Zhu Defa's trusting eyes made me embarrassed. You must know that as early as when Wu Lianzi had not yet had an accident, Ding Ying expressed her feelings to me very subtly and tactfully, and at that time I knew that Ding Ying had no Zhu Defa in her heart at all.

The reason why Ding Ying behaved so actively before and after the "redemption" of Chu Huoyu was because she always regarded my business as hers, and it was impossible for a person to do this if he didn't love each other too much.

But I never knew what to do with this feeling.

It is impossible to have no feelings for Ding Ying. From the deliberate revenge at the beginning, they all adapted to each other later, until they got along, and if there was no emotional element in it, it couldn't be done anyway.

It's just that we are all deceiving ourselves and others, and we are all using another relationship as a pretense. Ding Ying and Zhu Defa are about to leave, and Wu Shufang and I respect each other like guests.

Of course, at that time, none of us thought about further relationships.

After a long time, it is the most suitable to use it on me and Ding Ying.

Maybe Ding Ying thought about this issue very seriously, so she had the extremely subtle expression last time.

As for me, before Wu Lianzi blocked a knife for me and went to another world for me, I didn't think about this problem properly.

Wu Shufang's suicide brought me a great shock, but I still didn't string my emotional thread together for analysis, and I didn't realize that the eight big characters flashing on the concave and convex stone wall, "Forever tie the knot and never give up" may be a setting for me.

And when Wu Lianzi died, in a state of extreme grief, a thought surged through my mind like lightning, and I felt that the promise I made with Hao Junqi at the age of thirteen was like a tight spell around me, and the transformed form was the meat ring on the finger of my left hand.

At this time, I carefully thought about the relationship between me and Ding Ying.

If, as I have concluded, every woman who falls in love with me will be punished by God with extreme cruelty, how can I allow our relationship to grow?

I can't do that.

After getting along with Ding Ying for nearly a year and a half, Ding Ying's character, Ding Ying's demeanor, Ding Ying's voice, exaggerated, everything about Ding Ying is familiar to me and affects me in all aspects.

On the one hand, these influences slowly dissipated the traces engraved in my bones, and on the other hand, they also prompted me to walk out of the shadows that many misfortunes shrouded my head, so that I could see the happy figure and experience the true meaning of happiness in the lonely, melancholy, and boring space.

However, the more this is the case, the more precious this affection is to me, the more I cannot cultivate it, and the more I have to retreat.

Just think about it, even if you think about it a little, everyone will think what a sad thing this is.

And this suffering, only I know. And you can't say it to anyone, and you can't talk to anyone.

Therefore, in the Youth Book House, when Zhu Defa proposed to send Ding Ying back to the rented house, I instigated Ding Ying to accept Zhu Defa's request.

Therefore, just now, when Zhu Defa asked me to accompany him, although it was relatively late, I still agreed.

I have to find a way to get Ding Ying back to her original emotional track.

No matter from which point of view, it is best for Zhu Defa and Ding Ying to come together. According to my understanding of Zhu Defa, Zhu Defa can apply for the same university for Ding Ying, can do many things for Ding Ying that ordinary people can't do, and even spoil Ding Ying out of the temper of "Miss Ding", not to mention that he loves Ding Ying from the bottom of his heart, from the bottom of his bones.

What a great feeling. What one needs is the unbroken love of another person for him. Because, being loved is the happiest.

Also, from a practical point of view, Zhu Defa and Ding Ying are from the same place, and if they obey the assignment, it is very likely that they will return to the same place, which is the guarantee of starting a family.

So I said to Zhu Defa: "So what you need to do most now is to really like Ding Ying." ”

"What does it mean to really like Ding Ying? I like Ding Ying, will there be a fake? Zhu Defa took two steps back and looked at me.

"It's still what I said earlier, don't please you, especially don't deliberately please Ding Ying. I always think that as long as it is to please, there is a strong sense of purpose, and maybe there is also an element of profit. ”

"Profit component? I love Ding Ying, is it trying to do something for her? I've loved her for over four years now. ”

"I didn't say that your love has an element of interest," I paused as I pondered how to express it, "what I want to convey is that you love someone only for that person, and nothing else has to do with it." It has nothing to do with her family background, her social relationship, etc., etc., just because she loves her. ”

Zhu Defa did not speak. The sound of a car passing down the road in front of the academy was heard.

"Even her shortcomings are good in your eyes," I continued, "and I think that any woman would be touched to do that." Besides, you originally had a good emotional foundation, but now there is a little estrangement, what do you have to be discouraged about? Tongues and teeth and fights. ”

"I know how to do it." Zhu Defa said.

"And. Sometimes you need to build a little momentum. ”

"Momentum?"

"There's a little bit of novelty. In this way, the woman will be moved inadvertently. ”

"Novelty?"

"Because women are sensual animals."

"Can you be specific, Zheng Qihang? I suddenly feel like you're a love expert again. ”

"I'm not an expert in love, I'm just making some suggestions, and you can experience it yourself. It's really late and I'm going back. There are still some things to do in the Youth Book House tomorrow. I said.

"Well, thank you, Zheng Qihang."

I broke up with Zhu Defa. It's really late. The temperature has dropped by at least two or three degrees. The night breeze blew, and I couldn't help but shudder.

I guess the doorman is already asleep. However, the small iron door next to the electric door was hidden, and I pulled it gently, but it still made a noise and woke the gatekeeper.

As soon as I walked out of the school gate, I started running. One is to keep out the cold, and the other is to hope to get to the rental place early.

When I took out the key and was about to open the door, I realized that the door to the rental house was also open. The lights in the living room were on, and Ding Ying sat on the sofa.

Ding Ying hasn't slept yet!

"What's wrong, haven't rested yet?" I bent down and took off my sneakers and put on my indoor slippers.

"Are you willing to come back?" Ding Ying stood up and crossed her hands on her chest. Ding Ying's short hair was somehow messy, and there seemed to be traces of crying on her cheeks.

"Willing to come back? Why should I be reluctant to come back? I was stunned.

"Yes, I want to come back. It's almost half past eleven, and I'm willing to come back. Ding Ying said sarcastically.

"Half past eleven? Is it so late? "I hurriedly looked at my hand. Eleven 15. "It's really so late."

"You just pretend. But I hope you don't pretend to me in the future. What Miss Ben hates most is hypocrisy. ”

"Where am I? I really didn't know it was so late. I walked towards the living room. Walking into Ding Ying, I could clearly see the traces of tears flowing from her face.

"I said why I was in such a hurry to call me back, and I said how to let Zhu De send me back, in order to create a chance for myself to be alone, because I was afraid that I would affect you." Ding Ying sniffed. Her delicate nose may have turned red from the constant twisting of her hands.

I understand what Ding Ying thinks of me.

"Don't worry, Miss Bending will never affect you in the future!" Ding Yingqiang smiled to herself and walked towards the bedroom.

"What do you say, I don't think you're influencing me in anything?" I wanted to reach out and pull Ding Ying's hand, but I gave up the idea.

"Actually, you don't have to come back! How comfortable it is to lie in the gentle country! Walking to the door of the bedroom, Ding Ying turned to me and said, "Especially in a season like this." ”

"I am ...... Hede" I wanted to tell Ding Ying that I was with Defa, but remembering my decision, I swallowed the word "fat" back into my stomach.

"Virtue what? Smug, right? It's smug enough. You can say that you have what you want. Have you ever thought about it, what have I become? I've become the dumbest fool in the world, haven't I? I know, I don't need you to remind you. Ding Ying walked into the bedroom and closed the door very heavily.

I felt the door vibrate like it shook my heart.

Obviously, Ding Ying mistakenly thought that I had been staying with Chu Huoyu for nearly two hours, and thus further felt that I was using her to keep Chu Huoyu by my side.

I can't help Ding Ying to lose such a big temper.

On the first day of opening, he was "gentle" with Chu Huoyu, if this is true, whoever he changes will have his chest burst.

But in this way, isn't it just right to completely eliminate Ding Ying's good impression of me?

It's just that the blow is too heavy.

However, then again, dragging your feet emotionally is even worse. Since it is out of the protection of Ding Ying, sooner or later it will have to come to this point, and sooner or later there will be such a day, so why not sooner?

The sooner Ding Ying suffered, the lighter the damage.

I was thinking like this when Ding Ying's bedroom door suddenly opened, "Zheng Qihang, listen, I wanted to tell you tonight that I was going to make a big decision, but I didn't want you to let me shed tears for you for the last time." Shape up or ship out. ”

The bedroom door was closed again, still heavy.

I sat down on the couch. I sat in the place where Ding Ying was sitting just now, so I could clearly feel the temperature left by Ding Ying on the sofa. A good part of the sofa was wet, needless to say, Ding Ying's tears were wet.

I can imagine how uneasy and desperate Ding Ying is sitting here.

I felt like my heart ached like a pinprick in the needle.

The body is close at hand, the heart is at the end of the world! This distance of four or five meters can be crossed in a few steps. As long as I knock on Ding Ying's door, or I will tell Ding Ying the real situation of the night at the door, the end of the world is at hand. All misunderstandings can be eliminated, and all barriers can be dissolved.

However, I sat motionless on the couch. I can't, I can't do anything.

The only thing I can do is to stay motionless on the couch, let the sea become a mulberry field, and let the night turn upside down into day.

All the I'm sorry, all the love, I can only hide in my heart.