Chapter 1131: If the anger is gone, it will still stay by your side
At night, Mo Zichen stewed chicken soup from home and took it to the hospital, and seeing that Qianlan's comrades-in-arms were there, he did not enter immediately, but waited quietly outside the door.
"Qianlan, I've been chasing you for so many years, but you don't want to, you always say that you have a boyfriend, I thought you were using this as an excuse, but I didn't expect it to be true."
"You kid, are you dead now?"
Mo Zichen was outside the door, and he didn't hear any other conversations, so he heard these two sentences very clearly.
He even went out of his way to see who the man who said this was, and kept this face in his mind.
Soon, several comrades-in-arms came out of the ward, and they were surprised to see Mo Zichen, and then, they felt a little ashamed, probably, what they just said inside was heard by this man, right?
"Let's go, there will be a task in a moment."
Seeing that several people had left the ward, Mo Zichen entered the ward with chicken soup and put it on Qianlan's bedside table.
"I heard what they said just now."
"Huh?" Qian Lan was stunned for a moment, and then reacted immediately, "You said that your comrades-in-arms were joking?" β
"Count your acquaintances and know how to refuse."
After Mo Zichen finished saying these eight words, he finally sat down in front of Qianlan, and stretched the nutritious chicken soup to her mouth.
"Everyone knows that I have an old friend in my heart......" Qianlan took a sip of soup and explained, "It's been five years, and I've seen the same picture." β
"I don't need to look at the photos again." Mo Zichen reminded her.
"That picture used to be all my spiritual pillars!"
Qianlan smiled, drank the soup, and quickly fell asleep. At this time, Mo Zichen could see that the notebook she put under the pillow contained a photo of him.
Maybe it's because I've taken it out too many times, so all the two corners of the photo are fingerprints.
If you really think so, why, when you were in the army, you refused to come out to look at him?
Putting the photo back in its place, Mo Zichen turned his head to look at Qianlan, she was lying on the hospital bed so quietly, her back was full of suture wounds.
Then, Mo Zichen sat down on the chair, and then began to recall how he spent the past five years.
At the beginning, he didn't wait, because Tang Ning said that this girl likes him very much, and she can go to the army alone for him to sharpen, she is eager to grow up, it must be to have a future with him, at that time, Mo Zichen believed it.
Therefore, he waited for a year, and even went to the army to see Qianlan quietly, but this stupid woman, except for showing happiness in the army, never had any idea of going out to find him.
Then he waited for the second year, but the next year was still the same.
Or even the third, fourth, or even fifth year......
Mo Zichen waited for so long, step by step towards disappointment, but when he made up his mind not to wait any longer, Qianlan finally appeared.
However, his heart was already cold.
Mo Zichen sat on the chair until midnight, waiting for Qianlan to wake up.
Seeing Qianlan open his eyes, he finally asked the answer he wanted to know the most: "Since you have seen the photos for so many years, why are you unwilling to come out to find me?" β
When Qianlan heard this question, her face changed suddenly......
"Five years, but a normal person can't wait, why do you think I will wait for you?"
"Qianlan, why I have been unable to get over this hurdle in my heart for you, is because after you gave up our relationship, you obviously had the opportunity to remedy it, but for five years, you ignored it, and as soon as you came out, you wanted to get back together with me, why do you think I would be willing?"
Qianlan couldn't say anything, her eyes only had tears, which kept overflowing her sockets.
"You give me a reasonable explanation, and I can forgive you."
"I ......"
Qianlan opened her mouth, but found that she couldn't say any words of explanation.
"Can't explain?"
Qianlan shook her head and said desperately, "How do you know that I haven't looked for you?" β
"I've looked for it." Qian Lan choked up and said, "After the recruit training ended, I went back to school, but you are no longer there, I heard that you have moved, I waited at your door for a night, but I only saw a young woman walking out of your house." β
"So, I went back to the army."
"I had a high fever for three days."
"Because I'm walking back."
"When I was discharged from the army, I also went to look for it, but that time, I stayed at your house for three days and three nights, and I didn't see you, so I left you a note."
"In five years, I have been to see you three times, the last time, not long ago, I found out that you are still single, which makes me feel hopeful, but I feel hopeless, you have changed so much, I think you may not remember who I am now, plus my mother is seriously ill, so I ......"
"You've looked for it?" Mo Zichen was a little unconvinced.
"You moved out of school and moved to No. 224 Shengquan Road, room number 104. Later, you move to Skyyang Apartment, 702. β
After listening to Qianlan's words, Mo Zichen reacted: "Why don't you knock on 105?" β
"You're at 105?"
"I'm at 105." Mo Zichen nodded, "After that, I didn't move in to the Tianyang Apartment, I bought it for a friend, so how could you wait for me?" β
"I see." Qianlan had already cried into tears, "I also went to you again and again with hope, but three times to no avail......"
"I'm sorry." This time, Mo Zichen apologized, "I thought that you could come if you wanted to, and leave if you wanted." β
"I'll go out to you as soon as the recruit training is over, but ...... I was almost mistaken for a deserter, and I fell seriously ill in a small dark room after seven days of confinement. β
"On the first day I entered the boot camp, I regretted it, I wanted to go to you, but I didn't want you to look down on you."
"Zichen, I really didn't mean to."
After Mo Zichen heard Qianlan's words, finally, he reached out and stroked her head: "Forget it...... As long as you say you've found it, forget it, I believe you. β
"I've really looked for it...... I've looked for it. β
"Every time I look for you, I go back disappointed, it takes me a long time to heal, every time I pluck up the courage to go back to you, but ......"
Mo Zichen didn't let her speak again, but covered her mouth to calm her down.
"Don't cry, the wound will open."
"Zichen ......"
"I'm here, I'm not leaving, even if you can't explain anything today, I'm not leaving, I'm at most, I'm just angry."
"It's gone, but it's still going to stay with you." Mo Zichen said resignedly.