Maybe that mental illness can be passed on to this doctor in a sense, like a cellular virus that we can't detect, that can survive in another way, and keep replicating.

They make the ego hostile, they divide life, and that's why we need to suppress these things with the power we already know.

In the end, I gave the source to the Divine Descent Diagram, maybe that is the reason why the virus was born, because they were eager to evolve, but in the process, they turned themselves into aliens.

But when I saw the way the guards put the potion into the doctor's body, he slowly calmed down, and I had a strange urge.

Maybe it wasn't calming him down at all, but nourishing the things in his body, making them more alive and gradually swallowing up his original self.

For a moment, I tried to tell them all about it and pulled the needle out of the doctor's neck, but I couldn't.

That's because I firmly believe that I'm different from him, and I don't want to be his kind of irrational and reckless to do some crazy things.

It was only after watching them take the poor guy away that I finally quieted myself down, and I figured I had to get out of here as soon as possible.

On the way back, I was still thinking about the man, his appearance and what he said to me at the time of his illness.

Kind, he found his kind, will that be me? Am I going to be like him?

No, even though I did the same thing as him, we were different, and I didn't really want to do it for different purposes.

With this in mind, I fidgeted in the taxi, and I tried to calm myself down and remind myself over and over again, convincing myself.

It was only after I left the hospital, after I was away from the man, and after forgetting what he said, that I felt better.

After that, I was no longer like the same self I used to be, I began to become more precarious, I began to be distracted by various ideas, and I began to become not like my previous self, which was as calm and unhurried.

I don't know when this change began, but I broke my old self and gradually merged with my current self.

I have fewer and fewer friends around me, and I rarely contact them anymore because I may find a lot of disadvantages from them.

The purpose of their contact with me, whether it is male or female, they have their own purpose, but the purpose is big and small.

I know that my thoughts are a bit extreme, but I can't control them, especially in some of the more extreme situations, and I can't control myself, I can't suppress the sense of urgency in my heart, as if I will become another person at any moment.

Because of this, I chose to stay away from them, because I didn't want them to find out about it, and I didn't want to hurt them.

I believe I can control all of this, I can face myself normally, and I have tried to stay calm in those extreme situations, but I find that I can't do it at all.

I won't go to the hospital, I won't drink too much, I won't indulge myself, because then I will lose everything and become another version of myself, like Qianqian, like that hapless doctor.

All these changes depend on the appearance of that dream, the girl who appeared in the dream is Qianqian, she said that she has not changed, never?

Because all of this is caused by the Divine Descent Diagram, people are people, and they themselves feel that they are already perfect, so why should they change it.

If she went one step further, it might be an abyss hell, and she didn't want to try it again, so no matter what the result was, she had to find the Divine Descent Diagram, destroy it, and prevent anyone from using it.

Now she won't rest, racing against her other self, and when she stops her, she'll definitely find what she's looking for.

As she was leaving, I saw the train she was on, leading to the ancient Silk Road.

Just as I don't know if the split personality disease has crept into my body, I don't know if what I see in my dreams is real.

But I still caught a train during the summer vacation that year, and followed the clues in the dream to find a mysterious girl who got on the train during the day and got off at night.

But in the end I didn't find the girl, maybe it was just a weird thought on my part, she wouldn't show up again, she was free.

Just as I was comforting myself and continuing this journey, I met another person in the car, this person is named Zhang Qian, and more than a thousand years ago, there was also a person with the same name and surname as him, who also came here.

But whether that person, like him, has ever met me, is unknown.

Talking to Dongfang about this, I don't know if the source of my negative emotions is related to these, but in my memory, it seems that only this incident has changed me a lot.

Of course, some of the details still have my own speculations, and I am not embarrassed to say, and I am afraid that I will be called an idiot by the East.

Those memories from another person's body seem so vague now that I can't remember them all, so I have added some conscious touching.

As for this mysterious girl, I think she has found what she wants, so she chose to leave, and as for whether it was the reason for her departure that was taken from me, I don't know?

Dongfang analyzed this, and asked a few more words about my previous affairs.

Talking to him like this, I was also distracted and calmed down my anxious mood for the time being, maybe this is also a solution!

However, the calmed emotions are not controllable at all, but extremely random.

In the whirlpool of memories, I slowly put together those scattered things and memories, and found a suitable thread to connect them together.

After listening to my answer, Dongfang frowned and thought for a while, then suddenly shook his head, then patted me on the shoulder, and replied with something that made me laugh.

"Do you think I should believe what you just said?"

When I heard it, I felt like he was playing tricks on me, but when I thought about it, I laughed too.

At this time, I also felt less anxious, so I didn't bother to explain anything to him, but I was not in the mood to talk to him about this, because even if it was related, it seemed that no matter how much it seemed to outsiders, it would not be of much help.

Before we knew it, we were talking and walking, and we didn't estimate the time, but we had probably walked for more than an hour.

At this moment, Liu Ran in front suddenly stopped, she was not far from us, I saw her stop, and was puzzled to come forward to ask, but suddenly something shook under the flashlight.

Immediately retracted my steps, I subconsciously cheered up, my eyes moved little by little, in the dark stone cave, Liu Ran stood there motionless.

Dongfang and I glanced at each other, both felt the surprise in each other's eyes, and then slowly outflanked Liu Ran, and outside the flashlight, I reached out and held a short dagger.

This is also a dagger that was turned out of a backpack, and it is said that these daggers have their own characteristics.

The most obvious thing about this dagger is that the grip is very short, only enough for four fingers, but the blade is very long, and there are several symbolic words written faintly on the edge.

I've only seen this thing a few times, so I know it, and I didn't think much about the meaning, and now I just took it with my hand.

The flashlight hit the stone wall, and we finally walked to Liu Ran's side, but I was about to look at her when I suddenly heard a "be careful" ringing in my ears.

I immediately turned my head sideways, and I saw Liu Ran's gaze staring at something on the ground in a daze.

Following her gaze, I noticed that there was a black mess on the ground, and at a glance, it looked like charred branches, which were haphazardly laid here.

"What is this?" Seeing that Liu Ran didn't say a word, I frowned and asked.

She still didn't answer, but her eyes were full of solemnity, and I could tell that she took these things very seriously.

Looking down and shining my flashlight on it, I slowly bent down to look at the objects, and pulled a pair of gloves from my backpack and put them on my hands.

"Be careful, it can be poisonous on it!" Dongfang suddenly said this, and I retracted the hand that had been stretched out.

I looked up at him and asked, "Do you know what this is?" ”

"The wing bones of the bat! Their backbone is thin and their bones are complex, which is caused by long-term low-altitude flights. ”

Bat?! I felt a little confused, and looked down at these things, they were very thin, but they didn't have the flesh they should have.

To say that under normal circumstances, all organic matter will be evaporated by oxygen after losing its tissue ability, and after a certain period of time, it will be carbonized, but the physiological structure of the bat is special, although its fur does not look so dense, but its body will precipitate a special cortex in the blood after death, which is directly attached to the bone.

Thinking like this, I turned my eyes to the bones under my feet, and under the light, there were no attachments to those bones, and they looked bare and messy.

"Looking at the length of these bones, I think they must have been quite large when they were alive, but why did they die here?" Dongfang said, pulling out a dagger and stirring the skeletons with the tip of the dagger.

The skeleton has been seriously carbonized, and after being provoked by the east, it slowly dispersed, and a small part of the wing bones were scattered.

"Look at them so clean, it seems that they have been stripped of their fur by an external force!" Hearing Dongfang say this, I immediately thought of a reason.

The bats here come in from other exit bee pupae and are likely to attack other intruders.

Looking at Liu Ran again, when she saw the bones here, she may also think of Liu Qingchun, he may have eaten the skin and flesh of these bats in order to survive.

Retracting my gaze, I shook my head, whether it was Liu Qingchun or not, it was just a doubt, but what was certain was that someone must have been here before, but when and who it was, it was impossible to determine.