My story? I don't know what to say to him, but I don't think I'm an introvert, I used to be a complete talker in college.

I used to get a nickname in the circle of brothers, and "feelings" sounds a little ambiguous, but I just think it's a homonym.

But girlfriends, I think I don't have a lot of friends, in college, I basically spent a third of my time with friends of the opposite sex.

Ahem, as the so-called people are not romantic teenagers, who hasn't had a few of them?

With his pretty good looks, he will have a little more chance of luck when he encounters people and things, but those things can't be explained thoroughly, it's like a feeling.

Feelings tell me how different I am in the crowd, who I meet, and who I say to whom.

The content conceived by the brain is the origin of this nickname, but this is not determined by reason, but by emotion.

In those years in college, the girl I remember most clearly was her name Qianqian (overlapping names are generally used for abbreviations, or because the knowers do not know the full name, they use nicknames taken from the outside world or taken instead, so this name is not necessarily the full name).

I don't know if this situation or this kind of thinking is because of her, or if it's because of what happened between me and her.

At that time, the second time I saw her, I could feel that she was unusual, the white dress, the long black hair, and the small hairpin dotted between the hair.

She was a freshman that year, and I just looked at her intently until I was sent downstairs to her, and I realized that I had just lost my temper.

Looking at the girls around me again, they all cast disdainful glances at me, as if they didn't understand why I was looking at Qianqian in such a daze just now?

To be honest, Qianqian is not very outstanding among these energetic girls who have entered college and entered adolescence, and even looks very ordinary under everyone's background, but she just smiles like this, as if she can drive every nerve in my body.

My buddy said that it was a kind of poison, called love, once you were hit, you had to find a place, turn into bluestone, and never return to your hometown.

I shook my head and laughed at him, just buddy, my master of the love scene, I made up all this to tease girls, and I asked you to copy it there to fool me.

That being said, I still paid close attention to Qianqian, and after she moved into the third girls' dormitory, I used to run outside.

I found a lot of strange things about her, she looked no more than seventeen or eighteen, but she went back to the dormitory late every night, so every time I went back, I always saw her.

During the day, she looks quiet and quiet, but she rarely talks to people, and she is a little withdrawn, and she looks like two people who return late.

Being so concerned by me, the little sisters who used to play with me were a little jealous, so they went to question Qianqian, and I didn't stop it, maybe I also had a little curiosity in my heart, wanting to see what kind of girl she was, so I looked at them from afar.

But after seeing that they said a few words, it was probably the meaning of those girls' questions, and Qianqian seemed to smile at them, and then slowly raised her hand and lifted her long hair.

Then, I heard a shrill scream of a girl, and I was also startled when I saw this, and my heart said what is going on, is there something scary on Qianqian's face?

Thinking so, I became even more interested in the girl who made me feel so special, and when the girls ran back, I grabbed one of them and asked, "What's going on?" What do you see? ”

This girl's name is Xiaowen, and she used to be that kind of savage, and she could scare her so disgraced and yell, which inevitably made me wonder what was under Qianqian's hair.

Xiaowen looked at me, first muttered a few words, as if he was recalling what he saw just now, and then whispered, "Qin Huai, I advise you to stay away from this person, she is not as easy to deceive as us!" ”

Hearing her words, I was even more puzzled, "What! I'm such an honest person, when did I lie to you, don't talk nonsense! ”

Seeing that I deliberately didn't answer her, Xiaowen pointed to Qianqian and got to the point. "She has a grimace on her face, a little like the kind of face on the stage, but I feel that those patterns are not painted with watercolors at all."

"What?" I was stunned at the time, and repeatedly analyzed in my heart whether this little girl was playing tricks on me, or reminded me not to hit her attention.

Seeing that I still didn't understand, Xiaowen finally patted me on the shoulder, "You can do it yourself!" ”

With that, she turned and left, leaving me alone in a daze, not knowing how to understand the unclear words.

To be honest, I wouldn't have believed what kind of grimace and what kind of face she just said, but from the exclamation just now, I was a little shaken.

I know that when people are suddenly frightened, the first thing they think of is to hug the people around them, which is one of the reasons why I used to watch horror movies with girls.

Seeking support in the face of fear is an instinctive response that is the same in all respects.

For example, when you see something that cannot be explained, you will tell others at the first time to spread this terrifying atmosphere in order to gain the resonance and "companionship" of your peers.

In this way, at least I am not alone in feeling the fear, I will feel that I have someone to accompany me, and even help me explain those things.

Speaking of which, the atmosphere and speed of this mutual transmission are really fast, and on the third day in the blink of an eye, the school was almost full of Qianqian's rumors.

However, in word of mouth, many versions of that grimace have been conjured, and even the people in its dormitory have asked to change their dormitories, not daring to share the same dormitory with a person who doesn't know whether he is a god or a ghost.

The school took into account the complaints of these girls, so they sent someone over to check on this Qianqian's abnormality, but they didn't find any grimaces when they looked at it, and finally half-perfunctory and half-warned them not to look for trouble, and spread this superstitious rumor in the school.

Things were suppressed like this, but there were still girls moving out of the dormitory, but not through the school's arrangement, but they themselves chose to share a house outside the school.

At the beginning, the dormitory manager told the logistics office, but after several school workers went over to inquire, they heard that they had revealed news about Qianqian.

It's actually nothing, maybe it's just a coincidence, but they all pointed the problem at Qianqian.

In the dormitory, every time the lights are turned off, I will hear the sound of arrow steps, the sound is very clear, ringing in the corridor, not far and not close, it seems to be in the ear, making people feel frightened.

But when they dared to open the door, they saw an empty corridor, and they didn't even notice a single figure.

In the dormitory, only Qianqian was not there, she always came back very late, and even when the lights went out, she was seen coming back in a hurry.

But it's okay once or twice, it's a week, and no one can sleep well, and coincidentally, every night, as soon as Qianqian comes back, the footsteps outside disappear, as if those footsteps were scared away by her.

What is the most frightening thing, that is, ghosts, you can't see or touch them, but what will be that that even ghosts are afraid of??

No one knew, no one dared to ask her again, and no one would come near her.

In addition, the school staff asked the girls in the other dormitories on the same floor, but they said that they had not heard anything.

In this way, the matter is even more complicated, and the school has no right to interfere with the students' freedom, so after only sending someone to persuade them a few times, it will not be resolved.

But I know that none of this is so simple, because Qianqian's side began to be strange, and there were fewer people around her, and even in her classroom, there were very few people.

On the playground, I can always see her sitting alone on the bench, motionless and staring at something in a daze.

Isolated by everyone, she is even more special, as if she is protected by some kind of force, but this protection is also isolating her from everything around her.

I didn't say anything to her until this day, but on this day, she came and she found me.

I don't know what that means, but I remember the first thing Qianqian asked me that day was, "Why haven't you given up, they're scared of me, why aren't you afraid?" ”

I shook my head, not knowing how to talk to this mysterious and special girl for the first time, but I didn't hesitate for long before I said, "I just feel like you won't hurt the people around you, and that's true, it's just that you seem to have a lot on your mind and don't seem to like sharing it with others!" ”

"Yes!" After she said these two words, she suddenly turned around and walked in the direction of the dormitory building.

I thought she had something to say, but seeing that she was about to go away, I immediately called out from behind, "Can you tell me?" Can we be friends? ”

She ignored me and walked away.

This kind of conversation makes me very confused, but looking at the current situation, I still don't want to chase it, maybe she really has a big heart.

It's really strange to say that a girl's mind is strange, and it's simple to say, but you must not be serious about it, otherwise it will be easy to hit the nail.

Since she didn't want to say it, I didn't continue to ask, but now she will take the initiative to tell me that she has something on her mind, and it seems that she will find me again in the future.

No two people in the world are the same, whether they are men or women, there are often differences, but the size of the differences is different.

The difference between Qianqian and others is not something I can understand at all, at least not what I can understand and accept through my previous experience.

When we met again, it didn't take long for me to come back from a game on the basketball court when I met Qianqian, who was standing downstairs in the boys' dormitory.

It's already past six o'clock, and it's getting dark, what is she doing with me now?