Chapter Twenty-Eight: Despair
"Have you figured it out? If you tell him that he's a madman right now, I'm afraid he'll do something extreme. Listening to the worried voice on the phone, Yi Mengrong pursed his lips and did not speak.
This is what she is worried about, but these days Chen Jinyan has gone to her more than once, and every time he says as if he is about to die, it is a lie to say that he doesn't care.
"I don't want to see him live or die, it shouldn't be him." Yi Mengrong said sadly, not only Chen Jinyan, but how could she have heard such a Qin Xinghao.
She walked to the hospital as if she had decided something, and looking at the people coming and going, she took a deep breath and gave herself the courage to walk towards his ward, and when she stood at the door and was about to go in, she heard the conversation in the ward.
"Did you really decide to marry Jiajia?"
"Yes, after all, she has been by my side for so many years, and I don't have feelings for her, Joan is dead, I can't not get married for her for the rest of my life."
Her hand slid down weakly, it turned out that Qiao An's death was only a temporary pain in his perception, seven years, can it really make an unforgettable relationship so weak?
Maybe it wasn't memorable from the start.
He wants to marry Xiang Zijia, it's not that he doesn't have feelings for her, so what is his feelings for himself, and how much falsehood is mixed with it.
She didn't want to continue listening, so she turned away, and ran away without bumping into anyone.
Chen Jinyan looked at her suspiciously, muttering in her heart, if she wasn't mistaken just now, it should be Yi Mengrong, but why did she cry and run away?
He hurried after him as if he had thought of something, but he was panting when he saw the elevator door mercilessly shut
I held on to the elevator and looked at the floor, and I was afraid of the twenty floors
Even if you can't catch up, Chen Jinyan has never been
The master who abused himself thought about going to the company next time to find her
It's good to ask about things.
While thinking, he walked to the hospital room.
"Xinghao, guess who I just saw?" Chen Jinyan pushed the door and saw that Xiang Zinan was also quickly retracting, put away his little face, and said sarcastically: "I don't know why Young Master Xiang is here." ”
Xiang Zinan definitely didn't have anything good here, but Qin Xinghao's calm appearance made him sweat, the more calm he was, the more scared he became, and once the person who suppressed his emotions broke out, no one might be able to stop him.
Xiang Zinan said with a smile: "I'm discussing with President Qin when to marry my sister." ”
Listening to him focus on biting the word sister, Chen Jinyan felt that he was becoming more and more hypocritical, but he didn't see that he still looked like this before, but Qin Xinghao wanted to marry Xiang Zijia, which really surprised him, and he said without saying a word: "You can find out in a few days, you don't have to use this method." ”
In exchange for Joan's tomb, he really couldn't think of any other possibility that would allow him to marry Zijia.
Qin Xinghao looked at him and said, "No need to check, I don't want to know, since Qiao An doesn't want me to disturb her anymore, then I won't bother her anymore." ”
Chen Jinyan looked at him like an alien, he couldn't believe that this was what Qin Xinghao said, it was completely like a different person, he looked at him with suspicion: "Did you break your brain or what's wrong, are you crazy, are you serious?" Since you don't want to know Qiao An's tomb, then why do you want to marry Xiang Zijia. ”
"What woman can wait for you for seven years without asking for anything, and I am not hard-hearted."
Chen Jinyan grew up as if he had heard some joke, he Qin Xinghao was not hard-hearted? He Chen Jinyan has never seen anyone who is more heartless than him, even if Xiang Zijia waits for him for seven years, what is it because Qiao An died with his child? If you don't love enough, will you choose to commit suicide?
"Qin Xinghao, are you sure you're not joking? Today is not April Fool's Day. Chen Jinyan couldn't make himself believe it. It's harder to accept than convincing JoAnn to be dead.
"As my brother, shouldn't you bless me?"
Chen Jinyan looked at him with a relaxed look and felt worthless for Qiao An, and said with a calm face: "Qin Xinghao, I never thought that you would be like this, how did the little white rabbit treat you well at the beginning, although you can come out now, as a brother, I should be happy for you, but who can't, you just want to marry Xiang Zijia, if it weren't for her, how would you and Qiao An become what you are now." ”
"I've missed Joan, am I going to miss one because Joan? You also said that Joan is a passerby in my life, and I have nothing to do with her. Qin Xinghao looked at him with some unpleasantness, and seemed to disagree with his statement.
Xiang Zinan was a little surprised on the side, Qin Xinghao already knew that the original thing was done by Xiang Zijia, so the current appearance was beyond his expectations, whether he really didn't love him for seven years, or pretended, he preferred to believe that he was pretending, if he really loved Xiang Zijia, how could he possibly promote the marriage between them.
Qin Xinghao looked at him expressionlessly, as if he had nothing to explain.
Chen Jinyan looked at him and gritted his teeth: "Okay, Qin Xinghao, you are such a person, I can see through it, what the hell are you worthy of the little white rabbit dying for you, I really don't understand why someone like you is loved." ”
was scolded back by him in his own words, Chen Jinyan had nothing to say, since he decided like this, what could he do.
After saying that, he turned around and left, he understood why Yi Mengrong left crying, who heard him say that he was going to Xiang Zijia, he probably wanted to open his brain to see if someone had changed his brain.
Xiang Zinan raised his eyebrows and looked at him without saying anything, saying a good rest and leaving.
Who doesn't know that Qin Xinghao has always had a Chen Jinyan by his side, although Chen Jinyan doesn't look serious, but he knows that Chen Jinyan will definitely become Qin Xinghao's most advantageous arm when necessary, and his first goal is to turn Chen Jinyan and Qin Xinghao against each other, and if necessary, he can also pull him over to help him.
The originally noisy room suddenly quieted down, and Qin Xinghao looked out the window with a calm face.
Death is a kind of liberation, you can get rid of all the things or people you care about, completely let go of yourself, this is a kind of rebirth, everything will start anew, people can have different identities in this world, you can change your identity, each identity has a corresponding responsibility and burden.
The wind outside the window was still blowing, blowing his thoughts into the distance, and he remembered that every time she was injured, she would laugh at her appearance while burying her worries and sadness in the bottom of her heart, only she dared to do this.