Chapter 168: For the Rest of My Life, Please Let Me Continue to Love You (Finale)
The hot tears kept sliding down, quietly wetting the notebook in front of her, but Tang Xinwan didn't realize it.
Through this diary, Tang Xinwan can clearly feel Bai Mu's love for herself, this kind of love is unforgettable, and quietly fluctuates the softest place in Tang Xinwan's heart.
Before, it was Shiraki who bore these pains alone, but this time, let me bear it with you! This time, I'll be sure to heal you! Tang Xinwan's fists slowly clenched.
"Knock knock!"
There was a knock on the door, Tang Xinwan hurriedly wiped away the tears on her face, and said softly: "Please come in..."
Xie Mingxiang walked in, he could clearly see the tears on Tang Xinwan's face, and couldn't help but sigh lightly, "I know you have a lot of things to say to Bai Mu, but now is not the time, after Bai Mu is healed, you have a chance..."
Tang Xinwan nodded and took a deep breath, at this moment, she seemed to have returned to her former calm, but her trembling hands still betrayed her.
Xie Mingxiang couldn't help but shake his head, took out a document and handed it to Tang Xinwan, "This is written with the details of Bai Mu's body and some precautions for surgery, you can take a good look at it." ”
"Thank you..."Tang Xinwan thanked her and took the information.
"Take a closer look for yourself first, I'll take a look at Bai Mu..." Xie Mingxiang said, and turned to leave, but when he was about to walk out of the door, he couldn't help but turn around and instructed: "You have to adjust your emotions well, you also know that the most taboo thing on the operating table is impatience."
After a pause, Xie Mingxiang continued: "If you can't calm down tomorrow, then I will do this operation alone!"
Tang Xinwan's hand holding the information shook slightly, and then nodded solemnly, "I will..."
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In the ward, Bai Mu's eyes are still focused on the gardenia outside the window, and his right hand rubs on those old photos from time to time, maybe after today, he will say goodbye to this world forever, right? Perhaps, I will never see her again...
At this moment, Xie Mingxiang walked in and asked, "There will be surgery tomorrow, are you ready?"
"Are you ready to die?" Shiraki asked rhetorically.
Xie Mingxiang was speechless, and only after a long time did he solemnly promise: "Trust me, you will be fine..."
Bai Mu smiled bitterly and shook his head, "You don't have to comfort me, when your medicine can't suppress my pain, I thought that there would be such a day..."
"You're too pessimistic, it's not good for your condition." Xie Mingxiang said helplessly.
Bai Mu didn't take the words, but looked at Xie Mingxiang and stopped.
"You want to ask me about the wedding, right?" Seeing Bai Mu's expression, Xie Mingxiang knew what he wanted to ask, he was too familiar with Bai Mu's character.
Shiraki nodded.
A hint of complexity flashed in Xie Mingxiang's dark eyes, "Don't worry, the wedding went well, she... Very happy..."
"That's good! Can I finally put my mind at ease? A large stone in Shiraki's heart finally landed, and a long-lost smile appeared on his face.
It's just that for some reason, he suddenly felt that Xie Mingxiang seemed to be hiding something from himself. Bai Mu shook his head, probably thinking too much, right?
"Where's Mirey?" Shiraki asked suddenly.
"Mi Lei..."Xie Mingxiang showed a hint of helplessness on his face, but he quickly made up a lie, "She has some urgent matters at school, so she will go back first..."
Xie Mingxiang knew that the reason why Mi Lei suppressed her inner worry and didn't return to the hospital was because she was afraid that she wouldn't be able to control herself and be seen by Bai Mu, right?
Another reason may be that she doesn't know how to face Shiraki...
"Rest well! Tomorrow is going to the "battlefield", believe me, you will win. Xie Mingxiang patted Bai Mu on the shoulder and walked out of the room.
"Victory?" Bai Mu smiled bitterly, "How can it be so easy?" ”
Nothing was said all night.
This night, Shiraki was finally able to sleep peacefully. Because the worry about Tang Xinwan in his heart was finally put down, Bai Mu temporarily forgot about the physical pain caused by the disease.
And Tang Xinwan and Xie Mingxiang are studying tomorrow's surgery all night, and they want to ensure that the entire operation process is foolproof!
This operation can only be successful, not failing!
As for Mi Lei, she hid in her own little home alone, and this night, she was very drunk. Because she knows that no matter whether this operation succeeds or fails, her feelings for Bai Mu should be let go after all...
Early the next morning, Shiraki was wheeled into the operating room.
"You, can you?" Xie Mingxiang looked at Tang Xinwan, whose eyes were bloodshot, and couldn't help but be a little worried. It can be seen that Tang Xinwan doesn't stay up late as often as herself, and the person on the operating table is a very important person in her life, which exerts some invisible pressure on her.
Tang Xinwan washed her face, and the cold water slapped on her face, which instantly made her feel a lot more energetic, "Don't worry!" I can do it! ”
Having said that, her hands couldn't help but tremble when she stood next to the operating table and saw the pale white wood.
It wasn't until this moment that she felt what it was like for Shiraki's father to face his lover lying on the operating table. In such a situation, it is really difficult to stay calm.
At this moment, a pair of large favorable hands grabbed her hands, making her slowly calm down. Tang Xinwan looked up and just saw Xie Mingxiang's encouraging eyes.
"Don't worry, you can."
Tang Xinwan's eyes slowly became firm, and she took a deep breath, at this time, she seemed to have returned to her usual calm.
The two-hour operation almost made Tang Xinwan collapse, but whenever she remembered Bai Mu's warm smile, she gritted her teeth and persevered.
When the last step was completed, Tang Xinwan collapsed to the ground weakly, tears could not be stopped, but a relieved smile appeared on her face.
Surgery, it worked!
Xie Mingxiang instructed the nurse to send Bai Mu out, and then walked to Tang Xinwan's side to help him up, the two looked at each other and smiled, but soon their noses were sore, and they almost couldn't help crying.
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When Bai Mu slowly opened his eyes, the first thing he saw was a face that was incomparably clear in the depths of his memory, and Bai Mu couldn't help but exclaim, "Xinwan? ”
"You're awake..."Tang Xinwan smiled slightly.
"You... How did you end up here? Bai Mu spoke with some difficulty, his expression became particularly panicked for the first time, it was a kind of thing beyond his control.
"Don't worry! Your surgery was successful, and with some treatments to help you recover, your body will soon be fine. Seemingly knowing what Bai Mu was thinking, Tang Xinwan smiled and comforted.
Xie Mingxiang said with a smile on the side, "It was Mi Lei who told Xinwan, but don't blame her, she is also for your good." It is precisely because of Xinwan's help that your surgery was successful. Isn't it great that this is the result now? ”
Bai Mu smiled bitterly, "So, you told me that the wedding went well, did you lie to me?" ”
Xie Mingxiang nodded awkwardly, "At that time, it was also to let you relax!" ”
Bai Mu looked at Tang Xinwan, and Tang Xinwan also looked at him, and the two of them looked at each other speechlessly. They have a lot to say, but they don't know where to start.
Xie Mingxiang smiled slightly, and retreated very interestingly.
After a long time, Bai Mu looked out the window and said softly, "Take me out for a walk!"
"But your body..."Tang Xinwan said here, but when she saw Bai Mu's determined eyes, she couldn't help but sigh, she knew that no one could stop Bai Mu's decision, so she could only nod helplessly, "Okay..."
"I'm going to change my clothes..."Shiraki looked at the hospital gown on his body, frowned, and with his pride, he would never allow himself to walk out in this body.
"Okay..."Tang Xinwan smiled lightly, "I'll help you change..."
"Huh?" Bai Mu was stunned.
Looking at Tang Xinwan, who was carefully helping her sort out her clothes, a trace of sweetness rose from Bai Mu's heart, at this time, she was like a wife who took care of her husband carefully.
helped Bai Mu change his clothes, Tang Xinwan also changed, she changed into a pink dress, she wore this when they first met.
Seeing this scene, Shiraki couldn't help but fall into the good memories of that long ago...
The two of them just walked in the sea full of gardenias, they didn't pay attention, not far from the two of them, a gaze was looking at them, the owner of the gaze, the eyes slightly moistened.
A figure quietly came to her side and sighed, "What's wrong? Still haven't put it down? ”
Mi Lei turned her head and saw Xie Mingxiang who was looking at her, and then shook her head slightly, "No, I put it down." They're like that, it's good..."
After a pause, Mi Lei asked, "What about you?" Didn't you go and chase Shin Shin back? ”
Xie Mingxiang was stunned for a moment, and couldn't help but think of the scene after Tang Xinwan ran away from the wedding, and then chuckled: "I also let go, we are not all the way after all..."
After a pause, Xie Mingxiang suddenly glanced at Mi Lei with a soft gaze, and then he was afraid that she would find out, so he hurriedly turned his head.
"And I'm in love with someone else now..."
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Bai Mu and Tang Xinwan walked a long way, and after a long time, the two finally stopped under a tree.
Tang Xinwan stood in front of Bai Mu and looked at Bai Mu intently, "I'm sorry for letting you endure so much alone..."
"None of that matters," Shiraki smiled and shook his head.
Now what's important is that you...
Tang Xinwan smiled slightly, and her smile was overwhelming.
Between the two, there is a lot of sweetness and warmth, full of happiness...
A breeze blows, gardenias flutter all over the sky...
This picture is so beautiful...
Tang Xinwan suddenly stood on tiptoe and kissed gently...
"Then, for the rest of my life, please let me continue to love you..."
(End of book.) )