Chapter 228: Hello Heartless
Seeing the familiar number displayed on the mobile phone screen, all kinds of feelings came up in Liu Sihan's heart.
Liu Sihan felt that Yi Muyang hadn't had any contact with her for a long time, so long that she almost forgot that there was still Yi Muyang. She stared at the familiar number for a few seconds, hesitating to answer Yi Muyang's call.
She thought about it, but gritted her teeth and pressed the answer button.
"Liu Sihan, how are you doing?" There was a voice on the other end of the phone that made Liu Sihan feel familiar and unfamiliar, and when he heard that voice, Liu Sihan instantly felt tears.
"Okay, what about you? Mr. Yi. Liu Sihan bit her lip and blinked desperately, she raised her head and tried not to let tears flow out of her eyes.
"What's wrong with you? Are you crying? Although Liu Sihan desperately restrained his emotions, Yi Muyang still heard something strange from her voice.
"Nope." Hearing what Yi Muyang said, Liu Sihan didn't know how to answer for a while. She froze for a few seconds, then shook her head desperately.
"Although we broke up, you can tell me if you are unhappy. If I can help you, I'll still help you, and I won't sit idly by. Yi Muyang heard Liu Sihan, whose voice trembled a little, and he still felt very sad in his heart.
Hearing what Yi Muyang said, Liu Sihan's nose was sour, and he didn't know how to answer Yi Muyang for a while.
She was tempted to say that I was having a bad day, and that I hadn't been happy for a day since you left me. Although you have walked out of my sight, I have never been able to get out of my thoughts about you. Your appearance brightened my whole life, and your departure left my whole world alone. Liu Sihan felt that when she received a call from Yi Muyang, she had something in her heart that she wanted to tell Yi Muyang, but she didn't know how to start.
used to be a life and death quarrel to break up, and now I want to get back together, isn't this a slap in the face? Liu Sihan's self-esteem did not allow her to show a little nostalgia for him in front of Yi Muyang. She stubbornly thinks that this time it was you Yi Muyang who did the wrong thing first, if you don't take the initiative to come to me to apologize, I will not take the initiative to contact you again. I have done too many humble things in the past, and I will never do this again.
Why do you always ask me to reach out to you? Why do you always make me do a lot of things that are humble to the dust? Liu Sihan feels that in the love between the two people, she is always at a disadvantage, which is too unfair. Liu Sihan also thought that she was too tired to take the initiative, and she wanted to give up completely when she was tired. She even sometimes wondered if Yi Muyang really loved her, why did she take the initiative to find him every time? When she didn't go to Yi Muyang, Yi Muyang couldn't remember that she still existed. She felt that such an unfair love was not what she liked, let alone the love she wanted.
But Yi Muyang always said that the reason why he didn't take the initiative to disturb Liu Sihan was because he didn't want to delay her study considering that Liu Sihan was still in school. But Liu Sihan thinks that Yi Muyang is completely looking for excuses to perfunctory her, and if he doesn't contact her, he doesn't love her. If you love her, why don't you reach out to her?
Although Liu Sihan feels particularly dissatisfied with Yi Muyang in many places, she will always find countless reasons in her heart to convince herself to forgive Yi Muyang. She often feels that she is simply too useless like this, but Yi Muyang's words, eyes, words of concern, and hugs, Liu Sihan will always throw all her dissatisfaction with Yi Muyang out of the clouds. Liu Sihan felt that she had been poisoned by Yi Muyang in this life, and she liked that he had become a disease and that it was difficult to treat him.
"Thank you Mr. Yi for your concern, I'm really fine." After a long time, Liu Sihan still pretended to say this lightly.
"Then why are you crying? You tell me who bullied you, and I'll clean him up for you. Yi Muyang heard the unhappiness in Liu Sihan's tone, and he half-jokingly tried to amuse Liu Sihan.
"No, no one bullied me." Liu Sihan actually wanted to say in his heart that you Yi Muyang always bullied me, and you tortured my heart the best. In the next life, I want to be one of your teeth, so that when I hurt, you will hurt too. Eventually, she shook her head after thinking about it.
"Then why do you speak with a crying voice, and your voice is trembling as if you have just cried?" Yi Muyang still realized that Liu Sihan was lying.
"That's sand fascinating the eyes." Liu Sihan still didn't want to admit that she was crying because she thought Yi Muyang, she stubbornly waited for Yi Muyang to apologize to her.
"Oh, it's okay. Actually, I have one thing I want to tell you, I've been struggling with it for a long time in the last few days, but I don't know how to tell you the right thing to do. Because you've been preparing for interviews lately, I'm afraid it will affect your preparation status, so I haven't told you for a long time. I am very happy to see that you did well in the interview today. I thought about it and decided to tell you about it, because I felt that I would feel uneasy if I didn't tell you. Yi Muyang sighed heavily, his tone full of helplessness.
Listening to what Yi Muyang said, Liu Sihan felt a sense of foreboding in his heart.
"What's the matter? You're not going to get married, are you? Don't worry, I will definitely participate in your marriage, and I will definitely give you a big red envelope. After all, you are the man I have trained single-handedly for so many years, and I have worked hard to train you well, and you will turn around and love others. God would have joked, what an irony. Liu Sihan smiled helplessly, his eyes full of sadness.
"No, you're thinking too much. I'm not married, I don't have a girlfriend, why am I married? Yi Muyang listened to what Liu Sihan said, and he frowned and retorted to her anxiously.
"What's that? It can't be an engagement, right? Don't sell me any more, just say it if you have something to say. No matter how bad the news, I will accept it. You don't have to squeeze toothpaste, let alone think about how I feel. I, Liu Sihan, am a Xiaoqiang who can't be killed, and my heart is still very strong. Liu Sihan listened to what Yi Muyang said, and teased himself very bitterly with a helpless face.
"As you know, I'm not too young now. Many people say that I am thirty years old, but I don't have a girlfriend at the age of thirty. My parents forced me to marry all day long, and I was anxious all day long, eager to see through the red dust and become a monk. So I want to tell you, I'm sorry I can't wait for you any longer, I'm going on a blind date. I hope you don't waste your time on me, and find a man who loves you to marry. Yi Muyang didn't really want to say such a thing, but he was afraid that Liu Sihan would be stupid and wait for him. Such words not only wasted Liu Sihan's time, but it also seemed unkind for him to go on a blind date secretly.
Liu Sihan listened to Yi Muyang's words, like a thunderbolt from a sunny day, which made her stunned for an instant. She was stunned, her mind went blank, and it was difficult to accept this cruel reality for a while. Her ears recited what Yi Muyang said over and over again, I'm going to go on a blind date, you can find a good person to marry.
"Why are you telling me this? Do you want me to bless you? After a long time, Liu Sihan came back to his senses and shook his head bitterly with tears in his eyes.
"No, I just...... I just don't want you to wait for me any longer, in that case, it's ......" Yi Muyang felt Liu Sihan's anger, and he explained to Liu Sihan with an apologetic face.
"Enough! Don't say any more! Before Yi Muyang could finish speaking, Liu Sihan interrupted what he said.
"I'm sorry, it's all my fault." Yi Muyang hurriedly apologized to Liu Sihan.
"Alright, don't apologize to me. There are no major conflicts between us, and you haven't done anything wrong. I remember what you said, don't worry, I won't bother you to fall in love with someone else. The next time you fall in love, I hope you treat others well and don't always be childish and cold. In the end, I wish you a smooth blind date and will always be happy and happy. Goodbye, goodbye. Liu Sihan thought about it and gritted her teeth and said these insincere words, at this moment her heart was dripping blood, and tears kept rolling in her eyes.
Yi Muyang didn't know how much courage Liu Sihan had mustered up when he said these decisive words. After she hung up Yi Muyang's phone, she couldn't bear it anymore and broke down and cried. The tears in her eyes came like a flood that burst the embankment, blurring her vision in an instant. Tears flowed down her cheeks to the corners of her mouth, salty and astringent, like this bitter love. Liu Sihan cried as she walked, ignoring the strange looks that passers-by threw at her.
Her heart felt as if it had been hollowed out, and grief came over her.
Why do you keep hurting me? Why didn't you take the initiative to apologize to me when you did something wrong? Why do you throw yourself into the arms of others as soon as you turn around after so many years of relationship? Why is amorous always hurt mercilessly? Why does God always play a joke on me like this? Once spent a whole youth desperately loving someone, but in the end he got nothing but physical and mental damage? Why can't you wait any longer for me? Do you know that I still love you very much, very special love for you. I'm waiting for you to apologize, and I'll forgive you when you explain everything clearly.
Liu Sihan thought about it and suddenly smiled, she felt that she was a persistent fool from beginning to end, and she blamed herself for being too deep in the play. Obviously, he has always been acting in a one-man show with his own amorous self-directed, and now the curtain is over. Everyone is gone, and they are still immersed in this scene and can't extricate themselves.
If Yi Muyang has always been the biggest bet he has made, he is sure that Yi Muyang will definitely not be able to bear to let himself lose. But I was still wrong, and I lost a lot in this game.
Liu Sihan didn't know when she was already in the fast lane, when a car crashed into her.