"Hmmm! Looking forward to it! Hehe! ”

"I'm afraid the skill is very amateurish, don't be disappointed!"

"It's good to be able to keep learning! The important thing is not how superb and professional the piano is, but what is important is what you think when you play the piano and how you feel when you listen to that sound! You tell me? Melly asked.

"You really have your own understanding of music! Not bad! ”

"I'm really afraid that I'm going to fall into that feeling and not be able to get out, and then I'll never grow up. And then seeing that you are all mature, I myself seem to be isolated from the world, still living in the past, the people around me are getting older, I still don't grow up, and my appearance has not changed, everyone will think of me as a weirdo, will it be very lonely? ”

"Eternal youth? That's what many girls dream of! ”

"But it always feels weird!"

"We're all going to get old eventually, so you don't have to worry about being lonely anymore! We're all going to be mature, as long as we look back at the road we've traveled from time to time and avoid going in the wrong direction! ”

"Oh!" Melly replied, frowning, "You mean that I won't fall into it, I won't be alone, as long as I don't let myself get lost, I don't lose myself, it's fine?" ”

"Yes, that's what it means! Even if you have ever been lost, as long as you look back seriously and think carefully, there will always be a solution. There is no such thing as being lost forever, just as one cannot guarantee that one will make the right choice every time! And being lost isn't necessarily a bad thing, it lets people know what's right! ”

"What you said is true?"

"Of course! That's what I think, because every now becomes the past! Therefore, as long as you face the next thing and connect with it in the right way, you will be one step closer to solving the problem. The solution is not elsewhere, it is in its own hands, and after it is solved, it will go down smoothly! ”

"And did the 'once' you just say disappear?" Melly asked.

"Nope! It does not disappear, but behind the person, it is turned into a compass by time to guide in the right direction. If you want to find it, you can! Because it's something you've done yourself, only you can have it, and no one else can help you find it! Can you understand? ”

Melly looked me in the eye and it seemed like the answer was written in my eyes. "I think, I can get it!" She nodded slightly.

"You, me, and others, we are all living in life, this thing will definitely exist, not necessarily needed all the time, but it is undoubtedly in the heart, as long as you look for it carefully, it will appear!"

"'Just look for it and it will appear,'" Melly repeated what I had just said, "I was thinking that maybe my comprehension was sometimes not good enough, and sometimes it was more than necessary, so what you said, I can understand now, and maybe at some other point, it will be a problem again!" ”

"As long as you understand it now, fine. Problems that will be encountered in the future will be saved for later. After all, no one can repeat the past time, and they will not be stuck in an origin that cannot move forward, because time will push you forward, so only think clearly about the parts that should be thought clearly, and leave what you don't understand to consider in the future, once the right time period is reached, then it will naturally not be a problem! Do you understand what I'm talking about? ”

"Hmm!" Melly had a comforting smile on her face.

"It's easy to talk to you, as if nothing is going to make you sad."

"Maybe those sad things were just packed and sealed by me!" I smiled at her. "It's like when you move, pack and go!"

"When I heard you say about moving, I remembered that you had already left school, what was it like to be close to graduation?"

"Moving from one room to another, no more going to the library to occupy a seat, no more queuing in the cafeteria, and having a lot of time at your disposal except for work! In short, 'Freedom!' Long live freedom! ’”

"Hehe, you actually feel like this! You're joking like you were kidding, like you weren't joking! ”

"Really? It's not a joke, is it? Every point speaks of a real change in the state of life! ”

"It's a funny way to talk anyway! I heard from my classmates that the boy's room is so messy that people can get lost, but what about your room? ”

"I've never gotten lost in my room! It's probably a state somewhere between sloppy and clean! I replied.

"Anyway, you're a weirdo, a weird person!" Melly said.

"Really?"

"Hmm!" Melly nodded, "However, the 'strange' I'm talking about is the kind of weirdness that makes people find funny!" Don't get me wrong! ”

I smiled and nodded, and didn't say anything more.