Many times, we say let go, but we don't really let go, we pretend to be happy, and then we touch the scars alone in the silent corner.

Gu Xiaoyu's store decoration is as busy as a spinning top, looking for renderings on the Internet, studying the pattern with the decoration team, purchasing materials, and doing everything in person, and finally basically on the track, and the rest is handed over to the decoration company, she just needs to supervise the work.

Merchants see her as a young woman, and many of them deliberately raise the price, but she is not a vegetarian, and she has already referred to many times, and finally lowered the price to give her the price that she thinks is appropriate.

The decoration companies are also all men, thinking that she has no idea as a woman, so she wants to completely lead Gu Xiaoyu's nose and give Gu Xiaoyu according to their maximum interests, Gu Xiaoyu has a strong attitude, if she changes to another decoration company like this, this will be normalized.

In today's society, most women are still vulnerable.

I can finally take a break, and when I get home and go to the toilet, I find that my aunt hasn't left, how many days have passed? I've been busy these days and forgot about it. I checked my phone and was shocked, it's been 10 days, and I thought what's going on, I have to go to the hospital tomorrow to see, don't get any disease!

Call Zhang Wenmin: "Damin, are you free tomorrow?" ”

Zhang Wenmin was still at work, knowing that she must have something, or she couldn't call her with her character, and asked her in a low voice: "What's wrong?"

"My aunt has been here for 10 days and still hasn't left, I want you to accompany me to the hospital to have a look"

"For so long? A must see! You, why don't you pay attention, it's been 10 days before you want to see it, you want to be the first person to come to your aunt to bleed to death! "Crackling to Gu Xiaoyu said.

顾晓玉不以为意的把电话拿远些，等她说完，才拿过电话“那我‪明天9点‬在第一医院门口等你哈”‬‬‬‬‬‬‬

I only heard Zhang Wenmin quickly say, "Well, okay, the boss is here, hang up"

There was a beep on the phone, this man!

The next day, Zhang Wenmin asked for leave to accompany Gu Xiaoyu to the hospital, queued up for registration, waited in line, and finally got to her, explained the situation to the doctor, and the doctor asked her: "Did you have a husband and wife before?" ”

Gu Xiaoyu didn't understand why she asked this, she glanced at Zhang Wenmin and said, "Yes, what's wrong?" ”

The doctor said: "If it is suspected to be uterine/extraordinary/pregnant, you go to the obstetrics department for another examination"

Gu Xiaoyu was stupid all of a sudden, how could it be?! Zhang Wenmin immediately dragged her to the door of the obstetrics department to wait, and she went to help Gu Xiaoyu re-register. During this period, Gu Xiaoyu sat on the stool stupidly, thinking that the gynecologist must have made a mistake, it must be!

Finally walked into the obstetric clinic, and told the doctor about the situation again, and the doctor said the same: "If you suspect that it is uterine/extraordinary/pregnant, go do a color ultrasound, and then come back and bring it to me"

Gu Xiaoyu said: "I took emergency contraceptive pills, how is it possible?!" ”

The doctor only raised his eyelids and looked at her and said, "You girls, you don't know what to do beforehand, and you only want to remedy it afterwards, emergency contraceptive pills can cause uterus/exotriple/pregnancy, go get checked"

It was a long queue again, so I did color ultrasound. If you don't go to the hospital, you never know that so many people get sick every day, and the hospital's business will always be the hottest.

When I returned to the doctor's office with the ultrasound image, the doctor said, "The diagnosis is yes, you need to have a salpingectomy, and it is recommended that you be hospitalized immediately for examination and treatment."

Gu Xiaoyu's eyes were really red now: "Why do you want to remove the fallopian tubes?" ”

"Because the embryo is in your right fallopian tube, you can't do medicine abortion and uterine clearing, you can only remove it" The doctor has been used to seeing such cases, his tone is a little cold, and Gu Xiaoyu's bones hurt.

Gu Xiaoyu asked without giving up, "Is it possible to keep this child?" ”

"Ectopic pregnancy is extremely harmful to the body, as the fetus grows, the fallopian tubes can rupture and cause massive bleeding, which is life-threatening. I know that you are afraid that it will affect conception in the future, and the removal is only a reduction in the chance of conception, but it is not infertility, and if it is not removed, it is life-threatening, let alone pregnant. You decide as soon as possible, and I can arrange for you to be hospitalized. The doctor began to write in the medical notebook.

Gu Xiaoyu didn't speak, she was already frightened by this sudden bad news.

Zhang Wenmin immediately said to the doctor: "We are hospitalized, thank you."

Zhang Wenmin took the list and asked Gu Xiaoyu to wait for her in the rest area: "You call your uncle and aunt and tell me, I'll go and hospitalize you." After saying that, he ran away in a hurry.

Gu Xiaoyu was still immersed in this bad news, she wanted to call Lin Dong the most and tell him that they had a baby, but what could they do?! Can't keep it! If it was a normal pregnancy, she would tell Lin Dong and share the joy with him, but now in this situation, it is useless to talk about it.

I still called my mother and told me about my situation, but my mother only said you child, and then she started crying.

By the time Mom and Dad took Meng Meng to the hospital, they were already in the ward. The four-person wards are full. Her bed was by the window, and she sat cross-legged on the bed looking out the window.

Seeing her like this, her mother was anxious and asked her, "Now that this is the case, don't you tell the man?"

Gu Xiaoyu shook her head: "No"

Zhang Wenmin couldn't stand her, and said to her loudly: "I said that you are a person, when are you still so stubborn, tell him that at least someone will accompany you"

Gu Xiaoyu still shook his head and said, "I know that you are good for me, but I don't want to bother him anymore, tell him that it is nothing more than one more person who is sad and sad, and does not let him know, so that he can live happily." ”

In this way, everyone can't say anything anymore, and they all know that Gu Xiaoyu is determined to carry it herself.

Mom and Zhang Wenmin have to stay with her, she doesn't need anyone, let them all go home, and the operation will be done tomorrow. She asked her father to help her look after the store, and the decoration was the most critical time, and no one was there to watch it.

Gu Xiaoyu sat on the bed all night, thinking about his bits and pieces, thinking that in the future, he would also fantasize about what it would be like to meet him again, and always felt that he could say hello to him with a smile, say "long time no see", and then turned around and burst into tears.

The hand was lightly placed on the lower abdomen, and he could not yet feel the child who could not be seen, and the recent events were one after another, and he was about to break this thin shoulder.

Lin Dong has been in S City for a few days, and he began to look for people in circles in the city every day! posted a search notice in the newspaper, posted it in the circle of friends, went to the public security bureau to ask, I felt that I had done everything I could, but I still couldn't find anyone, and I knew that Gu Xiaoyu was trying to avoid him, how could he find it? ! But he won't give up, he believes that he will always find her.

The next day, after a series of examinations, Gu Xiaoyu walked into the operating room, her parents and Zhang Wenmin were waiting for her outside, her heart was still empty, she really missed him, even if she listened to his voice. At this time, she was most vulnerable, perhaps really in need of strength, she borrowed a phone from a nurse and called him outside the operating room, although she had not called his number once, but she remembered it at a glance.

Lin Dong looked at the strange call and didn't want to answer it, but he thought about what if it was her, so he answered politely and said, "Hey, hello, I'm Lin Dong, who are you?" ”

As soon as Gu Xiaoyu heard the voice of her longing, she covered her mouth, afraid that she would cry.

Lin Dong fed a few times, thinking that it was a mistake, and was about to hang up the phone, when he heard a whining sound, like a very small cry, Lin Dong's heart beat faster, and asked excitedly: "Xiaoyu, is it you, Xiaoyu"

Gu Xiaoyu couldn't stand it anymore and returned the phone to the nurse sister. The nurse said according to what she had taught: "I'm sorry, my daughter pressed the wrong button and hit you, I'm sorry to disturb you"

Lin Dong said disappointedly: "It's okay" and hung up the phone, how could he think it was her, I really thought she was crazy.

Gu Xiaoyu finally couldn't support it, squatted in the corner of the wall and hugged her arms, biting her lower lip tightly, crying silently.

After crying for a while, she calmed down, got up and walked to the operating room, lying on the operating table, the minimally invasive surgery she did was only a local anesthesia, and she was conscious of the whole process, although her body didn't feel pain, but half of the three souls and seven spirits had been removed, and she was numb and tearful, and she couldn't stop crying, Gu Xiaoyu thought that the tears in this life would be all shed in the past few days.

Lin Dong walked on the street, since he answered the strange phone call just now, he began to be very irritable, unable to calm down, Lin Dong had a premonition that something had happened to Gu Xiaoyu, and began to run in circles, shouting Gu Xiaoyu's name, it was raining in the sky, Lin Dong ran to a square, he couldn't run anymore, squatting on the steps on the side of the road dejectedly, burying his face in his hands, just looking at his shoulders shaking, his heart was depressed, it was painful, let the rain wet his clothes, as if he was physically tortured, and his heart could be more comfortable.

When Gu Xiaoyu was pushed out of the operating room, her face was pale and bloodless, and her whole person was chaotic.

After the anesthetic was overworked, Zhang Wenmin asked her "Does it hurt?"

Gu Xiaoyu shook her head at first, waited for a while, and then nodded, saying "It hurts" In fact, she didn't feel how the knife wound hurt, but when she thought about it, she felt that her whole body hurt everywhere, and she was numb from pain.

After staying in the hospital for a week, although her mother made her all kinds of soups to nourish her body, and she ate a lot, she still quickly lost weight, and the original goose egg face was sunken, and her eyes were bigger, but the whole person was like a soulless doll. Let you sleep and sleep, let you eat when you eat, and Meng Meng will hug her and make her daughter happy. Most of the time I looked out the window in a daze, and I didn't talk much.

After returning home, people became even more depressed, and began to be unable to sleep at night, and the day was chaotic, and my parents looked at it in pain, but they didn't know who the man was, otherwise they would have to beat him.

In the past few days, Lin Dong has always sounded in his ears at the airport: "Xiaoyu, when my company's affairs are arranged, I will go to you and wait for me"

Lin Dong, where are you? I'm waiting for you! Miss you so much!

In fact, as long as you give him a call, it's fine, but I can't get over the hurdle in my heart, I always think that after a long time, Lin Dong will forget about her and find a better one!

Then there was a voice in my heart and said: No matter what, don't forget me, remember that there was once a Gu Xiaoyu in your world.