Pei Muyu took her hand and wanted to walk to the bank of the river, but Gu Xizi didn't follow, she suddenly jumped on Pei Muyu's back, and then laughed: "Haha, were you startled by me." ”

Pei Muyu chuckled, and also carried her on her back, reminding her to hug her neck tightly, and she was not responsible for falling down.

But seriously, how could he be willing to let him fall?

Gu Xizi happily lay on his back, originally thinking that she would arrive soon, but she didn't arrive after walking for more than ten minutes, and she began to feel a little distressed: "Pei Muyu, do you want to put me down, it's too far, it will exhaust you." ”

"You're so light, how can you be tired?" Pei Muyu said truthfully, Gu Xizi was only ninety pounds, which was really much easier than when he used to run around the mountains with a fifty-kilogram sandbag and a thirty-kilogram weapon.

Gu Xizi probed, seeing his eyes from the side, they were always looking ahead, combined with his perfect side face, and suddenly looked a little melancholy.

Genuine melancholy.

It is completely different from Jiang Bojun's appearance that relies on appearance and soft tone, and is contrived.

Today's Pei Muyu is also preoccupied.

"How could I not be heavy!" Gu Xizi suddenly shouted, and then stuck out his tongue and said playfully: "I am your world!" ”

Such playful love words are all used by boys to flirt with their sisters, but now that she is a girl's family, she is instantly a little embarrassed, lying on Pei Muyu's back motionless.

"Hehe, that's really a little, I can carry my whole world on my back now." Fortunately, Pei Muyu was also more cooperative, otherwise Gu Xizi really felt that he was going to hit the wall and die.

Fortunately, I arrived at the place soon, at this time, there were already a lot of people gathered on the lawn on the bank of the river, some with blankets and food, Gu Xizi was almost envious and wept after seeing it, isn't this the picnic he has always hoped for?

Pei Muyu immediately understood when he looked at her, knocked on her skull, and said dotingly: "If you like it, we can come again in the future." ”

"Will we be together next time?" Gu Xizi tilted his head, and his big watery eyes looked so bright under the night sky.

Pei Muyu nodded seriously.

Of course, Gu Xizi gave him a fragrant kiss with a very unreserved "gift".

The two of them sat in a fairly secluded corner, and the fireworks had not yet started, but the countless twinkling stars in the clear starry sky made Gu Xizi excited for a long time. In the city, it is a luxury to look up and see a star or two, and most of the time, it is gray.

"My mother used to bring me here." He said in a deep voice.

Gu Xizi was nervous all of a sudden, Pei Muyu rarely took the initiative to talk about his past, let alone his parents, after the two were silent for a while, she took his hand and said very sincerely: "You have a good mother...... Thank you Auntie for giving birth to you, otherwise I might have to be a bachelor for the rest of my life. ”

What a sad topic it was, but it was broken by Gu Xizi's pure and harmless sincere face, what kind of "beating a single", isn't this the name of some rough men?

After a pause, Pei Muyu continued: "She used to work in the dance hall, and she lived a very hard life, and she had to deal with all kinds of men every day, most of them just wanted to take her to bed. But she still loves life very much, and whenever she has time, she will take me to the countryside to play and see all the good things in the world......"

Now Pei Muyu remembers that at that time, Jiang Muyu always didn't let her son know about her work, and when she came home with a smile, no matter how late she would read and write stories to him, as long as he wanted, she never skimped.

But Jiang Muyu shouldn't know that her son matured earlier than ordinary children, and when he was about four years old, he saw with his own eyes that a man who was rejected by his mother beat her all over her body......

"But when I was almost six years old, she ...... Missing. Pei Muyu said very calmly.

"Missing?" This was something Gu Xizi didn't expect, she always thought that it was because Pei Muyu's mother died, so he would return to the Jiang family.

"Yes, missing. Everyone told me she was dead. But I haven't seen her body with my own eyes, so I can't admit from the bottom of my heart that she's dead. Pei Muyu said very frankly.

The reason for his judgment is also very simple, death cannot be proved without a body.

At this time, the fireworks on the horizon are like the most gorgeous flowers in midsummer, blooming one by one, and the adults and children around them are talking and laughing excitedly, only the two of them sit there quietly, looking at each other.

Gu Xizi nodded and said very seriously: "I can understand what you mean, I hope to wait for her to come back with you." ”

At this time, the fireworks in the distance are warm, but the air under the moonlight is slightly cool.

Pei Muyu looked at her without being overly surprised, it was because he understood, so he knew that such an answer was normal. With her pure cheeks and a warm smile at the corner of her mouth, in the moonlight, she is like a fairy who walks in the world but does not enter the smoke of the world. A pool of delicate, lonely and glamorous, provoked his pity and tugged at his heartstrings.

Pei Muyu stretched out his arm, and his hand was strong, so that she fell steadily into his arms.

No matter how lively the surroundings are, the quiet of the years at this moment belongs to the quiet between them.

His fingers lingered on her cheeks, looking at her condescendingly, the temperature of his fingertips was transmitted to her skin, which was Pei Muyu's exclusive temperature, a cold background, but it was implied to be warm.

Pei Muyu was a little too gloomy tonight, but when he bumped into his soft eyes, Gu Xizi felt that his heart was also soft, and there was a certain gentle emotion surging through his heart.

Pei Muyu on weekdays always shows people casually or carelessly, so once this man is focused, his expression will be instantly moving, and she sometimes can't understand why such a swinger brother also has such a focused and moving expression, after being watched by him for a long time, he will feel sad inexplicably, and he will not bear to see him weak, and he will want to reach out to him.

She then raised her hand and stroked it from the perfectly curved side of his face.

"It's good to meet you." This sentence came out of Gu Xizi's mouth.

The man's self-esteem in Pei Sanshao's heart couldn't help but be hurt a little: "Shouldn't this sentence be said by me?" ”

"What does it matter, who is with whom" Gu Xizi grinned, such a smile inevitably made Pei Sanshao compromise. No way, as long as she is happy, everything is fine.

"Xizi, do you know why I like you?" Pei Muyu asked.

"......" Gu Xizi was a little entangled, she really didn't know because Pei Muyu had confessed to her since the first time they met, and she was stalking. At first, Gu Xizi always felt that this kind of relationship was no match for time, but then she also fell, when the two looked at each other, Gu Xizi felt that even if she didn't say anything, she could feel the bond between the two.

"I don't know, and I don't know why I like you. Isn't it needless to like someone for a reason? Gu Xizi asked rhetorically with a raised face.

"Because I know you." Pei Muyu replied.

This made Gu Xizi feel even rarer, how could he know himself? "That was later. And you don't necessarily know all about me...... Then why don't I test you, what is my view of love? ”

"Your view of love is that you think you are just such an ordinary person, not too beautiful, not too smart, not too coquettish, not even noble in life, except for serious work and diligent work, there is no other capital to show off. But you have a heart-to-heart cleanliness for love, and only when a man completely enters your heart and makes you worry about it all the time, will you admit that you really like it. You will never give anyone a chance until then. And once the person you love deeply appears, your inferiority complex will also appear, and you will make up for your shortcomings with sincerity, as long as you can wronged yourself, you will never wronged the other party, including breaking up. ”

"You won't give up easily, but when the other party insists on leaving, you won't cry and keep it. On the one hand, low self-esteem, on the other hand, it is natural to go with the flow, such a view of love, probably because you have lost a memory, after a period of time in a person's life, you will cherish the fate with people, but at the same time you are not afraid of a person. To put it bluntly, you like the warmth of two people together, and you are not afraid of the hard work of one person. ”

After listening to him, she suddenly sobered up a few points, and was even a little frightened: "Pei Muyu, you ......"

He just smiled, took her into his arms, and whispered in her ear: "The more people grow up, the thinner their own smell will become, and in the end they will become transparent, and the boundaries with the world around them will become more and more blurred, until the last little bit disappears, and they will completely integrate into it and begin to obey all the rules of this world." So, from this point of view, all of us will be completely reduced to one of the multitude, and we will all eventually become ordinary and ordinary......"

"Are you talking to me about philosophy again?" Gu Xizi was a little depressed, she had never felt this kind of IQ crushing, especially in the face of the person she liked, she felt that Pei Muyu really knew herself, not because she had been in contact with herself for a long time, but because he himself had an amazing IQ.

knows that Gu Xizi can't fully understand him now. It's not fair at all.

"There's nothing philosophical, but I think you're the most dazzling and unique in my eyes right now, and I think your other admirers think the same way. I'm lucky and hopefully I still have a chance to protect a whole you before it turns out like that. Because I'm selfish, I like you, not just now. ”

When Pei Muyu said the last sentence, Gu Xizi was about to hug him and cry, when she finally wanted to face her feelings, this man always wanted to escape again and again, and now he can say the words "like you" from his mouth again, as if he won a million-level lottery.

However, Gu Xizi's brain circuit is not something that ordinary people can think of, after she hugged Pei Muyu for a while, she suddenly pushed him away and asked seriously: "Pei Muyu, shouldn't this be another farewell ceremony?" ”

"......Forehead" Pei Muyu flew over several crows overhead, this woman is really a master of destroying the atmosphere, however, he will not tell Gu Xizi that this may be a real "farewell".

At least tonight, let you know that the person you once truly loved also engraved you in the bottom of your heart.

A long time ago, Pei Muyu had a premonition that once he fell in love with the woman in front of him, if he lost it again, he would inevitably do only three things every day: not to let himself miss, let himself not want to miss, and miss.

Why do you know the danger but still don't hold yourself and want to be tempted by her? Perhaps it is because of the inertia of risk lovers, the more dangerous the more beautiful. He knowingly committed a crime, and he repeatedly refused to change it, just because other women were not enjoyable enough for him.