Chapter 144: You Are the Best Gift Heaven's Gift to Me
"That's you." Liu Sihan said with a mischievous wink.
"When did I become something you like?" Yi Muyang heard what Liu Sihan said, and was stunned for a few seconds before saying.
"You've always been the best gift from God." After Liu Sihan finished speaking, he stuck out his tongue a little embarrassed.
"You cheeky, I won't talk about you anymore." Yi Muyang suddenly began to laugh.
"What's so funny, I just want to know what your relationship with me is?" Liu Sihan glanced at Yi Muyang and said.
"What you think is our relationship, it's what kind of relationship." Yi Muyang said with a hippie smile.
"I don't think we're in any relationship now, I've been running after you alone, humbled to the dust. I think it's so unfair, why should I always be a girl who takes the initiative to treat you? Then why can't you, as a boy, take the initiative to point to me? Do you know how to pity the fragrance and cherish the jade? You see that other girls' boyfriends are very active, very enthusiastic, and very doting on girls. Why haven't I ever enjoyed such treatment? I feel so tired and unfair with someone like you! You're going to die if you take the initiative? ”
"Oh, yes. You haven't confessed to me yet, we're not in any relationship now. Liu Sihan complained to Yi Muyang angrily.
"Don't worry, there will be a confession later, and you can enjoy all the treatment that those girls have enjoyed in college in the future. When the time comes, let all the girls envy you, okay? When you go to college, you will be anti-customer and take the initiative. By that time, you'll meet more people and make a lot of new friends, and you'll probably dislike me. Maybe when the time comes, you'll forget that I exist. Now you only know a limited number of people, and you think I'm the best. When you go to college, you come into contact with more people. It's a bit more horizontal, and maybe you don't think so. ”
"When you go to college, maybe you'll think that boys your age are more conversational with you. You will think that they are more youthful and energetic, and you will dislike me for being older and unemotional. At that time, I will be nervous about you all day long, afraid that you will be abducted by some stinky boy who will say a few sweet words or send a flower or something. When the time comes, I'll be like an empty nester, waiting for you to come back to me every day. Yi Muyang looked straight ahead, and didn't look at Liu Sihan and said.
"Don't, don't, don't do that, I don't allow you to say that. Don't worry, I'll always like you, and I won't change my mind. Unless you abandon me, I will never let go of your hand. Liu Sihan said very firmly.
"Actually, when I first met you, you came to me all day long, and you were always very disobedient. I always see you in school, and I feel like you don't like to study all day. You still think too much about things that are not related to studying, and it gives me a headache. Slowly, I feel that you are a cute kid sometimes, and you have your own ideas. Later, I don't know why, but in the days when I didn't have you to harass me, I always felt that something was missing. You really don't understand that feeling, and you will often appear in front of you in the days when you can't see you. At that time, I wanted to know what you were doing, and I wanted to know if there was something funny going on in your class today. ”
"Maybe it's because I've listened to you talk about your class all day long, and I haven't listened to you for many days, and I always feel like something is missing. At that time, I always worked overtime in the evenings and other times to get everything done in advance. This way you come to me with questions and chats without delaying my time. I will listen carefully to what you say and do my best to help you and give you advice. ”
"Later, I realized that I was too dangerous to think like that. After all, I'm a teacher, you're a student, and we're not right for each other. Besides, there is a 10-year difference between us, which is not the right age. Besides, as a teacher, I want to teach and educate people, and you are still a child, I really don't want you to delay your good future because of me. You haven't gone to college yet, you're still young. You haven't been exposed to more people, experienced more things, and you don't know the cruelty of this world yet. I really don't want you to delay my future because of me. Later, I desperately suppressed myself to restrain myself, not wanting to give you any illusion that I also liked you, I just wanted you to calm down and study hard. ”
"I've always been thinking about what I'm going to do to be really good to you. At that time, I even thought of being ruthless once, cutting off all contact with you, and ignoring you like a stranger, so that you would know to study hard? Later, when I mentioned this matter to you once, you were directly frightened and cried, and you cried and said that you have to be obedient and you don't want me to abandon you. My heart was about to break, but I still had to refuse you as if nothing had happened. But you promise me that you will study hard, and come to me if you have a problem, and if there is no problem, you will not come to me to talk to me. Later, you really did it, in your junior year of high school, you worked hard to study, and you really did what you said no longer chatting with me. ”
"I was relieved at the time, and I felt like you were finally willing to listen to me once. At that time, I often wondered, if I wasn't a teacher and you weren't my student, what would happen to us? Later, I experienced all kinds of things like forced marriage and blind date by my family, all of which I refused. At that time, I also began to hate being a teacher. Whenever the teachers and students in the school have all kinds of gossip that adds fuel to the vinegar, because of my status as a teacher. I can't be the first to rush out to protect you, protect you, and let you be wronged again and again. ”
"At that time, I often felt very self-conscious, and I really didn't feel like a gentleman. The person you like has suffered a lot of grievances for yourself. And because of my identity as a teacher, I can only watch from afar, and I can't help you with anything. Later, I often thought that I would do my best to help you, so that you can continue to grow and improve. I really did it, and seeing your progress bit by bit every day, I am happy for you from the bottom of my heart, and I feel that my efforts have not been in vain. Yi Muyang said a lot like a bamboo tube dropping beans, and his eyes turned a little red as he spoke.
When Liu Sihan heard what Yi Muyang said, she was stunned, and she didn't speak for a long time. She had always thought that she was alone in her own affairs, and she felt too tired. She never expected that Yi Muyang would think more than her because of her identity as a teacher, and the pressure she was under was greater than her.
"Hey, it's really hard for you, I thought I was the only one singing a one-man show, and I feel so tired every day. I didn't expect you to like me too, and you are under more pressure than I am. It's not easy for us to come this way. At that time I always thought you didn't like me, you never took the initiative and always let me run after your ass alone. I ignored that you were a teacher, and I was afraid that I would be distracted by you and that I would delay my studies. Liu Sihan looked at Yi Muyang apologetically and said.
"In fact, it is not easy for us to persevere along the way. When you go to college, if you really meet a boy who is younger than me, who is more handsome than me, and who is better than me to you. If he likes you and you like him, then you have to tell me. As long as he is good to you, as long as he truly loves you, I will support you. I also respect all your choices, and you don't have to consider my feelings. You tell me directly, and I won't embarrass you. Don't worry, no matter how sad I am, I can't bear you. I respect your choice, and I will let you go. Yi Muyang said affectionately.
"Don't say anything, I won't dislike you. From the first time I saw you, I liked you, and I felt that you were the kind of person I wanted to marry the most in my life. To this day, I still think that way. Don't look at me as more lively and cheerful on the outside, in fact, I am a more sensitive and passive person on the inside. I don't fall in love with someone easily, and if I really fall in love with someone, I will take them very seriously, and I will never be half-hearted. Don't worry, I want to be a colleague with you after graduating from university. How could I be willing to hurt you, I really don't want to hurt you. Liu Sihan said sincerely.
"What the future holds, really no one can say. If you like another boy, just tell me. I won't pester you, and I won't embarrass you. You don't have to think about my feelings, I'll let you go. If he can be good to you, he can give you happiness. You're happy with him, and I respect your choice. I will silently bless you from afar, I just want you to be happy and happy. If you go to college and see all the beauty of the world. If you don't dislike me, I feel like I'm pretty good. I will also welcome you with open arms. You don't have to worry about me, I'll wait, it doesn't matter how long I wait. When you graduate from college, you can come back and be a colleague with me. ”
"I don't actually say too many sweet words, you know this, and I am often complained by you that I am boring and unemotional. However, as long as I promise you something, I will do my best to do it well. Actually, I don't like to say too much sweet talk, you just have to look at my actual actions. In the future, you don't have to worry too much about your work, I will arrange it for you here. You just have to be happy and happy to graduate from university. Everything is with me, you don't have to worry too much, I will stand by your side and always accompany you and take care of you. Yi Muyang looked at Liu Sihan very seriously and said.