Text Chapter 39 The bell must be tied to the bell
"Nothing, I just hope Sheng Nan can open the door of her heart, if she can take the initiative to say those things to you, she will really let go." Lan Yunzhi rubbed the coffee cup, "I thought a lot when I came······ The last thing I want Li Shengnan to see is you, but I understand......"
Lan Yunzhi choked up a little, "I understand that she locked herself in her room, didn't contact the outside world, and kept saying that she wanted to stay away, and then stay away, but she didn't say to leave you." ”
"Every page of her portrait she hides in her diary is you...... I knew then that she didn't hate you, she just couldn't face you...... Or she has to pretend to hate you so that she doesn't think about those horrible experiences...... can force herself to understand that this world is without you, and she must be brave...... She is already alone......" Lan Yunzhi bit her arm, holding back the tears that were about to fall, and pulled a few tissues.
"But I didn't expect you to meet again...... To be honest, I'm very worried......" Lan Yunzhi covered her face and couldn't bear to say more.
Jiang Chen was discouraged and smiled bitterly: "Auntie, it's all come to this point, I have nothing to say except to apologize to you, but I don't make up for Sheng Nan, but I really like her and want to take care of her......"
"Since she left, there has been no news at all...... My heart is in turmoil, it's all her, I'm not afraid to tell you today, I'm sorry for her......"
Jiang Chen's eyes were red: "Over the years, I have been stirring up a knife every day, and I have been blaming myself every day......
"I've identified Wanqing since I was a child...... She's the only person I want to go down with, I know, I'm stupid, I'm selfish, and I'm worried that Wanqing likes me because I'm being instigated by others, isn't it easy for girls to be taken away by feelings? Can't tell the difference between friends and lovers...... She followed the trend in the love letter turmoil and wrote me a letter as well, and it was a girl's idea, and I blew up right away! I tore up her letter in front of the whole class! Oh, my God! What have I done! I regret it! I was so angry, I didn't know her intentions, I guessed, it was one of the stupidest things I ever did, I took the letter out of the trash, it was sticky and sticky, but it couldn't be glued back......" Jiang Chen wiped the corners of his eyes and smiled dryly, "I'm the big fool in love." ”
"Others say that those girls are not worthy of me, but I know that I am most unworthy of her, I am like that to her, she is not angry, she has to follow me to and from school, junior high school, I am angry, why does she not have a temper at all, is she used to me, or likes me! I was crazy again, and deliberately hung her at different times after school, but she waited stupidly for me, a girl's house, until it got dark. ”
"I'm angry, I'm a selfish bastard...... She later helped other girls deliver love letters! I don't even know what she thinks! I ordered her to be evicted from the basketball game training, so that she would not wait for me any longer, and deliberately alienated her......"
Jiang Chen's voice suddenly choked.
"It's her...... Accompany me day by day, how much time is wasted with me, teachers, can't stand it, afraid of delaying her study, and those girls, they can't stand it, let her stay away from me. ”
"But if she doesn't listen, she'll act like a fool, no matter how deep and dangerous the water is, she will plunge headlong into it."
She said...... She said she wanted to follow me...... There is no need to answer her mind...... It was her own free ...... I'm just a shameless villain...... She talked about this, why should I test her sincerity, she is so good, everything is based on me, everything is afraid that I will be angry, it is my mess that makes her afraid, don't disturb his judgment that I like her...... That's what happened, and I'm the stupidest person who caused others to fall into the abyss......"
Originally, I wanted to say it well, but I couldn't control my true feelings, Jiang Chenfeng clenched his fists and tried to suppress the throbbing in his heart.
He didn't want to be so out of shape.
But when it comes to Li Shengnan and their fateful reunion, Jiang Chen can't be calm.
Li Shengnan, these three words are Li Wanqing's new life, and they are also the beginning of Jiang Chen's mistakes.
Li Shengnan is the most colorful and pure section of Jiang Chen's youth.
She was all his youth.
But he was ······ for her Cough!
Jiang Chen smiled in a low voice: "If I don't have her, I will be stuck in the mire of the past forever, and there will be no possibility of a new life." ”
Because of his memories from childhood to adulthood, Jiang Chen's memories are all Li Shengnan.
And the hole in junior high school was finally filled by fate.
Redeem each other.
Jiang Chen closed his eyes: "I'm sorry, Auntie...... I'm sorry you guys......"
Lan Yunzhi tilted her head and cried silently.
After a long time, Lan Yunzhi took a deep breath, suppressed the tears in his eyes, and said in a deep voice: "The bell must be tied to the bell, your affairs will be solved by you after all, and this is Sheng Nan's choice, I will not stop it, and I will not say anything more." ”
Jiang Chen's eyes flashed with tears, and tears flowed down, "Auntie, thank you······"
It took a while for Jiang Chen to adjust his mood, and the more he thought about it after recovering his state, the more he felt faceless......
He excused himself by saying that he wanted to go to the toilet, but he didn't expect to turn around and see Li Shengnan staring at him deadly, with Ouyang Ze sitting behind him.
Ever since Jiang Chen wanted to see her mother, Li Shengnan has always been uneasy, and this disaster was caused by Ouyang Ze, and this anger was even more unbearable. When he arrived at the company, he happened to meet Ouyang Ze, grabbed him and asked him to confess the location, Ouyang Ze couldn't help it, so he brought someone here.
"Sheng Nan, why are you here?" Lan Yunzhi stood up, and Li Shengnan turned his head over, but thought of what Lan Yunzhi said just now. In the days when she was autistic, Lan Yunzhi didn't have a good time, and the key was that she didn't reprimand Jiang Chen, and she cried a lot of snot and tears, Li Shengnan naturally didn't say anything, and walked over to hug, "Mom, you're done with work." ”
Lan Yunzhi was moved, "Well, Mom is busy and wants to come and see you." ”
When Li Shengnan heard this, he narrowed his eyes, "Look at how I can become looking at him, what do you mean?" ”
Lan Yunzhi stroked the hair on Li Shengnan's forehead lovingly, "Isn't this all a family?" ”
Li Shengnan blushed, "Who is with his family." ”
Lan Yunzhi looked at Li Shengnan's blushing appearance, knew her intentions, and said with a smile: "I'll talk to your brother, because I answered Jiang Chen's call, I don't worry, so I'll take a look first, it seems that there is nothing wrong now, so I will leave with your brother first." ”
Ouyang Ze obviously didn't want to go, this mistake also made the two of them complete, and his heart was panicking, "It's rare to get together, let's eat here." ”
Lan Yunzhi smiled: "I still have to tell you about your father!" ”
Ouyang Ze hurriedly said, "What's wrong with my dad?" Did you mess with you? You tell me, I'll count him down for you. ”
Lan Yunzhi dragged Ouyang Ze's arm and pulled it out, "Your father, ......"
The second they went out, Li Shengnan pressed Jiang Chen on the chair, and that strength was indeed not an ordinary girl.
Jiang Chen pursed his lips and began to worry about his life.
saw Li Shengnan's eyes red.
Jiang Chen smiled: "What's wrong?" ”
Li Shengnan lowered his head, took a few deep breaths, and said in a dumb voice: "I feel distressed......"
Just two words, Jiang Chen's voice suddenly became hoarse, he laughed, pulled Li Shengnan aside, rubbed Li Shengnan's forehead, and said in a deep voice: "Madame heard it?" ”
"Hmm." Li Shengnan gritted his teeth and nodded, seeing that the tears were about to fall, Jiang Chen took a tissue to wipe her, "Do you hate me?" ”
Li Shengnan buried himself in his arms and sobbed, "hate ......"
Jiang Chen closed his eyes and reaped the consequences, but unexpectedly, Li Shengnan said, "...... Hate yourself ......"
"Ma'am." The corners of Jiang Chen's mouth were hooked, and there was a little more evil on his handsome face, "If Madame likes me, it will be...... Mother-in-law is okay if she passes this hurdle, I will let time prove it, the key is that you are willing to marry me? ”
Marry? Li Shengnan listened in a daze, and only reacted after two seconds, she avoided Jiang Chen's teasing eyes, coughed and whispered: "We have only known each other for two months, and we just confirmed the relationship today——"
"Madame still knows that the relationship is confirmed?" Jiang Chen smiled relaxedly, "Besides, why are we only two months old?" It was a doll kiss that was set when I was a toddler. Jiang Chen took Li Shengnan's hand and said with a smile: "Madame can grow my long hair for me, right?" ”
Li Shengnan's lips moved, and without waiting for her to speak, Jiang Chen asked, "Would you like to grow my long hair for me?" ”
The sweetness in Li Shengnan's heart was almost overflowing, and she whispered: "I just cut it for you......"
Jiang Chen originally thought that Li Shengnan would say something like "she doesn't cut it, her hair is short and convenient", taking advantage of words, and he didn't want Li Shengnan to open his mouth to be killed, but he was also a little confused.
"I'm trying to change my image...... And ......" Li Shengnan raised his eyes and glanced at Jiang Chen, "Long hair will attract people's attention, I think...... No man likes to dress like this......"
Jiang Chen suppressed the fire, but in the end he didn't suppress it, hugged Li Shengnan tightly and kneaded it for a long time.
Li Shengnan was both dazed and innocent, he didn't know how he provoked Jiang Chen, and he wouldn't resist, his face was red and he was tossed for a while, and he liked this a little in his heart, but he was embarrassed to tell Jiang Chen.
After being intimate for a while, Jiang Chen let go of Li Shengnan and laughed in a low voice: "It's good that Madam doesn't get angry with me, and then we can meet both parents in a serious way——"
Li Shengnan covered his mouth, "Do you want to get married so much?" ”
"yes, I've wanted you to be my bride for a long time."
"Yes...... Marriage is not the same as being in love. ”
Jiang Chen pinched her nose, "As long as the heart that loves you remains the same, what's the difference?" Seeing that Li Shengnan was still frowning, Jiang Chen said with relief: "Don't worry, madam, what you should do, I will never interfere."
"You're here to make up for ······" Li Shengnan choked up, Jiang Chen covered her mouth, "It's not to make amends, it's to correct, your husband should have spoiled you like this." ”
Li Shengnan threw himself into Jiang Chen's arms with tears in his eyes, "Well······"
In the next two days, Jiang Chen enjoyed the pleasure of having a girlfriend, took advantage of the time, and finally smoothed out Li Shengnan's awkward struggle in his heart, and he also took advantage of it.
Now that he has said it, Jiang Chen feels light, and he refuses to leave at Li Shengnan's house.
Jiang Chen was nestled in Li Shengnan's arms and was about to speak, when his mobile phone rang.
The mobile phone was at the head of the bed, and he took it - Liu Shiman.
Li Shengnan sat up, also looking nervous.
"Shh......h
Jiang Chen put his index finger between his lips, Li Shengnan hurriedly closed his mouth, and Jiang Chen pressed the speakerphone.
"Jiang Chen?"
Jiang Chen said, "Well, Mom." ”
Liu Shiman breathed a sigh of relief and began to sass: "What's your situation!" Why didn't you tell me when you saw Wanqing! ”
Jiang Chen: "! ”