Lang Xingchen smiled, "Did I say that to you?" ”

Zhong Jinyun nodded vigorously, "Have you forgotten?" ”

Lang Xingchen covered his mouth, and a pale smile appeared at the corner of his mouth, "So I am so good at enlightening people?" ”

"Well, in the days when I wasn't popular, you really called me every day to say some chicken soup for the soul, if it weren't for your chicken soup for the soul to accompany me, maybe I wouldn't have the courage to persist until today, remember what I said when I stood on the podium for the first time, I said that what I want to thank the most in addition to my own persistence is you, it is your continuous encouragement that makes me persist to have the day when I am recognized by everyone." Zhong Jinyun said a long sentence in one breath.

But when Lang Xingchen heard these words, in addition to feeling that his body was filled with an indescribable huge force, he also had a faint sadness.

She and he used to rely on each other.

They used to be the most suitable couple in the entertainment industry of all the people.

They had promised to make it to the end together.

But then a lot of unpredictable things happened.

She and he ended up on either side of the road.

As soon as he thought of this, Lang Xingchen felt sad.

"Since you are so good at enlightening others, why are you half dead when you come here, where is the inspirational goddess who can say a lot of chicken soup for the soul to encourage me?" Zhong Jinyun continued.

The corners of Lang Xingchen's mouth raised a pale but bright smile, although she was sickly, her eyes were much brighter than before.

"So you're trying to force me to pull myself back?" Lang Xingchen asked with a smile.

Zhong Jin Yun saw that Lang Xingchen's mood had finally improved a little, and his depressed mood had also improved, and he replied with a smile: "Yes, I just don't know if my agitation method is good or not?" ”

The curvature of Lang Xingchen's lips deepened, "I will definitely consider your opinion, but I still owe a lot of debts now, haven't you become my new creditor?" ”

Zhong Jinyun said with a smile: "I, the new creditor, are not as exploitative as loan sharks and pit you with high interest, so you don't have to have so much pressure." ”

There was a deep sadness in Lang Xingchen's eyes that could not be dissolved, "I once hurt you so much, don't you hate me, why do you still help me so much?" ”

The corner of Zhong Jinyun's mouth was a relieved smile, "No matter what the reason, I don't hate you for breaking up for a long time, but that is definitely the stupidest choice you have made, because I am afraid of dragging me down, so I broke up, thinking that I can solve all the problems by myself, it is really stupid." ”

Therefore, Lang Xingchen regrets it now.

Sometimes, the decision you make in a split second may affect your happiness in your life, and if you make the wrong decision in that moment, you will actually have to bear the bitter consequences that you will regret for a lifetime.

Lang Xingchen has already tasted the bitter fruit.

It's just that time can't be turned back.

There is no regret medicine in the world.

The man in front of her who was talking and laughing with herself, the man she once had at her fingertips, the man she wanted to rely on all her life, was no longer his.

I want to hug him so much.

I want to throw myself into that embrace again and absorb some Gu Xizi.

But what qualifications does she have to ask for anything more?

"By the way, did you come out so late to ask your little girlfriend for advice?" Lang Xingchen asked with a pretended relaxation.

Zhong Jin Yunwaner, "I came out when Gu Xizi fell asleep, I'm afraid that you are in a bad mood at home alone, and I'm afraid that I won't be able to tell you clearly on the phone." ”

Lang Xingchen smiled: "Don't you think I'm fine?" ”

"You still say you're fine, but you still have a fever." Zhong Jin Yun glared at Lang Xingchen.

"Even if you usually have a headache and brain fever in our business, don't you have to stand up, if you don't do it, everyone in the crew will have to wait for a day, and waiting for a day is hundreds of thousands of millions of expenses, and it won't work if you don't stiffen up, so our bodies are generally not so fragile, although I used to rely on my rich father to compare, but I have experienced so much in the past few months, I think I can endure much more hardships than before, even if I am filming in the crew for two days and two nights, I can persevere, this can be regarded as progress."

Lang Xingchen paused, "So you don't need to worry about my body, it doesn't matter if you have a headache and brain fever." ”

Zhong Jin Yun smiled at Lang Xingchen, "Then now that everything has been solved, just think of it as a life for yourself, after this ordeal, I believe you also have a deeper understanding of life, and it will definitely be of great help to you in dealing with various roles in the future, just as a valuable asset." ”

Lang Xingchen said with a smile: "In the past, you said that I enlightened you, but now I think that you are not inferior to me when it comes to rapping chicken soup for the soul, and your personality seems to be more cheerful than before, you didn't have so many words in the past." ”

Zhong Jinyun's eyes and face were full of smiles, "Maybe it's because I was influenced by her every day with Gu Xizi, she just whispered in my ears every day." ”

Speaking of Gu Xizi, Zhong Jinyun couldn't hide a smile on his face.

Lang Xingchen frowned, "You like her so much?" ”

"I like it."

"Do you like her as much as you used to like me?" Lang Xingchen asked again, and after asking, he felt that it was not right for him to ask.

Zhong Jinyun didn't find this question so difficult to answer, no matter who he was talking to, he dared to say that he liked Gu Xizi and liked it very much.

So Zhong Jin Yun nodded honestly, "Yes." ”

The corners of his mouth were a somewhat strange smile, and he continued with his train of thought: "She is different from you, you are a high goddess, perfect is a little unrealistic, but it is not quite the same as those hypocritical female stars and rich daughters, you have a special and unique temperament, I was attracted by this unique temperament in you at the beginning, so we naturally came together." ”

Zhong Jinyun paused again, "Gu Xizi's personality and you are like two extremes, her personality is as passionate as fire, do you know how I met her?" ”

Speaking of Gu Xizi, Zhong Jinyun's words gradually increased.

Lang Xingchen cheered up and cooperated with Zhong Jinyun, "How did you meet?" ”

"Once I went to the magazine to shoot a commercial, and there were many female fans in front of the magazine, and she was one of them."

"You've always had a lot of female fans, and every single one of them is clamoring to marry you."

"When I first saw her, she was holding a big sign in her hand that Zhong Jin Yun wanted to sleep with you, and I was thinking in my heart how could there be such a shameless woman in this world?"

Lang Xingchen smiled: "The personalities of the two of you are not very similar, I always thought that you liked the kind of obedient girl who is as quiet as a virgin and has cultivation, but she is really a little too active like a rabbit......"

Zhong Jinyun agreed with him: "Indeed, she is very active and talks a lot, and she is not my ideal type, but after being dumped by you, she has always been by my side, no matter how I scolded her and said that she was shameless, she was like a dog skin plaster sticking to my side and smirking at me, at first I was disgusted, but I don't know when I was infected by her kind of smirk, and then she became my personal assistant to live in my house and get along with me day and night, making noise around me all day long." ”

Lang Xingchen asked: "Her personality is so noisy, how can you stand her?" ”

"At first, I did think Gu Xizi was a little noisy, but her personality is very good, no matter which crew she is in, she can mingle with the staff inside, once the weather was very cold, I was filming a scene of "Cold Night" fighting in the water, the director deliberately embarrassed me, filmed many times, but the whole person was going to freeze, in fact, some directors can't look down on any actor to take the opportunity to embarrass It is really a very common phenomenon in this industry, and when I encounter it, I can only think that I am unlucky and endure it, but Gu Xizi refuses to bear it, She said that she couldn't watch others bully the people she liked, so she poured leaves in the director's tea, and glued all-purpose glue to the director's chair, you don't know that the scene at that time was really miserable, and the staff of the crew at that time couldn't laugh anymore...... Sure enough, that unscrupulous director didn't have the strength to toss me anymore. ”

Recalling Gu Xizi's particularly powerful feats, Zhong Jinyun still felt very funny.

The corners of Lang Xingchen's mouth slanted, "Why is she so bold, even the director dares to fix it casually, isn't she afraid that the director will find out ten times and a hundred times still on you?" ”

She said that she wanted to teach the unscrupulous director some lessons, and she couldn't stand that I was so tossed by him, so I did it if I wanted to, her world was not as complicated as ours, and she always thought about what would happen after I did it, she just thought about it and did it, very impulsive, but it looked really relieved, including the time I went downstairs in your apartment to wait for you, she chased after me, and grabbed your hair and slapped you, now that I think about it, you were really wronged by her beating like that. ”

Lang Xingchen smiled bitterly, "I was also very painful when I just broke up with you, I could receive calls from you every day, but I had to pretend to be invisible and endure not answering the phone, that day you didn't know where I received the news that I was going back to that small apartment to find me, she suddenly came out and beat and scolded me, at that time I felt ashamed of you, so even if she did it with me, I endured it, just to make you angry, and I could be happy, in fact, I can't wait to come up and slap me The person is you." ”

If Lang Xingchen told him the truth that time, he and Lang Xingchen would not have come to this point, and then he and Gu Xizi would not have had so many stories later.

"No matter what you do to me, as long as it is your choice, I hope to be able to fulfill you, but I didn't expect that my fulfillment did not make you happy, but made you more miserable, helpless when you were sad, I can imagine how difficult your life is these days."

"I thought I could keep this secret, I thought that as long as I broke up with you, I would not drag you down, and I thought that I wouldn't let you see my most embarrassed appearance, but in the end, my embarrassment and ugliness were all seen by you without reservation, and I wanted to say that I didn't drag you down, but I couldn't do it, and besides, I lost you forever."

When he said this, Lang Xingchen's voice was a little choked, and he lowered his head deeply.

Hearing Lang Xingchen say these words, Zhong Jin Yun's heart was also moved.

It's nostalgia, it's sentimentality, it's sorrow, because it's loved.

So she and him didn't break up because one party didn't love each other, Lang Xingchen thought that he could fulfill Zhong Jin Yun's blue sea and blue sky, and then he believed that she really hated him and wanted to break up with him.

And that's it.

There was no convincing reason for the end, and Zhong Jinyun forcibly forced himself to bury that sad love when he couldn't find a reason.

He decided to look forward.

Lang Xingchen's heart is always there.

But his heart no longer stood still.

So the distance between him and Lang Xingchen became farther and farther away.

We met three times after the breakup.

Every time they met, he would hear Lang Xingchen say some strange things, and her sad expression was about to speak, and he didn't see a clue from it.

He thought that she was doing well, and thought that it was the right choice for him not to continue to entangle himself in the original fulfillment, but he didn't know that she was sinking in the sea of suffering and suffering greatly.

He didn't know it.

"Do you know why we didn't make it to the end?" There was a melancholy starlight flickering in Zhong Jinyun's deep eyes.

"It was I who gave up our relationship so easily, so of course it will be self-reaping now, I deserve to lose you." Lang Xingchen said calmly.