Liu Sihan frowned, his eyes staring blankly ahead.

She suddenly remembered a lot of things about Yi Muyang, and her heart suddenly softened again. She didn't know why she was so unproductive. obviously said that he would not bother with Yi Muyang anymore, but when he saw the text message he sent, his will was not firm again.

Liu Sihan sometimes hates himself very much, hating that he is always so unprincipled and bottom-line when facing Yi Muyang, and even feels a little cheap. She felt very tired when she was tired, she didn't want to talk when she was tired, she felt very faceless, and she was simply low in the dust in front of Yi Muyang. She even thought: she is becoming less and less like herself, she was not like this before. I used to be happy every day.,Big grinning character.,Don't take anything to heart.,Carefree.。

However, since Liu Sihan met Yi Muyang, he has become more and more sensitive and vulnerable. Yi Muyang's eyes, movements, and words of concern all touched Liu Sihan's sensitive and fragile nerves. She sometimes thinks crankily, thinks a lot, and can't help but cry when she thinks about it. Even for a very small matter, Liu Sihan will be suspicious, jealous, and even angry. She sometimes hates herself, she hates that she is too sensitive. I take Yi Muyang too seriously and care too much about Yi Muyang.

She sometimes thinks about snubbing Yi Muyang for a few days, no longer disturbing his life, and disappearing from his world for a while. However, he couldn't hold on for a few days, and Liu Sihan began to lose control of his heart again. She wanted to see what Yi Muyang had been busy with recently, and wanted to know if Yi Muyang would contact her in the days when she hadn't contacted Yi Muyang. However, the reality is still very cruel, and her hopes are still in vain. In the days when she didn't disturb Yi Muyang, Yi Muyang didn't bother her, as if she had never appeared in Yi Muyang's world.

Sometimes, Liu Sihan feels particularly unfair. You're a big man, why wouldn't you take the initiative? Why do you always have a girl circling around you? Does this make you seem colder? Liu Sihan felt that Yi Muyang's attitude made her very annoying.

She felt that Yi Muyang was particularly cowardly, if she loved, then she should be braver as a big man. If you don't love, then don't have any ambiguous behavior, so as not to misunderstand others. However, sometimes Liu Sihan found that although Yi Muyang rejected her, he seemed to have a little affection for her, but she was not so sure.

Sometimes, a person will get tired after taking the initiative for a long time, and she will feel that her efforts will not be rewarded accordingly. I will also feel very sad and unwilling, why am I so good to you, why don't you appreciate it? Why can't you feel it? Why can't you treat me the same way? Why don't you cherish me? She will feel very unfair in her heart, and she will especially hope that the other party will pay more attention to herself, and hope that the other party will consider the problem more from her own standpoint.

However, she forgot something very important. Feelings have always been a matter of two people, and it is very necessary to communicate with each other to maintain together, rather than a person singing a one-man show there with affection.

Liu Sihan sometimes thinks: If Yi Muyang loves her, he loves her well. If you don't love her, tell her directly, but don't have an affair with her. She thinks she's stupid, and sometimes she takes other people's ambiguity and she's stupid. If she didn't love her, she wouldn't be desperately pestering Yi Muyang. Even if she is reluctant to Yi Muyang, no matter how painful her heart is, she will force herself to let go, forcing herself to completely disappear from Yi Muyang's world.

Things about Yi Muyang kept appearing in her mind like a movie. Scene after scene, everything was so clear, as if it had just happened yesterday. She wanted to hate Yi Muyang but couldn't hate it at all, and she wanted to love but felt very entangled and tormented. Tortured back and forth between heaven and hell, winning or losing is all in your own hands. Liu Sihan wanted to give up Yi Muyang's idea countless times, but as soon as she saw Yi Muyang, she began to become very undetermined. For Liu Sihan, Yi Muyang seems to have an invisible magic power, which always attracts Liu Sihan to keep coming to him, falling step by step.

Liu Sihan sometimes thinks: If she and Yi Muyang are still fated in the end, she will have no regrets. After all, in the most beautiful years of her youth, she fought bravely for herself once. Even when she recalls it in the future, she will be very grateful to Yi Muyang for helping her in her youth, and she is also very grateful to be able to meet Yi Muyang in her youth, and she is very grateful for everything he has done for her.

At this time, Liu Sihan thought about it and pulled Yi Muyang's phone out of the blacklist.

She began to dial Yi Muyang's phone, and the phone rang twice and was connected.

"Hello, what's the matter with me?" Liu Sihan coldly asked Yi Muyang on the other end of the phone.

"What's wrong with you? Why are you so indifferent? Yi Muyang was still a little surprised when he heard Liu Sihan's words. She couldn't understand how she had offended her.

"Nothing, are you okay?" Liu Sihan said with an expressionless face and some impatience.

"It's not...... I haven't seen you for a few days, why do you have such an attitude? Yi Muyang still feels very uncomfortable with Liu Sihan, who usually judges two people.

"What is my attitude? If you think I have a bad attitude, don't contact me. Who do you see has a good attitude, who do you contact? Liu Sihan said a little angrily, as soon as she remembered the hurtful words that Yi Muyang said to herself, her heart hurt and she was very uncomfortable.

"Why don't you tell me what your attitude is towards me? I treat you like this once, you can't stand it? Then you usually talk to me so many times, haven't you thought about my feelings? Why are you always so domineering and unreasonable? Is the earth going to revolve around you? You're so selfish! Liu Sihan was particularly angry at Yi Muyang on the other end of the phone.

"Do you think I'm as patient with others as I am with you, and I'm always very cheap to bother you? I was originally very cold, and when I asked others something, I would only ask once, and never say it a second time. Don't look at me, I'm very cheerful and lively on the surface, my popularity is very good, and I don't have any sorrow. I don't care about anything, I don't care about anything. Then you're wrong, you don't know me too well. I'm only more cheerful and lively with people I have a good relationship with, and I'm still very cold to other people I don't know. ”

"Every time I ask you something, you either don't reply to me, or you say you're busy. Then, I'll keep asking you every once in a while, and you'll run out of patience. As a result, you are always cold to me, and you don't know how to cherish my dedication to you. Did I owe you anything in my last life? If you alone will be cold, will others not be cold? To be honest, I'm thick enough in front of you, and I'm embarrassed to be thick. Every time, I was asked to take the initiative to find you, why can't you take the initiative to find me once? I'm not looking for you, and you're never going to look for me. ”

"Why do you have to ask me to come to you every time? Every time I take the initiative to look for you, I look for you more times, and you always look very annoyed to show me a face. Why don't you tell me how you treat me? In front of you, sometimes I feel very inferior, and I look forward to growing up and growing up soon. I wish I could grow up sooner than I did when I was a kid, because I wanted to catch up with you. I've been dreaming about your future more than once, and I'm afraid you're going too fast, and I'll never be able to catch up with you anymore. I even want to make myself a little better so that I can be worthy of a better you. You don't know all of this, do you? You'll never know. Liu Sihan said a lot of words that had been suppressed for a long time in his heart.

Yi Muyang listened to Liu Sihan's words, and was stunned for a moment, and did not speak for a long time.

He was silent for a moment and sighed.

"I really don't know how to treat you anymore. Actually, all I say about you is just hoping that you can study hard. After all, you are a student now, and the main task of a student is to study well. Don't think about this nonsense for now, it's too wasteful. You don't want to focus too much on me, you're going to be distracted and it's not good for your studies at all. You're in your third year of high school soon, and if you know how to study hard, it's already too late. I don't really have any other requirements for you now, I just want you to put more effort into your studies, okay? ”

"Actually, you don't want to hear anything from me, so I may have spoken in a heavy tone. I'm just not right, not personal, and I'm not trying to find fault with you. If I say this not for your own good, I will not take the trouble to urge you to study hard. If you still feel that I have a bad attitude towards you, I am indifferent to you, and I make you unhappy. Then I'll apologize to you, okay? Don't be so sensitive now, don't think too much, and focus on your studies first. There are many things that you may not understand now, but you will understand later. I don't want to bother you sometimes, and I just don't want to delay your studies. You have to think more about your future, and don't always think about some messy things, which will only waste your energy and will not be useful for learning at all. Yi Muyang felt particularly helpless for Liu Sihan, who was very delicate and sensitive.

(I'm sorry cuties, I'm too busy today, I can only post one chapter, and the rest will be made up tomorrow.) ）