confidence in himself. So rest assured, he never saw you as a burden to him. ”
Nana turned her back, wrapped herself tightly around the quilt and said, "It sounds like I'm enjoying the shade of Lady Eliza." ”
Omoni let out a puff of smoke and said with a smile: "Even if it is, it all makes sense." Instead of dwelling on this, what you should do should be to make yourself stronger. ”
"More powerful?" Nana asked puzzled, "Can I, can I also cultivate Dou Qi and magic?"
"No, it's very difficult. Omoni shook his head regretfully. "Fighting exercise requires long-term perseverance and constant exercise, and your vision problems almost block that path. As for magic, the last time I examined your eyes, I found that your body has a severe rejection of magic. And even if you succeed in cultivation, the combat power that can't react correctly to the target won't help Leo. ”
Nana said disappointedly, "How can it be strong?"
"The true strength of human beings comes from within. ”
Nana held her breath, she felt that there was a lot of meaning in Omoni's words, but she couldn't grasp anything.
Omoni gave Nana a moment to react before continuing: "Nana, there is a powerful power in you that you didn't realize, and that is love and kindness. ”
"Love and kindness?" Nana repeated.
"Yes, Leo is doing things less and less for ordinary people, he is going astray, this is not alarmist, there is no shortage of books about people in history who have fallen into darkness because of their addiction to power and ego. He destroyed a hill in Mount Mebius, and caused a dragon to wreak havoc in Artisan Town, but fortunately there were no mass casualties, otherwise we would have been sinners for thousands of people. No one with a conscience will be able to sleep. ”
Leo must have expected these consequences, but the pursuit of his mother's last wish made him subconsciously ignore these possibilities, but Nana, you are different. ”
"Your incomparable love for life, your desire for a normal life, makes you pay more attention to other people. Especially in Artisan Town, if the Goddess of Wisdom is not prepared, and you don't persuade Leo, if he leaves, the entire Qinghu Town and Artisan Town will be destroyed. ”
"Neither I nor the others are fit to educate him on this, and he will only listen to you if you speak. ”
"You are more important than you think, Nana, and if you want to repay Leo, you should explore your other potential to help her, instead of giving up on yourself. ”
Omoni blew out the candle and got up to leave, leaving Nana alone to cover herself with the quilt again.