XXI 16, City A, 9 a.m

I sat on the bus with the group tour in a daze, looking at the dancing tour guide on the bus and crying and laughing. It's just that I'm in a bad mood and walking on the road, so I ran into this tour guide.

Rewind the clock to two hours ago~~

I walked down Culture Street dejectedly, thinking about my boyfriend, oh no. Strictly speaking, it's an ex-boyfriend now. Thinking back to the bits and pieces with my ex-boyfriend.

At that time, when I was just a freshman, I refused to be accompanied and sent off by my family. Walk around the campus with a huge suitcase in tow. Looking at the rows of teaching buildings and dormitories set up on the campus, and the grassy gardens along the boulevards, the grass is green. With indescribable joy and openness, I will spend the next four years of college on this campus. I will have my classmates and friends on this campus, and maybe I will meet the one in my heart. With infinite longing and fantasy, the smile on his face faded a little even when he saw the flowers.

It was at this time that the young and simple me met the gentle, tall and handsome sophomore - Zhou Lianzhao. I still remember the first acquaintance, a man smiling like a warm spring breeze walked towards me against the morning light. "Are you a new freshman? I'm a sophomore, and I'll help you with your luggage where your dorm is! I watched his demagogic smile and listened to his heavenly voice. I couldn't believe it was talking to me for a long time. Until he naturally pulled the huge box from my hand and stood firmly in front of me.

The freshman girl who first entered the campus met the handsome and dashing sophomore, and the next thing was naturally a young and ignorant love.

At that time, I could eat breakfast that my seniors bought for me every morning. We eat together, go for a walk together, and go on a date to watch a movie together in the evening. Although we are all locals, we all resolutely chose to live on campus. It's just to spend more time together.

Even with such intimacy, we are still pure lovers who have never crossed the line.

We have known each other for only two weeks, and we have never had a confession or a passionate love word. It's just a natural dating, and I thought that everyone's love is such a natural dating. Love? I guess I don't know. All I know is that I like his gentle smile, I love him holding my hand, and I love how much he dotes on me. It's like pampering a little child.

He didn't even ask me if I liked him or if I wanted to be his girlfriend. Nor did he confess to me that he liked me, nor did he stare at me affectionately and say that he would be my girlfriend. Is he so sure that I am destined to be the woman next to him? Didn't confess, never said warm love words to me.

In this way, we had a bland and sweet relationship for a month. We've kissed and hugged countless times, and I don't think he confessed or said anything to me. But he likes me and likes me. His kisses and hugs are getting warmer and warmer.

Until one day, I unexpectedly saw him downstairs in his dormitory and a beautiful and gentle girl with long hair and a shawl.

At this moment I heard the sound of my own heart breaking, crackling and shattering, and I could no longer put it together. Snuggled up to the willow tree behind him, covering his mouth with his hands and sobbing suppressedly. Don't tell me about misunderstandings or anything, his face is affectionate and pitiful like I've never seen before. That's something I've never had. No wonder he never confessed to me, never said warm love words to me. It turned out that his affection, his warmth, were all given to this woman in his arms. What about me? Do you remember me when you hugged him? Uncontrollable sadness spread intermittently in the mouth that was covered with both hands. finally alarmed the pair of men and women hugging each other not far away.

The moment the senior turned around, the surprise and panic in his eyes couldn't be hidden. Hurriedly pushed away the beautiful woman in her arms and ran towards me.

"Xiaoya, you listen to my explanation. I~" He himself felt that the explanation was very weak! His hands were clasping my shoulders tightly.

"I don't listen, I don't listen, you like her, don't you? You love him, don't you? That's what you never confessed to me? Never the reason for my passion? If you like her so much, why did you provoke me? Have you deceived me about my feelings? I wiped away the tears that welled up in my eyes with my sleeve, and I couldn't wipe them clean.

"Xiaoye, don't say that, I like you, I don't want to mess with you, and I don't want to mess with your feelings. You're a good girl, and you deserve a better man to love you! The senior gently pulled me into the arms of the woman he had just embraced. Smelling the perfume that didn't belong in his arms, this soft comfort and hug only made me feel incredibly ashamed. Breaking free fiercely, shaking his hand is a slap.

I was stunned when I slapped it out, and I was also stunned by the man in front of me, a beautiful and generous woman not far away. I know that this slap took away my boyfriend and took away what I thought I was in love. However, I don't regret it.

"Koya! Don't hit him, don't blame him for this, blame me. The beautiful woman in front of her stood in front of her senior, her face full of guilt.

"No, Xiaoye, this matter is my fault. I'm sorry for you, it's okay for you to listen to me explain to you. The senior hurriedly pulled the girl and hid behind him, afraid that I would hurt her.

I watched coldly as they staged their affection in front of me. Since they are in love with each other, why did they let him out and harm me? Am I the one you use to stage a real affair? I don't know if my dao will hurt too, will it hurt?

"Xiaoye, this is what I owe you, I won't be angry if you hit me, as long as you can dissipate your anger, as long as you can ·······" The man in front of him looked at half of his face that had been reddened by me, and said apologetically with apologetic eyes.

"I can't, I can't forgive you, I can't be angry. You don't want to get my forgiveness and be with this woman in peace, you will always owe me, you will always be sorry for me, I want you to feel guilty and uneasy every day. I hate you! Unable to care about the tears on his face anymore, he ran quickly against the cold wind of the early morning.

Ran out of the school gate, ran far, far away. The tears on my face have long since dried, and I only feel that my face is dry. Sitting on a park bench in a daze, he took out a wet towel and gently wiped his embarrassed face. After a long time, the embarrassed and haggard woman in the mirror collected her heartbreak and sadness little by little.

Tidy up your backpack and flatten your wrinkled clothes. He took out the air cushion to cover his red eyes from crying, and his cheeks were slightly painful. Probably because the wind blew the tears. Covering up a somewhat haggard face, well, it's still that pretty and lovely Wenya. Bitterly pulling the corners of his mouth in the mirror, I am no worse than that woman, why did you still choose her!

Looking up at the blue sky, he forced the tears that were about to come out to hide in his eyes and not come out. It's all going to pass, it's going to be over, isn't it!

Walking into the lively crowd, feeling the hustle and bustle of the world, I want to bury my sadness a little deeper. It's better to never see the light of day. Looking at the passer-by couples passing by, I felt a pang of grief in my heart. They used to hold hands in this way, snuggle up to each other and walk through the streets, through the crowd. He was always careful to protect her, afraid that the crowd would run into her. However, from now on, this embrace will protect another girl, and it will never belong to her again. I was broken up inexplicably! Maybe I should have had a good talk with him, and he said he liked me. However, he also said it. I deserve a better man to love! Aren't you going to break up yet! A heart is up and down, deep in the fire/torment/boiling. Can't be in this crowd, seeing this couple will always remember the scene they got along. I don't want to torture myself like this anymore.

I came to the café on the next street, sat quietly here and asked for a cup of mocha without sugar. If your mouth is bitter, you don't feel how bitter your heart is.

Heartbreak leaves

Turn back to the original desolation and wait

For the sake of loneliness, whether to find someone to fill the gap in your heart

We became the most familiar strangers in the world

In the future, each will have its own twists and turns, and its own sorrow

Xiao Yaxuan's "The Most Familiar Stranger" sounded in the café, and every word hit me deeply. Reaching out and touching something cold on his face, it was a little salty to the corners of his mouth.

Hurriedly called the waiter to settle the bill, I couldn't stay here for a moment. It's really annoying, why put this song on it!

Step out of the coffee shop and walk down the sidewalk. Now I don't want to go to school or go home, and I will inevitably be questioned if I want to die.

"Miss, Miss, our travel agency is active again today! Value-for-money, as long as 299, you can visit the Qin Palace and the Ming and Qing Dynasties. If you have lunch, you will also get a luxury gift package! Don't miss the time! Sign up and we'll be off in a moment! The handsome twenty-three or four-year-old guy in front of me stopped in front of me and handed me a brochure. His face was white and he smiled brightly.

Looking at this smiling face, the sadness in my heart was a little less. A moment of hesitation gave him a great opportunity. I couldn't help but pull me into the travel agency next to me.

"Take out your ID card, I'll make a copy, and you fill out this form. I'm going to summarize the number of people logged in to the computer file again. The handsome guy in front of me handed me a form without raising his busy eyes.

Well, can anyone tell me when I'm going on a trip!

"But I didn't say I was going on a trip!" I looked at him and said.

The man was stunned for a moment, and then smiled: "It's a college student!" Don't have a class today? If you look depressed, you should be distracted! Actually, it's fun.,Originally, I had enough people this time.,But there's a beautiful woman who can't go because of something.。 I've refunded her all the money except for the deposit, if I don't make up enough people and can't reach the goal, I'll be deducted from the bonus! Besides, I don't think you just rejected me! Thought you wanted to go too. It's good to have a trip, if there is any trouble that no travel can't solve, if there is one, then go again! ”

"Poof," I smiled when I heard this. It's okay, just go and have a trip, I don't have a place to go anyway.

Until now, sitting on the bus, looking at this handsome tour guide, I feel that fate is really a wonderful thing. He is also explaining the history of the Qin Palace and the Ming and Qing Dynasty palaces.