Liu Sihan saw Qiao Mengdie in a hazy tearful eye, she didn't want Qiao Mengdie to see her embarrassment, so she quickly wiped the tears on her face with the back of her hand.

"What's wrong with you?" Qiao Mengdie leaned down and looked at Liu Sihan with concern.

"I didn't ...... It's nothing. Liu Sihan raised his hand and rubbed his swollen eyes and shook his head.

"Then why did you turn around and leave without hosting the show? I thought something had happened to you. Qiao Mengdie felt incredible about Liu Sihan's abnormal behavior.

Joe ...... Teacher Qiao, I'm not in a good mood, so I'm ...... if I have caused any bad impact on everyone, here I apologize to you and the whole class. Liu Sihan raised his tear-stained eyes and looked at Qiao Mengdie.

"It's okay, then you go to the dormitory to rest. You're squatting here alone, aren't you afraid? Qiao Mengdie guessed about Liu Sihan's abnormal behavior, and probably guessed seven or eight points.

"Okay." Liu Sihan nodded, she and Qiao Mengdie simply said goodbye and turned around and walked towards the dormitory.

When he walked to the dormitory, Liu Sihan lay on the quilt and didn't say a word.

This frightened everyone, and Bai Lu and the other people in the dormitory looked at each other, not knowing what they had discovered.

"What's wrong? Sihan. Bai Lu stepped forward with concern and looked at Liu Sihan, who was lying on the bed with an unhappy face.

Liu Sihan buried his head deep in the quilt.

"It's fine." Liu Sihan shook his head and replied weakly.

"It's okay, I see your eyes are swollen from crying. What the hell is going on? Did someone bully you? Bai Lu frowned and said anxiously.

Liu Sihan was stunned for a moment, was silent for a few seconds, and still shook his head.

"You just said who bullied you, right? I'm going to vent my anger for you, my sister has practiced taekwondo. Bai Lu said and compared the tricks of taekwondo up and down.

"Not really, don't ask again." Liu Sihan faced Bai Lu's series of questions, and began to gradually lose patience. She was afraid that if she wasn't careful, she would tell everything about it.

"Isn't it Yi Muyang?" Sun Jiayi interjected.

Liu Sihan was silent for a while, not knowing how to answer for a while.

Whenever she heard others say the words "Yi Muyang", she looked light and light on the surface, and her face was full of indifference, but in her heart she turned the river and the sea.

Now when she hears these three words, her heart hurts, and she can't breathe in pain.

"It's not." Liu Sihan is also willing to let everyone know that she likes Yi Muyang.

"We haven't admitted it yet, we've all seen it. When Yi Muyang entered the class, your eyes lit up, and you looked like a nymphomaniac. As soon as he leaves, you start to panic, and within seconds you are rushing out of the classroom. Do you think we didn't see it? Sun Jiayi's serious analysis is the Tao.

Hearing Sun Jiayi say this, Liu Sihan didn't know what to say, she didn't know why her heart was panicked, and she wanted to desperately find an exit.

"Don't talk nonsense, okay? It's completely my own self-directed and self-performed one-man show, and I'm completely alone in desperately entanglement, and no one cares at all. Liu Sihan's voice began to choke as he spoke, and he wanted to cry again.

She took a deep breath and tried her best to calm herself. She didn't want her emotions to get out of control again, and she was afraid that others would see her embarrassment.

Everyone was silent, and there was an oppressive smell in the air.

After a long time, Sun Jiayi began to speak.

"Why don't you give up? Look at you like this all day long, crying and laughing, like a snake spirit. I'm sorry for you, really sorry for you. You used to be very lively, cheerful and laughing. Since you met Yi Muyang, you seem to be a different person all day long, just like Sister Lin is sentimental. Sun Jiayi frowned as she spoke, as if she was still immersed in the memories of Liu Sihan in the past.

"Okay, don't talk about it, I want to be alone for a while." Liu Sihan said with a frown.

In the dormitory, everyone quieted down and began to turn off the lights and go to bed.

Since tomorrow is New Year's Day, the school stipulates that the second year of high school can have a three-day holiday without making up classes.

Maybe everyone was too sleepy, and not long after lying down, they heard the sound of breathing in the dormitory.

Liu Sihan tossed and turned and couldn't fall asleep for a long time.

She lay on the bed and remembered the bits and pieces of her past with Yi Muyang, and she felt that she was really alone in her own passion. She originally felt that pursuing Yi Muyang was the firmest belief in her life. No matter what difficulties and setbacks she encounters, as long as there is a glimmer of hope, she is willing to try and go all out.

In the face of Yi Muyang's indifference and rejection again and again, Liu Sihan was injured by him. Little by little, her heart began to be disappointed, little by little, her heart tired. That indescribable entanglement and tiredness is like a poisonous snake devouring itself frantically.

For the first time, she began to doubt her choice, and she wondered if she was doing it right. Is it worth it? Asking himself over and over again, the firm belief in Liu Sihan's heart began to slowly waver, and the fragile and vulnerable were about to collapse.

She felt that Yi Muyang was better than herself in all aspects, handsome, first-class in teaching, a handsome guy recognized by the school, and many little girls liked him very much. And what about yourself? He looks mediocre, his studies are poor, his family background is average, and he is too far behind him, and he is not right at all.

Once those flowers and plants around Yi Muyang, Liu Sihan regarded them as his rivals. All kinds of jealousy and sulking, and now she feels particularly tired.

She felt that her heart was very tired, she couldn't hold on anymore, and she wanted to give up. My heart is full of despair, like duckweed floating on the water, unable to catch a life-saving straw.

Whenever Yi Muyang refuses Liu Sihan, that kind of indifference goes deep into the bone marrow. Liu Sihan told himself to give up, but Yi Muyang's words and a concerned look made Liu Sihan rekindle hope. The impregnable castle she had built in her heart collapsed when she faced Yi Muyang, attracting her to approach Yi Muyang step by step. It's like a land that has been dry for a long time, and needs to be moistened by nectar. It's like a sweltering day, longing for the wind to blow.

The castle in my heart was destroyed and rebuilt again and again, and destroyed and rebuilt...... The cycle goes on and on, and Liu Sihan feels as if he has entered a strange circle. She wanted to struggle desperately, but she felt herself

No matter how she struggled, Yi Muyang had a magical magic that attracted her, and she always felt that she couldn't escape from Yi Muyang's palm.

Sometimes, she scolds herself in her heart, how she is so unproductive, how she is so unreserved.

Spending his youth in a crush, his heart is full of sentimentality. Liu Sihan felt that in his youthful years, this vigorous crush had ended before it began, and the bud of love was strangled in the cradle.

Yi Muyang is the white moonlight in her heart, the wound that will never be erased.

I don't know when, drowsiness hit, and Liu Sihan fell asleep deeply.

After sleeping until dawn, Liu Sihan opened his sleepy eyes, rubbed his eyes, and stretched. She suddenly found that except for Sun Jiayi, who was sitting on the bed and playing with her mobile phone, everyone else in the dormitory had gone home.

When I looked at the time, it was already half past eight in the morning.

"It's so comfortable, it's been a long time since I've slept so soundly." Liu Sihan hugged the pillow and rolled on the bed very satisfied.

"Really? Do you know? You slept last night and talked all night, and we couldn't sleep. Sun Jiayi raised her eyes to look at Liu Sihan and said with some dissatisfaction.

"Ah, isn't it? What kind of dreams am I talking about? Liu Sihan was a little surprised by what Sun Jiayi said.

He babbled a lot, and some of the words were not too clear. I only heard you say don't leave me, don't leave, and the rest of you didn't hear it very clearly. Sun Jiayi said without raising her head while chatting with others on QQ on her mobile phone.

"I'm sorry to delay your sleep." Liu Sihan blushed and scratched his ears, looking apologetic.

"What about Bai Lu and Liu Meng?" Liu Sihan saw that he was completely sleepless, so he got up and sat up.

"One went home, and the other went shopping with classmates." Sun Jiayi glanced at Liu Sihan and continued to lower her head and play with her phone.

Liu Sihan lifted the quilt, hung one leg on the side of the bed, and began to put on slippers to get out of bed.

"Why don't you go home?" Liu Sihan asked Liu Sihan casually while washing.

"Hey, my parents went out shopping and called me at eight o'clock in the morning. You say they left me behind, and what do you mean by me being alone at home? I'll wait and go home. Sun Jiayi raised her eyes and glanced at Liu Sihan, and sighed helplessly.

"What about you?" Sun Jiayi just lowered her head and played with her mobile phone, and asked rhetorically without looking at Liu Sihan.

"I'll pack up and go home. What are your plans for a three-day vacation? Liu Sihan turned his head to look at Sun Jiayi, who had been concentrating on playing with his mobile phone.

Sun Jiayi was fascinated by playing with her mobile phone, and she didn't hear what Liu Sihan said at all.

She was silent for a moment, then suddenly looked up: "What did you just say?" I didn't hear too clearly. ”

Liu Sihan felt speechless, and she reluctantly repeated what she had just said.

Now Sun Jiayi finally heard clearly, she put down her mobile phone, lifted the quilt, and began to get out of bed to wash.

As he walked, he said: "It depends on the situation, I plan to finish my homework first after the three-day holiday, and the rest of the time is free to use." What about you? Sun Jiayi glanced at Liu Sihan beside her.

Liu Sihan was stunned for a moment, frowned and thought for a while.

"It's about the same as you, finish your homework first, and the rest of the time depends on the situation." Liu Sihan finished washing up briefly, and she sat on the edge of the bed in her lower bunk and waited for Liu Sihan.

"In a moment, let's go home together. It just happens to be in one direction, which is more convenient. Liu Sihan looked at Sun Jiayi's back and said.